Chapter 45 #2
‘I’m on it. Dialling IT with my free hand.’
‘Good. I need people out here, Laura. I really need them. I’ll keep it secure in the meantime.’
‘Soon as.’ She hesitated. ‘Take care, Hicks.’
‘I will.’
I shut down the connection, clipped the radio on to my belt and then walked back across the clearing, towards the road. Just as I reached it, something clicked in the undergrowth to the right, and I froze.
Listened carefully as I peered between the trees.
Nothing. Just the sounds of a forest growing.
Out on the road, the sun dappled the tarmac, the light trembling as the breeze gently shifted the boughs above. The back window of my car glinted, the roof steaming slightly in the heat. Midges danced lazily around it.
It was so peaceful here. If you didn’t know, it would be unbelievable to think that seven people had met horrific deaths only metres away, but the scene was burned into my mind. As I stood there I felt it throbbing behind me. A pocket of darkness, hidden away amongst the trees.
What had driven someone to do this? The letters alleged that there was a reason – a pattern to be found – but the reality was entirely at odds with that.
So the letters had to be a lie. Apart from anything else, the scene behind me wasn’t the product of a rational mind.
That wasn’t someone sane at work back there: dragging victim after victim to a stinking pit and filming their slow, tortuous deaths.
Not the actions of someone creating a code, to whom the murders meant nothing.
No, it was the work of a man who enjoyed suffering for its own sake, and for the power it gave him.
Someone not indifferent to death but who revelled in it.
Which didn’t fit.
I had a flash memory of Levchenko’s missing face.
I’d failed him again, hadn’t I? That was how it felt.
There was more to it than that though. It was a coincidence that he was a victim here, and yet …
it didn’t feel like one. Once again, I had that familiar sense of gears grinding out of sight: cogs below the surface of the world, rolling and locking into place.
As though everything that had happened had done so for a reason I couldn’t see, and perhaps never would …
And then I heard it.
In the distance. The sound of a scooter.
I stepped back into the treeline and listened. My heartbeat was loud in my ears. The scooter was approaching from the direction of the city, and sounded some way off yet. I reached under my jacket towards my gun, but didn’t take it out yet.
My hand hovered there.
Not necessarily anything.
Keeping in the undergrowth, I moved a little way in the direction the vehicle was coming from, and found a tree at the edge of the road to prop myself behind. The noise was louder.
I peered out.
The scooter was probably a hundred metres away now, leaning slightly to one side as the rider corrected from the meander of road that had brought it into sight.
It was coming quickly too: an angry mosquito buzz to the engine.
The rider was a man, dressed in black, with shoulder-length brown hair that was swept back by the speed he was driving at.
I couldn’t make out much of his face, but the scooter itself was bright crimson.
Kate Barrett’s?
What had the registration been? I couldn’t recall it – and then suddenly I could, at least a little. F765 something. I remembered that much. The numbers counted down.
I stepped out into the road.
Saw: F765 …
One hand still in my jacket, I held my other palm out.
‘Stop! Police!’
He spotted me of course – twenty metres away at most now – and I saw him stare in shock: raise himself back from the handlebars slightly, as though someone had clicked their fingers in front of his face.
He was only young, I realised. Perhaps this was a mistake – but then he lowered his body again, expression grim, and accelerated straight at me.
Shit.
I pulled the gun out as quickly and smoothly as I could, but there was no time for a two-handed grip: I just fired three shots one-handed towards the scooter itself, heard the bang of the front tyre exploding, the ching of bullet on metal, and then leapt to one side.
Too late though. I had a momentary image of the bike suddenly on its side, coming at me like a scythe, and then my legs were flung sideways and I landed face-first in the undergrowth.
Behind me on the road, there was a tortured scrape of metal as the downed scooter spun away along the tarmac.
And then nothing.
You’re okay.
There was no pain. Then suddenly, a silent, dipping heartbeat later, there was more pain than I’d ever had in my life.
My left leg felt like it had burst into flame: the burning unbearable.
I rolled onto my back, mouth gaping open, but hurting too much to make a sound, and reached down out of instinct to grasp my thigh.
Through the fog of pain, it made me realise that my hands were empty.
Where was the gun?
I shifted slightly, scanning the undergrowth around me, finding nothing, then glanced up the road. The rider was lying on his side a short distance from me. As I watched, he too rolled onto his back and then slowly lifted a hand to the side of his head.
Get up, Andy.
Get up!
I reached for the nearest tree and used a low branch to pull myself up slightly, then a higher one to get to my feet and support myself.
There was no strength in my injured leg at all.
My thigh muscle felt like it had been destroyed.
When I tried putting my weight on it, pain flared and the leg buckled. I gripped the branch harder.
On the road, the man lowered his hand and rolled back onto his side, then over onto his front, pushing himself up onto his knees.
Making an effort to stand. His hair trailed on the tarmac, and I could see him gritting his teeth.
Then he let out an awful howl – pain at first, then rage – and pushed himself to his feet.
Where’s the gun?
I looked desperately at the ground by my feet. Nothing.
When I glanced back up, he was standing in the road, swaying slightly, staring at me. There was blood down one side of his face. It didn’t conceal the expression of absolute hatred.
‘Jimmy,’ I said. ‘It’s over.’
He stared at me for a moment longer – long enough for me to think again: Christ, he’s just a kid – then he walked slowly and awkwardly up the road.
Limping slightly, but not as injured as I was.
My gaze followed him to the downed scooter, which had spun all the way to the opposite treeline.
He couldn’t think it would be of any use to him, surely?
But he crouched down at the back, and I heard clattering, and when he stood up again I saw he was holding a claw hammer.
Panic took me.
Not trying to get away at all, then. And as he turned and walked back towards me, I had an image of the bodies in the woods, only a short distance away. What had been done to them. What was about to be done to me.
‘Jimmy.’
He continued walking towards me, carefully, as though he wasn’t sure of his step. His fingers kept curling and uncurling around the handle of the weapon. Eyes fixed on me. Grim determination on his face.
‘Jimmy, it’s over.’
He ignored me. I tried to move back into the woods, where I would have a better chance against him, where it would be harder for him to swing that fucking hammer – but my leg gave out and I fell backwards into the undergrowth, then sat up again quickly.
He was still coming.
This was going to be how I died, then. As badly as anyone had ever died.
It was Rachel I thought of, and the son I would never meet.
‘Jimmy –’
But then I saw the gun. It was just a little way in front of me, lying in the grass close to the edge of the road. Pretty much where I’d fallen, and yet somehow I’d missed it. Now, it was as obvious as a stone. The panic inside burst and filled me.
Everything that happened next was a blur.
I launched myself forward, using my good leg, and ended up kneeling beside the gun – just as Jimmy saw it too.
He came at me faster. I scrambled in the grass and found it.
Jimmy shouted in anger, raised the hammer just as I raised the gun.
But he wasn’t close enough, and I was faster.
I got there first. He didn’t have time to swing.
My heartbeat in my ears.
We were both frozen in place for a time: me kneeling, pointing the gun up at his face; him standing two metres away, hammer held up behind his head.
Eyes locked on each other. I don’t know how long it lasted.
I saw a droplet of blood fall from his ear.
I heard the trill of birdsong and the click of the woodland behind me, impossibly tranquil.
Then:
‘Jimmy,’ I said quietly, ‘It’s over.’
He stared at me for a few seconds longer, and I think he wanted to do it – was weighing it up to see if he had the courage to die. But then his expression slackened and he took a slow, awkward step back.
‘Drop the hammer.’
It clattered on the tarmac.
‘Face down on the ground.’
He kneeled down carefully, then lay on his front and knitted his hands behind his head. I lowered the gun as he went, keeping it aimed on him. Then he lifted his head to rest his chin on the tarmac. Eyes bright against the dark red blood beside them.
It took Laura another ten minutes to arrive. The whole time we waited, we didn’t take our eyes off each other and we didn’t say a word.