30. Xander
Igrit my teeth so I don’t come right then and there.
My dick throbs in Sophie’s hand, and not just because it feels amazing to have her touching me right now.
But because watching her come is hands-down the hottest thing I’ve ever seen in my life. I want to do it over and over again.
Until she’s writhing and whimpering. Until she can’t think straight. Until she forgets her own name.
I look at her, admiring the pink flush on her cheeks and chest. I take in the hungry look in her beautiful blue eyes, the way her lush mouth is curved into a teasing smile as she pulls me out of my boxer briefs and works me in her hand.
Hot pleasure pulses through my dick. I gently grip my hand around hers stilling her.
“Let’s move this to my bed,” I growl.
Her teasing smile turns naughty. “Okay.”
I stand up, take her hand, and lead her to my bedroom. I flip on the light and breathe a sigh of relief when I see that the bed is made. Half the time I get up in the morning, I don’t have the energy to make it, and I’m glad that I don’t look like a slob in this moment in front of Sophie.
She lets go of my hand, strips off her panties, and climbs onto my bed. She gets on her hands and knees and aims that stunning smile at me.
I almost choke at how stunning she looks. She’s totally naked, confident, and looking at me like she’s about to pounce.
“Sophie…” I groan as I step up to her. “You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen in my life.”
That blush on her skin deepens. I think of those roses I sent her, how they’re the exact shade of pink as her body when she blushes. The most gorgeous color in the entire world.
I gently grip her chin and thumb her bottom lip. When she gently bites me, I let out a growl.
Her gaze falls to my rock-hard dick. She licks her lips. “Are you going to make me wait before you give me what I want?”
I close my eyes as my knees buckle. “Baby…” I grit out.
When I open my eyes, she lets out a playful giggle.
“Are you trying to kill me? Because hearing you say things like that makes my dick want to explode.”
She bites her bottom lip as she giggles. I give myself a rough tug as I look at her, just to keep from coming right here and embarrassing myself.
She blinks at me, the look in her eyes shy. “Would you fuck my throat? Please?”
I make a choking sound. I have to close my eyes and take a second so I don’t blow my load right this second.
“Are you okay?” Sophie asks after I’m quiet for a long moment.
I open my eyes and grin at her. “I’m more than okay, gorgeous. You just said the sexiest thing I could ever imagine.”
I lean down and kiss her. “You naked on your hands and knees, saying please? I could die happy right here.”
Her smile widens. Then she moves to lie down on her back. I gently hook my hands under her arms and pull her closer to the foot of the bed. Her head hangs over the edge.
I gaze down at her, that angel face smiling up at me upside down.
I rake my gaze along the length of her beautiful body, focusing on her still-wet pussy. My mouth waters and my dick aches.
And then a filthy idea hits.
“I need you to come with me, gorgeous.”
Before she can say anything, I step to the side table next to my bed and pull out an unopened vibrator.
Sophie’s sapphire eyes sparkle as she looks at it. She grins. “Do you always keep brand new sex toys at your place?”
“Yeah. I wanna make sure everyone has a good time.” I instantly regret the way I’ve worded that. It makes me sound like I’m a freak with an arsenal of sex toys stashed away.
But the truth is that I think it’s hot to use sex toys on my partners. And it’s kind of gross to re-use something so intimate on different people. I’ve always got some new toys lying around in case the mood strikes.
I do my best to explain that to Sophie without sounding like a complete weirdo. I hold my breath as I wait for her reaction. But then the sweetest smile appears on her face.
“Xander, that’s so sexy. And thoughtful of you. Not many guys would think to keep sex toys at their place for the pleasure of their partners.”
I open it quickly, toss away the packaging, and hold it up. Her crystal blue stare lingers on the bright pink silicone toy.
I move the vibrator close to her mouth. “Get it wet for me, gorgeous.”
Her lips part and she runs that candy pink tongue all over it. My cock is throbbing at seeing this sweetheart get filthy with her mouth.
I pull it away and hold it against her clit. Her eyes flutter. I haven’t even flipped it on yet, but already she’s enjoying it.
With my other hand, I grip the base of my cock and bring it close to her lips.
“If it gets to be too much, just tap my leg, okay?”
She nods, that playful smile on her lips.
When I press the head of my cock to her mouth, her lips part instantly. I slide in and my eyes roll back.
Holy FUCK.
A feral noise rips from my throat. Sophie’s mouth is soft and wet and warm, and at this angle, it feels a million times more sensitive.
I slide farther down her throat, careful to go slowly so she can adjust to my size.
She closes her eyes and moans.
“You okay, gorgeous?” I rasp.
She says, “Mmm-hmm” around my cock. And then she reaches her hand back, grips my ass cheek, and pulls me closer and deeper.
“Jesus fucking Christ, Sophie,” I mutter as I hit the back of her throat.
For a long moment, I’m still, savoring the warm, soft, wet feel of her mouth—savoring the fact that this sweet good girl can take me all the way to the back of her throat like a porn star.
I close my eyes and groan before I slowly slide out, then slowly slide back in. My dick is throbbing so fucking hard at how incredible her mouth and throat feel.
Still holding the vibrator to her clit, I flip it on. She lets out a muffled moan as her eyes roll back.
I thrust slowly in and out of her mouth. Her moans turn louder the more turned on she gets.
I glance up and see how pink and swollen her pussy lips are the longer I press the vibrator to her clit.
With each moan, she gets louder. Her entire mouth and throat are vibrating against my dick. I groan, barely able to handle how turned on I am.
Heat gathers at the base of my spine. The pleasure is at a breaking point now. I can feel it throb throughout my entire body.
I let out another feral noise. I’m gonna come so fucking hard.
But not until Sophie comes.
I flex the muscles in my legs and grit my teeth so hard, the base of my skull aches. That pain is a helpful distraction to keep me from blowing my load too soon.
I glance down at Sophie. Her cheeks and chest are bright red and her eyes are dazed, like she’s drunk on pleasure.
“Sophie, baby. Your mouth…I can’t take how good your hot little mouth feels on my cock.”
She closes her eyes and hums. Her inner thigh muscles start to shake. She’s close.
I flick the speed on the vibrator to the highest setting. She whimpers around my dick, which sends a jolt of pleasure through me.
I’m gonna come really hard, really soon…but she needs to come first.
Heat simmers through my body, and I grit my teeth even harder to stave off my orgasm
No way in hell. Not till she comes.
Sophie claws at the bedsheets. I stop thrusting so I can focus on her orgasm now. With my other hand, I reach up and plunge my fingers into her pussy while holding the vibrator against her clit.
When she screams around my dick, I almost lose it, but I tense my leg muscles, holding back my orgasm.
I keep fucking her with my fingers and holding the vibrator to her clit. I watch as that familiar panicked look flashes in her eyes.
A second later, she explodes.
Her beautiful body thrashes against the bedsheets as she moans and whimpers around my cock. I watch with hungry eyes as she goes wild in front of me, clawing at the sheets, her eyes rolling back, her body flushing that beautiful shade of pink.
I stand there and watch, mesmerized. I could watch Sophie come for hours. The way her body thrashes, how loud she gets…it’s so fucking hot and wild.
It’s beginning to feel like an addiction, watching her come. I want to do it again and again.
When her movements start to ease I pull away my hands and the vibrator, tossing it to the other side of the bed.
And then I grip the base of my cock and thrust into her throat.
My entire body is throbbing and aching with the need to come. It doesn’t take long. I manage three thrusts before I explode.
Pleasure hammers through me. My knees start to buckle and I have to grip the edge of the bed to hold myself up. My entire body, every muscle, every bone is on fire with heat and arousal.
My cock thrums with each spurt of come that pours down her throat. Sophie lets out a sweet moan.
My mind shatters into a million pieces. I can’t think straight, the pleasure is too powerful. Sophie’s mouth and tongue and throat are just too fucking good…
For a second, can’t see a thing. Just bursts of white. I blink until I start to make out my bed and the pillows.
And Sophie.
When I slide out of her mouth, she takes a breath and swallows. And then she licks her lips and smiles up at me.
“Was that okay?” she asks in a sweet, soft voice.
I’m speechless for a solid ten seconds as I gaze at her. And then I join her on the bed. As I’m lying next to her, I pull her against my body.
Gently, I grip her chin with my hand and tilt her face up to me.
“No. It wasn’t okay. It was fucking mind-blowing.”
A giddy smile pulls at her lips. I kiss her.
“Sophie, that was the hardest I’ve come in…” I shake my head and let out a flustered chuckle when my mind goes blank. “Ever. I’ve never come that hard.”
Sophie’s eyes turn to saucers, she’s so surprised. “Seriously?” Her voice squeaks. God, it’s so fucking adorable.
I kiss her again. “Seriously,” I say against her mouth.
We we break apart, she beams up at me.
“Yay,” she says softly, and fuck if that’s not the cutest goddamn thing I’ve ever seen.
I hug her tight and kiss her forehead. “You are so fucking adorable.”
She giggles before going quiet. “That was the first time I’ve ever done that.”
I kiss her again. “Did you like it?”
She nods. “That was the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had.”
I flash what I’m certain is a smug-as-hell grin.
Sophie laughs. “Look at you. I can practically see your ego inflating.”
I shrug and smile, then kiss her.
Tenderness flashes in her eyes. “It felt incredible, letting go like that. With you.” Her smile turns shy. “I’ve never felt so comfortable telling a guy exactly what I want in bed. But with you, I do.”
My chest swells as what she’s said—what she’s telling me in this moment.
That she feels comfortable enough with me to trust me with her body, shed all her inhibitions, and lose herself to pleasure.
My heart rattles inside of me.
I’m the guy this brilliant and beautiful woman chooses to share her heart and her body with. I feel like the luckiest bastard on the planet.
I lock eyes with her. “You can always let go with me, Sophie. You can always tell me what you want. Whatever it is, I’ll give it to you. Always.”
Her expression softens and she smiles. “You’re not at all what I expected.”
I chuckle. “Ouch.”
She grips my chest and giggles. “I mean that in the best possible way. Like, I thought you were this cocky hockey star who was only interested in hooking up. I didn’t think you’d turn out to be the sweetest guy I’ve ever met in my life.”
My heart skids in my chest at what she’s said. “You really think that about me?”
She nods. “I mean it, Xander. You’re a literal dream guy.”
My brain snags on how she says a dream guy, not my dream guy.
My heart thuds in my chest at just how much I want to be Sophie’s dream guy.
She beams at me. “You’re so thoughtful and romantic. I mean, you’ve sent me flowers more times in the last couple of weeks than I’ve ever gotten in my entire life. And they’re always the same shade of pink. I can tell you put a lot of thought into a gesture like that.”
I lightly run my finger along the delicate hinge of her jaw. “I chose that color of pink because it’s the same shade of pink that you turn when you blush. It’s the prettiest color I’ve ever seen.”
Her eyes widen and her lips part open, like she’s shocked. Or horrified. I hold my breath, wondering if she’ll think I sound like a creep at what I’ve just admitted.
But then she grabs my face and kisses me hard. When we break apart, she’s beaming. “That’s hands-down the sweetest, most romantic thing ever.”
I let out a breath and smile, relieved.
“See? You’re full of surprises,” she says.
“You surprise me too.”
“I do?”
I nod. “I never thought a woman like you would ever give a guy like me the time of day.” I let out a flustered laugh. “I mean, you’re a genius. You’re a hot-shot doctor that everyone is in awe of. And I’m kind of a dumbass.”
She laughs and runs her hand through my hair. “You’re not a dumbass.”
I close my eyes and moan softly at how good her touch feels.
I look at her. “You could have any guy in this world, Sophie.”
She shakes her head, her gaze raw as she stares at me. “I want you, Xander.”
Emotion crashes through me like a tidal wave.
She wants me…to be her fake boyfriend, I remind myself.
She blinks and that intensity in her crystal blue eyes starts to fade. That shy smile is back. “You’re the perfect guy. Sweet, romantic, and dynamite in bed.”
She looks down as she traces a finger through my chest hair.
“I loved feeling how hard you got in my mouth. And the way you came…” Her eyes are big and bright as she looks up at me. “It was so sexy. Like you were unraveling, kind of.”
I cup her face in my hand. “That’s the effect you have on me, Sophie. You absolutely wreck me. In the hottest way.”
She blinks, like she can’t quite believe what I’ve said.
I gaze at her in my arms. My entire body is buzzing, and not just because of the filthy act we just did.
But because I’m in complete awe of this woman. This smart, beautiful, sweet, kind, and funny woman. This woman who is a million miles out of my league. This woman who I realize I’m falling hard for.
My heart beats faster in my chest at the realization:
I’m not faking anything with Sophie anymore.
And if I’m being honest with myself, I haven’t ever been faking it with her.
I’ve always been into her, from the second I met her.
Everything I feel for her is one hundred percent real.
I don’t want to be her fake boyfriend anymore. I want the real thing.
Emotion blooms through my chest, working its way up my throat. I try to swallow through it, but I end up having to clear my throat.
Now I just need to figure out how to tell her without freaking her out and losing her for good.
“You okay?” Sophie asks.
I nod and press a kiss on her forehead. “Yeah, all good.”