Epilogue
WILLOW
Six Months Later
The espresso machine didn't scream at me anymore.
The new one — a Slayer, two-group, matte black, a machine that baristas posted about on Instagram with captions like "she's perfect" — purred. A clean, confident purr that said: I'm here, I work, I'm not going to betray you during the morning rush.
I'd cried when Callum had it delivered. Not in front of the installation crew — I had dignity.
But later, in the back room, sitting on a milk crate I'd brought from Brew & Bean as a housewarming gift to myself.
Mika found me and didn't say a word. Just handed me a napkin and went back to stocking cups.
That was May. It was August now, and Brew & Bloom had been open for three months, and I still touched the machine every morning the way a person touched a thing they couldn't believe was real.
The bell above the door chimed at seven-fifteen.
I didn't look up. Didn't need to.
"Your foam art is improving," Callum said, arriving at the counter with the punctuality of a man whose internal clock was accurate to the minute.
He wore a navy suit today — slim cut, no tie, the top button of his shirt undone in a concession to August heat that I was choosing to interpret as personal growth.
"Good morning to you too, sunshine."
"I said it was improving. That's a compliment."
"From you, that's practically a marriage proposal." I pulled his shot. Black coffee. No sugar, no cream, no joy. "Your shirt's unbuttoned."
"It's ninety degrees."
"Callum Hayes without a tie in public. Mark the calendar."
"I'm adapting. You've ruined my standards." He leaned on the counter — my counter, in my shop, in a building he'd renovated with the obsessive care of a man who'd measured every doorway to make sure it was exactly right. "Is that a heart or a sheep?"
I looked down at the foam. I'd poured a rosetta into a customer's latte — clean, symmetrical, objectively beautiful.
"It's a rosetta, and it's flawless, and you know it."
"It looks vaguely bovine."
"Get out of my shop."
"I just got here."
"And you're already on thin ice." I slid his coffee across the counter. Our fingers brushed. I didn't pull back. Hadn't pulled back in six months. "Sit down. Drink your coffee. Let me work."
He took his mug to the corner table. His table — the same position he'd occupied at Brew & Bean, back to the wall, sightline to the door.
I'd arranged the furniture so that spot existed, and he'd claimed it opening day without a word, and neither of us acknowledged the choreography of it.
Just another thing we didn't need to say out loud.
I turned back to the machine. The morning rush was building — a line at the register, Mika calling orders, the particular rhythm of a coffee shop hitting its stride.
Except now the rhythm was different. Now it was happening in a room with an L-shaped counter and exposed brick walls and a stamped tin ceiling that caught the morning light and held it.
My room. My walls. My ceiling.
I still wasn't over it. Might never be.
The shop had been open twelve weeks, and here's what I'd learned: owning a business was harder than running one, and I'd been naive to think otherwise.
The renovation had taken four months. Callum designed it. Callum oversaw it. Callum had opinions about every tile, every fixture, every shade of paint — and so did I, which meant the process involved a level of arguing that made our coffee shop banter look diplomatic.
The subway tile fight alone lasted three days. He wanted white. I wanted sage green. We compromised on white with a sage green accent wall behind the community board, which meant we both won and both lost, which was how most of our arguments ended.
Mika had left Brew & Bean and followed me here — a decision that required zero convincing and one conversation that lasted approximately ninety seconds. She was my co-manager now, a title she accepted with the gravity of a woman being handed nuclear codes.
Pete and Linda had sold Brew & Bean in April.
A young couple from Portland bought it, renamed it, and turned it into a pour-over bar with an eight-dollar minimum.
I'd driven past once. The community board was gone.
The booth where Pete and Linda told me they were selling had been replaced with standing-height tables.
I didn't drive past again.
But Pete called me on opening day. His voice cracked when I described the community board — cork-backed, framed in reclaimed wood, already covered in band flyers and poetry readings and business cards from every regular who'd followed me from Maple Street.
Linda got on the line and told me she was proud of me.
I held the phone with both hands and did not cry.
Fine. I cried. A little.
The reading nook was the biggest hit. Two armchairs in the southeast corner, a low shelf stocked with paperbacks, morning sun through the double windows.
I'd started a book club — monthly, the last Thursday, open to anyone.
Fourteen people showed up the initial time.
Elena flew in from Stanford for it and read the entire book on the plane, which was either dedication or procrastination. Knowing Elena, both.
She came every month now. Crashed on our couch — Callum's couch, technically, in Callum's apartment, which had become our apartment through the gradual, undramatic process of a woman who stopped going home and a man who stopped pretending he wanted her to.
My shampoo was in the shower. My owl mug was on the shelf.
My pillow was on the left side of the bed, permanently dented, and he'd stopped complaining about the aesthetic disruption.
Elena and I texted daily. Memes, mostly. Oat milk discourse. The occasional late-night voice memo where she talked about school or her mom or a guy in her statistics class who she claimed was "irrelevant" with an intensity that suggested the opposite.
She'd called me three weeks ago, at eleven p.m., crying about a fight with Jessica. I'd sat on the bathroom floor for forty minutes, listening, offering nothing but presence and the occasional "that sucks." When she hung up, she said, "Thanks, Willow. You're good at this."
I'd stared at the ceiling and thought: I am. I'm good at this.
Callum had found me sitting on the bathroom floor afterward.
He didn't ask what was wrong — just sat down next to me, back against the tub, shoulder to shoulder.
I told him Elena had called. He nodded. Didn't push.
Didn't try to manage. Just sat with me in the quiet, the way two people did when they'd learned that presence was more useful than solutions.
We were getting better at that. Both of us.
The afternoon lull hit around two. Mika went on break. I wiped down the counter — a reflex, a meditation, the thing my hands did when my brain needed to sort.
The community board was full. Band flyers, yoga schedules, a watercolor class run by a woman named Agnes who came in every Tuesday for a cortado and called me "dear" in a way that made me homesick for a grandmother I'd never had.
Business cards from regulars — a freelance designer, a dog walker, a guy who tuned pianos and had given Callum his card with the hopeful enthusiasm of a man who'd found his target audience.
The piano tuner had come to the apartment last month.
Callum's piano — the one he'd stopped playing for years and started again the night he played for me — was now tuned and maintained and played regularly.
Not performances. Just Callum, late at night, working through a thing he couldn't say with his mouth.
I'd lie in bed and listen to the notes drift through the apartment, and it was the closest I'd ever come to hearing a man think out loud.
The door chimed. I looked up.
Devon.
He stood in the entryway of Brew & Bloom in a fitted blazer and that same expensive watch, scanning the room with the particular look of a man who'd wandered in expecting a generic coffee shop and found a thing he couldn't categorize.
His gaze traveled the brick walls, the tin ceiling, the L-shaped counter, the reading nook — and then landed on me.
His face went through about four stages in two seconds. Confusion. Recognition. Surprise. And then the specific discomfort of a man recalculating his entire understanding of his ex-girlfriend.
"Willow?"
"Hey, Devon."
He approached the counter the way a person approached a situation they hadn't prepared for — carefully, with the charming smile dialed down to half-power. "This is— is this yours?"
"It is."
"You own this place."
"I do."
He looked around again. Slower this time.
Taking inventory. The Slayer espresso machine.
The community board, pinned thick with local life.
The reading nook with its armchairs and morning sun.
The counter behind which his ex-girlfriend stood in her own apron, in her own building, running her own business.
"Wow," he said. "This is... wow."
"Thank you. What can I get you?"
"Uh — latte? Oat milk?" He was still recalibrating. I enjoyed it more than I should have. "I was just in the neighborhood. Didn't realize this was—"
"Mine? Turns out dropping out of college wasn't career suicide after all."
He had the decency to flinch. "I deserved that."
"You did. But I'll still make you a latte." I started pulling the shot. Steady hands. Easy rhythm. The muscle memory of a woman in her own kitchen, on her own turf, with nothing to prove. "How's Vanessa?"
"We, uh. We split up. A few months ago."
"Sorry to hear that."
I wasn't. I also wasn't not sorry. I was neutral in a way that surprised me — the level of neutrality that only came from being so thoroughly over a person that their love life had the emotional impact of a weather report.
"And you?" he asked. "Are you seeing anyone?"
The door chimed. Seven-fifteen had come and gone, but Callum had a habit of coming back for a second cup in the afternoon — an excuse to check on me that he'd deny was about checking on me.
He walked in. Saw Devon at the counter. Saw my face.
Callum's gaze moved from Devon to me and back to Devon with the assessing calm of a man who'd spent twenty years reading rooms.
"Hey," he said to me.
"Hey."
He crossed to the counter. Stood next to Devon. Didn't acknowledge him. Just waited for his coffee with the quiet confidence of a man who knew exactly where he belonged.
Devon looked at Callum. Looked at me. Did the math — though, honestly, the math had been done for him in this very scenario once before, in a different coffee shop, when I'd grabbed Callum's arm and changed both our lives.
"You two are still—"
"Together," I said. "Very much together."
Callum's mouth curved. Not smug. Just... there. Present. Mine.
I handed Devon his latte. "On the house."
"You don't have to—"
"I want to. Consider it a thank you."
"For what?"
I looked at Devon — the man who'd walked into Brew & Bean and broken me open and sent me spiraling into a fake dating arrangement with a grumpy architect who turned out to be the love of my life — and I smiled.
"For the push," I said.
Devon took his latte. Nodded. Left.
The bell chimed behind him.
Callum watched him go. "He tried to flirt with you."
"He asked if I was seeing anyone. Before you walked in."
"Of course he did." Callum reached across the counter. I gave him my hand. He held it — warm, solid, present. "You okay?"
"I'm great, actually."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah." I squeezed his hand. "I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be."
He lifted my hand. Pressed a kiss to my knuckles. Let go. Took his corner table. Opened his laptop. Stayed.
I turned back to the machine. Pulled a shot. Poured a heart into the foam — a perfect one, clean lines, zero resemblance to livestock. Set it on the counter for the next customer and looked around my coffee shop.
The L-shaped counter. The reading nook with afternoon sun.
The community board, pinned thick with the lives of people who'd found a place here.
Mika, back from break, tying her apron and asking me about tomorrow's pastry order.
The corner table where a man in a navy suit was pretending to work and actually watching me over the top of his laptop.
Brew & Bloom. Coffee and flowers. Growing things.
I was almost twenty-four years old. I owned a building, ran a business, and loved a man who argued with me about subway tile and played piano when he couldn't sleep and had once told me my foam art looked like a deformed sheep and then came back every single morning for a year to make sure I knew he was staying.
Not bad for a college dropout with a Honda Accord and a dream.
Not bad at all.
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