32. Luke
32
Luke
R achel tastes like home and love, familiar…safe. It’s such a juxtaposition to Evan . He tastes like forbidden fruit, sweet and addictive, a flavor that constantly morphs into something sinfully divine. When I pull away, Rachel looks dreamy, still blissed from her orgasm. She needs more…all of them, as many orgasms as she will let us give her.
“ I love you, little peach.”
“ Love you too,” she says tenderly.
Taking her delicate hands in mine, I lift them until she rises on her knees. Evan slides his hands over the soft skin of her thigh. She leans over him and kisses him, sharing her attention between the two of us. She is so gentle and loving. The softness to the hard edge of Evan and me.
“ Come ride my face, Siren ,” He says, breaking their kiss. “ Need to taste you.”
I help her into position, so she is sitting astride him, with her back to me. She leans back for another kiss from me as Evan wraps his hands around her thighs. Our lips part as he lowers her down. He licks her inner thigh before sealing his mouth over her slick supple flesh. I caress her shoulders and kiss along the back of her neck. Her body jerks when Evan breaches her with his tongue.
I kneel behind her, holding her against me for support. Her head rests against my shoulder. I cup my hands beneath her breasts and twist her tight nipples. They’re still dark pink and a little damp from Evan’s mouth.
“ Evan ,” she sighs.
Evan’s gaze locks onto mine. In a wicked move, he lifts his hips and rubs his hard dick along the underside of my balls.
This is what Hugo should paint, the two of us loving Rachel and giving her every pleasure. The thought of him has me looking away from Evan . I find Hugo sitting cross-legged on the floor. He has his sketch pad, but he’s intently watching us. When did he lose his shirt? Should I even care? That better be all the clothing he sheds.
He holds my stare, never blinking. If this is a standoff, I intend to win so I keep my eyes on him as I lower my body enough to slide along Evan’s cock. Evan groans from between Rachel’s thighs. Meanwhile , my cock drags between Rachel’s ass cheeks.
Thinking that this is the definition of us. We are entwined bodies of pleasure and love. Nothing and no one will ever put an end to what we share. I narrow my eyes at Hugo as if he could somehow hear my thoughts.
I kiss along the arch of Rachel’s shoulder and pull her nipples roughly. Her body trembles and then vibrates as Evan brings her to orgasm with his tongue. Hugo’s eyes fall to the tablet in his lap. With a smirk, I look back at Evan who is so fucking caught up in kissing Rachel’s pussy as if her life depends on it, or maybe his. She’s beginning to shake, though, so he eases up and gently licks her.
“ Hand me the lube,” he says, holding out his wiggling fingers. “ I need in her.”
Swiping up the small bottle on the bedside table, I slap it into his palm and pull Rachel back into my embrace. I shift us back so that we’re over Evan’s thighs. He immediately begins slicking up his cock.
“ Shh , I got you,” I tell her.
She’s awash with vulnerability, stripped raw from her second orgasm. The stronger they are, the more vulnerable she seems to become. She wraps her arms around mine that are banded across her torso.
“ Open your eyes and see how desperately Evan wants inside your body.” She slowly does as I ask as she pants for breath. “ Can I join him?” I ask.
Her nails dig into the flesh of my forearm. “ Yes ! Need both.”
“ Ready ?” I ask Evan .
He gives me one quick nod so I shift Rachel forward until she’s over his slick cock. Rachel is dripping as always, but for this, the extra lube is helpful. Lowering her down, Evan’s cock slides home. Her eyes roll back, and I kiss her wonderfully slack mouth.
“ So fucking sexy,” he tells her.
There is something about her kissing one of us while the other is balls deep inside of her. It’s that damn connection. The circuit is complete. I’m essentially humping her beautiful round ass while we passionately kiss. Her little tongue lets mine play and tangle with it. Small whimpers escape from her mouth and get swallowed by mine. I begin working her body on Evan’s cock, lowering my body with hers. He hisses as she slides down, so slowly.
Fuck ! I love torturing them. Up and down as slowly as I can manage.
“ You’re fucking killing me!” Evan growls.
Banding my arm around her waist, I carefully lean her forward so her breast dangles over his mouth. He wastes no time sucking her nipple into his mouth. He is always so hungry for her breasts. He and I exchange her weight, so that he has her. The shift is seamless. We’ve learned how to work together to take care of her needs.
Once she is steady in his hold, I rise and slide my fingers into her mouth, hooking her like a mermaid. Without prompting she eagerly sucks my fingers before pulling away and slathering her saliva over them with her tongue.
Gripping her hair, I angle her head back. She looks at me with those bottomless dark eyes. “ Such a good girl,” I tell her before placing a quick kiss on her cheek.
She smiles sweetly until I work my fingers in next to Evan’s cock. Just for fun, I slide first one finger and then two along Evan’s cock as he slides in and out.
“ Motherfucker !” he curses. He loves this part of preparing her to take both of us. It plays on his taboo fetish. Now with Hugo watching us, it plays on a whole new level of them.
Speaking of Hugo , he has moved closer. Standing now with his eyes glued to where Evan and Rachel’s bodies merge over and over. I insert a third finger, and she cries out.
“ Shit , man! She’s coming again. You have to slow down, or I’m going to blow my load!”
I chuckle at Evan attempting to tell me how to facilitate our lovemaking as if I don’t know exactly when he’s going to come.
“ Not before our dicks are fighting for space inside our girl.”
He scowls at me but quickly relaxes as he wraps Rachel in his arms. I smooth my palm down her spine and slip my fingers from her dripping wet pussy. The window of opportunity is short, so before she begins to recover, I run the head of my cock along the underside of Evans , gathering lubrication as I move into position.
Evan is whispering softly to her, declarations of love and how perfect she is to us, for us. All of it is completely true. With my hand spread across the small of her back I push the head of my cock in next to Evan’s . His eyes roll back as his mouth falls open with a moan of pleasure. Rachel caresses his face with her fingers and plants soft kisses along his jaw.
They are so damn beautiful together and fuck how I want them.
Heaven help me, how much I need them!
I plunge into Rachel’s depths, alongside Evan’s throbbing cock. Rachel lets out a breath as if it makes just enough room for the remainder of my hard length. Grasping her hips, I squeeze and let my head drop back. The three of us can’t possibly be human because this feels otherworldly.
Taking a deep breath, I rein in my own control before I lose it and come. Bending forward, I cover them with my body and hold them. This is the first thing we do as soon as the three of us are physically connected, we savor the moment of finally being one, merged together.
“ Someday , I’m going to permanently fuse into one being with you both,” I whisper and then kiss Rachel’s shoulder. She gives a needy hum.
“ God , I want that!” Evan says in almost a plea as he raises his hips to slide that much deeper, joining me in the Heaven that is Rachel’s pussy.
He looks up at me then, and I see every emotion in his eyes. This is when he is the most honest and open. He can’t lie when we’re joined. I can feel his heartbeat against my cock as Rachel’s core flutters around us.
The urge to move is lurking around us. I shift forward and Evan’s gaze falls to my lips.
“ I feel you, little brother. I feel everything you’re feeling,” I tell him.
His eyes blink quickly until they settle on mine, no barriers, no hesitations. Rachel kisses the corner of my mouth. I lick my lips and gently press my mouth to his.
“ Fuuuck ,” he whispers into my mouth.
That’s when I pull out, just a little so they both feel it, and when his mouth falls open, I spear him with my tongue. His hips rise and buck as he slides partially out and back in quickly. We twist our tongues together, wrestling for control, making our kiss rough and powerful.
I have him. He is mine, and I am his, wrapped inside the most wonderful woman in the world. She is the one who has brought us together, so that we’re unabashedly unafraid to make love to each other, two men, best friends, fated lovers.
Rachel bears down on us both, which ends our kiss. But then her lips are there, pressing against both his and mine. Together Evan and I lick her delectable lips. Her tongue peeks out to meet ours, and we taste one another, reinforcing our connection with another point of contact. One that is wet and wanting.
Instinctively , Evan rolls his hips, and as he slides back inside of her, I pull out. So begins our lovemaking that grows into its own beast, alive and hungry with desire. I hear a pencil drop to the floor, but it seems distant and outside of the world the three of us are engulfed inside.
Evan’s hand finds mine. He grips me so tightly it hurts, holding on to this feeling because I know Evan . The love between us threatens to fling him into another dimension. He wants it but is so scared, so I let him ground himself with me. I take his other hand, and together we caress Rachel’s soft silhouette.
When our lips part, Evan and I kiss her face as her fingers dig into my hip and Evan’s bicep. She’s trying not to lose control, but neither Evan , nor I are going to help her with that. Instead , we increase the speed of our rhythm, in and out, back and forth. She drowns our cocks with her arousal.
When she begins to shake, Evan consoles her. “ Let go, Siren . We won’t leave you.”
“ Please !” she whimpers. Then , like a rubber band, pulled too tightly and cut apart, she snaps to pieces between us.
The flood of her cum, over Evan and me is hot. I take a moment to close my eyes and focus on the pulses of her pussy, the slide of Evan’s length over mine. The way the friction burns, and then the drag of our cock heads catching and then sliding apart. This , right here, is how I want to leave this world, inside her with him, because nothing in life could compare to this pleasure.
Evan’s hips raise higher, causing Rachel and I to levitate, but his movement is stuttered, frenzied, threatening to lose the rhythm we’ve captured. I ghost my lips over his.
“ Easy , baby.”
A breath sputters out of his lips. “ Can’t , Luke ! I can’t!”
I squeeze his hand before letting it fall away so I can run my fingers through his hair. “ You can. You always do. You think you can’t survive the pleasure, but just like you told Rachel , we’ve got you too.”
“ Is he? Is he watching?”
Damn , how my lover wants someone, anyone, to witness the miracle of our union. I glance up, but Hugo is gone. Looking around us, I find him directly in front of me, sitting on the floor with his head in his hands, and his eyes trained on us. His drawing papers and pencils are scattered on the floor.
“ Do you see us?” I ask him as Rachel sucks on my neck.
“ Oui ,” he says with a quiet, troubled tone.
I look down at Evan who’s looking up, attempting to see Hugo , but he can’t from this angle. I slide my thumb over his lower lip, and his gaze trains on me once more.
“ He’s never seen anything like us,” I tell him. He kisses the base of my thumb. Knowing what he needs, I slide it inside his eager mouth. He begins sucking and the sensation shoots through my body like a lightning strike.
Rachel begins to undulate, forcing our cocks to move in her depths. Evan’s eyes roll back as the pleasure begins to crest. When his strong tongue licks the tip of my thumb, my hips move with quick sharp thrusts of their own accord.
“ Oh my God !” Rachel curses as she falls limp against Evan . “ Please , Evan !” she pleads.
He grabs my hand, holding it in place against his mouth. Then he gives her exactly what she wants as he plants himself balls deep and the first jerk of his cock electrifies us. I feel the heat of his cum, hot and sticky. The enormity of this, the intimacy we share, hits me full force, and when the eruption starts, it shakes the entire bed, maybe even the building.
Evan bites down on my thumb. Rachel dips her tongue in my ear. His hands grip my ribs so hard it hurts. Rachel’s perfect ass pushes against my hips, as I paint her walls and his cock with hot jets of my cum. It mixes with Evan’s and oozes from between her folds to drip over us. I love it, every drop of it. It’s evidence of our union, a mixture of us that I want to paint all over my own body.
I hear the ding and then the sliding doors of the elevator. Hugo is truly gone this time, and the relief is instant. Gently , I roll the three of us to our sides with Evan’s help so that we can stay inside Rachel .
“ He left?” she asks.
I kiss along the nape of her neck which is sticky with sweat. “ Mmmm hmmm.”
Evan props himself up with a jolt. “ What ? Why did he leave?”
“ I told you. He’s never witnessed anything like us.” His eyebrows pinch with disappointment and confusion. I reach and touch his face. “ You wanted someone to see, Evan . Why are you so shocked that it was more than he can handle?”
“ Now do you understand how special this is?” Rachel asks.
Closing his eyes, he relaxes against us and snuggles closer. All too quickly we both slip out of Rachel .
“ I feel drunk,” I remark.
“ Or high,” Evan adds.
“ Loved ,” Rachel says. “ I feel loved…and tired.”
Evan runs his fingers through her hair. “ Rest . We won’t leave you.”
As if that is all the invitation she needs, Rachel’s body goes limp, and her eyes close. Reaching behind me, I find the froufrou blanket that was draped over the bed, wrench it from beneath my hip, and cover her chilled body.
“ You steal all my warmth,” she mumbles.
“ I know,” I whisper in her ear before kissing it.
“ We’re villainous thieves,” Evan tells her with a chuckle.
I am the happiest I have ever been. Sure I’d be happier if all of this hadn’t been on display for Hugo , but his presence doesn’t really equate.
EVAN
I can’t rest here. It’s not our bed, and we’re not alone. Well , maybe we are now. While Luke and Rachel are resigned to bask in our bliss, I feel jacked and shaken. What just happened? It was like I died and experienced Heaven with them. For a second, I got truly spooked. Luke talked me down. I know he thinks he understood what I was feeling, but he’s never been mind-fucked by a damn Phayed .
I don’t know how to explain it, or how to reason it out. There is something about both experiences that feels like dying, feels otherworldly, and absolutely impossible.
Rachel rolls over into Luke’s embrace. He kisses her forehead, then his eyes lock on mine.
The problem? I need more. I would chase that feeling to the ends of the Earth because it is freedom delivered by physical pleasure, carnal desire, and love. As I gaze into Luke’s ethereal eyes, I know I’ve experienced the ultimate…feeling? Emotion ? Maybe just the ultimate state of being. It’s like he mentioned earlier, we merged into one being. I feel them while they feel me and each other. We move as one, fuck as one, love as one.
Reaching out, I loop my fingers through his curls. He leans into my touch. Something flickers in his eyes, an understanding that I couldn’t put into words even if I tried.
He looks over Rachel , kisses her lips, and then crawls over her sleeping body to get to me. I roll to my back as he positions himself above. I spread my knees, inviting him to settle there, and he does. With his elbows on either side of my head, he nudges his nose against my chin, urging me to expose my neck. I offer it willingly. He licks up my throat, and I swallow.
“ Love feeling that on my tongue,” he hums.
“ Fuck , how I need you,” I admit. My hands can’t find purchase because I have to touch him everywhere, first pulling at his hair and then digging my fingers into the plump flesh of his ass.
“ Let me in, little brother,” he commands as his dick taps at my sensitive hole.
When I lift my pelvis, he pushes inside. I only wonder for a moment about needing lube, because his dick is slippery wet from just a couple of minutes ago. But he didn’t prep me, so as he pushes through the tight opening, I grip his ass hard.
His teeth nip at my jaw. “ Swallow the pain,” he whispers.
That is all I needed. Permission to enjoy the pain instead of fighting it.
His lips find mine, and I gasp as the head of his cock drags along my prostate. My breath hitches as he pulls back and pegs it again.
“ Who do you belong to, Evan ?”
The third tap has me arching my back. “ You ! Luke ! I belong to you!”
“ And I belong to you.”
I let him have me, body and soul, mind and spirit. Our tongues twist and caress as we make love. He fills me full in so many ways. I feel like a whole, complete man, not lacking like I have for most of my life. No wonder I’m addicted.
I wrap my entire body around him, clinging to him with my entire life. When he’s not kissing me, he’s telling me how perfect I am, how much he loves me, how I mean everything to him. I try to say the words back, but they only surface as moans and whimpers. I can feel a couple of tears leaking from the corner of my eyes, getting trapped in my lashes.
“ You own me,” I moan.
“ All I need is your heart, Evan .”
I open my eyes and see the most ravishing person in the world. “ You have it. You always have. It was never mine. Always yours,” I pant and place my hand over my heart.
I feel Hugo’s presence. Rachel is also aware and watching our lovemaking. I focus on Luke’s eyes, so I don’t miss one thought or feeling he’s conveying to me. His cock slips in and out with ease, stretching me and pinging my prostate like it’s a damn bell and his dick is the mallet.
So much pleasure. Too much pleasure. Oh fuck! It’s too much! I can’t!
“ You can, you are, baby,” he answers my thoughts.
Every bad thing I’ve ever known converges low in my belly, pulling at my spine, tightening, tighter and tighter. Luke begins mercilessly rutting into me. It slowly breaks me apart, until finally he plunges deeper, stills, and rolls his hips, grinding my body to the bed. That’s when everything bursts free, my heart, my fears, my love, my resistance, my pain, my pleasure, and my cum.
“ Fuck , Evan !” he growls against my neck as my tremors become his, and he fills me with his seed. Losing my damn mind, I wish I was the fertile vessel that could grow and birth an extension of our love into a real tangible being with life and spirit. Fuck , that is as messed up as it is tragic. Something between us needs to last forever. This all can’t be over when we die.
His thrusts slow as he empties himself inside my body. While warmth floods my extremities, Luke shivers.
“ I want…” I whimper. “ I …want…”
His hands frame my face. “ What do you want? Anything , I’ll give it to you, Evan …anything.”
But how do I put into words what I’m feeling? There aren’t any. Such words don’t exist. I slide my hands up his arms and over his shoulders, clenching them with open fists as I slide my hands over his chest, over his heart. The look in his eyes could keep me alive forever.
“ Forever …”
He doesn’t flinch. He doesn’t tell me it’s impossible or lie and say that it is. His lips meet mine in the softest kiss. “ Me too.”
“ Oh mon Dieu !”
The bubble bursts, and when Luke looks away from me, I honestly want to cry—like a damn baby.
Hugo's words are filled with awe, but it feels like an invasion. I close my eyes trying to collect my emotions.
“ Thought you left.”
“ Oui , for a moment of fresh air. The three of you are like a fire raging out of control. I could not breathe.”
Luke kisses my forehead and subtly moves his hips, reminding me he is still with me, inside me. He’s consoling me, shielding me from Hugo’s perusal. Rachel is with us, snuggling close to me and sliding her fingers through my hair. She turns my face to her. Her kiss is a balm.
“ You need to get more fresh air,” Luke says with authority.
“ Oh no, I wouldn’t dream of leaving again. Not after what I just witnessed.”
Smug bastard!
“ You left. This is private.”
Rachel’s tongue caresses mine. She tastes sweet. I breathe in her scent, already missing her. How did I survive all these years without her?
Luke pulls back, breaking our connection, but he stays over me only reaching out to include Rachel beneath his protection. She covers the three of us with the blanket she was wrapped in.
“ That is your mistake,” Hugo says with arrogance. “ If you wanted privacy you shouldn’t have swapped a gallery opening for a roll in my sheets with your lovers!”
Holy Fuck !
Luke’s body tenses. “ Excuse me?”
Hugo laughs like a little bitch. “ Oh no! I have let the proverbial cat out of the bag!”
I roll out from under Luke and entwine my body with Rachel’s . Please may this be a dream. He didn’t just tell Luke about the bargain I made.
“ Your pet agreed to convince you to let me paint you if I gave you space in my own personal gallery.”
My body grows cold as Luke leaves me, leaves the bed. I should fight. Tell Hugo to shut the hell up, but what good would it do?
“ Evan would never trade our sex life for that! Tell him, Evan !”
But I can’t.
“ Evan ?” Suddenly , he grabs my shoulder, forcefully rolling me over to face him as he stands over me, gloriously naked. “ You would never do that.”
My silence serves no purpose but to infuriate Luke . I see his fists clench, his muscles tense and twitch.
“ Answer me, Evan !”
“ Don’t yell,” Rachel says. She too leaves me cold and paralyzed with fear.
Luke grabs my other shoulder and shakes me and the bed. “ Is that true?”
I look up into his eyes and desperately want time to roll back to just three minutes ago when everything was perfect. “ You deserve your work to be seen.” He pushes my body into the mattress and quickly lets go as if he has thrown me away. “ I did it for you!”
Disgusted , he turns his back on me and thrusts his hands through his hair.
“ Luke , calm down.” She tries to wrap her arms around him, but he backs away.
When his stare lands on me, I recoil. “ You think I would ever want you to sell something so private for a fucking gallery showing?!” he yells. “ It’s disgusting! Disgusting , Evan ! And you did this to Rachel too. Everything shared between the three of us, sold for personal gain.”
He turns his attention to Hugo .
“ I don’t want your fucking gallery space! Don’t you dare paint anything you saw today.”
Hugo looks as cocky as ever, crossing his arms over his bare chest. “ I cannot simply undo what my eyes have seen! You signed the release. I dare you to try and stop me.”
“ Fuck you! Fuck you both!” he seethes. “ Rachel , let’s go!”
She looks at me with tears in her eyes and takes my hand. “ Go ,” I tell her. “ He needs you.”
“ So do you.”
I shake my head. “ He needs you more.”
“ Rachel !” His booming voice causes her to jump. I let go of her, and she quickly slips away.
I roll until my face is hidden by the bed linens and listen to the slamming of doors and the stomping of determined feet. Their voices are muffled noises echoing through the studio as I lie here wanting to hide away from what I have done. When I hear the elevator whisk away, I know I have made a grave mistake, and that Luke may never forgive me.