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Elazar,
I could never think you a coward, though I might have cursed your name once or twice in the hours after I awoke to find you gone. So much has happened in the couple of weeks you were here, so much about my life forever altered. I’m still trying to make heads or tails of it, but I know…I know that I’m exactly where I’m meant to be. Waiting for you, wishing you were here with me, but understanding it isn’t our time just yet.
In the meantime, I will send pictures of the club, OG, friends and family, and me. I’m too early for any bodily changes just yet, but I’ll be sure to include those too when they start.
Take care of yourself and come home to the GGMC and me as soon as you can.
Marlena
P.S. I ain’t telling your mom anything, she might be tiny, but she’s as scary as the rest of them!
P.S.S. Send pics of you, maybe shirtless, and glistening with sweat…if any such situation presents itself. I promise not to share them with anyone.
P.S.S.S. I lied, I’m going to share them with anyone I see, even strangers on the street.