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My El,
So much has happened and I wish you were here to experience it. If only so I wasn’t alone being bombarded with P and V everywhere I turn! It must be mating season at the GGMC! I have seen so many genitalia, but not the one I want.
Rowan was patched in. Saturn . Apparently, Saturn is the God of death and destruction, and Rowan driving a car through the side of a building counts as destruction. He was so proud to receive his patches. But more so when he immediately gave Steve his property kutte. It was so sweet; Steve was a blubbering mess…less sweet when they started fornicating right there in the clubroom to celebrate.
I know, I know. There was an orgy there not long ago, one I partially participated in, but still…so much P and V!
Jupiter mentioned that he has received a subpoena to testify in your Court-Martial hearing. He assured me everything would be alright, but I can’t help but worry. Our life together is at the starting line, the countdown has started, but I fear it will continue to countdown and never truly begin.
I’m hormonal, I know it. Mars and Etta are hovering more, which I didn’t think was possible, and I’m having a hard time making eye contact given what I witnessed in the kitchen. The recent, and enclosed, ultrasound photo has only made their hovering worse. The baby is growing, like it’s supposed to, and since everyone already knows I’m pregnant because it’s the worst kept secret in the GGMC, they’ve started taking bets on gender, size, weight, which vein in Mars’ forehead will burst first. A few of the brothers bought him a tactical vest filled with baby products. It’s adorable and despite his growling and threatening, it was easy to see how much Mars liked it.
He’s always taken care of me, but I’ve felt he didn’t have a choice. It was literally life or death sometimes. I can’t say I ever imagined him as a dad, but watching him with Cassie, the sheer joy in his stoic expression when he hears the heartbeat of his unborn child…that quickly Mars the marauder and Mars the father become one. He has dedicated his body to the protection of those he loves, and he loves his children beyond measure.
It makes me wonder what you will be like as a dad. Me as a mom. It makes me wish fervently for that countdown to finish and our life together to begin. I don’t want to make this any harder for you, I can’t imagine living in limbo is easy. I love you so much. Just ignore my hormonal written diarrhea.
I hope Gundy can’t postpone the hearing anymore, because Dru, Sibyl, and Vesta will be delivering in September, it’ll be all hands-on deck for that mayhem and Jupiter has so much on his plate already. I pray he is able to help your case and bring it to a swift end. He needs to be here for his wife…or we will all pay the price.
Ominous, I know, but you grew up with Maneater, so you understand.
You should receive another care package soon, sans silicone body parts. Sorry to disappoint, but having Gretchen help me make a mold of my vag isn’t on my list of experiences to repeat…ever.
Love you more than there are stars in the sky,
Marlena