Chapter Sixteen
Sam had no sooner fallen asleep than she was awakened by her alarm. She smacked at the bedside table, looking for the snooze button until she remembered she was suspended and hadn’t set an alarm. The noise was from her cell phone, which was ringing. At two-thirty in the morning.
With her heart racing, she grabbed it and flipped it open. “Yeah.”
“Lieutenant,” Malone said. “Cruz is missing.”
Sam sat up in bed. “What?”
“He and Josh never arrived at the safe house. His car was found running and abandoned, doors open at the intersection of North Carolina and 14th Northeast.”
Sam felt like she’d been punched and forced a breath into her lungs. “Cameras?”
“We’re working on it.”
“Witnesses?”
“None so far.”
“I’m coming in.”
“Technically—”
“Fuck technically! He’s my partner! I’m coming in.”
“I’ll see you when you get here.”
Sam got up and was running for the stairs when she remembered she was naked. She turned and went back to grab her robe, nearly screaming in frustration when one of the sleeves was inside out.
“What’s wrong?”
“Freddie is missing.” This could not be happening again. Not to him.
“What do you mean?”
“He was taking Hamilton to the safe house but they never arrived.” She tied the robe around her waist with jerky movements. “His car was found idling at a light, doors open.”
“Ah God.” He got up and came to her, but when he tried to put his arms around her, she shook him off.
“I can’t. I just… I can’t.”
“Okay, babe. I’ll talk to Brant. I’ll get there as soon as I can.”
“What do you mean? You don’t have to—”
“I’m coming, Samantha, and I’ll do anything I can for you.”
His kind insistence nearly broke her. Because she didn’t trust herself to speak, she only nodded.
“And I won’t let it be a circus, I promise.” He kissed her forehead. “Go on. I’ll be right behind you.”
“Scotty.”
“I’ll call Shelby in the morning. He’ll be fine here with his detail until then. Go.”
Bolstered by his love and assurances, she went down the stairs and into her closet, grabbing jeans and a sweater and shoving her feet into socks and running shoes, telling herself all the while that Freddie was fine, he knew how to protect himself. She’d taught him well, had given him the tools…
Her eyes burned with tears that she refused to indulge. That was not what he or Josh needed from her right now. They needed her best, and she’d give it to them.
She went into her bedroom to retrieve her weapon, badge and cuffs, jamming her notebook into her back pocket out of habit as she ran down the stairs and through the dark living room, stopping only to grab her coat from the chair where she’d left it. The agent on duty stood when he saw her coming.
“Ma’am? Is everything all right?”
“I’m going to work.”
“Give me a second to disarm the system.”
“Hurry.”
Listening to the maddening beeps and dings of the security system disarming, she about lost her mind.
It took every ounce of self-control she possessed not to scream her head off at the agent who was only doing his job.
She experienced the same level of frustration waiting for the agents working the Ninth Street checkpoint to let her through.
Okay so they weren’t expecting to see her at two-thirty in the morning. Deal with it!
She raced through the quiet streets on her way to HQ, her mind spinning with possibilities and scenarios, her muscles tight with fear. When forced to slow down at an intersection, she reached for her phone to call Malone.
“Trace his cell phone,” she said.
“Tried that. It’s off.”
“Trace Hamilton’s.”
“We’re working on it, Sam.”
“Who knew they’d be together?”
“No one, other than a few people from our department and Hill.”
“Where is he?”
“He’s here, working the case with us.”
“Who did he tell that we were moving Hamilton to a safe house?”
“Only Josh’s mother, and they were taken before she knew. We looked for them for a couple of hours before we called you.”
“Why would someone grab them? What would be the motivation?”
“We’re working it from every angle.”
“I’m dying a thousand deaths, Cap.”
“So am I. We’re going to find them. I’ll see you when you get here.”
Sam pressed the accelerator, not caring what laws she broke or who she ran down on her way to HQ. The only thing that mattered was finding Freddie before something awful happened. Another something awful.
Because they needed all the help they could get, she called Gonzo.
Christina answered. “Sam?” she said, sounding sleepy.
“I need to talk to him.”
“He’s asleep.”
“Wake him up.”
“I’m not going to do that.”
“Christina! It’s an emergency. I need to talk to him.”
“I’m very sorry, Sam, but he’s not available right now. He’s sleeping for the first time in weeks. I won’t disturb him.”
She wanted to crawl through the phone and beat the hell out of Christina, but she’d probably feel the same way if the roles were reversed.
“When he wakes up, tell him Freddie is missing.” She slapped the phone closed and pulled into the parking lot at full speed, ducking into the first available spot.
Sam ran for the main door, pushing her way through the media that had gathered for the chief’s press conference, which had apparently been delayed.
“Lieutenant, what do you know about the murder at Director Hamilton’s house?”
“Who was killed?”
“Where is the director?”
“Where is Josh?”
“Was Josh kidnapped?”
That one stopped her cold. How did they know about that?
Though the question surprised her, Josh’s case was the least of her concerns right now.
She blasted through the main doors and headed straight for the chief’s suite, having no doubt that Freddie’s disappearance was being handled at the highest level.
The door to the chief’s office was open so she went in. “What do we know?” she asked.
In attendance were Farnsworth, Malone and Hill, who weren’t surprised to see her, Deputy Chief Conklin, Captain Hernandez from Patrol and Captain Roback from Vice, all of whom seemed shocked that she was there.
“Someone tell me what’s going on!”
“We have people looking for them all over the city, and Lieutenant Archelotta’s team is reviewing the security footage in the area—”
“I’ve got something,” Archie said as he came into the room carrying a flash drive. He went around the chief’s desk to insert it in his computer, calling up images that stopped Sam’s heart.
Freddie’s beat up Mustang, stopped at a red light, approached by three men with assault weapons.
The whole thing happened quickly. Freddie and Josh were overtaken before they could react and were led to a white van that idled half a block away.
Sam watched, horrified, as her partner and Josh were thrown into the van, which was moving even before everyone was in.
“The plate,” Sam said, swallowing the fear so she could function.
“One step ahead of you,” Archie said. The next frame showed a close up view of the plate. “I put a trace on it.” He reached across the desk to hand her a piece of paper that contained an address on it.
Sam headed for the door.
“Sam, wait,” Malone called after her. “We have to do this right.”
She kept moving.
“Lieutenant! Stop! That’s a direct order.”
Only because he’d never directly ordered her to do anything did she stop, even though everything in her wanted to go to where Freddie was being held. If anything happened to him…
“Give us ten minutes to get our shit together. I promise you I want him back as much as you do.”
“I doubt that.”
Wearing jeans and a sweatshirt and looking like the best thing she’d ever seen, Nick came through the main doors, Brant following right behind him. Her husband came to her, putting his hand on her shoulder. “What’s going on?”
“We’ve got something.”
“We’re mobilizing SWAT and preparing to go after him,” Malone added.
“I want to be there,” Sam said. “You have to let me go.”
“You’re not going,” Farnsworth said.
Sam spun around to plead her case, but the words died on her lips when she saw the stony expression on his face.
“You’re suspended. You shouldn’t even be in this building.”
“He’s my partner! My friend. My…” He was the little brother she’d never had, and Sam loved him. “You can’t ask me to stay away.”
“I’m telling you that’s what you’re going to do, or you’ll face much greater consequences than your current suspension. You’re wasting time that could be better spent finding Detective Cruz.”
The chief walked away, leaving Sam reeling.
“Sam.” Nick took hold of her arm. “Don’t.”
Thankfully, Nick was there to keep her from completely flipping out and doing something she’d probably regret. Like telling off the chief…
Hill gave her a sympathetic look as he followed the chief.
Sam wanted to punch the sympathy off his face.
She had no idea what she was supposed to do with the energy that was exploding through her, needing an outlet.
How was she to sit idly by with her partner in potentially mortal danger?
Standing in the middle of the lobby with her husband, she felt the eyes of every officer currently on duty and in the building on her. They were wondering why she was there.
“Let’s get out of here,” she said to Nick.
He took her by the hand and gestured for Brant.
“Let’s go out through the morgue,” Brant said. “It’s a mob scene out there.”
The press was ravenous for information about what’s happened at Hamilton’s home, and they’d want to know why Nick was there, too.
Brant mobilized the detail and hustled them through the morgue door and straight into a waiting SUV.
“My car.”
“We’ll get it tomorrow.”
“I’m losing my mind.”
He put his arm around her. “He’s going to be okay.”
“They had assault weapons. Whoever took him meant business.”
“The chief and captain won’t let anything happen to him.”
Sam tried to take comfort in that, but she was too aware of what could go wrong, even with the best people looking for him. “I should call Elin.”
“Do you think that’s wise?”
“No, but it’s what he’d want me to do.”
“Are you sure?”
“No!” Her voice broke. “I’m not sure of anything except he’s missing, and I’ll die if anything happens to him.”
“It’s okay, babe.” He tightened his hold on her. “He’s tough and he’s smart and he was trained by the best cop I know. He’ll get through this.”
Sam held his hand and clung to his assurances. They were all she had at the moment. Thanks to the efficiency of the Secret Service, they were home within minutes.
The waiting was agonizing. She stared at her phone, willing it to ring, but it stayed stubbornly silent.
“Can I borrow your phone?”
Nick handed it over.
Because she wanted to keep her line open, she used the contact info on her phone to call Elin on his.
“It’s Sam,” she said when Elin answered. “There’s something going on that you need to know about, but I don’t want you to panic.” She was panic-stricken enough for both of them. “Freddie would want you to know that he was taken hostage earlier tonight.”
Elin’s sharp gasp came through the phone like a shotgun blast.
“We’ve narrowed down where we think he’s being held, and teams are being dispatched as we speak.”
“Why aren’t you with them?”
“I’m suspended.”
“He needs you, Sam!”
The words struck her heart like sharp arrows. She dropped her head into her hands. “I tried, but they wouldn’t let me.”
“Sam, oh my God! You can’t let anything happen to him!”
Sam’s chest felt like it was being squeezed in a vice. “We’ve got our best people on it. If you want to come to my house, you can wait for news with us.”
“I… Um, okay. I’ll do that.”
“Take a cab so you don’t have to drive. I’ll tell them to let you in.”
“He’s going to be okay, isn’t he?”
“I really hope so.”
“I’ll be right there,” she said on a sob.
“Brant, will you please let them know outside that Elin Svendsen will be arriving by cab? Tell them to let her in.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Thank you.”
Nick sat next to her on the sofa, his arm around her shoulders. “Lean on me, babe.”
For the first time ever, she didn’t want him to touch her. She didn’t want him to comfort her or speak to her in that soothing voice that usually worked wonders on her nerves. Before she could do something stupid like shake him off, she stood, wrapped her arms around her torso and began to pace.
She felt his gaze on her, watching over her the way he always did.
The front door opened and Shelby came rushing in, stopping short at the sight of them. “I got your text,” she said to Nick, “but I didn’t think y’all would be here.”
“I didn’t think so either,” Sam said. “Freddie is missing. I got sent home because I’m suspended, and now I’m losing my shit.”
Shelby took off her coat, dropped it over the sofa and came to Sam. “What can I do?”
“There’s nothing any of us can do because I’m fucking suspended.”
To her credit, Shelby didn’t react to Sam’s harsh tone. She knew by now how much Freddie meant to her and how panicked she had to be at the thought of him in grave danger.
“Sorry to drag you out in the cold for no reason, Shelby,” Nick said. “I didn’t think we’d be home so soon.”
“I don’t mind at all. It’s good to see you up and around again. You gave us a heck of a fright.”
“Sorry about that.”
“I’ll make some coffee.”
Sam resumed her pacing, stopping only to grab her phone off the table.
Wearing pajama pants and a sweatshirt, Elin came running in a few minutes later, going directly to Sam who hugged her as she sobbed. “It’s okay,” Sam said even though she had no idea if it was. It seemed like the right thing to comfort her.
“I can’t lose him, Sam.”
“We’re not going to lose him,” Sam snapped, immediately regretting her sharp tone. “Any minute now we’re going to hear that he’s fine.” She only hoped that was true.