Chapter Sixteen
A utumn
“Why settle for just one?” The low timber of Felix’s voice sent tremors through Autumn’s already overanxious body.
Having his cock in her mouth had gotten her increasingly worked up as she tasted his salty flavor on her tongue, smelled his musk as she buried her face as close to him as she could get, and swallowed the load he’d given her.
Autumn’s eyes bore into his. The blue-green of Felix’s irises swirled with a combination of lust and love.
One of those words sent a bolt of pleasure to her aching core.
The other sent one to her heart. She had been slowly falling for her best friend since the moment he held her in the hospital, and if she’d had all of her memories, she was certain that timeline would have started long before that.
The care and attention Felix showed her, the generosity of spirit and happiness that seemed to shine from every part of him were wonderful, something she had slowly become addicted to.
Felix was a good man. How could anyone not love him?
Felix’s hands came up to her shoulders where she’d undone the buckles of her overalls.
Autumn had felt a bit like Barney the dinosaur at the beginning of the night as she put on the purple velour, but she had never felt foolish.
Felix had imbued their night with the same fun and lightheartedness that he did everything else, and she was grateful for it.
The mood at the moment, however, was anything but lighthearted.
They’d traded sexual favors already, but for some reason sleeping with Felix in this way seemed a more serious matter, one that could possibly change the course of their renewed friendship forever. Was she really ready for that?
Felix slowly cupped her face as he ran his thumbs across the apples of her cheeks.
The gesture was so sweet that it nearly brought tears to her eyes.
“Tell me you want this, Auts.” He ran his nose across her hairline and breathed her in, like he was trying to remember her scent. “Tell me you want me.”
Autumn huffed. “Was that ever in question?”
Leaning up, she traced her lips lightly over his, a feather light kiss to assuage his fears.
Leaning back, she pulled her white tank over her head, shifted to get rid of the rest of her clothes, and smirked when Felix’s eyes darkened to a teal color she didn’t know existed before then as they roamed over the planes of her body.
Slowly, deliberately, Felix crawled onto the bed until he was above her, his eyes everywhere she hoped his hands would soon be.
His expression was hopeful, but there was still a trace of doubt in them that she hated seeing.
“I just want to do right by you. You matter too much to me to mess this up.”
Felix’s throat bobbed as he gulped. Autumn traced the movement of his Adam’s apple with her eyes before reaching up to grip the back of his neck.
“Do you remember what you told me the other day in my studio?” The ghost of a smile appeared on his face as he came to rest his forehead against hers. “Stop thinking, and just feel.”
“Anything for you,” he whispered. Before Autumn could get lost in the jubilant feelings those words had spreading in her chest, Felix kissed her deeply.
Each movement of his lips felt like a promise to cherish her.
That was the perfect word to describe the way she felt in his arms, his body so close to hers Autumn could practically feel his heart beating against her own.
Cherish. If the way Felix was kissing her was how he expressed his feelings physically, there was no doubt in her mind that he loved her.
With every soft touch of his lips, every smooth skim of his hand down the side of her body, she felt adored.
Autumn’s whole body felt warm and gooey inside as she thought about being so beloved by such a wonderful man, but the more Felix drank from her mouth and the farther south his hands traveled, the hotter those feelings became.
Tugging the straps of her bra down, Felix unhooked the front claps and exposed her breasts to him. “Perfect,” he muttered before diving down.
One strong hand pressed her breast up and into his mouth while the other smoothed over her nipple until it was a stiff peak.
Popping off the first, he moved over to the other side and licked at the rosy tip until Autumn was squirming beneath him.
His cock was already hard again and digging into her hip, warm liquid leaking onto her skin and making her anxious, greedy, wanton .
Slipping her hand between them, Autumn gripped him tightly, giving him a few good tugs. “Fe,” she begged. “I need more.”
Felix lightly nipped at one breast before looking up at her, a feral smile on his face.
“Then more is what you’ll get.” Felix gripped the sides of her panties and peeled them off slowly, parting her legs and shifting so that he was between them, his beautiful cock jutting out and making her mouth go dry with want.
Just thinking about having him inside her made Autumn sigh happily.
Looking forward to the moment that he would enter her, she closed her eyes and waited, but that moment never came.
Instead, she felt the warm pad of Felix’s tongue licking up and down her center before he placed his entire mouth over her and gorged himself like a starving man.
Her eyes flew open and her hands tangled in his shorter hair as he fucked her with his tongue.
Unable and unwilling to protest, Autumn merely hung onto him as he skimmed his hands up and down the insides of her thighs before slipping a couple of fingers inside of her.
While his hands worked her insides, his mouth continued to worship every part of her outside.
He seemed everywhere all at once, sucking her folds into his mouth before traveling up to her clit and then back to her center where he would slip his tongue inside along with his fingers before doing it all over again.
“Fuck. You’re delicious,” he said, his lips glistening. “I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of this.”
That makes two of us , Autumn thought when he dove back down, licking, sucking, and scraping his teeth all over her until all she could do was feel.
Flickers of pleasure, like sparklers she’d seen them playing with in some old photographs, shot off in her body until it felt like Autumn was the embodiment of the word.
The buzzy feeling throughout her body increased as the tension mounted, Felix never letting up or giving her a break.
Finally, when he sucked her clit into his mouth, she stiffened and shattered, moaning out her pleasure as he lapped up her juices like she was better than any cider recipe he could come up with.
If she thought Felix would stop then, she had once more underestimated his desire to take care of her.
Instead of backing off, he doubled down and added a third finger, curling them while he licked at her until she was panting her breaths, her lungs desperate for air as she felt her legs start to shake.
“Please,” she cried.
The word sounded both like a plea to stop and a command for more as he worked her harder than she had imagined. When it came to Felix and her, Autumn had imagined plenty, but even her wildest dreams had never conjured something as amazing as what she was experiencing.
Felix groaned, the sound practically a growl as he reached up and squeezed her breast hard, twisting her nipple in a move that sent a line of pleasure straight to her clit. “Come for me again, Love. You’re strong enough.”
Autumn wasn’t as sure since her legs were aching from the tension buildup and previous release, but if Felix believed in her, she could try.
When he added a fourth finger to her center and twisted, she felt her back arch as she vocalized her bliss, crying out his name as her hands tugged his hair.
Feeling a little overstimulated, Autumn tried to push him away but found herself pulling him closer instead.
She needed more. Maybe she had always been a little greedy for orgasms, but she had the feeling it was due to the fact that it was Felix giving them to her.
For his part, Felix merely hummed his approval as he kept at it as if this were his life’s work.
As he drove her higher and higher, Autumn disappeared into the feeling.
Taking her brain offline completely, she focused solely only on the thrills going through her body until she splintered apart once again.
Bright light played behind her eyelids as her body went taut, Felix drinking up her release as she became nothing more than a vessel for their dual pleasure.
A floating sensation coursed through her and she leaned into it, her whole body tingling.
When she finally felt slightly more grounded, Autumn opened her eyes to see Felix staring down at her, his expression so loving that the floaty feeling threatened to take her away again.
He brushed his hand across her damp forehead and smiled softly.
“You’re beautiful when you come. Did you know that? ”
Shaking her head slowly, she smiled and leaned up to kiss him.
Tasting herself on his lips was a nice reminder of what they’d just shared, and even though Felix had just given her more orgasms than she’d had in a long time, Autumn wanted more.
She wanted to feel him moving inside her and watch as he lost himself in his own pleasure.
The glimpse she’d gotten earlier wasn’t nearly enough.
“I want to see what you look like now.”