Chapter 14
EvanAnn
I lose track of who’s fucking me, who’s kissing me, who’s using me. It’s rough and chaotic and all mine. Time loses all meaning beyond the tempo they each pump into me. The next climb. The next release. The next penetration. Damon locks eyes with me.
“You still with me?” He brushes his lips against mine gently while I’m being fucked.
My lips part as another release blazes through me. My throat clenches around a scream. It feels like my orgasms never end, like I’m being torn apart piece by piece.
“Little devil?”
I open my eyes and lose myself in his. Right now it’s too dark to see the color, but the way he looks at me is everything. I reach out, surprised my hand is free, and trace my fingertips down the side of his face. The movement is tender in the roughness of our coupling.
“I’m yours,” I whisper, needing him to hear it, needing to say it.
He smirks, and I run my hand through his pale hair. It’s a quiet moment in the chaos, and I love this as much as I love being hunted. Hands explore me. Cocks penetrate me. I shiver a little even as hot bodies press into mine.
Cam groans against my ear. “I love your ass, goody.”
“I love your ass too, Cam.” My eyes pinch shut as another wave takes me under.
His warmth floods me. “No more. Fuck, I’m done.”
Cam kisses my shoulder and falls away from me. Warmth steps into the space he left, and suddenly I’m full again.
I breathe out. Needing it, aching for it.
“One more, baby girl. I just want one more from you.” Hawk’s lips brush the side of my neck, his words glide over my bare shoulder.
“You can have them all.” I want them to. To take everything from me.
Damon thrusts in time with Hawk, keeping me standing on the precipice of something amazing. I’m a live wire, and they’re flooding me with electricity. I haven’t come down and I don’t think I can. But I know they’ll take care of me. That when I fall, they’ll catch me.
“Open your eyes, Evan.”
I don’t resist Damon’s command. When I open my eyes, he leans in and takes my mouth. I cry out as I fall into freefall, dragging both of them with me into ecstasy.
I collapse against Damon, trying to catch my breath as Hawk kisses my neck and shoulder, sending tiny aftershocks through me, before he steps away. Damon holds me against him, and I can feel how wet everything is between my legs.
It’s us, and I can’t help wanting to keep it for myself.
Damon pulls out of me last and carries me through the woods back to reality. I tremble in his arms and watch Hawk and Cam following us. Their eyes on me like nothing else exists. It’s powerful being what they need, what they want.
When we get to the bikes, Cam goes to his saddlebags. He comes back and gently wipes my bottom and pussy. Hawk brings over a duffle and pulls out one of Damon’s hoodies and some of my leggings. Damon sets me down, and they all work on cleaning me up and dressing me.
I don’t bother to help, just let my hand trail over their chests, arms, jaws. I’m in a daze, and I can’t be bothered to care.
Loved. That’s what I am. That’s what these boys give me.
When I’m dressed, Damon straddles his bike and Hawk helps me climb on in front of Damon. I lean back into him as he holds me, staring into the dark woods. The others straddle their bikes too, but no one is in a hurry to leave this place as we come down.
Our place.
“Are you okay? Were we too rough?” Cam asks. He leans forward on his bike.
“No. It was all good,” I say softly, like being too loud will dispel whatever peace we have. “Though I thought I could at least get a hit in before you subdued me.”
Hawk chuckles at my pout. “You got me in the side before I caught your leg. If it bruises, I’ll expect you to kiss it better.”
I breathe in and release it. After all that, I just feel content, relaxed, and sleepy.
“We still need to talk.” Damon rests his hand on my stomach.
I love how much larger he is than me, how I feel safe locked in his arms.
“She’ll be safe.” Cam winks at me, reassuring Damon. “We can handle this week so you can focus on proving you’re the only choice they should make for their team.”
“We won’t leave her alone. We know what’s at risk.” Hawk rubs his hands on his thighs as he looks at me. “We’re not idiots and are perfectly capable of keeping our woman satisfied and safe.”
“I haven’t been attacked, except the rose.” I glance over my shoulder at Damon. “I’ll be safe in the house. The alarm will be set, and I’ll curl up in our bed where you can watch me with your surveillance equipment.” I arch my eyebrow at him.
“My favorite time of the day is catching up on yours.” He smirks and slides his hand around the front of my throat, drawing me gently to rest my back on his chest. “Whoever is watching you is going to know I’m gone. It’s prime time for someone to try to attack you.”
I let the rhythm of his chest rising and falling lull me. “For a second, I worried that someone knew about this place and the game we play. That’s the only time I really felt afraid. That something might have happened to you.”
Damon’s hand tightens on my stomach for a moment. “No one comes here. It’s why we like to. The road doesn’t get traffic, and no one can find us.”
“We wouldn’t put you at risk like that, goody.”
I turn to look at Cam and Hawk. “I know that.”
Hawk breathes out. “I’ll slip out late if I have to, but I’m guessing my parents wouldn’t be bothered if you came to stay with me.”
My cheeks flush. “It’s different sneaking around than being open about it.”
Hawk smirks. “My parents are aware we’re dating and likely fucking. They don’t delude themselves with thoughts of me being innocent.”
“I don’t think any of your parents think you’re innocent,” I scoff. “But my mom doesn’t worry about me like that. At least I don’t think she does. I’ve never given her reason to worry about me.” I don’t add until now.
“We can wait and see how the week goes. If it’s between you being left alone and you spending the night at my house, there’s only one solution.” Hawk’s green eyes meet mine.
“I know.” I rest my head back against Damon’s chest and breathe out. “We should come out to our parents. It’s going to happen eventually. We almost got caught last night. I’m surprised they haven’t figured it out already.”
“My dad is probably suspicious.” Damon rubs my stomach. “Your mom might be too, but she’s living in her delusion that this move was the best for her.”
“It was the best for me too.” I thread my fingers through his. “I want to wait until you get back to tell them though. If that’s okay?”
I glance over my shoulder at him, and he cups my jaw. His eyes meet mine. “Anything you want, little devil.”
The firestorm that had taken hold of me settles. He’s not going to push this the way he pushed about Chase. Chase made sense. He would keep using the fact I hadn’t told my mom about our breakup against me.
But this? I look at Damon’s hand in mine. I wouldn’t lose him, but it might make things uncomfortable in the house. And if Mom thinks the only way to protect me is to move, would she? I don’t know if I want to test that.
Maybe she won’t care, but if she does and still does nothing to stop it, what does that mean? That she doesn’t love me enough? That she doesn’t care what I do as long as she can have a life with Adam?
My heart aches. Have I been so easy she’ll just figure I can take care of this too? That I’m mature enough to be in a relationship with three guys at eighteen? That I know what I’m doing?
Fuck. I don’t want her to think she knows what’s best for me. But I also worry she doesn’t think about me at all sometimes.
“It will be okay, Evan.” Damon rubs his thumb across mine. “Whatever our parents decide, they won’t be able to keep us from each other. You’re ours.”
This is why I want him here when they find out. There’s no way he’d let them take me from him. I want to be a united front.
We stay a little longer. None of us really wanting the night to end, knowing when we get back into town we’ll be going our separate ways. Someday we won’t have to. Someday we’ll end the night together in the life we build with each other.
But right now, we’re still beholden to our parents and their whims.
When Damon helps me off his bike to get ready to head out, I walk over to Hawk. He takes me into his arms, hugging me close to his body. “You okay, Annie?”
I sigh. “Just thinking about the future when we won’t have to say goodnight.”
He tips my chin up and kisses me like the world is ending. When he pulls away, he smirks and drags his thumb over my lower lip. “Dream of me, baby girl.”
I nod and head over to Cam. He draws me onto his bike in front of him, facing him. I wrap my legs around his back and he kisses me, gently like I’m something precious. My heart thumps.
“I probably won’t sneak in to fuck you tonight.” His mischievous eyes meet mine.
My laughter breaks the silence of the night surrounding us.
“You need to rest, and I’m sure you’ll be sore. Maybe I’ll bring a cushion to school for you to sit on, goody.”
My face turns red. “No one else needs to know I’m sore.”
“But I’ll make sure they know you’re mine.” He smirks and gives me another lingering kiss before helping me off his bike.
I walk to Damon, who holds my helmet out to me. I put it on, and even though I can do it myself, I tip my chin up for him to get the strap.
His chuckle is low and dark, but he helps me. I climb on behind him as he puts on his helmet.
“Everything is going to be fine.” Damon’s words send a shiver down my back.
“Fuck, man,” Cam says. “You know that’s what they say in movies right before everything gets blown up.”
“This isn’t a movie, asshole.” Damon starts his motorcycle and pulls out onto the street.
“You might as well have said I’ll be right back and go off to investigate the strange noise.” Hawk pulls up alongside us on the empty road. “It’s like you don’t even know the rules.”
“Not you too.” Damon’s voice is in my helmet.
“Just making sure I’m familiar with what my girl is interested in.” Hawk’s smirk comes across loud and clear. “And you never make bold statements in movies, or that’s when everything bad happens.”
“Nothing bad is going to happen,” I say to make Damon feel better. “We’re going to get through this week, and then we’ll all be back together. We’ll tell our parents about our relationship—without the fucking part. And then we won’t have to hide anymore.”
We ride the rest of the way with Cam and Hawk telling Damon how he doesn’t know me as well as they do. He stays quiet for the most part, probably because he gets me to himself more than they do.
“Goodnight, goody.” Cam turns to head off, leaving us to continue to our house.
“Night, Annie.” Hawk keeps going down the street while Damon pulls into our driveway and the garage.
It’s late, but at least the guys had the forethought to bring some of my clothes with them. I climb off Damon’s bike and hand him the helmet before picking up my backpack.
“Do I have any sticks in my hair?” I turn my back to him, and he chuckles.
“Only the one I pulled out already.” He brushes his hand over my hair. “You look fine, Evan. No one will suspect a thing.”
I turn and put my hand on his chest, meeting his eyes. “I know I’m still putting off telling them. But I just want you to be here when we tell them and not heading off for a week. I’m happy to be yours.”
Damon smirks and touches my jaw. “You don’t want to face the firing squad alone. I get that.”
“Pretty much.” I go up on my toes, and he lowers his head to kiss me softly.
The house is quiet. If Mom and Adam are home, they’re probably already in bed or at least in their bedroom. We go in the back way and walk to our rooms.
I go into my room to grab something to sleep in and meet Damon in the bathroom where the shower is running already. He’s already stripped naked and hard for me, but he just helps me undress and guides me into the shower.
As we wash each other, I can’t help yawning.
He smirks.
“What? I’m tired.” I rest my forehead against his chest as the water cascades over us.
He cups the back of my head. “I’m not expecting to fuck you all night, little devil. You can sleep.”
I blow out a breath and look up at him. “Today was long.”
“This week will be brutal, but I’ll be home before you know it.” He kisses my temple and turns the shower off. He bundles me in a towel before grabbing his.
We go through our process of getting ready for bed like we always do. I glance at him as I brush my teeth.
He shakes his head. “Don’t start something you can’t finish, little devil.”
I rinse my mouth and smile at him. If I had any energy, I’d be all over him, but I’m exhausted. I take his hand and lead him into our bedroom, climbing into our bed while he watches me. I love this time with him. It’s something special just for me.
I just can’t wait until I have all three of them with me all the time. When we all get to go to bed together.
“Take off the nightgown.” Damon arches his eyebrow at me like I forgot to do it.
I strip it off, leaving on my panties.
“Better.” He climbs in next to me and pulls me down onto his chest, covering us with the blankets. “I like the way your skin feels on mine. I love you, Evan.”
I smile and brush my lips over his bare chest. “I love you.”