CHAPTER 17 #2
“No,” I breathlessly shook my head. There’s no way on God’s green earth that it will fit inside of me. I’m not a virgin, but I hadn’t been with someone that big before.
He seemed concerned. “What’s wrong?”
I swallowed a lump of anxiety down my throat and met his eyes. “It won’t—”
“Yes. It will,” he quickly pecked my lips as he rolled on the condom. “Trust me,” he whispered, kissing me slowly. Our kiss turned wet and desperate as our tongues glided in sync.
The pulsing between my thighs intensified when his tip brushed over my slit. I shuddered, pushing him onto his back. I straddled his lap and he seemed taken aback.
He lifted his hand and firmly gripped the nape of my neck to pull me back down. He crashed his lips onto mine and flipped us back over, pinning me down with his body. I groaned in disapproval.
Breaking the kiss, I pushed him back onto his back, pinning his wrists on either side of his head. “You won, remember?” I whispered against his lips before flicking them with my tongue.
He groaned, gripping my hips as I rolled them back and forth. I left a trail of kisses over his shoulder and down his chest.
Looking up at him, I trailed my tongue up his abs, and I didn’t miss the flames of desire igniting behind his eyes. Lust clouded his vision as he looked down at me.
I lifted myself and he gripped the nape of my neck, pulling my lips down to his. Our lips met in the most heated, lust-filled kiss. His hold on my neck tightened as he controlled the kiss.
I slid my tongue into his mouth and he sucked it. He slipped his hand between us, positioning his tip between my thighs. My arousal coated his tip seconds before he slipped inside of me. I broke the kiss, squeezing my eyes shut as I fought against the painful sting.
Slowly, he lifted his hips underneath me, allowing me to adjust to his size and I whimpered. “Open up for me,” he rasped against my lips, and I spread my knees wider. He groaned, pushing himself deeper inside of me. “Just like that.”
I rested my forehead on his shoulder and my mouth gaped open to moan.
His grunt echoed into the room and I could feel my muscles tighten around him in pleasure.
I lifted my hips, sliding back down on him and a groan of pleasure fell from his lips as he threw his head back. I slowed down, examining his face. I could see every single way I made him feel and my heart raced in my chest as I took in this sight of him.
The faint moonlight snuck into his room through his open window, making his skin glow. I could watch him be submissive under me forever.
I buried my face in the crease of his neck, sucking on his skin and his fingers dug into my hips. I nibbled on his skin before kissing up to his ear. My tongue trailed over the shell of his ear and he groaned, lifting his hips underneath me.
“Nirah,” he breathlessly whimpered and bit down on his bottom lip.
“You’re a really good fighter,” I kissed up his neck.
“And you’re so sexy when you’re mad…” I paused, licking up to his ear.
“And sweaty,” I whispered in his ear before tugging his earlobe with my teeth.
“ And when you have that look in your eyes,” I smiled, feeling him throb inside of me.
I clenched around him and he whimpered, gripping my thighs.
The sting of his strong grip sent a buzzing pain throughout my legs.
He filled up the condom with a pleasurable groan, slowly pulling out and I fell beside him—trying to catch my breath.
He disposed of the condom and rolled on a new one before pinning both of my hands above my head as he hovered over me.
He slowly lowered his hips, brushing his tip against my throbbing clit and I tugged my hands from him.
“Antonio, no, you’re hurt,” I shook my head but something dark had slipped into his eyes as he stared down at me.
Ignoring my statement, he leaned down and captured my lips with his as if he was savoring the taste of them. He pulled away, leaving a trail of kisses around my throat and I tugged my wrists from him but his grip only tightened.
I could feel myself getting wetter by every kiss, every touch as my arousal pooled between us. “Antonio,” I breathed as his erection pressed against my aching clit. He lowered his waist, rubbing himself against my clit and pleasure rushed through my stomach—making me crave him even more.
“Tell me what you want, tesoro, ” he pressed his lips to my ear as he single-highhandedly unhooked my bra. He tossed it somewhere, and his warm mouth latched onto my left breast.
My mouth gaped opened as his tongue swirled around my hard nipple while his free hand molded my right breast in his hand. I pressed my face back into the pillows as I arched my back off the bed, forcing my chest into his face.
The wet suck of his mouth shifted to my right breast and I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip. His fingers pinched my nipple before he twisted it and I squeezed my eyes shut.
“Antonio,” I whimpered, feeling my heart hammer against my rib cage. “ Please, fuck me,” I breathed, unable to formulate the words entirely.
He pulled his mouth from my breast, tugging my nipple between his teeth. “Yeah?”
I nodded—desperately—as I lifted my hips to feel him.
He lightly pushed his tip inside of my wet slit and I shuddered. Within a second he thrusts inside of me, making me groan at his size. He slowly increased the pace and my eyes fluttered closed in pleasure.
He grabbed my face with one hand, making me look at him. “If you want me to fuck you, you’re going to have to look at me,” he grunted as I pierced my eyes open. “ Atta girl ,” he breathlessly praised as I looked up into his dark, lust-filled eyes. Jesus fucking Christ.
He lowered his face to mine as he pushed himself deeper. I could feel his breath on my lips and I lifted my head, capturing his lips. I dug my nails into his shoulder as he bit my bottom lip. He used one hand to grab the back of my thigh as he lifted my leg.
He pulled out before slamming back into me, hitting just the right spot and my eyes rolled back in pleasure. My hands gripped his waist and I dug my nails into his back. He grunted in pleasure and my muscles tightened around him.
My arms fell to my sides and I grabbed a handful of the sheets as my heel dug into the mattress. His thrusts became harder, and deeper until almost every inch of him was inside of me. An extreme amount of pleasure built-up inside if me as a teardrop trickled down the side of my face.
“Oh fuck ,” I whimpered.
My hand flew up gripping his bicep one last time before I came undone beneath him. His thrusts slowed as he pulled out, filling up the condom. I laid back with my chest heaving rapidly as I tried to catch my breath and gather myself.
He turned my face toward him, and leaned in, pecking my lips. I smiled—weakly—feeling my heart pounding in my chest.
Something shifted in his eyes and I knew that he was not done with me yet.
He got up onto his knees and flipped me over—I yelped in surprise. He disposed of the condom and pulled my back up against his chest, burying his face in my neck. “You can give me one more, can’t you tesoro ?” he lowered his voice, whispering into my ear.
His hand slowly traveled down between my thighs and he brushed his thumb over my clit.
I let out a faint gasp, pushing my ass back against him.
He cupped me between my thighs in the palm of his hand and slowly trailed his fingers up and down my wet slit— teasing me.
He used his thumb to steadily rub circles over my clit and I bit down on my bottom lip as he increased his pace.
“Are you going to give me one more?” he rasped in my ear and I nodded. “Answer me.”
My answer was a soft, breathless whine. “ Yeah .”
He turned my face so that our lips collided. I could feel my face scrunch up in pleasure—barely being able to kiss him back. His fingers curled upwards and I moaned into his mouth. “Don’t stop,” I breathlessly pleaded between kisses. “ Please ,” I whispered.
He slipped his fingers inside of me and my muscles tightened around him.
“Do me a favor and make a mess in the palm of my hand,” he taunted as I struggle to kiss him back.
I hummed in confirmation and he pressed his erection against my ass.
My core tightened as he left trails of kisses up my shoulder.
I threw my arms back, and wrapped them around his neck as I grinded my ass against his erection.
“Fuck,” he whimpered, pressing his lips to my ear.
My hand dropped from his neck and I grabbed his wrist, feeling my legs go numb. With his fingers pumping inside of me, and his thumb circling my clit, tingles brewed in my belly. A wave of pleasure to rushed through me, and I arched my back.
“Do it, tesoro .” The low rasp of his voice forced my heavy eyelids to flutter closed. “Show me how good I make you feel.”
My body let go, and my come drenched his fingers.
My legs went numb but he held me up against his chest. I laid my head back onto his shoulder as my chest heaved for oxygen.
Coming down from an unimaginable high, he softly kissed my shoulder and I closed my eyes.
“Open your eyes, baby,” he said and I tried piercing them open.
He softly pecked my lips with a smile before helping me lie down.
He slipped into the bathroom as I laid still, feeling exhaustion overpower my will to stay awake. Slowly, my heart rate steadied and I heard him reenter the bedroom. He had slipped into some boxers before he reached forward, scooping me up into his arms.
He carried me into the bathroom and I softly groaned at the bright light, keeping my eyes closed. He smiled down at me, and carefully put me down to clean me up before leaving the bathroom. He changed the sheets and came back in to carry me to bed.
We slipped under the covers and he pulled my back against his chest and wrapped his arms around me. “You’re still a pain in my ass,” I softly mumbled as I cuddled into his arms.
“I’ll be the best kind. I promise,” he kissed my temple.