41. Chapter Forty
They were currently on their way home from the grocery store. It had taken over 30 minutes for the police to gather her statement. It was a long 30 minutes and she didnt know how she would have done it without Daddy there.
She had leaned on him both physically and mentally during the whole thing. He was her rock like he said he was going to be. There was no doubt about that and she loved it. While she loved being independent and strong, It was nice to not have to be that way for once.
“How are you doing, Pinky?” He asked.
She slowly looked towards him and shrugged her shoulders. She was kind of in a daze right now. Trying to wrap her mind around everything that had happened and she honestly didnt know if she wanted to do that.
It made her think about all the possibilities of both of them being taken away from her. She could have lost Eleanor when Donald threw her to the ground and she could have lost Daddy when he stepped in front of her. What was he thinking when he did that?
“Why did you jump in front of me?” She whispered, not answering his question. Sure, she thought that it was to keep her safe but he could have gotten hurt. Donald had a gun and it didnt seem like he was afraid to use it.
“Because you and Eleanor are my world. Seeing that gun pointed towards you and then Eleanor broke my heart. I never want that to happen again and it won’t if I have my way,” Daddy said. “And if were ever in a situation like that again, I will be jumping in front of you again. You will not jump in front of me.”
“You cant do that. I dont know what I would do if I lost you.”
“And I dont know what I would do if I lost you. Were both in the same predicament but when it comes down to it, I will always protect you and Eleanor first. No ifs, ands, or butts. Its going to work that way and if you dont listen and we get home, your bottom will be red.”
She nodded her head but she didnt like it. Maybe sometime in the future they could talk about it more so that he wasnt the only one. She didnt feel like it was fair for him to protect both of them in any dangerous situation.
“Now, how are you doing?” He asked. “Feeling shaky, tired, hungry, nauseous, thirsty?”
“Shaky,” she whispered. “Im trying to process everything but at the same time I dont want to.”
“So then let me take control. When we get home, Im going to put you in a diaper, wrap you up in a blanket, and all three of us are going to relax on the couch as we watch a movie.”
She wasnt going to fight him right now because it honestly sounded amazing. “Okay,” she whispered.
“No fighting me on this?”
She shook her head. “No. It, it kind of sounds nice.”
“Good. If you ever want this to happen again, just let me know and Ill do it. Anytime.”
“But I dont know how I feel about the diapers,” she finally spoke up. She had never worn diapers before and it was a little weird.
“Give it a try. If you really dont like it after several minutes, well take it off.”
“Okay.”
Daddy pulled into the driveway and turned towards her. “Im going to grab Eleanor and then Ill open your door and well walk into the house.”
She nodded her head and waited for him to do that. This was one of the rare times that she wasnt going to fight him on everything. Or have an opinion.
“Come on, Pinky,” Daddy said as he opened her door. “Lets go inside.”
She slowly got out of the car and they all walked towards the front door. Eleanor was quieter than usual and she knew that it was because of what had just happened. It was going to scar all of them.
“Let me go wrap Eleanor in a blanket real quick and place her somewhere safe before I tend to you. Is that okay?” Daddy asked as he unlocked the door.
“Thats fine,” Janie said.
“How about you go into my room and Ill be there in a second.”
She nodded her head and made her way towards his room. She had been there once, briefly. She had done a little laundry and he had several things in there but he wasnt home. It was kind of weird to go into his room without permission but he had told her it was fine.
Daddys room was clean and comfortable. His bed was so soft and squishy. Yes, she had checked out what his bed was like when she was putting away his clothes. She couldnt help herself. She had to know what it was like and she didnt regret it.
Janie didnt know how long she had been sitting on his bed. She knew it wasnt a couple of hours because it didnt take several hours to put a two-year-old into a blanket. Daddy had practice.
“Are you ready?” Daddy asked as he walked into the room. “Lay on my bed. Im going to grab a diaper real quick.”
She laid back down on his bed and watched as he walked into the bathroom. Thats where he kept them? She hadnt gone into the bathroom when she put his clothes away.
“Such a good girl,” Daddy said as he walked back into the room. “Im going to be careful but quick. I dont want to make you feel uncomfortable.”
She just laid there as she waited for him to do whatever. I trust you,” she whispered.
“I love hearing that from you. It makes me feel like Im doing something right.”
Well, he had done something right. She was super comfortable around him and Eleanor loved him as well. Whatever he had been doing, he should keep it up.
“Now, lets get you out of these pants and undies. Then Ill wipe you clean, just in case, put some powder on, and then put the diaper on. If you get uncomfortable, you let me know. Thats the last thing I want to do right now,” Daddy said. “Do you understand?”
She nodded her head and relaxed on the bed. Daddy carefully pulled down her pants and underwear, neatly folding them up and placing them on the bed.
“Can you put your knees to your chest?” Daddy asked and she followed suit. He put down the diaper underneath her before grabbing her legs and pulling them down.
Janie felt her bottom touch the diaper and She didnt know how to feel. It was an odd feeling of having the cushioned diaper underneath her. It was foreign since she hadnt worn one since she was little.
“Youre such a good girl,” Daddy said as he started to put the diaper on her. “How does it feel? Too tight or too loose? I dont want to hurt you.”
She thought about it for a second. Was it too tight or too loose? She couldnt remember whenever she did wear a diaper how it was supposed to feel.
“I think its okay,” she whispered.
“If it changes, you let me know and well fix it.”
She nodded her head and Daddy picked her up. He held her close to his body as he walked towards the living room. Eleanor hadnt made a noise and she wondered if she was asleep or if something had happened.
She relaxed her head on to Daddys shoulder, letting out a sigh of content. It felt amazing to finally be in his arms. She had wanted this for a while and it was finally coming true.
“Aww, look who fell asleep while we were in the room,” Daddy said.
She looked over to see Eleanor sleeping on the couch all wrapped up in the blanket. She looked peaceful.
“Let me go put her in the crib and then well start our movie,” Daddy said. “I want you to stay on the couch and relax. Ill be right back.”
Janie nodded her head as he placed her on the couch. She immediately started to relax on the couch. As much as she could. It was hard when her mind was starting to think about everything that had happened. She was desperately trying to stop it, but it was hard.
“Daddy is coming right back. I need to go make something in the kitchen real quick,” Daddy called out as he walked past the living room.
She didnt know what he was doing in the kitchen. Was he making a snackie for her? She loved snackies. It normally took her mind off of things.
“Im back,” Daddy said as he sat down next to her. She tried to look and see what he had been doing in the kitchen, but she couldnt see anything. Had he hid something in there? “Lets get you comfortable while we watch this movie. I picked Mulan.”
A smile broke out on her face when he said he was playing her favorite movie. She absolutely loved Mulan. She could watch it once a day for the rest of her life and never get tired of it.
Daddy picked her up and laid her across his body. Her head laid on his shoulder as she looked at the tv.
“Thank you,” she whispered.
“Anything for you,” he said. “Do you want to be wrapped up in a blanket?” Daddy asked.
“No thank you,” she whispered.
Daddy turned the TV on and the movie started to play. She felt herself slowly relaxing as the movie started to play. She was so entranced that she didnt realize Daddy had a baby bottle in his hand. She opened her mouth as he stuck it in, not really paying attention until she felt it in her mouth.
Janie started to whine when she realized what it was. She didnt want to drink anything right now. If she drank things, she was going to have to go to the bathroom sooner or later and she had a feeling like he was going to make her use the diaper she was wearing. And Janie didnt know if she would be able to do that.
“Be a good girl and drink this chocolate milk. You need to regain some of the fluids to help you relax,” Daddy said.
She shook her head and tried to get the nipple out of her mouth. She really didnt want to drink anything even though she was thirsty.
“Pinky, you need to drink,” Daddy said. “Its non-negotiable. Your health is at risk and that is one of your rules. Just try it for me and if you really dont like it after youve tried, Ill get you a sippy cup.”
Janie sighed and nodded her head. She wasn’t used to someone giving her a bottle, it was a new experience. It was one of her rules and she really didnt want to get spanked right now. She didnt know if she was going to be able to handle that after everything that had happened.
She slowly started to suck on the nipple. Chocolate milk filled her mouth and she sighed and content. She absolutely loved chocolate milk, it was one of her favorite snacks to have. But she didnt have it often. It was normally one of her rewards whenever she finished a manuscript or did a whole bunch of errands.
Time passed and she had finished the bottle. It really wasnt that bad to drink out of it but it wouldnt be her first pick to do it in front of him. But maybe she needed to get used to the idea. The one thing she did love was being in his arms. It felt intimate and she knew she was safe. He would protect her while she relaxed. Something she didnt necessarily have before him.
Janie slowly started to wiggle around as her bladder started to fill up. This was what she was worried about. She didnt want to wet herself. It was weird and hard to do.
“Are you all right, Pinky?” Daddy asked.
She nodded her head but she wasnt all right. She had to go to the bathroom so badly and any second she was going to burst. Maybe she could convince Daddy to let her get up and go to the bathroom. But she had a feeling that he wasnt going to let her. She had a feeling he was going to tell her to try to use the diaper before she said no.
“Dont lie to Daddy,” he said.
She wiggled in his lap even more. The urge was getting to become too much she didnt know how long she was going to be able to hold on.
“Tell Daddy whats wrong.”
She had a feeling that he already knew what was wrong. He just wanted her to verbalize it. “I have to go to the bathroom. Can you let me up?”
“Try the diaper first. I know its scary and might feel unnatural, but you may end up loving it,” he said. “But if its a hard limit for you then you dont have to do it. There are lots of Littles who just want to wear the diaper but not actually use it.”
Janie thought about it for a second. Was it going to be a hard limit for her or was she going to try it? She couldnt deny that she had fantasized about a Daddy taking care of her in this way. But that was just a fantasy and reality was different. She may not like that and she didnt want to ruin her fantasy.
“I dont know if I can do it,” she whispered. It was a subconscious thing. She knew it wasn’t wrong, but most of society frowned upon it.
“Daddy will help you if you want,” he said.
She put her face in his chest. That was so embarrassing. How was he going to help her? Before she could do anything, Daddys hand moved to her stomach, and found where her bladder was. He ever so gently started to press on it and a whine escaped her mouth.
“Daddyyyy,” she drawed out the word.
“Youre such a good girl. So good for Daddy. My good little Pinky.” he continued to apply even more pressure to her bladder.
She started to squirm even more as it got harder and harder to hold it in. Before she could say anything, she felt herself starting to pee into the diaper. Janie felt her whole face start to get red with embarrassment.
“Such a good girl,” Daddy said as he took his hand off of her stomach.
She continued to fill up the diaper and keep her face in his chest. She didnt want to look him in the eyes right now. Not when she had just peed in a diaper on his lap.
“Youre such a good girl. Daddys proud of you for trying something new,” he said. “Lets go get you cleaned up.”