Chapter Eleven
~ Jasper ~
I woke to Decker’s absence, but didn’t panic. The fact registered with me before anything else—that I was alone in the bed, and my heart hadn’t tried to climb out of my throat in response. Decker’s pillow still held the impression of his head, the sheets on his side rumpled but cool.
He’d been gone for a while.
Morning light cut through the curtains at a low angle, painting the bedroom in thin, pale gold.
Outside, the ranch was already awake—I could hear distant voices, the creak of the barn door, and the occasional snort from the horses.
The smell of coffee and wood smoke worked its way under the bedroom door, a combination that was becoming familiar despite how short a time I’d been here.
I lay still, letting the quiet of the room settle around me. Several nights at Black Butte, and already the space felt different—not like mine exactly, but no longer entirely someone else’s.
The carved wooden horse from my grandfather sat on the nightstand where I’d placed it before bed, its wooden body catching the light through the window.
My body was still registering the fact that Decker had been here—the tenderness between my legs, the small bruise forming at the base of my throat, the other, less definable sensation of having been seen completely and not turned away from.
I ran my palm over the sheet where Decker had lain and tried to make sense of what had happened between us. What did it mean, that I’d said yes without hesitation when he’d asked me to stay?
I hadn’t answered with words—just a kiss pressed to the edge of Decker’s jaw, a touch that contained both “yes” and “maybe” and something harder to name. But I’d meant it—the certainty that I could see a life here, if I had a good reason to stay.
I’d had reasons to leave places before—the job in Omaha that had disappeared because one man decided I belonged to him, the house in Nebraska that was no longer safe, the life that had been stripped down to a duffel bag and a bruise on my cheek. But reasons to stay—those were newer, less familiar.
I thought about what Decker had offered in the dark—not just his body, but the way he’d looked at me, like I was a decision he’d already made rather than a problem he was solving.
I thought about the ranch—Rawley’s quiet acceptance, Burke’s quick understanding, and the way the community had made room for me without being asked to.
I didn’t regret it. The certainty sat in my chest like a physical thing—not dramatic or overwhelming, just steady and present, a fact I could count on.
I got up and pulled on clothes from the dresser—jeans Carter had lent me, a flannel shirt that had probably been Decker’s at some point, socks from the drawer I’d emptied my duffel into.
My reflection in the small mirror on the closet door showed a man I was still getting to know—hair rough from sleep, the bruise on his cheek fading from purple to yellow at the edges, eyes that looked slightly less hunted than they had mere days ago.
I made the bed with careful movements, tucking the corners and smoothing the quilt, the habit of a man who’d learned that small routines kept the larger chaos at bay.
Then I went to the kitchen.
The room was running on a different frequency than usual.
Rawley and Burke were at the table with mugs and a hand-drawn map spread between them, their heads bent together over something Burke was tracing with one finger.
The map was clearly of the ranch—I could make out the gravel road from the highway, the main house, the equipment barn, the tree line along the river.
Rawley was marking something with a pen, his movements quick and precise.
“It needs to be the eastern corner,” he was saying as I came in. “The sight line is better, and they won’t see the second from there.”
Burke nodded, reaching for his coffee without looking up from the map. “And you want Jojo and Ethan in the basement if it goes loud.”
“Not a question,” Rawley said, the simple statement carrying enough weight to make it clear this was settled.
Decker was at the counter with his back to the room, phone pressed to his ear, voice too low to catch.
He was wearing the same jeans from the day before but a different shirt, the sleeves rolled to the elbows, his hair damp at the edges like he’d washed his face but hadn’t had time for a full shower.
He turned when I came in—just enough to meet my eyes, not enough to interrupt his call—and something in the look landed somewhere in my chest that I filed away for later, something quieter and more certain: the simple fact of a man who’d decided I was worth looking at directly.
He reached sideways without turning and poured a second mug, setting it on the counter near where I’d stopped.
The gesture was so casual, so matter-of-fact, that it took me a second to register that he’d done it at all—had poured me coffee without asking, without making a show of it, just the simple acknowledgment that I belonged in this kitchen at this moment.
I wrapped both hands around the mug and stayed out of the way, watching the map on the table without being invited to it yet.
The men were moving too quickly, speaking too much shorthand for me to fully follow, but I could see the penciled lines marking the gravel road in from the highway, the equipment barn, the tree line along the river.
Rawley had added small X’s at certain points—the eastern corner of the main house, the gap between the barn and the fence line, the blind spot near the equipment shed where the ground sloped away toward the creek.
“They’re coming in from the east,” Burke said, tapping a spot on the map that wasn’t on the ranch at all—a stretch of open land beyond the property line. “Sterling won’t approach from the road. He’ll drop them on the back forty and have them walk in.”
Rawley nodded, adding another X at the eastern edge of the map.
The conversation continued above my head—names without context, references that landed with a grunt or a nod and nothing I could follow.
I stood with my coffee warming my hands and tried to make sense of what I was seeing: the ranch preparing for something it had handled before.
Decker hung up and set his phone on the counter, then reached past me for the coffee pot, his arm brushing mine with deliberate casualness. “They’re thirty minutes out,” he said, voice carrying enough that Rawley and Burke both looked up. “Coming in from the east, just like you said.”
Rawley nodded once, tight and definitive. “The bunkhouse is ready?”
“Done and done,” Burke said, pushing back from the table with the eagerness of a man who’d found exactly what he was looking for.
“Seven bunks, separate building, no access to the main house without escort. And I’m on airstrip pickup, just like the man ordered.
” The last part came with a two-finger salute tossed in Rawley’s direction.
Rawley rolled his eyes hard enough to be visible from across the room, then turned to me with the directness that still caught me off guard. “You good?” he asked, the question simple but carrying more weight than its two words should have been able to.
I nodded, not trusting my voice, and felt my shoulders drop a fraction, some of the tension going out of them without my permission.
“Good,” Rawley said, accepting what I’d offered, then turned back to the map without elaboration.
The moment passed—no performance, no reassurance, just the plain acknowledgment that I was part of this now, that whatever happened next would include me in its calculations.
I settled at the edge of the counter with my coffee, watching the men work through the problem—not as outsiders looking in, but as someone whose situation was being handled by people who had the tools for it.
Breakfast was still on the stove—eggs keeping warm in a pan, toast stacked on a plate, the evidence of a meal that had been made and then set aside when more pressing matters arose.
I stayed where I was, coffee warming my hands, and tried to believe that whatever came next, I would not face it alone.
I set my plate down and looked at the men, who had all gone quiet at the table, their attention fixed on the eastern windows.
“They’re here,” Burke said, pushing back from the table with the eagerness of a man who’d found exactly what he was looking for. “Right on schedule.”
Decker nodded once, tight and definitive, then turned to me with a look I couldn’t quite read. “You might want to watch from the porch,” he said, voice neutral. “It’s not something you see every day.”
I followed him to the door, coffee still in hand, and stepped out onto the porch as the sound overhead changed—not louder exactly, but more present, like something that had been distant was now directly above us.
The morning had warmed slightly, the thin line of clouds to the east breaking up to reveal patches of blue. I tipped my head back, scanning the sky, and then I saw them—seven dark shapes punching through the cloud ceiling in tight formation, each one exactly the same distance from the next.
For a second, they were just silhouettes against the lighter blue, too distant to make out details. Then the first chute deployed—a quick snap of white that caught the light—and the rest followed in sequence, each one opening a beat after the last.
It looked rehearsed—the meticulous precision of men who’d done this so many times they no longer needed to think about it. They descended in perfect formation, adjusting their course with small movements of arms and legs, steering toward the open meadow on the far side of the equipment barn.
They landed one after another—feet together, knees bending to absorb the impact, each man rolling smoothly to his feet as his chute collapsed behind him.
The whole thing took less than thirty seconds—seven men dropping from the sky and then standing in a loose semicircle in the meadow, already gathering their parachutes with quick, efficient movements.