Chapter 2
Alice
“Look Jack, there may be some desires that you can’t satisfy. So what? That is not a bad thing against you. I just have some needs and fantasizes that needs someone else to fulfill.”
“After ten years of marriage, I still love you dearly. I just have some needs that need to be met that you can’t give to me. I don’t want to bust us up. I just need some outside stimulation. And the good news is that if I get satisfied that way, I will be able to share that stimulation with you.”
Jack
“Oh? Just like you have so often over the past couple of years? If all those doctors and other men have been stimulating you with all that flirtation, then why have I had so little sex with you over the past two years. Is that distasteful for you somehow?”
Alice
“If you and I become swingers, that will raise the stakes for both of us. We will both experience the thrill and newness of attention from others, the thrill of having sex with someone else and we will then have a newness at home as well.”
Jack
The idea of fucking another woman is quite intriguing to me at this point. Hell, just the idea of getting laid on a regular basis is very appealing for me.
Alice
“All I ask is that you give it a try. I am certain that
after you experience the thrill of having someone new, you’ll be addicted to wanting to swing with me.”
Jack
I have to admit that the thought of fucking some other pretty woman after ten years of marriage is titillating to me.
But I still have a feeling in my gut that Alice has already been having sex with others.
How does she know how all of this feels if she hasn’t been fucking around behind my back? For how long? The whole two years?
Now, the way I see it, I have two choices.
#1, Wait until I can prove she is cheating and dump her.
Or #2, Become a swinger and enjoy sex with other women.
Maybe even fuck some of those women on the road who offer that to me.
Who knows how that will affect our marriage?
But at least, I will be getting laid on a regular basis.
“Look, I don’t know how this will go. But I will give it a try for a month or so. But right now, I feel like our marriage is on the edge. I feel like you have been cheating on me behind my back and that does not sit well with me.
Alice
“Oh Jack! This means so much to me. You will see that this will give us an entirely new relationship. Neither one of us will ever have to cheat on the other. We could even have an open relationship. You could fuck those women on the road if you wanted to.
“Give an inch take a mile,” flashes through my head. I just agree to take a look at swinging and now she is pushing that to having an open relationship. Again, I am almost certain that she already has been enjoying an open relationship behind my back.
I have a bad feeling in my gut that this could lead us completely astray.
If she has already been fucking other men, now she’ll be able to fuck as many men as she wants without impunity.
To me, this swinging idea looks like a recipe for disaster.
This could bring an end to our marriage if she gets as out of hand as I think she will.