32. Chapter Thirty-One
Janie didnt know what went through her to cock her hip, stomp her foot, and stick out her tongue at him again. She wanted a cookie and she should be allowed to have a cookie. She was twenty-eight years old, an adult, who has the right to eat a cookie when she wants to. Who was he to tell her that she couldnt?
Daddy spread his legs and pointed in between them. “Come here.”
But Janie didnt come. Sure, she had been calling him Daddy but she hadnt officially asked him to be her Daddy yet. She wasnt going to because she couldnt let it happen. Her Little mind had decided to call him Daddy. After this, she was going to go back to trying not to talk to him, and definitely not get attached to him.
It was proving to be a lot more difficult than she thought it was going to be. Being in close quarters with him, seeing him every hour, was doing things to her. Her feelings for him were growing and she knew that it wasnt okay.
“Now,” he said as he pointed in between his legs again.
Janie crossed her arms and didnt move. Sure, a little fear had gone through her when he commanded her to do it. She knew what was going to come next. A spanking.
“One,” he said.
Her heart started to race as he counted. She knew that if she didnt get there by the time he said three, she was going to be in even more trouble. Would it be worth it? She hadnt officially gotten spanked by him yet and part of her didnt want to, but the other part wanted to.
She had decided that she wasnt going to budge. No matter if he continued to count.
“Two,” he said.
Before she could stop herself, she found herself scrambling over to him.
“Thats an extra five swats for not coming when you were told,” he said.
Janie pouted. “No fair.”
Mac shook his head. “No, it is fair. You are naughty and I told you to stop. You didnt pay attention. Then, I asked you to come over to me and you didnt. I asked twice and had to count. It is fair. If you were a good girl and came when I asked, your punishment wouldnt have been as severe.”
She regretted not coming when he told her to. Why did she always have to be so strong willed? Could it be that she wanted to test him? See if he would actually follow through with the punishment he said he was going to give her?
“Can you tell me why you are getting a spanking?” He asked.
Janie looked over her shoulder to see Eleanor still playing. Every once in a while she would look over, but her attention was on her dolls.
“Eyes on me,” Mac said. Her eyes found his again. His stare was so intense, she started to teeter totter on her feet. “Can you tell Daddy why youre going to get punished?” He asked.
Her mind was everywhere else but with him. What if Eleanor saw what they were doing? What if something happened and she wasnt paying attention? She needed to have her attention on Eleanor and make sure that she didnt swallow something she wasnt supposed to or get hurt.
“Janie,” Daddy said.
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath in. She needed to stop calling him Daddy in her head or even out loud. He wasnt her Daddy. He was never going to be her Daddy because she didnt deserve him. He shouldnt want her because she has baggage and a child that was not his.
“Ill keep an eye on Eleanor. I want you to answer my question now,” he said. “ Dont worry about Eleanor. Ive got her.”
It was so easy for him to say that, but could she let go and let him fully watch over her? She knew that once the punishment started she wasnt going to be able to pay attention to Eleanor. Spankings hurt and it took everything out of her.
Janie took a deep breath in. “I wanted a cookie and you said no. I threw a tantrum.”
“And?”
“And I didnt come when you told me to, three times. Im sorry.”
“All will be forgiven after your spanking,” he said impattered his lap. “Lay over.”
She stared at his lap and didnt know what to do. She had been spanked once when she was younger but it had been years. Mac had never spanked her before and she was worried.
“Im going to be watching over Eleanor. Nothing is going to happen to her. Now, lay over my lap.”
She slowly laid over his lap. It wasnt the most uncomfortable position. But she knew that was the case because punishments werent supposed to be comfortable. Nerves ran through her as she waited for him to start spanking her.
“Well, Im going to have you stand up again and take your pants and panties off.”
Janie whined and stayed over his lap. She didnt want to have her bottom spanked bare. Two swats landed on her bottom and she yelled.
“What was that for?” She asked.
“For not getting up when I said to. Take your pants and panties off. Daddy only spanks on a bare bottom. Unless youre on your period and dont have a tampon in,” he said.
Her face got bright red as he talked about her period. How could he do that so nonchalantly? Sure it was a normal thing for her, but he was a guy. He didnt have one.
“Awww, look at those pretty pink cheeks. Soon enough youll have other pink cheeks to match.”
She pouted as she pulled her pants and underwear down. “No fair.”
“You were the one that was naughty.”
She pushed her lip out and stood in front of him with only a shirt on. It was embarrassing. She had never done this before in front of a man who she was interested in. Sure, she was going to have to at one point but she didnt think it was going to be Mac. They have had a friendship for years and she didnt want to ruin that.
“Get back into position,” Mac said.
She found herself laying over his lap once again, her bare bottom up in the air. She flinched as his warm hand landed on her bottom, rubbing and giving a squeeze every once in a while.
“Relax. Its only going to hurt more if youre all tense,” he said.
“So easy for you to say. Relaxing is hard,” she mumbled.
He had said that several times before, for her to relax in a situation that was easy for him to say that. He wasnt the one that was going to get his bottom spanked. She was and she couldnt relax.
“Ready?” He asked.
“When am I ever going to be ready?” It seemed like a stupid thing to say. Who was ever ready for a spanking? Mac chuckled.
Right as she started to relax, the first several spankings came down. She yelped in pain as the stinging intensified.
“No!” She yelled. “Stop.”
“I’m not going to stop unless you say your safeword or I finish with the spanking,” Mac replied. Several more landed on her bottom, all in different places. He was murdering her bottom. She wiggled around, trying to get her bottom free from his smacks.
“Do I need to hold you down?” He asked. Before she could say anything, he effortlessly moved his one leg and placed them over her legs, locking her in place. There was nowhere for her to go now.
Mac’s spankings got harder and harder as he went. Tears had formed in her eyes as he continued to pepper them on her bottom and sit spot.
“Stop!” She yelled. But Mac didn’t stop, if anything it seemed to make him go faster.
Janie sobbed and went limp over his lap. Her bottom hurt so bad. She could feel it starting to throb. Mac moved her to where she was sitting up, her head laying on his chest.
“Youre okay,” he said. “All is forgiven.”
Janie continued to cry in his arms. It had only taken away the guilt from what she did just now. It hadnt taken away the guilt from her lying to him several days ago.
“Im going to take care of you and Eleanor,” Mac said. “Im going to make sure that you guys have everything that you need.”
She continued to cry into his arms as he spoke. She shouldnt allow him to do that.
“Are you okay?” He asked.
She shook her head and pulled away from him. She wasnt okay. Her bottom was on fire and he was telling her that he was going to take care of both of them. It wasnt his responsibility and it shouldnt be. They werent together.
“Pinky,” he said. “Tell Daddy whats wrong.”
She started to cry even more. He wasnt her Daddy.
“Im stressed,” she replied. And it was the truth. She was stressed beyond belief. There was so much going on and she wasnt able to fully grasp everything and make it okay. So much needed her attention and she didnt have enough time to do everything.
“I cant help unless you tell me,” he said. “Communication is important. I want to help you but I cant unless I know whats wrong.”
She shook her head. She didnt want to tell him everything because Janie knew he was going to try and fix everything.
“I want to help you in any way that I can. But I cant unless you tell me whats wrong.”
She took a deep breath in. “This cant happen,” she whispered.
“What do you mean this cant happen?”
“We shouldnt happen. This right here shouldnt be happening. We need to go stay at a hotel until I can find a house to rent or buy.”
It was the only way that she would be able to keep her sanity right now. Being around him everyday in the same house was starting to get to her. She was trying to keep her distance from him but it wasnt working out. Every corner she took he was always there.
Her mind was constantly on him. She had slipped into Littlespace several times and she had called him Daddy. He wasnt her Daddy and he couldnt be. He needed to move on and realize that being with her wasnt going to end well. She had baggage and she had a kid.
“You two arent going anywhere. You two are staying right here. I have extra rooms that Im not using. One can be your office, one can be your Little room, and the other can be your daughters room,” he said. “And if you dont want a Little room then that can be your room. Or you can share a room with me and have the Little room.”
“Im not sharing a room with you,” she said.
“Yet. But you will soon. I have a feeling in my gut.”
“Youre so sure that I will be. Im so sure that I wont be. We wont be here for much longer.”
“You bet I am sure. When I set my eyes on something, I go all in. My eyes have been set on you for a long time. You and your daughter.”
Janie didnt know what to say to that. She knew that he would go all in but she didnt think that he would pick her. Why her?
“Just give me a chance to show you that Im going to take care of you and Eleanor. You two are my world,” he said.
“I have a lot of baggage.” she tried to give an excuse.
“Everyone has baggage and I want to help you. Give me a chance.”
“Ill think about it.” But Janie knew that she was going to come up with what she already decided. That she wasnt going to get involved with him.
“Ill take that as a yes,” he said, winking at her.