13. The King of Kansas City
THIRTEEN
THE KING OF KANSAS CITY
T he look on Dante’s face as Nadia joined them for dinner after disappearing made getting all dolled up for the last hour worth it.
For the first time since he had given it to her, she had left his shirt behind to reveal her dress in all its glory.
She had picked a sexy, red, ruched dress that hugged her body for dear life, as it was probably a size too small, but it really did a number for her curves.
It was quite short, but she had checked her self-consciousness at the door, because this was payback, and her fiery-red dress with matching red lipstick gave her all the confidence she needed for retribution.
Her winged eyeliner was also back in action, along with her full face of makeup to prove to Dante that she was anything but ugly.
“Holy f—”
Amo’s words came to a harsh halt when he was kicked under the table. “Wow, you look nice,” he said in an unlike himself, gentlemanly manner.
“You look very nice,” Leo corrected before turning to his father and giving him a piece of his own medicine by kicking him under the table. “Doesn’t she?”
“Ow!” Dante cleared his throat but was careful not to let his eyes linger. “Yes, you do.”
Nadia might’ve felt a bit deflated on the inside, but she didn’t dare let it be known on the outside. “Thanks,” she said, only looking at Leo and Amo when she said it. “I figured, since it was our last night here, I should look nice for our final dinner.”
“Good thinking.” Amo got up quickly to pull her chair out. “Let me get that for you.”
She gave the soldier the sweetest smile as she took her seat and he pushed her up to the table. This time, she looked at Dante, who was throwing ice picks with his icy eyes at his soldier, when she said, “Thank you.”
At least the kids have fucking manners …
“You’re welcome,” Amo cooed, taking back his seat but making his chair now sit a bit farther away from Dante. He had done so just in time for dinner to be served.
Lila brought out salads, but this time, they were dressed in a homemade buttermilk ranch, and the bread was delicious, like always.
When Max came out, he brought Dante his usual whiskey in a crystal glass, and when he asked Nadia if she would like anything, she simply held up her hand and told him, “Too soon.”
They were brought perfectly cooked filet mignons shortly after, with a healthy-sized, fully loaded baked potato and asparagus to match. The sight and smell made all their mouths water, and none of them waited to dig in.
“So, what do you do, Nadia?” Amo asked before taking a bite of his food.
Dante’s steak-filled fork froze on the way to his mouth. Excuse me?
Amo was one of his soldiers who didn’t give a single fuck about anyone but himself.
He was young and selfish, with an emphasis on selfish.
That was why he and Amo got along lately—because he only cared about moving up in the family hierarchy and did his job well without worrying about a girl at home, like all his other men were at the moment.
Even Nadia was stunned by the sudden interest.
“I run a charity for at-risk teens.”
“That’s very generous of you.’’
He stabbed his steak with his fork. I’ll show you fucking generous.
“You should come by Moonbeam”—Nadia sliced into her steak with a smile—“and volunteer sometime.”
“Oh, that’s okay.” Amo shrugged. “I’m not the volunteer type.”
That was certainly true about his soldier, at least.
Nadia laughed. “Volunteering is good for the soul.”
“So is working for money,” Amo told her unapologetically.
See? Selfish.
“Just stop by sometime to say hi, okay? I think you just might find a reason to come back.”
Dante studied Nadia then. He could see by the sly look in her eyes that she had settled on a plan she had been searching for last night. He just didn’t know what.
If Amo was smart, he wouldn’t step a single foot inside her facility, because he knew that look … but he certainly wasn’t going to give his soldier a heads-up. He was going to take that as payback from having to watch his soldier hitting on Nadia all day.
If Amo didn’t realize she saw him as a child, and a child only, he had a rude awakening coming. That was the only reason Dante could even stand watching his soldier make a fool of himself, because if one thing was proven last night, it was that Nadia preferred men … older men.
“You should come, too.” Nadia directed her attention to Leo now. “Stop by every now and then to say hi.”
Leo merely nodded his head. “Sure.”
Nadia sullenly went back to cutting another piece of her steak, and even Dante couldn’t believe his son.
Come to think of it, he noticed Leo hadn’t been surprised one bit by the fact that Nadia ran a charity.
Clearly, that was one of their topics of conversation when his son and Nadia had their little chat.
“Do you have any children?”
Nadia coughed. The abrupt question had sent a piece of food down the wrong way. “No,” she managed to get out, clearing her throat.
“Really?” Amo asked, surprised. “Thought someone would have tried to tie you down by now.”
Nadia had to talk over how loudly Dante was stabbing his steak with his fork. “No, it’s not that. I just don’t want children.”
She had said it so nonchalantly, thinking nothing of it, because that was how she had always felt since the day she had been old enough to grasp how a child was born. It was nothing new to her, but she looked up, feeling conscious of the three of them strangely staring at her.
Amo was the one who was either brave or dumb enough to say what they were all thinking. “But you’d be a great mom.”
“Thank you.” She appreciated his words, knowing they had come from a good place.
It was a relatively new time for women to openly admit they didn’t want to have children of their own, and while it was easier to tell people to mind their business, it was also beneficial to tell others your reasoning for deciding against bringing another life onto this Earth, especially when it came to kids she helped.
She had promised herself long ago that, if they were curious about something, she would always answer their questions openly and honestly.
“But there are plenty of children out there already who need me, and that is good enough for me.”
And it truly was for Nadia. Her calling wasn’t to be a mother. Her calling was to help those who didn’t have one. The only mom she was planning to be was a dog one when she eventually moved out of the apartment.
She could see the understanding pass over Amo’s expression. It was like he could truly see her now, and she knew he meant every one of his next words. “You’re a really great person, Nad—”
“Could you stop blowing smoke up her ass just so you can sleep with her?” Dante hissed at his soldier coldly.
Everyone went deathly silent at his outburst.
Nadia, on the other hand, couldn’t believe the man she had spent last night with had said that. She knew Amo hadn’t said that last part to fuck her. He had said it because, unlike him, Amo was a good person deep down.
Wiping her mouth with her napkin, she felt pure fury rise in her veins.
“Thank you, Amo.” Her once sweet tone turned deadly harsh as she directed her next words to someone else.
“I wish it took blowing smoke up my ass to get me into bed.” Throwing her napkin down on her plate, she stood then walked off as her appetite and weekend had now been ruined.
It turned out that getting all dressed up hadn’t been worth it at all.
Oh God, Dante had fucking regretted the words the moment they had left his lips. When was he going to learn that you couldn’t take back the things you did, let alone said?
He wasn’t the king of Kansas City anymore. He was the king of ruining every relationship he had ever had or might ever have. Dante Caruso was the biggest piece of shit on the planet, and what did it say about him that he would agree?
Each step he took to his room made him feel guiltier, and even though he didn’t take the stairs down to Nadia’s, he knew there was going to be a bigger guilt waiting for him if he apologized.
Opening his door, he noticed the item that had been placed on his bed immediately. He knew what it was already, but it didn’t make him hurt any less the closer he got to it until he saw what was lying on top.
His white button-up shirt that he had given Nadia had been perfectly folded, awaiting his return.
He had given it to her on the first night, hoping it would make her feel secure and safe enough to leave her room, and it killed him to think it no longer provided that for her.
That he no longer provided that for her.
He didn’t know if it was the returning of his shirt or the rectangle piece of paper that had been torn into two that rested on top that hurt more.
The one-hundred-thousand-dollar check that was now rendered useless had him feeling as if he himself had been ripped in half.
He knew it that meant for her to do that.
She had spoken about her charity and the children she helped like nothing else in her life mattered more than them.
So, for her to choose to give up the money to help build her kids a new facility meant that he had gone a step too far.
I have never come across anything that couldn’t be fixed with a ‘sorry’ and some time.
Her words from yesterday came to his mind, but as he picked up the ripped-up check, he couldn’t help but think that there was no amount of sorry or time that could fix this.
Like he felt with everyone he wronged in his life lately, some things aren’t meant to be fixed.
Dante picked up his shirt and brought it closer to his face. It smelled of detergent, as any trace of her had been washed away. He had secretly hoped it smelled of sunshine, wanting to remember …