Chapter 21
ROMAN
There’s a madness in the way we explosively crash into each other. His mouth attacks mine, his hands grabbing my wrists and pinning them over my head.
But it’s my jangling, explosive eagerness for this that really sends me reeling. I mean, I’ve wanted sex before. I’ve gone home with girls and felt the excitement and the buildup.
But it’s never been a fraction as intense as this. Ever.
I gasp when Val’s teeth sink into my neck, biting hard and dragging a cry from my lips.
“Fuck…”
“Ohhh, not yet. I’m just getting started, wreckage,” he growls, attacking my neck again. His hand wraps around my dick, squeezing as I writhe and moan under him, my body arching of its own volition and pressing up against him, needing the friction of his body against mine.
Val slides down my torso, his mouth licking and biting and sucking down my chest, leaving marks that make me gasp for more. He nibbles one nipple, then the other, making my back arch again as I groan and grind my hips against him.
“Eager boy,” he growls against my abs, dragging his tongue over them as he slides lower. “Did you want me to pay attention to this big, hard dick?”
“Please…”
“I will never get tired of hearing that word from your fucking mouth.”
He slides lower, wrapping his fingers around my cock and pushing it up to stroke it against my abs. His eyes lock with mine as his tongue darts out, teasing and swirling over my balls as I hiss through my teeth.
“These feel so fucking full for me, baby,” he groans, nuzzling my balls with his mouth and pulling one of them between his lips. I gasp sharply, my hips bucking as he sucks wetly on it. “I’m going to milk every fucking drop out of them.”
My jaw goes slack as he drags his tongue up the underside of my cock, inch by inch, until his mouth suddenly slips over the crown and around my shaft.
Fuck…
I turn to fucking jelly as Val groans around my dick, taking me into the back of his throat. He pushes deeper, and I go cross-eyed with a choked moan as I feel him actually swallow my head.
No one’s ever been able to do that. Girls have tried, but with my size, they’ve never come close.
Now, I watch in pure bliss as Val’s lips slide all the way down, until they’re wrapped around the pulsing base, his nose against the neatly trimmed hair.
“FUUUUCK!” I roar, groaning, throwing my head back.
Val moans around me, sliding his mouth up, then down, then up, his tongue dancing over my head as I grip the duvet beneath me and writhe like a worm on a fisherman's hook.
His mouth slides back to my balls, sucking and slurping on one and then the other while he jerks me off until I’m shaking, my thighs clenched as I fight for air.
Then, he goes lower.
“Oh shit…”
He chuckles as the whimper tumbles from my mouth. His tongue slides past my balls, over the soft skin beneath them, and then—
My eyes fly open as the strangled cry bursts from my lips.
“F-f-FUCK!!”
Val’s tongue teases over my asshole, and my world implodes. My eyes roll back in my head as his wet tongue pries me open, swirling around the rim of my ass as I go to fucking pieces.
Sounds I don’t recognize come choking from my lips as he tongues my ass, sending shockwaves through my core that I’ve never once felt.
His tongue swipes and swirls, then stiffens and pushes against the hole until I’m squirming and shaking, my legs opening wider even before he shoves them up and apart.
“Oh I like this...” he purrs into my balls. “No one’s ever been here, have they?”
I can only whimper nonsense, shaking my head side to side.
“None of the girls you brought home time and time again ever made you squeal like this with their tongue in your asshole?”
“Never…” I blurt, gasping, trembling.
Needing.
“Well, that’s rude of them,” he growls. “And their loss. But my fucking gain.”
His tongue slides into me again, and I cry out sharply, throwing my head back and rolling my hips against his mouth. He slides his tongue back out, and this time, it’s his finger I feel push against my ring.
“Relax, wreckage,” he growls against my thigh. “Relax, and let me in.”
His finger slowly pushes inside, getting past the initial tightness and then sliding deeper. My eyes roll back at the utterly foreign and yet mind-blowing sensation of his finger snaking into my ass, until suddenly, they bulge wide.
“FUUUUCK!”
My entire body twitches and shudders when his finger strokes against a spot inside. Val groans, and when he does it again, my voice is just a croak.
“More!” I gasp. “Fuck, Val…”
“There it is,” he growls, stroking his finger in and out of my ass, teasing the pad of it over that spot again and again.
My vision blurs, my body going limp on the bed.
He takes my cock into his mouth again, sucking me deep as he pushes in again, adding pressure to that spot, and I swear I almost come.
He must feel it, because he slows, sliding his mouth off me and then making me whimper in protest when he withdraws his finger from my ass.
“Uh-uh, baby,” he growls. “You don’t get to come yet. Not until my cock is deep inside this tight little hole.”
He grabs a bottle of lube from the bedside table.
I stare as he squirts it onto his hand, then drizzles more all over his swollen dick.
My eyes widen, and I swallow nervously as I watch him stroke his cock with one hand, then slide the other between my legs.
A whimper tumbles from my mouth as his slick finger rubs my hole and then slowly pushes inside.
“Unngh,” I groan, my eyes rolling back as Val’s finger slides in and out, slowly stroking himself. He pushes a second finger in alongside the first, and I gasp when I feel them sinking into me.
“There we go,” he groans in that sexy fucking growl. “Open up for me, wreckage. I need to get you all stretched out if you’re going to take my cock.”
I moan as I watch him slowly stroke his slick hand up and down his glistening, bulging cock.
“And you are going to take my cock, aren’t you, baby?”
All I can do is nod, my eyes wide as I lose myself in his icy blues.
Val slowly slides his fingers from my ass, and I shiver when he wraps them around my dick. He moves over me, his eyes capturing mine.
I feel his hips grind against mine, lifting them as my legs spread wider for him. Then I feel it, and my breath catches: his cock—slippery, thick, and hot as it glides between my cheeks and centers at the puckered hole between them.
“Fuck,” Val groans. “SO fucking tight for me, Roman.”
I moan, gasping for breath as I feel him start to push.
“Say—fuck—say that again...” I choke.
Val grunts, pushing a little more as I feel my ass starting to open for him.
“Say what, baby?”
“My name…” I moan, my eyes rolling back as his head begins to slip into me.
“How about you open up and take my cock like a good boy, Roman.”
Sweet fucking FUCK.
Just as he says it, and my back arches, his head pops past my ring and slides into me. I gasp loudly, tensing up, but then force myself to breathe. He pushes again, adding pressure as another inch of his huge dick disappears up my ass.
“Jesus—”
“No, that’s just me in your ass, baby,” he murmurs as his muscles coil and flex. Another inch of his cock pushes into me, and my world begins to blur.
Slowly, I start to relax. And when I do, his big dick slides deeper into me. I feel the swollen head push over that spot inside, and I cry out, my cock lurching and twitching and pulsing violently as precum drips down my shaft.
Fucking hell, I’ve never been this hard before. Never been this turned on before. Never wanted someone like this before.
Val rolls his hips, pushing even deeper as he leans over me, lowering himself until my cock is trapped between his abs and mine, and his lips are ghosting over my mouth. He groans as he rams forward, and when I feel his thighs pressing to my ass, I know he’s all the way in.
I’m shaking, my cock twitching and pulsing like crazy, and he’s not even touching it, or moving.
“Fuck, Roman,” he growls against my lips.
I cry out when he slides his hand between us and wraps his fingers around my steel-hard cock.
“You know, for a straight boy, your dick sure gets fucking hard when you’ve got a huge cock all the way up your ass.”
I almost laugh, but when he rolls his hips and his cock drags against that spot inside again, my jaw goes slack and I groan.
“That's it,” he growls, nibbling on my lips. His hips roll back, sliding his cock slowly out until my ring is wrapped tight around his head. He plunges back in as his tongue dives into my mouth, and I cry out.
He starts to stroke my dick in time with his thick, slippery cock gliding in and out of my hole. I don’t even realize I’m doing it until my arms are wrapped around his neck, and Val groans as he kisses me even harder.
“Fuck, baby,” he chokes, his tongue dancing with mine as our breath mingles. “Yeah, just like that, little wreckage,” he groans. “Milk me with your sweet ass. Milk my dick, baby, while I jerk this gorgeous cock of yours.”
He thrusts into me hard, ramming against that spot again as I cry out, my back arching as I cling to his big shoulders.
His muscled body coils and ripples as he thrusts into me, driving into my ass again and again as his slippery fingers tease up and down my swollen dick until it feels like I’m literally going to explode.
His thick cock slides deep, over and over, making my legs shake and my toes curl. My breathing turns ragged and rasping, my sweat-slicked chest rising and falling against his as he strokes me faster and fucks me harder.
“Val—!” I croak, reality spinning, shattering, and blurring at the edges. “I—oh fuck, I’m—I’m—”
“I want you to come at the same time as me, wreckage,” he groans, pumping into me fast and deep, his balls slapping my ass as precum drips freely down my cock. “Let me feel this big fucking gorgeous dick come all over my hand while your ass squeezes the cum from my balls. Right now, baby.”
I moan as he drops his mouth to mine, our foreheads pressed together as he sucks my lower lip between his teeth.
“Come for me, Roman.”
The orgasm hits like a fucking freight train. It starts somewhere deep inside me I didn’t know existed, then explodes out through my cock, my arms and legs, up my spine and from my hair, until I’m crushing my mouth to his and screaming into his lips as I start to come.
My cock jumps violently in his hand, and I cry out as the cum erupts in thick ropes from my swollen head. I’m writhing in pure ecstasy, Roman still fucking me as my cum splatters all over my abs and his hand.
“Fuck, Roman…”
Then I feel his cock swell even bigger inside me, pushing so fucking deep, starting to twitch and throb and pulse. Val’s cum floods into my ass, his mouth searing to mine as he jerks my cock over and over, slicking my cum up and down my shaft until we finally come to a shuddering stop.
Then his lips finds mine, and the entire fucking world disappears as I lose myself in them.
“What the fuck are you doing?”
I look up as Val walks back into his bedroom—still naked—with two glasses of water and a bag of chips in his hands. I finish buttoning my pants and reach for my t-shirt, then pull it back on.
“I…”
He gives me a look, rolling his eyes. “Are you leaving?”
I lift a shoulder, and his grin drops.
“Seriously?”
I clear my throat and look down. “Yeah?”
“You could always stay,” he murmurs.
“I should go.”
I don’t look at him, but I can feel his scowl. I finish putting my shoes on, then my belt, before I run my fingers through my hair and turn to face him.
Still naked.
Still beautiful.
So hard to walk away from.
But…I have to.
The sex was one thing—not in an “external stimulus” way. In a what the actual fuck way. In a “redefining sex” way.
Because that was the best sex I’ve ever had, no question. I’m not sure I’m ready to explore yet what it means that it was me getting fucked. But, there it is.
No, I’m not leaving because of the sex.
I’m leaving because if I don’t now, I’m not sure I'll ever be able to. And that’s not what this is, or can be.
Sex is one thing. Staying means it’s more than sex.
And I don’t know if I can do that.
“I just…I have to get home for something.”
Val eyes me, his brow furrowed a little before he shrugs. “Okay. No big deal.”
I grit my teeth.
That was just a very big deal for me.
“So, yeah, I guess I’ll—”
“Roman.”
He smirks at me as he sets our snacks down on the bedside table and then walks over to me. I shiver as his naked body presses against me, his hand drifting up into the back of my hair.
“I’m not one of your identity crisis one night stand girls, okay? If you need to leave, that’s cool.”
I swallow. “Okay.”
“Great.”
“So…I’ll just leave—”
“Mmm, not quite yet.”
He grabs the back of my head and slams his mouth to mine, kissing me deep, his tongue exploring my mouth as I moan into his lips. The kiss drags on for who knows how long before he slowly pulls away, with me wishing he wouldn’t.
“There. Now you can go,” he growls.