Chapter 24 #2
She stares at me in challenge right before sitting up and undoing the bra. She picks up the lacey material and waves it like a flag.
“Is that so?”
I drop on the bed on all fours. I reach down and sink my teeth into the top of her breast. “You’re a naughty…” I then suck hard and let go. “Naughty…” I repeat it all on her other breast, this time, making sure I leave a mark behind. “Girl.”
Moan wraps her arms around my head, effectively holding me in place.
“I love you so much,” she whispers. “I tried not to love you,” she admits. “But it’s just too hard.”
That’s exactly how I feel about her. Not loving her is no longer an option.
There is no life without Mona Higgins in my life, and I will be devastated if she left me.
How did I do this to her? How did I leave her over and over again?
I hurt her so much, but I will make it up to her.
It’s a promise I make to myself as I continue my ministrations.
I reach down and touch her ankle, the palm of my hand skimming up her leg, then hooking around her knee.
“You’re so soft,” I whisper against her skin.
“I love touching you…” I reach her panties and slide my thumb underneath.
I move it up and down, with each time getting closer to her core.
I can feel her heat, and if the desperate way she presses herself against me is of any indication, she’s already had all the foreplay that she needs.
I slide down her body, leaving a wet trail of kisses over her chest cavity, then lower to in between her breasts, and down to her belly button.
I glance up just in time to see her as she comes up on her elbows to see better. Her breasts are moving up and down while her lungs are working overtime on inhaling some much needed oxygen.
“I think you said something about me taking your panties off with my teeth?”
She sucks her stomach in like she’s inviting me to it.
I am more than happy to oblige. I lick right above the elastic on her left side and run my tongue across her lower belly to the right.
I start pushing the material lower, with each inch revealing a bit more of her skin until she is completely bare before me.
“You’re beautiful,” I whisper right before I place a soft kiss against her mound. I tease her clit with my thumb, making her squirm in place.
“Alex…”
I never want to hear my name off anyone else’s lips, only Mona’s. Everything about her does something to me. I don’t know how to tell her all this with words, so my kiss and the way I touch her body will have to be enough.
It’s as if she can read my mind when she repeats my name over and over. She pulls at my hair harder with each press of my lips. When I press the tip of my tongue against her clit, it tastes like spun sugar, melting on my lips.
“Alex,” she screams into the quiet room. “This feels so good… Please don’t stop…” She lifts her hips off the bed in an effort to give me more access. “I love you so much…”
Every time she tells me that, I feel like I’m floating. My brain short circuits, and I would give her anything she asked of me, everything I own.
Without thinking, I raise myself to my knees and wrap my hands around her thighs. I position myself at her entrance and push.
“Yes,” she screams again.
I echo the sentiment, but my vocal chords are out of commission. I push into her harder until there’s nowhere else to go, and when she asks me for more, I give her everything that I have.
She clenches her pussy tighter around my cock, and I know she’s coming. The tingle at the base of my spine signals that I am not far behind. I dread it this time because I want more of this with her.
Mona comes up onto her elbows, her mouth looking for mine. I breathe into her as her tongue and lips take complete control. I relish in everything she makes me feel, but I still hold back.
When she crashes back to the mattress in exhaustion, I follow her there, still pumping into her with force. I am just about to pull out and flip her onto her stomach when she opens her eyes and stares directly into my soul.
“I want to feel you when you come,” she whimpers. “You feel different…”
I realize that it is different. Something’s changed, but I can’t tell what. Maybe it’s because she told me that she loves me. Or maybe because I know I love her back despite not being able to say the words.
But then I look down. My hips are moving in and out of her, my cock glistening with her juices. For a second, I’m not sure what any of it means. And then, it hits me.
I’m not wearing a condom.
I’ve never in my life had sex without protection. My father always drilled it into my head that the stupidest thing I could do would be getting someone pregnant.
In this moment, as I continue pumping in and out of Mona’s sweet pussy, my brain completely shuts down. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I realize that I have to make a decision before it’s too late.
The smart thing is to pull out. But I don’t want to.
That is the moment when everything shifts inside of me once again.
I make a split decision and let go. I feel everything as my cum floods her insides and coats itself back around my cock.
I feel her gasp at the immense pleasure wrapping us both in a bubble.
And I feel my heart finally accepting this woman for who she is. The savior of my soul.
“I love you, too,” I whisper into the pillow.
She doesn’t say anything, making me regret saying the words out loud. But then, when I raise my head, I realize that she’s already fallen asleep, just like that.
She didn’t hear you, the voice in my head whispers. It sounds so much like my father’s. You can still save this as long as you didn’t get her pregnant just now.
That last thought should scare me to death. After all, I was taught from a very young age that a surprise pregnancy is the beginning of the end.
But Mona is different, I tell myself over and over as sleep pulls me under. Mona loves me for me. She doesn’t care about my money. She doesn’t even know how much money I have.
She just… loves me for me.