Chapter 40
FINLEY
It’s past two in the morning when we get back to the cabin.
Honey and rosewater linger in the air with the warmth of holiday spice.
The lights are off except for the family-room tree, bigger than the one in Jayden’s apartment.
Its glow spills down the hallway, mapping white bootprints across the floor.
“Careful,” Jayden whispers, scooping me up and navigating the prints to the stairs. “The kids love finding Santa’s footprints. It’s the first thing they check for, followed by whether the milk and cookies and reindeer food are gone.”
“You’re so good with them,” I say, catching Eli’s soft smile behind Jayden.
This afternoon’s conversation warms me all over again.
“It was one of my favorite parts of Christmas. That burst of excitement when I used to walk downstairs and find Santa had been. I guess I’m living vicariously through my cousins now.”
“Will you do that for our children?”
I don’t know why I ask, only that I wish I’d had those moments. Maybe I can live them through our babies.
Jayden’s eyes go molten. “Yes. It’s a tradition we’re keeping, for sure.”
I smile. He glances over his shoulder at Eli. “What do you think, Bombshell?”
“I think it’s a wonderful tradition to keep,” Eli replies, slipping past us to open the bedroom door.
Eli closes the door behind us, turning the lights on to a gentle dim that heavies the silence between us. Engulfing us with the heat in the room.
My heart can’t decide whether to melt or sprint as Jayden sets me on the bed, face level with his.
“Is that what you want, Fin?” JJ asks as Eli steps in behind him.
Eli wraps his arms around Jayden’s chest and rests his chin on JJ’s shoulder. “You want us to put a baby in you, Angel?”
I swallow. My heart punches hard enough to tremble my chest as Jayden peels off my sweater and undershirt in one go.
“I bet you’d look so fucking perfect with our kids growing inside you.” JJ’s hand slips beneath the high waist of my leggings, flattening to my stomach.
“Your belly all swollen and round,” Eli rumbles.
Oh, Lordy.
I stare at JJ’s hand and swear I can see it—my belly full under his touch. Need drags heavy through me.
“You want that, Baby?” Jayden whispers, leaning in as his hand trails lower, and Eli knots his fingers in my hair.
His breath rough along my jaw, he murmurs in my ear, “You want us to fuck our seed into your belly?”
“Yes,” I manage, clutching their shoulders as Jayden’s tongue licks up the other side of my throat.
“Yes?” he rumbles, teasing lilt feeding the fire in my blood.
“Yes,” I choke when Eli tugs my hair, tipping my head back for open access to my neck and jaw.
“Elaborate, Angel,” Eli demands, cupping my breast and yanking down the cup of my bra when Jayden shifts sideways to make room. His fingers tease my pussy while Eli continues, “Like this: I want to suck on your tight nipples until you moan my name.”
Ohmygod. His mouth latches onto my nipple, teeth raking along the pebbled peak with a throaty groan that twists straight to my core.
My pussy clenches around Jayden’s fingertips. He doesn’t push deeper or pull out. Holding his fingers still, he stokes my desperation to have them inside me.
Eli’s other hand works the opposite breast. Squeezing harder when I cry out with the dull ache it radiates through me. Then his tongue circles my nipple, sucking deeper.
My… my! My legs almost give.
“Eli—” I gasp as his teeth nip my tender nub. “—JJ… Fuck me, please!”
Jayden spears his fingers all the way in with a grunt. “That’s it, Baby, squeeze my fingers with your sweet cunt.”
“You see? When you elaborate, you get what you want,” Eli taunts, licking up the swell of my breast. “So, go on, ‘Yes’…”
His eyes dare me.
“I… I want you to fuck your cum into me.” Breathless, the words make the picture sharper as his palm rubs my belly and my gaze flicks to Jayden’s. “I want y-y-you to fill my belly. Fill me up.”
“Good girl,” Jayden groans. His thumb catches my clit, and my pussy fists around him.
Without warning, he pulls out. My feral whimper echoes as he hauls me to him, hooks my thighs over his hips, and lowers us to the mattress.
His full weight pins me down as his lips slant over mine. Tongue owning my mouth, stealing all my pleas for more.
I’m rutting up into him while he grinds down. His hard bulge rubs my covered center harder and faster with every buck of our hips.
Just as the friction is building, he pulls back.
Standing at the foot of the bed, where Eli is already stripped to dark boxer briefs.
My insides twist tight at the sight of his thick bulge.
Even in the dim light, I can make out the dark patch where his arousal is leaking from his cock just from watching Jayden and me.
As Jayden starts undressing himself, Eli tugs me to the edge of the bed by my ankles. With a kiss to the inside of each foot, he trails his hands down to my ass. Fisting the knit of my leggings, he peels them off of me, along with my panties.
Dark eyes locked on mine, he tells me, “I’m going to watch JJ fuck this tight pussy so hard I’ll feel it while you’re sucking my cock.”
“You want that, Baby?” Jayden crawls up beside me, muscles flexing under tan skin.
The predatory glint in his eyes raises goosebumps all across my skin when he pinches the front clasp of my bra open. Instantly, his mouth is on me—greedy pulls, everywhere, avoiding my nipples just to make me chase.
With a long lick, he lifts his stare. “You want Eli to watch me pound my cum into your pretty hole, Finley?”
My words fail when Eli dips his head between my legs and runs his tongue up my slit.
Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God…
“Or maybe I’ll fuck his cum all the way inside you,” Jayden muses, pumping his hard length in slow, tight strokes that drip across my breasts. “Fill that belly of yours so fucking good…”
Eli groans at his words, the sound vibrating off his tongue, all the way inside me when he spears into me.
I’m seconds from combusting when he spreads my thighs wider and sucks at my entrance. He’s never done that before, and the sensation is so good that I choke on my pleas for them to fuck me already.
My engorged lips pulse hotter the more he sucks on me. Then he trails a wet finger down to my hole, and my senses skitter as his tongue fucks my pussy and his finger rubs at my puckered flesh.
“Eli, please,” I beg as Jayden teases my nipples with the slick tip of his cock.
I can smell his need—sharp, maddening. My belly knots around the promise he made when Eli shoves my legs to my chest and slams into me.
“Fuck!” The scream shreds into a stifled rasp as Jayden grips my throat.
“‘Suck, Baby,’” he says, guiding his dick into my mouth. “Show me how fucking good our man is owning your pretty cunt.”
My throat opens up on another yelp when Eli hits home, and Jayden shoves deeper into my mouth.
I can’t breathe. I can’t scream. I can’t move with him straddling my shoulders, and my world narrows to the brutal slide of his cock down my throat while Eli pounds into my pussy.
So good… I want more. Deeper. Harder. Faster. I want them inside me. I want to be filled by them. To have a piece of them living and breathing in me. Something that not even they’ve had.
I’ve never wanted like this. Never needed the way I need this. Them. Their seed. Their heartbeats. Their existence. Inside. Me.
Eli’s thrusts force my throat to tighten around Jayden’s length. Tears stream into my hairline. My fingers claw the sheets, searching for an anchor.
“That’s it, Baby, all the fucking way…” JJ grinds, slick skin driving over mine, the hard globes of his ass rubbing my nipples.
Fuck.
God, please…
I’m so hot. So sensitive. So wanton. That when Jayden rips out of my mouth and lifts off me, I choke on my greedy gasp for air.
Adrenaline spikes through me. Heightening my senses. Every slam of Eli’s hips hits the fuse at my core, and sparks fly all over me.
Without warning, my body detonates.
White-hot fire rips through me, wave on wave. “Fuck yes, Angel,” Eli grunts into my ear, yanking me to the edge and lifting me against him. “You take my cock so damn good.”
“Mmm…” I pant into his shoulder as he holds my shaking body against his, and Jayden brushes my hair from my face, wiping my spit from my mouth and jaw.
“You’re so fucking beautiful when you come for us,” he says.
“And now we’re going to fill you up, Angel. So good. So, so good…” Eli rumbles.
“I’m going to fuck this greedy cunt so deep.” Jayden’s palm presses to my throbbing pussy from behind. “Just the way you want it… Gonna make it hurt so fucking good.”
“JJ,” I half cry, half beg when he swipes his hand away, pulling back.
“You ready, Angel?” Eli nips at my jaw when I look over my shoulder at Jayden.
He’s kneeling on the bed. Thighs spread, cock hard and proud as he sits back on his heels. Big, beautiful, and so strong. The hard cut lines of his body are corded and tight when he opens his arms for me, and Eli deposits me on his lap.
My back to JJ’s front. His pulse hammers into my back with the same marrow-deep desperation coursing through my bloodstream.
“You’re already so fucking wet, Fin,” he whispers into my ear like a secret, even though Eli made a mess of me. “Fuck, I love how hot you get for him. How you drip for him like a needy little slut.”
Oh shit.
His remark hits so heavy in my core that I shudder deeper into him.
I shouldn’t like the crass words. It shouldn’t add to the out-of-control inferno in my belly.
But it does.
Because I’ll be anything for them. Anything they want. Everything they need.
That’s me.
“Please, JJ, get inside me,” I whine when he grips his cock and slaps it over my pussy.
The blunt tip smacks my clit as Eli guides my palm to Jayden’s shaft, palming it over mine.
“Get his cock nice and wet,” he orders, voice strained as his stare holds mine.
Jayden grips my thighs, spreading me wider.