Chapter 6
SIX
Shane
“What are you looking at?”
The sound of Taylor’s voice has me jumping in my seat. When I got home from the station this morning, she was still asleep.
“Nothing,” I murmur, closing my laptop.
“Don’t lie.” She laughs, lifting the screen back up so the Google page I was looking at is front and center.
“Are those”—she leans in closer—“tattoos?” She scrunches her nose up. “Dad, please tell me you aren’t looking at Google for tattoo ideas.”
I groan, remembering Kinsley’s words. “Don’t even think about getting it off Google or Pinterest.”
“How the hell else am I supposed to get inspiration?” I grumble, closing the laptop again and turning to face my daughter.
“Wait, you’re really considering getting a tattoo?” Her brows hit her forehead as she looks at me like I’ve grown two heads.
“So what if I am?” I shrug, crossing my arms over my chest.
“Aren’t you a little old to be rebelling?” Taylor smirks.
“It’s not rebellion when you’re of age.”
“Right … so what is it then? A midlife crisis?” She cackles, and I huff out an annoyed sigh.
“Just drop it,” I say. “You want to make breakfast or go out?”
Every Saturday or Sunday, depending on our schedules, Taylor and I spend some time together. It’s our thing. We’re both busy, especially her with her job and school and cheerleading and friends, so if our schedules align, we’ll have breakfast together and then take Becky for a walk while we catch up on what we did during the week. Thankfully, my daughter likes me and goes along with it.
“I’m not dropping it,” she says. “What’s going on, Dad? I’ve known you my entire life, and you’ve never even mentioned getting a tattoo before. If you want one, that’s cool, but searching for one online isn’t it.”
“That’s what she said,” I mutter.
“Who?” Taylor quirks a brow.
“The tattoo artist. She said she’d only ink something meaningful on me and told me not to even think about finding one on Google or Pinterest.”
“She’s not wrong.” Taylor laughs. “Casey went to Exposed Ink to get a tattoo for her eighteenth birthday and dragged me along with her …”
My eyes lock with Taylor’s. This is the first time I’m hearing about this. Casey is a year older than Taylor, but they’re friends because they’re both on the same cheer team.
If Casey went to get a tattoo and Taylor went with her, does that mean …
“No, Dad, I didn’t get one,” Taylor says, answering my silent question. “One, I’m not eighteen, and Exposed Ink won’t tattoo or pierce anyone under eighteen without consent.”
My thoughts go to Kinsley, and I wonder if she’s met my daughter …
“The woman there refused to tattoo Casey because she wanted some stupid unicorn flower design.” She rolls her eyes. “I told her not to do it, that it was cheesy as hell, but she told me it was cute, and she loved it.” She cringes dramatically. “The woman at the shop … Kinsley, I think her name was … told Casey that a unicorn dies every time a woman gets one tattooed on them and that she couldn’t contribute to the death of a unicorn.”
She laughs, and I find myself grinning as I picture Kinsley saying this to Casey. The woman clearly cares, or she wouldn’t refuse to ink people, but she’s blunt, and she doesn’t mince words, telling it like it is.
“What did Casey do?”
“There was nothing she could do. Apparently, what Kinsley says goes.” She shrugs. “Casey left upset, saying she would go somewhere else, but she hasn’t had the time. Which is for the best. You know I love her, but you wouldn’t catch me getting a unicorn tattooed on me, and I’m glad she didn’t get one either. I’m hoping she’ll change her mind before she makes it to the city to get it done.”
“What would you get?” I ask curiously.
“I don’t know.” She shrugs. “It would need to be something that I would want to look at every day, and when I’m older, it would make me feel something.”
“Who raised you to be so wise?” I joke.
“Apparently not you, Mr. Google,” she sasses back. “Now, let’s go to breakfast. I’m starved.”
As she runs back up the stairs to get ready, my eyes catch on the picture hanging on the wall, and an idea forms. The shop is closed today and tomorrow, but Tuesday, I’ll call them first thing and make an appointment. Kinsley might have gotten me that round, but I’m in this to win it.
* * *
“You’re back again?” Kinsley gasps, her eyes volleying from me to Scott, who’s grinning from ear to ear. “I thought I told you?—”
“I booked it under his name!” Scott says, lifting his hands placatingly.
“It said Evan!”
“No, Evans,” I correct with a smirk. “That’s my last name. Shane Evans.”
Kinsley glares, and I stifle my laugh.
“I already told you that I won’t ink?—”
“Anything that’s not meaningful. I know. I remember. And I have something meaningful.” I pull out my phone and click on the picture I took of the painting this morning before I left to come here. “I want this inked on my arm.”
“What is that?” Kinsley asks, furrowing her brows in confusion.
“It’s a picture of me and my daughter,” I admit. “She drew it for me on her first day of school. She had been home with me for years, but then she turned four, and everyone said I had to put her in school. She wasn’t having it, said she only wanted to be with me, but I told her she’d have fun. She told me she hated me for making her go …”
I choke up, remembering the day like it was yesterday. Sending my little girl to school was the hardest day of my life. Trusting someone that wasn’t family to care for my little girl sucked.
“I cried for a good hour,” I admit, my voice filled with emotion as I recall that day. “I didn’t have to work, so I was waiting at the door for her when she got out. I had already convinced myself that if she hated it, I would never send her back, education be damned.”
I chuckle, but Kinsley doesn’t smile. I can’t read her expression, so I keep going. “She came barreling out of the school, her little pigtails flying behind her. She beelined straight for me and hugged my legs. And then she looked up at me and said she had so much fun and couldn’t wait to go back.”
I tap on my phone and show her the picture again. “When we got home, she pulled this picture out of her backpack and said it was for me. Her teacher told them to draw what they loved the most, and she drew me … well, us.”
I point to the stick figures and then explain the rest of the picture. “That’s the station. I was young when Taylor was born and only had my parents to help since her mom wasn’t ready to be a mom.”
She still really isn’t, but I’m not about to open that can of worms. Kinsley just wants to know that my tattoo will be meaningful, not participate in a therapy session.
“The guys at the station are like family, so Taylor practically grew up there, considering them her uncles and aunts. When she showed me the picture, she said she loved me and I was her favorite person. And to be honest,” I say with a shrug, “she’s mine. She’s seventeen now, and she has her moments, but in a lot of ways, since she was born when I was eighteen, we’ve grown up together, so I thought it would be cool to have a piece of her on me. Eventually, she’ll go off to college and one day get married, but this picture will always remind me that from the beginning, it was just her and me against the world.”
I glance up at Kinsley. Her eyes are glossy, but she quickly closes them, and when she opens them, she’s back to her emotionless state.
“So, what do you say?” I ask. “Is it meaningful enough for you to tattoo on me?”
“Yeah,” she whispers. “I’ll tattoo it on you.”