Chapter 29 Everett
EVERETT
Aurora fell back asleep hours ago.
I can’t be anywhere but here, lying at her side.
Can’t do anything other than hold her, be a human shield that’s wrapped around her.
My mind races. Has been racing from the moment Aurora told me about the abuse she’d endured.
With a few sentences, she turned my world upside down. Again.
Self-loathing grinds my teeth together. Doubt crawls under my skin.
Her much smaller hand rests on top of mine. She’s at peace, this angel, her chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm.
With my free hand, I drag her closer to me, needing to feel every inch of her. Needing her, period.
Dammit, how could I have been so wrong about her?
I mistook her silence and scornful looks for snobbery.
All of us had.
But I should’ve known better. Should’ve looked deeper into it.
Guilt squeezes my chest.
Seeking comfort, I bury my face deeper into Aurora’s hair. An ounce of warmth seeps through my bones.
Warmth I don’t deserve.
One I’m taking anyway.
Her essence. Her soft skin.
Her breasts that fit so well in my palms. I cup one of them, holding her and rolling her nipple between my fingers.
So. Fucking. Perfect.
My cock hardens, pressed between her ass cheeks.
I need more. To apply enough pressure to arouse it without waking her up.
My wife.
Even when I resented her and everything she stood for, I wanted her. My attraction to her is as alive as I am at this moment.
As feral. As carnal.
Stripped down to my baser instincts, I grind my hips into her.
I don’t love her. Can’t love anyone. But something has awakened inside me.
This thing that’s beating in my chest. My heart.
I’m connected to her.
Her spirit. Her obedience. How she fights, then lets go.
She’s my responsibility.
She’s mine.
A groan reverberates in my chest as I slide my hand down to cup her other breast. Massage her other nipple. It peaks from my touch. From the gentle grazing of my fingertips.
She doesn’t have to be awake to drive me out of my mind. I’m already gone. I’m the sick fuck who gets hard just from watching her while she sleeps.
The obsessed man who can’t help but touch her.
I spit on my hand, rub it on my cock, and line myself up to her cunt. A slight tilt of my hips, of adjusting my throbbing length, and the head slides in.
“Oh, fuck,” I breathe out.
She’s tight and hot, taking the tip of my cock so fucking well.
I change an angle, spit on my hand again, and lube myself.
This time, I don’t hold back. I flatten a hand over her stomach and slam into her.
At the forceful invasion, Aurora gasps, “Everett.”
She might tell me to stop. She could ask me to leave her alone, let her sleep.
I don’t have it in me to give her either.
With my other arm between her and the pillow, I cover her mouth. Twist her face to me while I ram into her with every brutal thrust.
I’m a beast, obsessed with possessing her.
With breeding my woman.
Her hot breath tickles the inside of my palm. Her wide eyes are drowning in black, the blue of her irises swallowed whole.
Despite that, she’s wet, hot. Spasming around me.
I want her just as badly, if not more.
Definitely more.
“Shh.” Ignoring her accusing glare, I press down on her stomach, fucking her like it’s the last time I’ll ever get to do that.
“You belong to me now, remember?” I say. She squeezes me every time I drive into her.
“You don’t get to tell me no. Much less when you’re soaking my cock like that. When you’re sucking me in.”
She whimpers, and the shock of being woken with my dick buried inside her fades from her expression. Her eyelashes flutter in that seductive way of hers, without meaning to. By being herself.
Aurora relaxes into my body, into my ruthless treatment of her.
No more denying me. No more screaming into my palm.
She lets me use her. She wants it.
“My needy wife.” I bite her shoulder, sucking on her skin. “Desperate to be fucked.”
Licking the place I marked her is a ruse. Any type of reprieve or kindness will have to wait.
“Hmm.” Her moan, the vibration on my hand, reaches straight to my balls.
“Desperate to be railed until you’re boneless.” I trail my hand down her stomach, stopping my fingers just over her pussy. “To come”—thrust, and fuck, I love stuffing her with my fat cock—“over and over and over again.”
Her pleading gaze is as intoxicating as her resistance.
“Such a good girl.” When I start rubbing her clit, Aurora moans no into my palm. Too much pleasure and it turns to pain. “So sensitive, aren’t you? Let’s see, then, what if I do this…”
As I keep thrusting, I pinch her clit. Watch her eyes roll. Her body quiver.
More than anything, I feel her. Her pussy clenches as her back arches.
Aurora glows when she comes. Brilliant, fearless, undone.
She gives me everything.
And I’ll never get enough. Not now. Not ever. I drive deeper, harder, demanding more with every thrust.
“Princess,” I rasp, filth dripping from my mouth. “You trying to milk a baby out of me?”
Without pulling out, I flip her onto her stomach, turn her head to the side, and lift her hips. Going harder, deeper into her tight heat.
Her cries and senseless murmurs as I ram into her are my undoing.
“Is that why you’re squeezing my cock like that?” Slap, my hand cracks on her round ass. “Tell me.”
Every time I buck into her, her whimpers grow louder. I fucking love it. Being wrapped around her cunt. Around her cries of pleasure.
With her cheek pressed to the pillow, her feral gaze locks on mine. “Yes, that’s why I-I milk you. God. Please.”
That yes. That honest motherfucking yes.
She definitely means it.
Goddammit, I mean it.
“You want my babies, Aurora?” I drag my cock along her walls, my gaze dancing between my soaked cock and her face. “Work for it. Make yourself come.” Driving all the way into her, that scream from her pretty mouth. Fuck. “Make that pussy beg me as pretty as you do.”
It’s a subtle movement, her hand sliding between her thighs.
It’s the hottest thing—watching her stroke herself. That feeling of her fingers slipping, brushing over my cock while I fuck her.
“That’s it. That’s a good little cum slut.”
She moans at the degrading name, pressing her ass up higher. Offering herself to me.
“But you’re not there yet. Are you giving up? Are you asking me to come on your back?”
“No, no, please.”
“You want my seed in that needy cunt?” My cock throbs inside her, the need to fill her every hole consuming me. I suck my thumb, make it wet before pushing it in and out of her asshole. “The pussy you’ve signed over to me?”
“Yes.” A few more thrusts and Aurora unravels before me.
She breathes out my name, clenching and unclenching around my cock and thumb like the good girl she is.
“Good fucking girl.” She’s still coming as I praise her. As I shove her flat on the bed, my hand in her hair. My hips buck in a harsh, unrelenting rhythm that sends her into another orgasm. “Yes—Fuck, just like that. Baby. Gonna come inside you.”
Satisfied and fucking crazy about her, I lean over to her parted lips, crashing mine to hers. We’re heat and desperation. Tongues, teeth. Our souls are joined.
Thrust after thrust, I give her what I promised I would. My cum.
My seed.
All.
Of.
Me.