14. Chapter 14
Chapter 14
Piper
I ’ve never felt a penis before. I’ve seen one in porn and once by accident in the dorm, but I’ve never felt one before. The thought of touching Billy’s makes me wet again, but once he’s admitted that he’s hard, I can’t resist. “Can I touch it?”
He lays on his back and brings my hand over to him. His pants are open, and his underwear is exposed behind the zipper. He places my hand on his briefs, where I can feel the hard outline of his cock behind his underwear. My thumb touches the tip of it. It’s soft but I don’t dare stroke it...or....should I? The moment I think about it, his dick moves. He lets out a little grunt.
“Are you okay?” I ask him.
“Just fine, love.”
“It moved.”
“You’re touchin’ it.” He chuckles softly.
“Is that good or bad?”
“I didn’t say ouch, doll.” He murmurs. “But I don’t know if this is a good idea.”
“Why not?”
“Because I am one unchristian thought away from taking complete advantage of you, darlin’. And I’m not going to do anything to mess things up between us.”
But I want to touch him so badly. I saw the outline of his cock before, and now that he’s done this to me tonight, I feel like he’s opened a floodgate. “Can I see it?”
“Well, I suppose that that’s only fair, love. I’ve seen yours. As dark as it is in here.” He explains as he pulls his jeans down over his ass, and slides his briefs down. His cock is massive. Never thought I’d ever categorize a penis as this, but, it’s...beautiful. Long, lean, with throbbing little veins covering it just enough. The head looks so soft and the length of him meets his navel.
“Billy?”
“Um hm?”
“I want to touch it.”
“Go ahead and touch it then. You won’t hurt me.”
As I lay my hand on it, it twitches. “So, does that mean it feels good?”
“Um hm.” He says on exhale.
My fingers stroke the tip. “It’s so soft.”
“You’re soft, too, darlin’. Very soft. Every inch of you.”
“Yeah?”
He nods, eyes closed, taking in the contact. It’s exciting having this effect on him. It’s like he’s under my spell. Like he’s putty in my hands. Literally. My fingers touch the length. It’s rubbery but smooth and so soft and warm, inviting. “How do you...when you...do you grab it?” I ask, not entirely sure what I’m asking.
“Are you asking how to jerk me off?”
“Yeah.” I nod. “Show me how to do it.”
He looks at me with a soft scoff. “You want to do that?”
I nod. “I want to try it.”
“You sure?”
“Uh huh. Just...show me.”
“You ever milked a cow, darlin’?”
“No. But is it like that?”
“Sort of.” He says, taking my hand in his, circling it around the shaft. “Now, you put your hand like this, see, and keep part of your hand over the tip. That’s where most of the nerve endings are.” He explains patiently, like it isn’t his own dick I’m about to jerk for him. He’s not being a pig or making me uncomfortable, and it isn’t weird at all. It’s like he’s teaching me how to drive.
He helps me at first, showing me the motions, keeping himself separated from the moment and not getting lost or caught up in the sensation yet. Then he leaves me to do it myself. When he closes his eyes, my heart starts to jump inside my chest. I’ve never been more excited in my life. “Is that okay?” I ask in a whisper.
“You’re a natural, baby.” He says softly, as his chest rises and falls faster. My hand seems to have the right pressure and placement, but I’m just not sure of the pace, until I start to feel it get harder, and he breathes heavier. His hips start to move with me, and I witness a man coming undone at my touch. It is incredibly exhilarating.
“Mmm...that’s so goooood.” He chuckles softly, as his cock seems to get harder and harder, and longer, too. He is so big, I’m half aroused, half intimidated.
Then I remember something I saw in a porn movie once, and I feel brave, seeing as he’s responding very well to me. I pull my hand up to my mouth and wet it, as he opens his eyes, wondering what’s going on. “Is this gross?” I ask him.
“Baby, that is the fucking hottest thing I’ve ever seen.” He says, lifting so he can kiss me. As my hand finds his impossibly hard cock, and I start pumping him with my wet hand. His kisses become so heated and erotic, as his grunts and moans turn so sexy, like nothing I’ve ever heard before. “God, baby, don’t stop. I’m gonna come in your hand.” He says through a pant. And then he soaks my hand in spurts, as his tongue dips deep into my mouth, and his breathing and moaning changes to labored and intense.
“God....fuck.... me .” He grunts, like he’s in disbelief, as the last shots pass through my hand, and then he lowers his head onto the pillow, leaving his hand in my hair, circling a finger through a lock of it. His chest heaves as he lays there, seed all over his belly and soaked all over my hand.
I grab the tissue box from the nightstand and wipe my hand, as he lays there, completely spent. It’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.
“Sorry for the language, darlin’, but that was...hot.” He says through a soft chuckle.
“It was.” I agree, cleaning up his belly.
“You liked that, too?”
“I did. I thought it might be gross, but it wasn’t.”
“No? Well, I’m glad. It’s not the most romantic way to do things, but it was fitting for tonight, anyway.”
“Feel better?”
He tilts his head. “Like a million dollars, love. Thank you.” He rises and kisses my lips.
“You’re welcome. Thank you .” I say playfully.
He chuckles, pulling me to him. I lay my head on his chest. “Should I go to my room so you can sleep? You must be exhausted.”
“You don’t have to leave. You can sleep right here if you want to.” He combs his fingers through my hair. “Whatever you’re comfortable with is fine by me.”
“Is this normal?”
“Is what normal, love?”
“For you to talk like Snow White?”
He laughs out loud. I lift my head and smile at him. “I suppose, yes. I suppose after a man’s been pleasured by a beautiful woman, he may have a small inclination to look at the world through rose colored glasses.”
“I like you this way.” I say with a smile. “All laid back and relaxed.”
Another chuckle. “I like you this way, too. You have this cute little sparkle in your eyes, darlin’.”
“We had fun.”
“I suppose we did. That's one way of looking at it.”
“I always thought that couples that make sex so serious, it’s kind of creepy, you know? It puts a lot of pressure on the moment. I like it better this way, not all mushy and emotional. I don’t know.”
“That’s part of compatibility, love. What one likes, not everyone else likes, I suppose. That’s how come some couples don’t mix well. But we’re laughing, and we both had a lot of fun, so I guess that means good things for us.”
I lean on his chest, staring into his eyes. “So, how come you didn’t want to have sex with me?”
He shrugs, twirling a lock of my hair through his fingers. “Like I said, darlin’. It ain’t right to take advantage of a woman when she’s been drinking. That’s especially if this is her first time. I’d never want you to look at me like I robbed you of that, love. I’d never be able to live with myself. So, I figured that this was the next best thing.”
“But if you didn’t love me, you would have gone through with it, anyway?”
“No, it ain’t right, either way. I just meant that I probably wouldn’t be willing to pleasure you like I did if I didn’t love you.”
My mouth twists into a quirky smile. “But you love me.”
He pushes up to kiss me. “Yes, I do, darlin’. I love you very much.”
“I love you, too. I’ve never told anyone that before.”
“That makes two of us.”
I lift my brows. “Really?”
“Why’s that so shocking, darlin’?”
“Well, you’re older than me, for one.”
“That’s true. But only by about five years.”
“And you never fell in love when you were in the military?”
He adjusts his head on the pillow. “No. I had a casual thing once or twice, but never a relationship. And there was never anyone in Copper Cove that caught my eye. I had a little crush in high school, but it never amounted to anything.” He looks at me. “What about you? You’re beautiful and smart, and you went to college.”
“My folks would kill me if I got involved with anyone.” I scoff. “It was bad enough that I went off to college without their blessing. If I had met anyone, they would have boarded up the doors, and I’d never be invited back home. Not that I wanted to go back at any rate, but at least I’d still have the option.” I explain. “Plus, all the guys in college were drunken losers. Jade and Crystal hooked up with enough of them, and I saw how gross they were. I had no interest.”
“You mean there were no nerds?”
“There were some nerds, but nobody caught my eye, like you said. I was more focused on my studies, not on getting laid, like some others were. I didn’t even drink, except for once, but sex, that was completely out of the question. Plus, I wanted my first time to be with someone I loved, not some drunken night that I’ll never remember.”
He smiles, pleased. “And there you have it, darlin’. That’s exactly why I didn’t want us to make love tonight.”
“I suppose you’re right. And thank you for not putting your hormones first, unlike most men out there would have done.”
“Well, I’m no angel, darlin’. I’ve put my hormones first before, I’ll admit. But not with someone that I loved. That wouldn’t be right.”
“Exactly. That’s the difference.”
He kisses my head. We lay there for a while, stroking each other, enjoying the peacefulness of the moment. “If it’s okay with you, I’m going to take off the rest of my clothes here and get some sleep.” He says with a soft grunt, slipping his jeans and briefs completely off. I’m lying here with my clothes all bundled up around my body, surprised it isn’t irritating me.
“I’ll do the same.” I say, rising. It isn’t until I bend down to pull my jeans all the way off that I realize he’s watching me. “Are you okay?”
He shakes his head slowly. “As I live and breathe, I’ve never seen anyone more beautiful.”
I smile, folding my clothes into a neat pile, as he lies on his back, eyes glued to me. It gives me a certain power, a certain esteem. And as I watch his cock wake up, it makes me so wet, I can feel my own heartbeat at my thighs. He covers it up with the sheets, but it’s too late. As I crawl back into bed with him, he pulls me close, stuffing the sheets between us, but I know. “Are you hiding something from me?”
“No, my love. I've got nothing to hide. Why do you ask?”
“I saw you, Billy.”
He kisses me on the forehead. “Saw what, darlin’?”
“I saw you hiding yourself from me.”
He chuckles. “Well, baby, that’s a natural response from a man, when a beautiful woman undresses in front of him.”
“But why hide it?”
“I just figured it wouldn’t be appropriate, after what we just did. I wouldn’t want you to get the wrong impression of me. I’m not some sex-crazed asshole, out to get you with every breath you take. Plus, we both need some sleep, darlin’.”
He wraps his arms around me, holding me close, and he kisses my forehead again. “I love you, baby.”
I don’t have the heart to dispute him. “I love you, too, Billy.” With his arms tightly wound around me, I sleep like I’ve never slept before. When I wake up, he’s already left the bed, and I can hear him outside, shuffling about, getting ready for the Paxton boys to arrive. I’m partly disappointed that I didn’t wake up next to him, but I get it, and I’ve got responsibilities, too. After I get up and shower, and do some studying, he comes inside the house.
“Good morning.” He says, walking to me, giving me a kiss on the mouth.
“Good morning. Sorry I slept in.”
“Oh, that’s okay, darlin’. I was up hours ago. Had a lot to finish up before the Paxton boys got here. We’ve got to get that barn up and working since my horse is getting delivered in a couple of days. I just got word.”
My face lights up. “Really? Gosh, you must be so excited!”
He smiles. “I am. I’m just tickled. At this point, I don’t even have to wait until the house is built. Once I’ve broken the new horse, I can get this show on the road.”
“I’m so happy for you, Billy.” I grin. “This is finally working out for you.”
“You bet it is, darlin’. And I have you to thank for it.”
I’m confused. “Why me?”
He kneels next to me. “Well, baby, it seems that you’ve lit a fire under my ass, see. Given me better ideas and vibes than I’ve had in a while. You push me to do things, baby, and it feels good to have input like that.”
“I’m happy to be a part of this, Billy. That’s why I’m here. I wasn’t kidding when I said how much I love it here.”
“It shows, darlin’.” He grins warmly, kissing me again. Then he kisses me again, and I find my fingers tangled in his hair, as he slides his tongue in my mouth, but only semi-chastely, giving me enough of a thrill, but letting me know that this isn’t lighting the fire, this is just keeping me warm. And it’s working. Just enough to keep me going. When he pulls back, he ends with a sweet little kiss. “Good morning.” He repeats, this time with a low voice. “That’s the kiss I wanted to give you when I woke up, but I didn’t have the heart to wake you.”
“You could have woken me up. I would have liked to wake up to a kiss like that.”
“And, see, that’s the problem. I know that I’d end up makin’ love to you had you woken up with me, darlin’.”
My voice is low, husky. “Would that have been so bad?”
“No, as a matter of fact. But I’d like to show you a much nicer time than a quickie, ten-minute fuck for your first time, baby.”
Just his use of the word ‘fuck’ is hot. Normally, I can’t stand it when guys swear, but it’s as sexy as hell on him. “I would have taken what I could get.”
He kisses me once more. “Not good enough. Not even close, darlin’.”
“Okay. You better get outside, or else we’ll end up...doing things.”
He wiggles his brows. “I’m the boss. I can make ‘em wait all I want.”
I chuckle, with a slightly chiding whine. “Come on. You want the stable done fast, so you can receive your new horse properly, right?”
He kisses my lips again. “Man, just what I need...a good influence.”
That gets another chuckle and a kiss. “Go on. I’ll be in here.”
“Fine. But tonight, baby...you’re mine.”
My body tingles with anticipation. And then I get hit with something I don’t expect...