Chapter 8 #3
I can’t help the mumble of words that fall out of my mouth: “Erik, I need you.” But he ignores my words, taking his time kissing and nipping around my breasts while avoiding my nipples.
Moving lower, his path takes him over my navel and towards the apex of my legs. I widen my legs for him as he moves to settle between them. His head dips until he’s kissing the inside of my thighs, his thumbs massaging the skin between my pussy and my legs.
I am drenched; I can feel my desire building with every kiss and nip that he dusts across my heating skin.
He bends down lower still and takes in a deep breath of me before hooking his thumbs under the elastic of my panties and pulling them down to expose my bare pussy and the slickness between my legs.
Tugging the panties from my legs, he settles between them and applies more kisses along my folds, dipping his tongue in to taste and kiss again. I push up for more, and I’m rewarded with a light chuckle as he continues his assault on my body until he flattens his tongue and laps inside of me.
I arch my head back on the pillow, thanking the gods in this universe for its softness, as his lapping tongue edges higher and higher until he circles my clit, but doesn’t lick across it.
Instead, he starts to suck on my clit, and the sensation of suction propels me straight into an orgasm that surges through me like a powerful wave.
He laps at my clit as waves of glorious bliss rush through my body, causing it to shudder in pleasure, and he persists with his attention until finally my shudders turn to jerks of sensitivity.
He pulls away only long enough to sit up and strip off his shirt and pants.
He reaches over to his nightstand drawer, grabs a condom, and quickly places it on, then lines himself up at my entrance.
Amidst a flurry of movement, I perceive his body in the dim light before he is driven deeply into me, igniting every nerve ending within me and culminating in my orgasm.
He pumps himself in and out of me, restrained as I suction him into my body.
I wish I could touch him, but he is in a trance watching my bouncing chest, finally lowering his mouth over my aching nipple.
He slows his thrusts as he sucks the milk from my breast; the letdown happens immediately, filling his mouth with creamy milk.
He begins a slow rhythm of sucking and fucking me; so many sensations are cascading from my pussy to my nipple. I’m so close again, but I try to hold off as he takes his time enjoying what he is clearly building up to.
I try to calm my roiling body and enjoy the pleasure Erik is creating inside of me as he uses me to seek his own.
He drinks deeply from my breast, emptying it quickly and moving across to my other waiting one.
He holds it and squeezes it as he drains it, making quick work of emptying it, having not filled it completely since the last time he drank from me.
Unlatching his mouth, fire burns in his eyes; he loses control and pounds harder and faster into me, chasing his release while tipping me over to meet mine again. I explode around him, pulsing and throbbing, which is his final undoing.
Dropping his head to my shoulder, he gives one final thrust and empties into me, stilling inside of me before lowering his body onto me.
We breathe heavily as one, his chest on mine, careful not to squash me with his full weight.
I lie on our bed, arms above my head, and breathe in his cologne and shampoo.
I’m encased in him, and I feel his satisfied body on mine, damp from the intensity of what we have just shared. It was magical, and the only thing I wish I could change would be having the freedom to run my hands along the sides of his naked body and up his back.
I want to feel him on my fingertips; I want to convey my feelings with my touch.
Erik eventually lifts his head to peer into my waiting eyes, and what I see in return is a soft reverence.
He doesn’t say anything as he presses his lips to mine, his kiss filled with more than words.
When he pulls away, I pant, “Please, untie me so I can touch you.”
At my request, pleasure dances across his eyes, and he simply nods with a smile, but to reach my arms, he has to pull out of me, which feels like a loss. He moves up the bed; his glistening cock hangs between his thighs, and the closeness of it almost makes me giggle.
My hands drop down when he unties them, and I tentatively bend to try and get blood flow and movement back into them so I can touch what is mine. As he slides back down to me, I use my freed hands to cup his face, and murmur, “I love you.”
“I love you more, little one. How do you feel about a bath and a cuddle?”
“I believe that would be a perfect idea! Could you also suckle me while we cuddle?"
“I have no intention of letting you be with even a drop of milk left, little one.”
“Yes! Let’s bathe then.”
Erik helps me up and takes my hand, leading me into our ensuite. Letting go of my hand, he busies himself running the bath whilst I take the opportunity to use the toilet and wipe up the stickiness between my legs.
When the bath is filled, Erik says, “How about a glass of Diet Sprite, little one?”
“You mean bubbles with my bubbles?” I reply playfully. “I would love some, thank you.”
"Good response; in you go. I will return shortly with your bubbles," he says with a wink.
I step into the soapy bath and let the hot water run over my body until I’m fully submerged and all I can see are bubbles.
Erik returns with a glass of ice water and a glass of ice with my Diet Sprite and strawberries at the bottom of both glasses, handing me one as I sit up, bubbles sticking to my chest.
Erik eases himself in opposite me, and we sit with our knees bent, our backs to each end, sipping our beverages. Emboldened by the few sips I’ve taken, I ask, “What were you going to do to me today?”
Erik thoughtfully takes another slow sip before responding, seemingly struggling to decide whether to answer the question or not.
In the end he says, “little one, until you, I’ve enjoyed being very much in control.
I derive pleasure from experiencing a woman's pain and pleasure; it fulfills a deep-seated desire within me that I struggle to articulate. I still want to do those things to you, but I also want you to be you and allow for moments that I’ve never allowed before, doing everything my own way all the time.
You have shown me there can be other ways to give me pleasure if I get outside my own head.
I love that about you. I want it all; I want the best of both worlds. ”
“You can have it, Erik; I’m not afraid of pain and pleasure or showing you how nice it can be in other ways. I want us to be ourselves with one another.”
“I agree; I want us both to be authentic with each other.” He smiles. “You’ve made me reflect on all that I’ve experienced before you and what I missed out on being so rigid in or what I thought I wanted. I missed out on a different type of pleasure, but now I know.”
“I’m glad I can help bring the truth out in you, in us.”
“I enjoy bringing more of your kink out too. This is part of your kink, yes?” He smiles knowingly, seeing me.
“Yes, how can you tell?”
“Your body told me. I’ve experienced the BDSM community in depth before ever meeting you, but not everyone responds in the way you do. It is incredible to experience something so miraculous like I have with you, another reason why everything feels different with you.”
We sip our beverages, relaxed and hazy in the heat of the bath.
Pride fills my chest and my heart at his words and praise; our time together has changed his perspective on his own kink dynamic, and I can’t lie, I love that I’ve been able to do that for him, but mostly, I’ve loved every second of growing together in our relationship with him.