Chapter Nine #2
The more she got into it, the harder she rode my tongue.
Her hands gripped my hair while my name dripped from her lips.
The entire fucking time I watched her as she watched me, unable to look away as she rode me in search of her orgasm.
“Falcon,” she moaned a second before her legs quivered and her thighs squeezed tight.
She was close.
“Oh fuck,” she cried out as her back arched and her head fell back. “Falcon,” she cried out as her orgasm hit.
I knew I’d never forget the sight of her coming apart on my face for the rest of my fucking life.
And I wasn’t done with her. I gripped her thighs and sat up so I was in the power position, feasting on her pussy and her asshole while she moaned and cried, scrambled to find something to hold on to.
But I didn’t let up, I licked her over and over, swirling my tongue around her swollen clit until she flew apart again.
“Oh fuck, yes!” Her legs went slack, her breathing was heavy and intense. “Holy fuck.”
I smiled, loving when her mouth got as filthy as mine. “The unholy fuck comes next,” I assured her, repositioning our bodies so that we were hip to hip, so that my cock rested between her swollen lips. “Ready?”
She nodded. “More than ready. Fuck me, Falcon.”
I realized in that moment, as my cock slowly breached her hot, drenched pussy, that I’d been waiting more than three years to hear those words. She still trembled as my cock invaded her body in one long, slow thrust.
“Oh,” she cried out on a strangled moan. That sound she made? It tore me wide open and I knew she was the only one who could put me back together.
Coming together wasn’t smooth or poetic.
Fuck no, it was hard and fast and messy.
I gripped her thighs tight, holding them wide open so I could watch as my cock disappeared into her gorgeous cunt.
“Viv,” I growled. “Fuck, I’ve missed this pussy.
She’s so wet, so fucking hot.” I shook my head, stroking harder. Deeper. “Ah, fuck, so fucking good.”
A smile touched her lips before she said the words that would change everything. “More. Give me more, Falcon.”
My eyes widened and my control snapped. My hips had a mind of their own, pumping harder and deeper, a steady pace that pushed her closer and closer to the edge. “Viv.” I said her name over and over, like it was the only goddamn word I could remember.
“Yes, Falcon. That’s perfect. Your cock fits me perfectly.”
“My dirty girl,” I groaned and leaned forward, taking a hard nipple into my mouth. I sucked it, nibbled it, and then bit down as I sank balls deep.
“Oh, yes!” She arched her back and locked her legs around my back. “Falcon,” she cried out as pleasure swamped her.
I grunted at the sight of her and the way her pussy gripped my cock, like a possessive lover.
“Viv, babe,” I groaned and seconds later my hips pushed forward, and my cock exploded deep in her body.
I quivered, coming so hard my vision went dark around the edges.
Eventually I collapsed on top of her, shivering at the way her fingertips danced along my spine.
I wasn’t sure what the fuck had just happened, but it felt as if no time had passed since we were last like this. it was as if we’d both been holding our breath, waiting for this moment.
Silence stretched between us, broken up only by our ragged breaths and the squeak of the mattress as I rolled onto my back.
That’s when I heard it. Sniffling.
Distinct sniffling.
I darted up onto my elbows and faced Viv. My heart slammed against my ribs at the sight before me. Viv, so strong and stoic, with tears streaking down her cheeks. “Viv?” My voice cracked. “What’s wrong? Did I, fuck, did I hurt you? Did I misread this?”
Her cry was raw, ragged, her face red as she shook her head. “This was… perfect. It was amazing. Every bit as incredible as I remembered.”
My stomach twisted but I was still confused as fuck. “Then what’s wrong?”
She shook her head. “Nothing. This,” she motioned between us. “Whatever we could have been, it was stolen from me and that is so fucking unfair.”
“Stolen?” The word echoed on the walls. My frown darkened at her vague words.
Viv’s breath hitched and then it all came out. “I told you about my ex when we were together, James?”
My jaw clenched tight at that , but I nodded.
“Well he didn’t take our breakup well and things had started to escalate.
He was becoming possessive, following me around the hospital, showing up at my house uninvited.
It became really unhinged and then he found out I was seeing someone.
” She shook her head. “It all got worse, but I could’ve handled that if not for the Russians.
I knew I couldn’t stay and put my friends at risk. Put you at risk. So, I left.”
Every syllable was like a fucking punch to the gut. All these years I’d been feeling angry and rejected and she’d left for me? “Fuck, Viv. All this time… I thought you just left. That you didn’t want me. Or us.”
“I did,” she cried. The words ripped from her throat.
“God, I wanted you more than I’ve ever wanted another person.
I still do, but what choice did I have? James never stopped and the Russians won’t either.
Look at what I’ve already brought to your door.
, You have to know I never would have come here if not for TJ.
” She gripped my hand, eyes pleading with me to believe her.
My chest squeezed so fucking tight I couldn’t breathe.
Every fucking thing I thought I knew crumbled before my eyes.
She hadn’t betrayed me. Hadn’t chosen that rich prick who could give her a life I couldn’t.
She hadn’t used me and discarded me. Hadn’t treated me like a dirty little secret.
She’d been running. Surviving with our son.
Protecting me from the nightmare that had never stopped breathing down her neck, and I spent years hating her for it.
“Jesus, fuck, Viv.” I pulled her into my arms, holding her stiff body until she relaxed into my hold and accepted my comfort.
“You should have told me. If you’d come to me, I would have helped you. ”
“I know,” she cried into my chest. “I couldn’t let you, not when your club was in the middle of an impending war.”
This fucking woman. “Never again, Viv. You hear me?”
She said nothing but her tears and sobs slowed.
“Viv, you hear me?”
She nodded against my chest. “I’m sorry, Falcon. I knew what you would think when I left and I figured it would make it easier to move on if you felt even a little of what I felt. And then when I found out I was pregnant, it was too dangerous to come back.”
“You had my son, Viv.” I gripped her and pulled back so she could see my face. “No matter what happens between us, I will never let any fucking harm come to you. Got me?”
She nodded.
“This isn’t your fight, Falcon.”
“The fuck it’s not. You carried this on your own for long enough, it’s time you let me help.” She would never carry this shit alone again, not if I had anything to do with it.
And I did.
From this moment forward, I had everything to do with it.
With her.