Chapter 35
35
AGE 20
“ S he’s getting on my fucking nerves,” I tell Jamie as I glower at Aoife across the table at Whelans. As soon as Ash and Viv got up to go to the bar, she turned her simpering gaze on me.
“Has she said something to Viv?” he asks before gulping a mouthful of his pint of Guinness.
I shake my head, gripping the edge of the chair in frustration as Aoife bats her eyelashes and fixes me with a flirtatious smile. “She’s stuck to her word. She isn’t giving Ash or Viv any grief, but I’m sick of her eye fucking me any chance she gets. It’s bloody disrespectful to me and to Viv.”
“Have her barred then.” Jay shrugs, stretching his legs out under the table and crossing his feet at the ankles.
He sure has changed his tune. I arch a brow, surveying my best friend. He’s happier than he’s been in ages, and I’m convinced something is going on with Ash. I haven’t been around our gaff much to confirm it, but I’m pretty sure he hasn’t fucked any bird since the Trinity Ball. At least, he hasn’t gone off with anyone after our gigs, and he’s as much of a pro as me now at deflecting attention from the groupies. “You wouldn’t care?”
“Nope.” He pops the P. “I was done with her back in April.”
I’m so tempted to pry, but I don’t go there. It’s not really my business. I’m waiting until one of them says something to me.
“I don’t want to do that to her, but it’s looking like it’s my only option.” I remember Aoife’s heartfelt plea about how she doesn’t have much besides the band and the scene in her life. I don’t want to take that from her, but she’s bringing this on herself.
“Do what you need to do, mate. I’m cool with it.”
“Here, babe.” Viv hands me a bottle of beer before depositing her pink gin and 7Up on the table and dropping back onto my lap.
Setting the beer down, I grab the back of her head and pull her face to mine. The instant my lips crash onto hers, everything settles in my world. She has no idea what she does to me, for me. She doesn’t understand how she soothes every ragged, jagged, broken part of me just by her presence. My girl doesn’t let me down, devouring me back with the same intensity and subtly grinding on my erection. I love how much she loves sex and how she’s down to try anything in bed. She’s every bit as insatiable as me, and we couldn’t be any better matched. We just work, full stop.
“You were so freaking hot on stage tonight, Dil,” she pants in my ear as she scrapes her nails back and forth along my scalp in a way she knows I love. “All I kept thinking the whole time you were up there is you’re mine . Those girls can scream their lungs out and throw their panties at you all they like, but I’m the one you’re coming home with.” She nibbles on my earlobe.
“Always, Hollywood.” I palm her arse. “I only have eyes for you.”
“I know.” Her eyes fill with emotion. “You show me all the time.” She grabs my face in her small, soft hands. “You have no idea how happy that makes me or how sexy you are. You own that fucking stage, babe. You have this indescribable stage presence. I know the guys are disappointed nothing happened with that scout, but it’s going to happen. You guys are too good for it not to. You’re a bona fide rock star, Dillon, and you’re going to make it. I feel it deep in my soul.” She presses her palm in the middle of her tits.
“Your belief means everything to me.”
“It’s easy to believe in you. You’re hardworking, and you have talent and determination oozing from your pores.” She moves on my lap, and I groan as fresh need charges the blood flooding to my cock. She flashes me a wicked grin. “But it’s more than that. I want only the best things for you, Dillon. I want to see you soar, and I’ll support you any way I can. If there is anything I can do, any way I can use my contacts to help, you only have to ask.”
My heart is pounding like crazy, and an unfamiliar feeling spreads across my chest, infusing every part of me. I don’t have the words to properly express how much her encouragement and support means to me. “You’ve already done so much. Just knowing you want this for me is more than enough.”
“Always, Dil. I’ll always support your dreams.” Viv leans down, sliding a sneaky hand between the gap in our bodies to grab my crotch through my jeans. “I fully understand how every woman wants you, but they can’t fucking have you. You’re mine, and I want you right fucking now.”
“I love when you get all possessive.” I squeeze her arse, uncaring who sees. I want every fucker in this place to know she’s mine and I’m hers.
“It comes naturally,” she says before her mouth slams down onto mine.
We ravage one another, and a chorus of catcalls and wolf whistles ring out along with calls to “get a room!”
“I’ve never fucked in a public bathroom,” she purrs in my ear.
Hell yeah. I like where this is going. “Want me to rectify that for you?” I growl in her ear.
“Yes, please.” She jumps off me so fast it’s like a superpower.
I bark out a laugh as she pulls me to my feet, her eyes alight with wanton desire. I love seeing this side of Vivien when she lets go of her inhibitions and just lets her personality shine. Out of the corner of my eye, I spot Aoife scowling. I would never fuck my woman to prove a point to another, but this decision is already made, and if it drills the point home more directly to my ex-fuck buddy, then great.
More wolf whistles accompany us as I grab Viv’s hand and escort her to the bathrooms, commandeering the accessible toilet before a group of drunken girls waiting in line nip in ahead of us. Vivien cracks up laughing as the girls pound on the door, but I quickly distract her, lifting her sexy dress and yanking her knickers down her legs.
Stuffing the red lacy underwear in my back pocket, I have zero intention of giving them back. They’re going in my growing pile of stolen undies. It’s a miracle Viv hasn’t copped on to it yet, but if she has, she hasn’t said anything. And if she thinks she’s getting this pair back, she’s another think coming. They’re mine now. Besides, her dress is long enough to cover her, and she’ll be parked right on my lap for the rest of the night, so it’s not like she needs them.
Shoving my jeans and boxers down my legs, I roll a condom on and lift my girl in my arms. Flattening her back against the wall, I line up my dick and slam inside her in one fast thrust. Vivien screams, and the banging on the door miraculously stops. I keep one arm around Viv’s back and one hand planted on the wall as I fuck her.
Viv’s legs are wrapped snugly around my waist as I pound into her with potent need. Our lips clash in a battle for supremacy as we thrust against one another in perfect sync. It’s as if we were made for one another. We fit perfectly together, and sex with her is always out of this world. I bite her tits through her dress, as she moans and whimpers on my cock, wishing the top was low-cut so I could pull it down to suck on her nipples and gorge on her velvety-soft flesh.
When I feel her tight walls squeeze my dick, I shove myself in deeper. “Touch your clit,” I demand, pushing harder into her. “Come with me, Hollywood.”
Two minutes later and we’re both groaning and thrusting our way through mutual climaxes. Then I set her down, get dressed, and help to clean her up with some tissues.
“That was so fucking hot.” Vivien beams at me, and I love seeing her hair all mussed up from my hands and her lips all swollen from my kisses. Her chest is flushed, matching the stunning glow on her face. Her pretty brownish-green eyes are wide with euphoria, and she’s wearing the biggest smile.
“Has my woman gained a newfound liking for public sex?” I quip, crowding her against the door as my fingers glide under her dress and I cup her pussy.
“I’m thinking I might have, and also you need to give me back my panties.”
“Nope.” I grin. “They’re mine. I love knowing you’ll be sitting out there, on my lap, completely bare. Prepare to be fucked to within an inch of your life by the time we get home.” I nip on her ear as I release her tempting cunt and unlock the door. “And forget about sleep because you won’t be getting any.”
“Oh my god, Dillon!” Viv whimpers the next night as I eat her arse out on her bed. We spent all last night fucking, and after grabbing a few hours’ sleep this morning, we stayed in bed watching movies and making one another come, only leaving the room to get food and drinks.
I pause what I’m doing, keeping my hands clasped on her arse cheeks and her spread out before me like the most decadent feast, to check in with her. “You doing okay, Hollywood? Any second thoughts?”
“No.” She shakes her head, propping up on her elbows and looking at me lying on my stomach in between her thighs with her legs thrown over my shoulders and my fingers digging into her toned cheeks. “I want this. I’m excited, and it already feels so good.”
The blush on her face darkens, and my heart melts. “It’s okay to like it, beautiful. Lots of women do.”
“I know. That’s not it. I’m just amazed I’m so comfortable with this, but then I shouldn’t really be surprised. You always take such good care of me.”
It’s not like it’s a chore. Pleasuring my girl is my favorite pastime. “So, lean back and let me take your virginity because my dick’s about to sprout wings and take flight if I don’t bury it deep in your tight hole.”
“You’re ridiculous, but I love”—she stutters over her words and her cheeks turn impossibly red—“it.”
My breath seizes in my chest. Did she…was she about to say what I think she was? My heart beats faster in my chest, but I force all such thoughts aside because now isn’t the time. “Tell me if you don’t like anything or if you want me to stop. You okay if I fuck you like this?”
“Oh, I thought you’d take me from behind.”
“I can do that, but I’d prefer to see your face when I bury myself in your arse for the first time.”
She covers her face with her hands, and I snort out a laugh before I drive two lube-slickened fingers into her arse. She cleaned up earlier, and I’ve been playing with her hole for a while now, wanting to ensure she’s fully relaxed and prepped before I fuck her with my cock.
Vivien moans that sensual, deep, sexy, erotic sound that always does things to me, and I squeeze the tip of my dick to calm down. Then I resume fingering her puckered hole in between thrusting my tongue inside. Replacing my tongue and fingers with her vibrator, I stretch her for a few minutes until I’m happy she’s ready to take me.
“So fucking wet,” I purr when I thrust my other fingers in her soaking cunt. “You like me licking and fingering your arse, huh?”
“Dillon!” She covers her face with her hands again, and I chuckle.
“No hiding, Hollywood. I want to look right in your eyes when I drive my dick inside you.”
I roll a condom on and apply tons of lube to my shaft before lining up at her glistening hole. Pushing her bent legs to her chest, I drool over the sight of both holes seeping with need. I worshipped her pussy for hours last night, and now it’s time I lavish attention on her virginal hole. Precum leaks from my cock at the thought. “Fuck, Hollywood. I wish you could see yourself. You’re exquisite, and I’m so turned on. I’ll try to make this last, but I’ve literally never been this horny in my entire life.”
“Good, now shut up and fuck me, babe, or I’ll think you’re all talk and no action.”
“Feisty,” I say, rubbing my cock up and down her crack. “I like it when you get all bossy and demanding. You’re a kinky little slut, aren’t you?” Leaning down, I plant a kiss against her pussy lips.
“Dillon, please.”
“Please what?” I tease, rubbing my piercing around the edge of her tight hole.
“Please fuck my ass!” she screams, and it’s a good thing Ash is out tonight and we have the place to ourselves.
“Very well, Hollywood.” I push my dick in an inch. “Remember you begged for this.” I take my time easing inside her, thrusting a little harder through the first ring of muscle. “Relax, beautiful.” I lock eyes on her. “Watch my face and just let yourself feel me going where no man has gone before.” My lips twitch.
She narrows her eyes before a giggle bursts free. “You’re ridiculous. Your dick is partway in my ass, and you’re cracking jokes.”
“Just keeping it real, Hollywood. Now eyes on me.”
The air shifts, and delicious tension wafts around us. “You are so sexy,” I say as I push through her resistance. “You undo me, beautiful.” I thrust fast, bottoming out, and she gasps. Leaning forward with my hands on her folded legs, I brush my nose against hers. “My dick is all up in your arse, Hollywood. I’m all kinds of excited.” She rolls her eyes, but she’s smiling. I kiss her lips. “All joking aside, you doing okay?”
“Yes. I’m good.” Her eyes well up. “I’ve never felt closer to another soul, Dillon.”
I know what she means. There’s a level of trust doing this that is unlike anything else. “Same, beautiful,” I whisper before I kiss her softly and without urgency. We kiss for a few minutes while I let her body adjust to me, and then I fuck her.
Boy, do I fuck her.
I can’t hold back any longer. I’m more aroused than ever before, and she feels fucking divine. It’s no surprise I’m already addicted to her arse, just like I’m addicted to every other part of this incredible woman.
Vivien stays with me, responsive and enthusiastic like always, as I slam in and out. The sensations flowing through my body are transcendental. As I rock into her, I watch her face, ensuring she’s comfortable and in this with me. She doesn’t let me down. Seeing the look of raw pleasure in her eyes almost undoes me. She’s loving it, just like I hoped she would. I’m reading her body, watching for familiar signs, and when I see them, I rub her clit with my fingers and command her to come, watching in awe as she comes apart with my dick buried deep in her forbidden place.
I’m not long following her, spilling cum into the condom as I slide in and out, wanting to milk every drop of this experience.
After, I cuddle her, and then we shower together, and I rub some aloe vera gel around her hole before we crawl back under the covers.
“Was it okay?” I ask when we’re naked spooning.
She turns around, caressing my chin and pressing a light kiss to my lips. “It was amazing. You’re amazing. I love everything you do to me.”
I hold her even tighter, wanting to bundle her up and keep her in my arms forever. I didn’t think it was possible, but this has brought us even closer. I’ve never felt more connected to another living soul, not ever, and I don’t say that lightly. Emotions whirl inside me, but I refuse to untangle them. Not now. I just want to enjoy every second of this moment, already knowing this is a memory I’ll never forget.
Viv falls asleep before me, looking like a goddess with her flushed cheeks, plump lips, and dark hair fanned out on the pillow. I stare at her for a long time, memorizing every freckle, every trickle of air that escapes her full lips, and tracing the subtle lifting of her chest with my eyes. My heart swells and swells until it feels like it might burst. She makes me feel so many things, and though I’m still terrified, my fear pales under the weight of everything else I’m feeling. Dusting soft kisses into her hair, I hug her close, careful not to wake her up.
I desperately want to grab a few pictures to capture this moment because she looks so satisfied and peaceful in sleep, but I can’t force myself to break away from her, and it isn’t long before I’m joining her in slumber.