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D awn
Remy was really sexy, but he just didn’t get my motor going like Doc always does. I really needed to let him down gently. He was a great kisser, but I couldn’t see myself being intimate with him. He was helping me with my morning routine again and playing with the animals. I was headed back into the main part of the building to wait for Cara when I heard a noise at the front door. I wondered if she was coming in a bit early. I looked up and saw it was Undertaker and my brother. They had a serious look on their faces.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, suddenly worried one of the guys had been hurt. They locked the door behind them and ushered me into the break room. I sat down as they leaned back and crossed their arms.
“We just got word that the two goons that got away were spotted in Freedom. That is too close for comfort. We are going on lockdown until Bear and his buddies find and detain them. Our guys are on their way back. Cara is making calls, rescheduling any appointments for today. Then she is going to stay with us until they get back. We will help you finish up and then we are all meeting at the clubhouse. It’s the safest place to watch all the women and children.” Gears rubbed my back as I started to panic a little. “Don’t worry, no one is getting near you.”
Remy came in and nodded at the guys. They had notified him via text along with the rest of the Rippers that had stayed behind. He had finished up, so we locked up and headed to the clubhouse. Remy went to hold my hand, but I sidestepped him and stood on the other side of my brother. I was suddenly very uncomfortable and feeling nauseous. When we got to the clubhouse I went straight to the bathroom and got sick. My nerves were not my friend today. I grabbed a blanket from the back of the couch and wrapped it around me. Curled up with my feet under me I sat on the couch and just stared at the tv. The kids were watching a Disney movie, so I pretended to be interested. Remy sat down beside me on the couch but made no move to touch me. My brother came over and knelt down in front of me.
“Sis, are you okay? Is there anything I can get for you?” he asked, looking at me. I just shook my head. I didn’t want to tell him that all I wanted was to be back at Doc’s place with him. That was the safest I had felt since the abduction. He hugged me and whispered in my ear. I know what you need, and he will be here soon. I looked up at him shocked. “It’s okay.”
Austin stood up and jerked his head towards the kitchen at Remy. He got the hint and got up to go see what he needed to do.
I glanced over at them talking and I felt bad because Remy has been nothing but sweet to me. I really wanted to like him the same way he seemed to like me but there was something holding me back. I also know he doesn’t know the extent of what happened to me. I curled up in the couch and tried to focus on the tv.
I woke up when I felt someone picking me up. I opened my eyes to see Doc holding me in his arms and carrying me toward his house.
“I can walk, you must be so tired.” I mumbled a bit embarrassed that he was carrying me. He made a strange noise and kept walking. I gave up and rested my head against his chest. If I was being honest with myself, this was exactly where I wanted to be.
“You and I are going to have a long talk Baby Doll.” he said as he gently put me down outside his door as he dug for his keys to unlock it. He held it open for me to go inside and then followed me in locking the door behind us.
“Did you find them?” I asked as I remembered what they had been doing. He nodded and then pulled me into his arms holding me tight to his chest.
“Baby, I have been trying to keep my distance. You are younger than me and your brother is my friend. I can’t do it anymore. Seeing you with Cajun made my blood boil. The thought of him touching what is mine made me want to plant him into the ground. I haven’t been able to sleep, and you have been on my mind nonstop. If you don’t feel the same, you better tell me now.” he said with a growl as I crawled into his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck.
“I want to be with you too Doc. I tried to let myself move on with Remy. It wasn’t working because he is not you.” I told him as I stared into his beautiful eyes.
“Cole, you call me Cole. I want to hear my real name from those lips before I claim them.” He leaned in to kiss me and I whispered his name against his lips as he took my mouth. It was the sexiest kiss and most intimate kiss I have ever had. He slid his tongue across the seam of my lips demanding entrance to my mouth and I gave it to him. Tangling my tongue with his and writhing in his lap. I could not believe how turned on I was after what I had been through, but Cole just wiped it from my mind. I fit myself tighter to his chest and I felt his cock harden against my stomach. Damn, he was big. It probably should have frightened me, but it didn’t. I had my virginity stolen from me, but as far as my heart was concerned this would be my first time. I wanted Cole to be the first person I gave myself to. I scooted back on his lap a little and reached down to pull his shirt out of his pants. I wanted my hands on his bare chest. I groaned when I saw his abs and that fine smattering of hair across his pecs and then the happy trail leading to his manhood. He had an R tattooed on his right peck for the Rippers. His arms were also very muscled. I felt my panties get damp just staring at his body. He must have misunderstood my hesitation because he frowned and placed his hands on either side of my face.
“Baby doll, if it’s too soon we can wait. I don’t want to rush you.” He stroked my cheeks gently. I shook my head and leaned in to kiss his stubbled jaw and then down his neck. My hands roamed freely over his upper body in awe.
“Cole, I have been yours since I was sixteen years old. You just never knew it. I want you to make me yours for real now. Please don’t make me wait any longer.” I whispered as I licked and nipped his neck. That must have triggered him because he slid his hands down my back to under my ass and picked me up as he stood. He carried me to his bedroom and stood me up in front of the bed. I pulled my shirt off and he stared at my breasts in the lacy bra I was wearing. I saw him lick his lips as he reached behind me and undid the clasp letting it fall down my arms before tossing it aside. He cupped them in his big hands, flicking his thumb and forefinger over my nipples before taking one into his mouth and sucking on me. I felt another rush of moisture flood my panties. My hands were holding him to me as I closed my eyes and allowed myself to focus on the things he made me feel. He pushed me back on the bed and knelt down to remove my shoes and socks then he unbuttoned my jeans and eased them down my legs to toss on the floor. All I had on was a small thong and he watched my face as he snapped the string with one strong pull. I moaned seeing him between my thighs before he leaned in and licked me from back to front, flicking my clit with the tip of his tongue. I moaned again. He looked up at me and smiled as he licked his lips and went in for more. He worked me with his tongue and fingers until I was a trembling mess of raw nerves. I needed to come so badly. He eased a couple of fingers back inside me and started to tap the spot on the inside as he sucked my clit into his mouth hard. I felt myself snap and my orgasm rush over me. He gently kissed my mound and my inner thighs as I came down from the high.
“You are delicious. We don’t have to do anything else if you aren’t ready.” Cole looked at me with possession on his face. I watched him palm his cock through his jeans.
“Take those off, I want to see what’s mine. I also want you to take me. I need to feel you inside me, erasing the horrid memories from that night. I never want anyone else to touch me like this again.” I eased up and crawled over to him on my knees as he eased his jeans down his legs. He had already kicked off his boots. I took in a deep breath when I saw his cock spring from his pants. There was precum leaking from the tip and I licked my lips before leaning in to lick him. He was a mix of salty and sweet. I wanted more so I wrapped my hand around the base and sucked him into my mouth. I felt his hands in my hair, and I knew he was trying not to pull it. I pulled off of him and looked up, letting him see the desire in my eyes.
“Lay down, I need to be inside you before I blow.” He demanded as I complied. He tested my readiness again before fitting himself to my entrance. When he pressed the tip in, he laced his fingers with mine above my head and looked into my eyes as he thrust into me. I screamed his name as I felt myself convulse around him. He felt so good, and he hit all the right spots. It was a delicious fullness having him lodged inside me. I needed him to move. I rotated my hips, and he got the hint. I saw the smirk on his handsome face as he started moving faster. I felt the pressure building again as he played my body like an instrument. He released one of my hands sliding his down to hitch my leg over his hip and he started to fuck me like he was possessed. It was a claiming and I loved it. A few more thrusts later and he reached down to play with me clit sending us both over that edge. I slid my hand up his back and pulled him down to me to kiss him. He slid out of me and moved to the side of me pulling me close.
“Thank you for trusting me so completely. It means so much that you gave me this gift.” Cole said as he kissed me again. “Stay here, I’ll be right back.”
I watched him get up and go into the bathroom. I heard the water running and then he was back. He picked me up and carried me into the bathroom. I saw the bathtub filling with water, and he had poured some bath salt into the tub. Gently, he sat down in the water with me in his arms. I reached over and turned it off. I lay against him as he started to wash me.
“Are you okay, I didn’t hurt you, did I?” he asked me, sounding concerned. I ran my hand along his leg and shook my head. I was so relaxed.
“It was perfect, I can’t wait to do it again.” I said as he kissed my neck and nuzzled me from behind. “I want to try with you behind me.”
“I don’t want to scare you or hit any of your triggers, baby doll.” Cole sounded unsure about this idea. I wasn’t I wanted everything replaced with him. I wanted nothing but memories of my biker inside me every way possible. I got up on my knees and turned to look at the worry on his face. I traced my fingers along his strong brow and down his handsome face. I still couldn’t believe that I was free to do this. To touch this man any way I wanted to.
“I want you every way I can have you. I’m not a victim. I’m a survivor and I won’t allow them to take anything else from me.” I told him firmly. I eased my legs on either side of him and sank down on his cock. He felt even deeper from this angle, but it was freaking amazing. We both groaned with my ass hit his legs and he was fully seated inside me again. I placed my hands on his shoulders and started to move on him, raising and lowering myself at an agonized pace. I could tell he was holding on by a thread, trying to maintain control of his desires. Screw that I wanted that control snapped. I rose up again slowly then looked him in the eye and slammed down on him harder and faster. He grabbed my hips and started to thrust into me from underneath. I was so close to the edge that all I had to do was slip my hand down, flick my clit and I was there again. It was beautiful watching him empty inside me and stare into my eyes in wonder. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly as he finished. I laid my head on his shoulder and relished the feeling of him surrounding me.
“Damn baby doll, that was amazing. We need some sleep and then we can talk over breakfast.” He got out and then toweled me off along with himself. We climbed into his bed, and he spooned me from behind. “Goodnight sweetheart.”
“Night.” I whispered as I felt myself nodding off in his arms. We would deal with everything else tomorrow. In that moment I had everything I had ever wanted.