Chapter Eleven
CHAPTER ELEVEN
PEYTON
I can still feel the ghost of them inside me.
Every step I take I feel them. I didn’t see any of the guys when they came home last night. After I showered, I passed out and didn’t wake until Hudson started banging on my door this morning, demanding I get up and get ready for church. The drive was short and filled with silence but it wasn’t awkward. I was surprised when Hudson announced Kye would be joining us.
Sitting here in the back row with Tess feels wrong. I feel like God is judging me right now. I can’t shake the feeling that I am being watched and it’s eerie. I know I shouldn’t be here, I sinned so badly but fuck, I can’t find it within myself to care. If those three masked guys showed up right now, I would run out of this church with them and let them fuck me in broad daylight against the side of the church.
You only live once, so I may as well enjoy it and deal with burning for the rest of eternity in hell later.
“Did we raise enough to fix your house?” Tess whispers, pulling me from my thoughts.
“I didn’t ask,” I admit, feeling like an asshole. I should have asked Van or Mom yesterday but I just… I couldn't focus on anything aside from meeting my guys.
Wait!
My guys?
We fucked twice and now I am labeling them as mine? I need to get my head checked, pronto!
“I heard from my mom and a couple of the other ladies that they put in extra cash because they heard you were living with Van and wanted you away from their priest before you could corrupt him.” I snort loudly and quickly cover my mouth, then slouch down in my seat when everyone swings their head toward me.
“Carry on, Father,” I mutter, earning a glare from Van at the front of the church. If I didn’t have the entire town’s attention on me right now, I’d flip the asshole off but I manage to refrain. Tess shakes with silent laughter. I give her the stink eye and pull out my phone, frowning when I see a text from an unknown number.
Unknown - Did you have fun last night
Me - Who the hell is this?
* Unknown added, Goliath and Saint to the chat
Me - Who the fuck are you and who are those other two you added?
I sit here bouncing my leg up and down, my chest is tight with hope. I want it to be my masked men but I don’t want to build myself up in case it isn’t them. The disappointment would be a killer.
Goliath - Oh, Bunny, did you forget us already?
I gasp and quickly cover my mouth. Tess shoots me a look but I wave her off and quickly type out a reply.
Me - How could I forget you when I can still feel the ghost of you inside me.
Unknown - This is gonna be the longest week of my life.
*Goliath changes Unknowns name to Mac*
Me - I’m assuming these aren’t your real names?
Mac - What gave it away.
Me - The fact none of you will show me your faces but are fine to fuck me.
Goliath - If only you knew who we really were… I think she might be trying to figure out who we are @Mac
Me - What the hell does Mac stand for?
Goliath - Mac Daddy
I bite down on my lip to keep from laughing out loud.
Goliath - I don’t know if I can wait a week to be inside you again.
Mac - My cock is hard just thinking about how good you sucked it.
Me - Now I’m clenching my thighs together in fucking church!
Mac - Want to be a sinner?
Me -
Me - I sinned last night and the night before and during the week with my priest.
Mac - You fucked your priest?
Me - No!
Goliath - But you want to?
Me - What is this? Twenty questions?
Mac - Send me a picture of our pussy and I’ll stop harassing you.
Goliath - What he said
Me - I’m in church!
Mac - So?
Goliath - Your point?
I debate how to do it. Tess seems distracted and I did wear a dress today… Fuck it. I shift subtly and make sure no one is watching when I slip my phone under my dress and snap a pic of my lace covered pussy and push send. It takes a minute for their responses to come in.
Goliath - Fuck, baby!
Mac - I’m so hard.
Goliath - I need to see it, baby. Move that lace to the side and show me how wet you are for us.
Mac - My mouth is watering for a taste of that cunt.
Need pulses inside me, I’ve never felt so aroused until meeting these three. They know I love the chase, and that the masks add to their allure. Some may view this as sick and depraved but haven’t you ever wished for a man to chase you around, give you everything you have been too ashamed to ask for out loud? That the fact you have no idea who they are only makes it easier to demand what you want? No judgment, just pure carnal need to be fucked. I dart my gaze around and see everyone is focused on Van, who stands behind his podium giving his boring ass service. I check to make sure Tess is still not paying me any attention, then discreetly shift my panties to the side and widen my legs. My period stopped this morning which I’m grateful for because I don’t think I would have sent this picture otherwise. I can feel how wet I am already and know they will love the sight of my dripping cunt, knowing they are the reason.
I check the picture and cringe, I shouldn’t be sending this but I want to live in this fantasy for as long as I can. This is the type of shit I have craved. I love feeling dirty and this whole thing feels wrong and taboo and that just adds to the appeal. I suck in a deep breath and push send.
Since I’m going to hell anyway, I may as well enjoy my moments on earth.