Chapter 36
Rachel
I happen to catch Walsh just as he was heading out. He told me Randy was in his room and leaves me to it. I make my way up the stairs and knock on Randy’s bedroom door.
“What?” he shouts from inside.
“Just checking if you’re decent?” I ask to the closed white door.
The door swings open so fast it makes me flinch. My hand is still in the air mid knock as I slowly drop it back beside me.
He greets me with a shocked look. “Well, mentally, no, but if you mean do I have my pants on,” he looks down to his crotch, “then yes.”
And there he is, standing in all his Randy glory, shirtless but yes, with pants on. I take a deep breath, looking into his gorgeous face because God, it is beautiful.
“Can I come in?” I ask him.
He gestures with his hand, inviting me to enter.
“So, I may have heard some things around campus lately.”
“Like what? I promise I haven’t said or done anything,” he asks, closing the door.
I stand in the middle of his clean room. “Like…you haven’t been with anyone in a while.”
He takes a few steps toward me but still keeps his distance. “No one since you, like I told you.”
“Why are you doing this?” I beg him to tell me the truth.
“You know why.”
“Look,” I sigh. “I’m a mom; I play enough games with Sam that I don’t need to play them with other people as well.”
He takes another step toward me, reaching out and grasping my hand.
He gently pulls me to the bed so we both take a seat on the edge.
He turns to me, bringing one leg onto the bed to face me properly.
“I’m not playing games with you. I want you, just you.
I haven’t had sex since you, and I don’t want to have sex with anyone other than you.
I’m not going to lie…it’s been a rough two months.
Especially because everyone thinks I’m available, even though I know I’m not.
But until you realize what we have is real, I will continue to wait until you take what I mean seriously.
There is no one else I want to be with. There is no one else I want to have sex with, wake up with, kiss… just you, only you.”
I let my head fall, taking in his words and his amazing promises. “I’m a package deal though; you want me, you get Sam as well.”
He leans forward, reaching for my jaw, so we are inches apart and now eye to eye.
“Perfect, he is the game-winning pass, and I want you both.” He reaches forward, lifting my chin to have me look at him.
“I’m serious, Rachel, I know how big this is, I get it.
I’ve thought about it. Hell, it’s all I’ve thought about and I’m 100% in if you let me.
I get that you might not believe me, and that’s fine.
I’ve waited, and I will continue to wait as long as it takes you to believe me.
” He gives me a knowing look, and I feel tears start to drift down my cheek as I get lost in those perfect features and brown eyes.
“Just don’t tell my dick it could be another year, you’ll break his little heart, and he might pack up his balls and leave. ”
I spit out a laugh, probably an ugly laugh as tears fill my eyes, but he doesn’t waver, and doesn’t look at me any differently than the gorgeous woman he always tells me I am.
His thumbs rub at my cheek, wiping away a tear, and I can’t help but to lean into his touch.
“Two months, huh?” I smile, enjoying the warmth of his hand on my face.
“Fifty-eight days to be exact!” I open my eyes and laugh at him as the corner of his mouth lifts. “Which I feel should be calculated in dog years with the amount of sex my roommates have.”
“Dog years multiplied by cat lives with the number of times you have been hit on?”
“Yup, many times, actually, and every time I have turned them down. So, between my phone, Seth and his entourage of women, Christian and Shelby, I have put my noise-canceling headphones to great use.”
Randy in his true form has put me completely at ease, obliterating my worries and making me laugh. “It was actually Christian and Shelby I spoke to. They might have mentioned how seriously you are taking all this.”
“I am, Rachel, I really am. I wouldn’t screw you and Sam around for the fun of it. You guys have been through enough. I want to protect you, both of you!”
I let my head fall toward his chest as I breathe him in and allow him to wrap his strong arms around me. Moving into his embrace, I relax into his body and feel his cock harden. I pull away and raise my eyebrows at him, gesturing to his massive boner.
“Fifty-eight days, Rachel!” he practically shouts at me, and I can’t help but bark out a laugh at his misery.
I fall into him so quickly, pressing my lips to his mouth. It’s heated and rushed, the hunger for each other evident after all this time. I grasp at his cheeks and allow him to push me back toward the bed.
He is positioned above me as we both enjoy the feeling of each other.
Our lips dance with one another, and I can’t believe I have gone this long without him.
The more he cradles me, kisses me, and worships my body, the more I realized just how much I missed him.
“Do you want to have sex?” I ask him in between kisses.
He groans—deep and guttural—as his body drops hard against mine, every delicious inch pressing close. “I’m pretty sure I just did.”
I laugh and slide farther up his bed as he reaches for his bedside table and pulls out a condom. I remove my pants as he slips the condom on and comes back to lie over me, both of us needing this to happen now. No more touching and teasing, just sex.
“I’m not going to lie…” His fingers dig into my waist as all sense of humor has now dissolved away. There is heat and desire in his eyes mixed with sheer animalistic need etched over his brow. “Baby, this is going to be hard and fast.”
I gaze up at him, loving how much he needs me. His dick is so thick, so hard, so eager. His expression pained. “But if you let me off the hook this once, I promise in thirty minutes I’ll make it up to you.”
“Deal. Now get inside me.” The groan at the back of his throat is so low, desperate, and I love how much he desires me and only me.
I don’t care if I don’t come this round, we have plenty of time in our life together for me to orgasm.
The fact that he wants me so badly. Needs me so badly.
The fact that he has waited so long for me, and only me, is emotionally connecting me to this man, and right now that’s everything I need.