Chapter 24
Chapter Twenty-Four
Cassie
Dirty sex in front of the club members at a rest stop sounded like a phenomenal idea. Especially perfect for my first time with Koa. Don't get me wrong, leaning over the side of Parker's bike while Koa pounds into me from behind and Ripley eats my pussy on his knees is a damn dream.
I just really, really wish my legs weren't about to buckle and my hips weren't flaring with pain at every move.
Now is the worst time for my Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome to flare up.
I knew I'd struggle on this long drive, but we're not even halfway through.
My wishful thinking that my aches and pains would start tomorrow is shot to dust.
Nope. Tomorrow's soreness is today's overworking muscles trying to protect my stretchy joints.
A whimper slips free, drawing a moan out of Koa. My sound wasn't one of pleasure, except he doesn't know that. I don't want him to. Not even Maddy knows about the constant struggles I have with my body.
Just a simple move could result in a week-long pinched neck or a slightly debilitating ache in my hip. The older I've gotten, the more my elbows and knees are pissing out on me too.
They need to know I can handle anything they throw at me. For the love of god, I just want to be worthy of this club. I am. I know I am. The presidents need to believe that.
"Slower, Koa. Please," I beg, ready to blame my request on needing a little less stimulation to orgasm. While that's usually true, there's just no way I can orgasm like they're demanding me to if I'm in this kind of pain.
Thankfully, he listens and even wraps an arm around my waist, letting him share some of my weight. He will never know how much this helps and how deeply I appreciate it. Maybe in the future I can tell them I want them to hold me closer or lay me down on the fucking concrete if it gets too painful.
"Such a good girl, baby. Damn. You're so precious wrapped in a hot fucking body that likes to be used as much as it enjoys being worshipped. I'm going to fuck this tight pussy every chance I get. Would you deny me?"
"No, Koa!" His name comes out as the sexiest moan I've ever uttered, embarrassing me at the same time I turn myself on. This man's mouth is a lethal weapon. He's my silly stalker, but the dirty talk on this man...
Koa grunts in my ear, still thrusting deeply just at a much more manageable pace. "Good. 'Cus you're mine. Now come on my cock."
"You heard him," Parker steps closer and fists my hair in his tattooed hand.
I have the sudden urge to ask him to bite my throat when he tilts my head as far back as I can go. Don't be ridiculous. This isn't some kind of vampire BDSM novel.
Parker narrows his eyes, noticing my distraction. "Come, Cassie."
Listen, coming for a woman is much harder than it is for a man. I need mental stimulation too.
The slight pinch of pain on my scalp almost makes my eyes roll into the back of my head.
Parker's next words are the icing on the cake, too.
Or the cum on Ripley's tongue. "So help me, woman, if you don't come on my man's cock, like the dirty fucking slut you are for him, I'll plug your virgin ass for the rest of the ride. "
Parker may shove his tongue into my mouth to muffle my screams, but their touch and sharp words send me straight into a damn inferno that does nothing to help my joints and muscles.
Bucking between the three men, I clench and tremble, reaching a peak of pleasure I wasn't sure I could manage. Each wave subsides into pulsing pain as I push my muscles past what they're capable of right now.
I can't hold it in as much as I want to. Fuck, I've dreaded the moment they would see me cry. If I had it my way, they never would. But the sob comes tumbling right into Parker's mouth, of all people. The last person I want to see me weak.
So instead of letting them in on my secret, I laugh at his concerned and startled look. "Looks like you got those tears. Fuck," I croak, pushing the lethargy away and cupping Ripley's cheek where he still kneels in front of me. "I need to repay the favor soon."
The scary man frowns up at me while licking his lips. "Eating your pussy is not a favor. I'd live and breathe between your thighs if I didn't need stupid fucking oxygen and water to survive."
"Human bodies are mostly made up of water, you know. So how does that convert to her sweet nectar?" Koa ponders, tucking himself away behind me. Hopefully he disposes of the condom and doesn't leave it on the side of the road.
Chuckling weakly, I wipe the tears from my cheeks and admonish, "Don't ever call it that again."
Maddy hands Ripley a damp cloth and steps away again.
The ache in my heart has nothing to do with my weak joints.
I may have been the one to demand he be on a no sexy touch timeout, but why the fuck doesn't he just grab me and tell me to shut the fuck up?
I want him to claim me and respect me all at the same time.
Parker's hand grips my jaw and drags me back from my thoughts. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," I chirp, pulling up my pants. Shit, I just need some time alone to clean up and force my feelings into submission. "I'm going to the bathroom."
Guilt twists my gut into knots as I force Parker's hand to drop away from me. Leaving Ripley on his knees makes me feel even worse.
Damn it. I need to show them I can do this. Then if they decide I can stay, maybe when my weaknesses show, they won't find it so easy to kick me out. I've had enough of men pushing me away for my own good. I won't give them a reason to do that to me again.
I'm a boss ass bitch with some hangups. Good thing I have the determination to carry my own baggage.