Chapter 10
It felt like a dam had been released when I came and almost took me out. Niko didn’t waste a moment before he opened my legs wider and pressed his dick inside me.
“Mmm,” I moaned from the sensational feeling of him filling me to the brim.
“Your pussy shouldn’t be this good.”
His strokes were slow, calculated, and intentional, and I felt every inch of him. When my knees ended up touching my ears, I could feel his length in my chest. No man had ever been so deep inside my womb, and I’d clearly been missing out.
“Why does this feel so good?” I thought but had actually said out loud.
“Open your eyes and look at me,” he demanded, and I did. “When two souls meant for each other connect, nothing will ever feel as good as when you’re together.”
He pumped in, out, and around as he spoke. I couldn’t ponder on his words for too long because another orgasm snuck up on me.
“Oh, God!”
“Drown my dick in your juices, baby. I want that shit dripping down the crack of your ass.”
I didn’t need any prompting because my pussy knew what kind of time we were on. The explosion between my thighs sent my body into mind-blowing convulsions, and Niko continued to work my pussy as if he didn’t notice.
There was no time to come down from one climax before another took over. I had no idea that back-to-back orgasms were a real thing until it happened to me, over and over again. Just when I was prepared to tap out, I felt Niko’s dick pulsating against my walls.
“Birth control?” he almost grunted.
“Yes.”
“I’m never pulling out again.”
His warm fluid filled my womb as his strokes became faster. When he released my legs, they collapsed on the bed, and he rolled beside me.
We lay in silence for several minutes, our combined bodily fluids drying between my thighs. He suddenly rolled over to face me, kissing my cheek before I mimicked his actions. After a few minutes of staring into each other’s eyes, he spoke.
“I graduate in May.”
“Congratulations.”
“Thank you, but that’s not the response I was looking for.”
“What did you expect me to say?”
“That we can keep seeing each other in secret until I graduate.”
“It’s a huge risk, Niko.”
“I told you no negativity, but I know we need to have this conversation. Our connection far exceeds anything I’ve ever felt with a woman. I already can’t imagine you not being in my life.”
“But—”
“If you haven’t come up with any other reason besides you being my coach, I don’t want to hear it.”
“Isn’t that reason enough? If we get caught?—”
“We won’t.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I don’t, but I’m willing to risk it if it means we’ll ultimately end up together.”
“Niko, you’re moving too fast. Besides sex, how do you know we’re a good match?”
“How do you know we’re not?”
“It seems irresponsible to take such a huge risk when we don’t know if we’re compatible somewhere besides the bedroom. Sex with you is the best I’ve ever had, and there’s no close second, but we’re playing a dangerous game, and too much is at risk.”
“It’s easy to determine compatibility, so if you can give me another reason besides being my coach, I’ll leave you alone.”
I had nothing else to say because there was no other reason. If the dynamics of our relationship were different, and I’d met and began dating him a few months ago or a few months from now, I could see us hitting it off. However, that wasn’t the case.
We’d crossed the line twice, and I had a feeling we’d cross it several more times before we parted ways on Sunday. Did I have enough willpower to walk away and pretend like nothing happened for the next few months? The answer was a resounding, hell, the fuck, no.
“Your silence speaks volumes, Aranda. Listen, I know your job is important to you, and so is my final season on the team. Why do you think we’re almost an hour away from Black Elm?”
“We can’t be seen in public together until at least a few months after graduation.”
“It sucks that I’ll have to wait so long to show you off and let everyone know you belong to me, but if it means we can explore what’s happening between us, it’s a small sacrifice.”
“Don’t come in my office after ours trying to fuck. That was a one-time thing, and I?—”
“It won’t happen again.”
“We can’t go to each other’s places. It’s too risky.”
“Don’t even give me your address. It’ll be too tempting. Any more rules?”
“If you think this is gonna be too hard, we can?—”
“Nah, don’t try to back out now. Whatever we gotta do, I’m down.”
“Good. Now…did you say you rented this spot for the whole weekend?”
He nodded.
“In that case, lay on your back.”
“Word?” he questioned, his voice full of surprise as he rolled onto his back.
“I should’ve asked this before you filled my womb with your seeds, but I guess asking before you shoot them down my throat will have to do. Have you been tested?”
“I have my results on my phone. I’m clean.”
“Me too.” I straddled the lower part of his legs, and seconds later, his dick hit the back of my throat.
“Next time, just send a text. When I didn’t hear from you on Saturday, I figured you gave in. How was it?” Montrell said.
It was Sunday night, and I’d been home for about an hour. When I left Niko, I stopped at my parents’ house and had dinner before heading to my apartment. Montrell barely let me get inside before he was knocking on my door.
“It was the best weekend I’ve had in my adult life. He rented an Airbnb in Ravenstown, and although we had a lot of sex, we talked a lot too.”
“Umm, you sound different than you did last week. Are you cool with this now?”
“I’m not cool with sneaking around with one of my players if that’s what you mean, but…”
“But you’re about to do that shit anyway.”
“Trell, I have no choice. I don’t know what he did to me, but I’m not strong enough to deny him.”
“So, are y’all a thing?”
“As much of a thing as we can be. We can’t be seen in public together, nor can we visit each other’s places. Too much is at stake for both of us.”
“But you’re both willing to take the risk on some level.”
“I can’t think about it like that, or I’ll have a panic attack.”
“Randi, do you think he’s the one? Like, are you trying to have a future with him?”
“We have a lot in common, and we click, you know?”
“I wish I could relate, but I’ll take your word for it. I know I encouraged you to let that man fuck you from here to the seventh floor of heaven but be careful. You have a lot to lose.”
“We both do.”
“If you need me to assist you with this cover-up in any way, I got you. Tell me more about him.”
“He was born and raised in Black Elm but went to private school.”
“No wonder you never crossed paths. Does he act like those private school kids?”
“Not that I’ve seen, but he may have grown out of it by now. Oh, he has a five-year-old son.”
“What? That’s the most important piece of information, and you damn near didn’t mention it.”
“My bad.”
“Are you prepared to deal with baby mama drama?”
“I don’t expect I’ll have to deal with any.” I shared the situation between Niko and Deuce’s mother.
“That’s not something you hear often, but I guess it’s working for them.”
“It seems to be. Anyway, our relationship is a secret, so don’t anticipate meeting his son for a while.”
“You’re sure about all this?”
“I’m not, but we’ve crossed the line too many times, and after the weekend we shared, my feelings are now involved. I couldn’t stop this potential train wreck if I tried.”