33. Everest
Everest
My brain has malfunctioned, and I’m acting on total instinct.
I have no idea what I’m supposed to do.
I haven’t kissed anyone since I scent matched with Harmony years ago. I can’t believe my tongue still works as she switches between kissing me and licking Jaxx's cock.
I don’t even know how she can focus on that and moving her hips at the same time.
But, with Jaxx's advice, my hands are between her legs. One set of fingers strokes her clit while the other circles her entrance and, for once, I’m glad of my alpha senses.
I can just let them take over and know that all I need to do is open her up so she can accept my cock and then I’ll be fine. Somehow. Theoretically.
But I just stare at her wide-eyed because I’m also having a meltdown over the fact that we are in the team garage and anyone can walk in.
I don’t know what would happen to my career, but I can’t see Jacob or Maddock being understanding about the situation, considering I’m mostly responsible for this.
It’s hard to concentrate on the future when each time I stroke her, she shudders and moans for me. I’m sure my cock grows even harder with every noise she makes.
There’s even the urge to knot her and keep her pinned to me so that I can come inside her and make her mine.
It grows stronger with every taste, and my desire is taking me over.
But I have to keep shaking that away. I’m not going to put my job at risk like that, no matter how good it would be.
“Everest, are you inside yet?”
I look at Jaxx with wide eyes, trying to catch up with what he’s saying.
“I, er…” Everything is such a blur, and I’m so thankful Jaxx is instructing me, because I would probably have scooted off on my trolley to hide under the car as soon as she kissed me.
“Make sure you press one finger inside first, okay?” He strokes Harmony’s hair as he pushes her back onto his cock again. “Our omega might not act like it, but she’s sweet and delicate, and she needs to be taken care of.”
His words make her moan harder, and hearing him call her our omega makes everything more real.
I nod, mildly understanding, and happy to follow instructions.
I angle my hand, and as my first finger presses up inside her, her whole body shudders and her pussy clenches around me.
“Oh,” I whisper as she moans again. “Oh, Harmony, do you like that?” I ask, more startled by her reaction.
“Keep going, Everest,” she hums. It feels like I’m starting to get the idea, though the mechanics of stroking her clit while feeding my finger in and out of her isn’t easy. But I find a way to make sure she is happy.
She’s so warm. I can’t believe that my cock will fit inside her when she’s tight like this. I bend my finger, testing her inner walls to see how much give she has.
She lets out a shout, ripping herself from Jaxx’s cock. “Everest, That's—”
I do it again, and she tips forward, gasping.
“Was that good, too?” I ask as I tilt my head.
“Yes, just like that,” she groans. Her back arches as she rolls her hips. “Try two fingers, okay? I want your cock inside me as soon as possible.”
Another firm nod and I pull my finger out, lining up a second, taking a nervous breath.
She looks so kind and understanding, and Jaxx’s grin helps. It’s like they are encouraging me, and it gives me more confidence. I just hope that my work-worn hands aren’t too rough for her soft pussy.
As I push into her again, another shudder runs through her. It feels like an achievement to make her lose control when she normally holds herself so strongly. Even when she sits with me in the mornings and seems vulnerable, I haven’t seen her collapse like this.
“Hang on, wait!” Jaxx laughs, and I freeze, scared I’ve done something wrong. “Don’t grip me so tightly, sweetheart.”
Harmony pulls back to give him a look of apology and gently releases his cock so she can turn all of her attention to me.
Her gaze locks with mine, and I suck in a nervous breath as her expression changes. The further I push my fingers inside her, the more she moans.
It makes me want to explore her even deeper and find out what other expressions she’d make.
“How does it feel for both of you?” Jaxx asks with hungry eyes.
I’m still too overwhelmed to focus on anything except how Harmony rocks against my fingers and moans, so I just nod. But she tilts her head back, meeting him with kind eyes and a gentle smile that makes me feel like I am truly hers.
“You’re doing amazingly, Everest,” she says as she leans down to me, running her fingers through my hair. Her tone makes me want to do even better for her.
I speed my hands up, and she suddenly whimpers, her eyes fluttering as I curve and straighten my fingers while I thrust. It’s like I am fine-tuning an engine that requires more coordination than I’m used to.
“Give her more of your pheromones,” Jaxx says, urging us both on.
I’m not exactly the best at releasing them. Harmony is the only person who ever brought them out of me, so I never needed to try.
The way she grinds her hips against my fingers and how her perfume pours from her makes it easier for me to think about how deeply I want to claim her.
They flow out of me like a wave, my fresh scent spiraling with her and Jaxx's sweetness.
Her moan is gorgeous, and even better than the sound of a fired-up racer. I want to make her do it again, but she grabs my wrists.
“That’s enough,” she gasps. “I’m ready. I need you, Everest.”
I look at her as she pulls my hands away, realizing this is really going to happen. In our garage. Against Maddock’s car. On a roller.
They both look at me so openly that I don’t think I can admit that my thighs can’t hold this position. It is already hard enough to stop the roller from scooting downwards. If I thrust into her, I might end up rolling under the car again.
But she’s already gripped my cock, and I almost wince as she presses the tip against her entrance so quickly that I barely have any time to prepare. She’s already so hot, and the scent of her slick makes my eyes roll as the pressure increases.
Was this really real? Because my slick-coated hands go to her hips to hold her steady, and she gives me a gentle smile that makes me pray this isn’t my wildest dream.
“Are you ready? I’m about to take your first time.”
I’m absolutely not ready.
But I don’t know if I’ll ever be. And I don’t know if I’ll get the chance to be with Harmony like this again, or have Jaxx help me so I’m not a complete failure.
I’d rather do it like this than try to fumble my way through making love to her and make it an unpleasant experience for both of us. At least this way I can blame it on my inability to follow basic instructions.
“I didn’t think my first time would be against a car,” I confess.
“Don’t forget it’s Maddock’s car!” Jaxx grins as he pats the top with a dull echo.
A bolt of guilt pierces me as I remember how he talked to me about Harmony, and what it might mean for him if he found out I’ve scent matched with her.
But all of those thoughts are swept away as she lowers herself down, and pleasure bursts through me as I sink into her.
The roller shakes, she gasps, and heat burns through my cock as she clenches around me, crying out, gripping the car.
“Oh, fuck,” she chokes out, her head falling forward, her hair slipping from her shoulders as she stays with me. “Everest,” she gasps as her hips drop lower. “Everest, you’re so—”
She winces, bursting out with a loud cry as she releases all of her weight.
I nearly bend double at the sheer pleasure that burns in me as her pussy takes all of my cock.
Shock bounces around me, along with her deep moans. She keeps calling my name, never taking her attention off me as she whimpers.
“Everest, can you feel this too?” she gasps. The slightest roll of her hips makes us both moan.
She’s so beautiful and perfect that I can’t believe she wants to make love with a person like me. Scent match or not, I can’t be worthy of someone so stunning.
“I need to get used to your size before I move. Just try to hold on for me, alright?” she asks, her voice strained.
I nod, even though my thoughts are spinning so wildly that I’m not sure I can focus.
Maybe I don’t really feel anything for her, and I only want to follow my alpha senses and make love to her.
What if I don’t feel the same when it’s over?
What if something else is going on, and after this is done, she decides she doesn’t like me, and I won’t get to spend time with her in the mornings or see her race or even see her again?
Panic builds in my chest as I realize that this might all be for nothing.
If she thinks I’m bad at sex, maybe that means that I’m a bad alpha, and she won’t want to be with me at all.
I try to keep my daydreams of being mated to her silent, only letting them out at night before I fall asleep in case I do something dangerous, like tell her how I feel. But what if I never get the chance?
“Hey,” Jaxx says, leaning over Harmony to look at me. “What’s going on?”
My eyes widen, and I draw in a shaking breath. I don’t know how I’m supposed to explain to them what I’m thinking when my cock is so hot that I need to move or I feel like I’m going to explode.
“Everest, look at me,” Harmony says, reaching down to cup my cheek.
“You don’t need to worry about anything.
We’re here; it’s just us. Let Jaxx and I take the lead.
” She leans down and places a gentle kiss on my lips.
“All you need to focus on is your cock, because I feel like I’m going to cry if we don’t start moving. ”
I nod furiously, not sure if I can actually get any words out.
“You keep hold of Harmony’s hips,” Jaxx orders. “Think about making sure she stays upright on the roller of yours, and we'll do the rest.”
“Does that mean I have to do all the work?” she asks him with a purr.
“It means we’ve got something right here to play with, but I don’t want our dear Everest to get too overwhelmed on his first try.”