Chapter 21
Lacy
My body was a pile of nothing. I don’t know that I’d ever come so many times. He didn’t have any more condoms but used his mouth and his hands over and over to bring me the strongest orgasms I’d ever had. Our sex was always hot and I always got off, but nothing like that. I needed to get up, but I wasn’t sure I could successfully walk to the bathroom.
Eagle’s big body was practically covering me, almost like he was making sure I couldn’t go anywhere. His leg was bent over mine, half his torso was on top of me, and his arm was tucked under me. It seemed as if it would be uncomfortable, but I wanted to stay like that forever. Unless of course he wanted to be back between my thighs. Then I could live with him moving.
My bladder finally reminded me it was time to freshen up, so I squirmed, trying to slide from under him. His grip tightened and he snaked his leg under mine, creating a vice grip over me.
“Eddie, I gotta go pee.”
He moaned softly. “Fuuuck, I love it when you say that.”
“I gotta pee? Well pee, pee, pee.”
He angled his face away from the naked breast he was laying on and looked up with a smirk. “Is someone feeling bratty?”
Was I a brat? I’d never explored that. With him I always let him lead and just enjoyed the ride. But something about the shift of power had me feeling bold. “Maybe. But seriously, Eddie,” I said slowly, “I need to go.”
He moved his hand up to my neck and pulled me to him, giving me a deep, sensual kiss. “I’ll be right here.”
This man. Where has this guy been? Chill, Lacy . It’s one night. But so far, I could get used to it. It was the lighthearted Eagle that made it easy to fall for, but this other side, his Eddie-side, that was the missing piece I had been desperately searching for.
I rushed to the bathroom and did my business then tried to clean up a bit. I hadn’t had that much action in a while and my pussy was feeling it. But the ache was delicious and I wouldn’t stop him from going again. I considered sneaking off to Jeannie’s room for some condoms, but didn’t want to invade her space without permission and she was probably still working.
Cringing at my face, I rubbed under my eyes to get rid of the streaks of mascara then pulled my ponytail down, combed my hair, and tossed it into a messy bun. Better. Overall, I had the glow–the just-been-fucked-well glow–and my lips were swollen and red. I couldn’t help but smile.
The door opened and I moved over so it didn’t hit me. Eagle popped his head in and I squealed, “Hello, I was using the bathroom.”
He came inside and grabbed my waist, pulling me against him. “You flushed and I heard you wash your hands. But you were taking too long.” He leaned down and nipped at my neck.
“While I love all this attention, you can’t be with me every second.”
He placed small pecks over my shoulder. “Why not?”
Having a hard time making my point while he planted light kisses over my sensitive skin, I cleared my throat. “Well for one, eventually your phone will buzz and you’ll have club business. Secondly, we both have jobs.”
He lifted his head. “About that–”
I put my hand up to his lips. “I am certain you are not about to say I have to quit the job I just started, right after we made up, because that would be a horrible idea.”
His fingers pressed into my bare skin and his chest rumbled. “I won’t say that, but I will say I don’t like it. I don’t want to pretend it’s cool and have it come out later it’s not.”
“But you won’t stop me?” I stared up at him, waiting for his reply.
He shook his head. “No. I won’t stop you. But if I have a reason to believe it’s no longer safe, that’s different.”
I rubbed my hands over his shoulders then down over his tatted chest. “Now Eddie, that’s not really fair because safe is subjective.”
“Lacy, you know some shit’s been going down, especially at other clubs.”
Smiling, I said, “Exactly. Other clubs. Butch and half the MC work at Destiny’s Desires, so I don’t see there being any problems.”
He flinched at the mention of Butch and it prompted me to ask, “You wanna tell me what happened here?” My fingers hovered over one of the bruises on his face.
He grabbed my hand, pressing his cheek into my palm before he turned and kissed it. “Just a lot of tension at the clubhouse. It’s nothing.”
Jeannie’s warning rang in my ear, but if he was opening up to me, I wanted to know all of it. “I know you and Butch got into it.”
He lifted me from the ground and swung us around. He took the few steps to the bed then we both fell to the mattress. He climbed over me and started kissing me everywhere.
“Eddie, talk to me.”
He sighed and his shoulders slumped. He rolled off me and onto his back, but reached over and pulled me against him. “It’s not a big deal. He was just digging at me.”
“About what?”
His fingers were gently dragging over my back as I rested my chin on his chest. “You.”
I hated it, but I smiled so big and he looked down, smiling back. “You were fighting over me?”
“Not over you, exactly. That would imply he had a chance in hell.”
“You’re awfully confident for a man who was in the dog house.”
“Well, I may not be back in the main house yet but I’m in the yard. Still, I knew you’d never let him touch you.”
Nodding as much as I could with my chin on his chest, I said, “True. It was always you, even though I wished it wasn’t.” I wondered about telling him how creepy Butch had been, but even though I asked about what happened, Jeannie was right; best to stay out of it. If he kept up his weird shit, then I’d bring it up. But for now, there was no use in getting Eagle all riled up.
“Do you still wish it wasn’t?”
“No. I’m glad you came for me.”
Still rubbing my back, he said, “I’ll never stop coming for you, Lacy. I’m sorry I was such a dick.”
Sighing and leaning up for a quick peck, I stared down at his rich, dark eyes. “That was the thing that was so frustrating. You weren’t a dick. You were great. You just didn’t see me.”
“I always saw you, Lacy. I just didn’t like how it made me feel. I’ve been running from emotions for a long time. The stronger they got for you, the more I pulled away.”
I sat up then draped my leg over him, sitting on his hips. His hands went to my breasts. “I wouldn’t hurt you, Eddie.”
“I know. Deep down I knew. But I told you, I’m a dumb fuck. Just your normal childhood trauma shit, I guess. And I know you deserve better than someone like me. But I can’t be without you, Lacy.”
“Well, I don’t think I’m ready to go back to the clubhouse yet.”
He grinned. “Yet. So eventually…?”
I moaned as he played with my nipples. “Maybe. You said you wanted a chance to show me. Today’s been nice, but it’s not enough. You can’t just give me a bunch of orgasms and expect me to pack my bags and go back with you.”
He kept working one nipple, but his other hand went to his mouth. He stuck his thumb in his mouth for a few seconds then pressed it to my clit. “Perhaps. But I can still give you a bunch of orgasms.”
“I’m gonna get you to talk to me,” I said as I closed my eyes and let myself enjoy his touch.
Reaching my hand back, I grabbed his hard cock and he hissed. “This ain’t about me, Lacy.”
“If I want to touch my cock, I will,” I said breathily as I stroked up and down.
“You do whatever you want, baby.”
Oh yeah. I love the sound of that.
“Fuck, baby. Your hand feels so good.”
I rocked against his thumb as he worked my clit.
“You’re soaking me, baby. Fuck yes. That feel good?”
“Mmm, Eddie, feels so good.”
“Tilt your hips back.”
I moved as instructed and he pressed two fingers inside, still working my clit with his thumb. That was all it took. Heat rushed to my center and I fluttered around his fingers. “Eddie, oh God.”
“That’s it, baby. I want you to come all over every part of me.”
I gritted my teeth as I rode out my orgasm, still stroking him behind me. Only seconds later, he grunted as his cock twitched in my grasp. Warm spurts shot on my wrist and leaked over my hand. He thrusted as I rubbed him off until the warm, sticky cum stopped shooting out.
He sat up, then crushed his lips to mine. “Goddamn, baby. The only thing better would be coming in your perfect little pussy.”
I wrapped my arms over his shoulders. “I’m not gonna be able to walk tomorrow.”
“Good. I want you to think about me all day.”
I ran my clean hand through his dark hair that was loose around his face, just the way I loved it. “I think about you all day already, Eddie.”
He gripped the back of my neck and pressed his forehead to mine. “I never stop thinking about you, Lacy. Even before you left. I’m sorry you didn’t know that. But never again. I promise.”
My breath hitched but, luckily, between all the other crying and all the orgasms, I had no tears left to shed.