Chapter Fifteen
~ Ajag ~
"Will you kiss me?"
Rad's eyebrows shot up. "What?"
I felt my face flush with heat. I dropped my eyes and started to roll away, horribly embarrassed. I never should have—"Rad!" I cried out when I was wrenched back around. "What—"
I whimpered when Rad captured my lips, stealing all thoughts from my head just as he stole the breath from my lungs. I groaned into the kiss as Rad's musky scent filled every pore in my body.
The kiss was hot, a savoring caress. In a matter of moments, the kiss grew more demanding, more savage. I reveled in my passion, my breath catching as the sexy man kissed me even deeper.
When Rad's lips moved away from my mouth and started moving down my jawbone to my throat, I tilted my head back, giving Rad better access. The growl that rumbled through Rad's chest set my pulse to pounding frantically.
It was the hottest damn thing I had ever heard.
I whimpered again when Rad moved away. I grabbed at him wrapping my arms around his neck when he scooped me up in his arms. "Where are you going?" I asked when he suddenly set me aside and then got up.
"We need lube."
Right.
I knew that.
I pressed my hands to my cheeks, positive they were blazing red. I wasn't exactly a virgin, but I wasn't that experienced either. Finding someone I felt safe enough to have sex with wasn't easy.
When Rad came back, he was carrying a tube of lube in his hand and a sleeping bag tossed over his arm. "Stand up for a minute."
I quickly stood and then moved out of the way so Rad could spread the sleeping bag out on the ground where I had been sitting. As soon as he did, I sat back down.
Rad tossed the lube onto the sleeping bag and then knelt in front of me. "Can I claim, Ajag, make you mine?"
"Yes." There was no hesitation in my answer.
"You know if we do this, I will bite you and bind us together."
I nodded.
"Once it's done, it can't be undone. You'll be mine forever."
"But, you'll be mine, too, right?"
"I will, Ajag. I will be yours for the rest of your days and mine."
"Okay then."
Rad's eyebrows lifted. "You agree to be my mate?"
I grabbed Rad's face between my hands and pulled closer until our noses were mere inches apart. "Yes, Rad, I agree to be your mate."
Rad down at me with an intensity I'd never seen before. For a brief moment, I couldn't breathe, afraid Rad was leaving me when he stood up, but then the man started stripping his clothes off, and there was no possibility of breathing at all.
There just wasn't enough air in my lungs.
Rad was a thing of beauty on any day. A naked Rad was every fantasy I had ever had, all rolled into one. I could lie there forever and just look at the man.
Still, when Rad knelt down in front of me again, I eagerly welcomed the man between my thighs. Touching was way better than simply looking.
"You need to be naked, too. Works better that way."
I was all for naked.
I went to work on the buttons of my shirt. Rad chuckled as he reached for the snap and zipper on my pants. My underwear, shoes, and socks soon made a pile with the rest of my clothes on the ground beside us. Between the two of us, we had me naked in seconds.
"God, you're gorgeous."
My eyebrows lifted. "Me?"
In what universe?
I thought I would lose my mind when Rad leaned down and claimed my lips in a hungry kiss that demanded a response. I felt a needy groan build up in my throat as I pushed into the kiss. The caress of Rad's lips on my mouth and the longing in my body set me on fire. I returned Rad's kiss with reckless abandon.
Rad stroked the side of my face. I countered by twisting my fingers in Rad's hair and pulling him closer. I swept my tongue over Rad's lips, then pressed in, exploring tentatively.
I could feel the simmering need inside of me building, overwhelming me as I opened wider for Rad, allowing the man to explore. Rad's mouth was devouring me, making me forget everything except the feel of the man's lips on mine.
"Rad," I whispered as I tore my mouth away from the other man's. I knew what I needed, and I needed Rad.
The man slowly moved his calloused hands downward, skimming either side of my body to my hips, making me shiver from the feather-light tracing. Rad's touch was hesitant, as if he were in shock that he was actually allowed to touch me.
A spurt of hungry desire spiraled through me. I whimpered, tilted my hips up, and prayed that Rad could read the invitation without me having to voice what I wanted.
Rad leaned forward, nibbling at my ear, sending a spark of electricity through my entire body. I bit my lip to stifle a cry when Rad's hands settled on my chest.
Oh man, did I want to be touched by Rad—preferably from the top of my head down to my toes and every inch in between. Rad's hands were firm as he touched me, sending a shiver of longing through me.
Each touch was perfect.
Rad moved closer until his muscular body pressed against me. We fit so perfectly together, almost as if we were two halves of the same whole.
"Touch me," I whispered when Rad seemed to hesitate, his hand hovering over my chest. I sucked in my lower lip and bit down on it when Rad circled one nipple with his fingers.
"Does that feel good?" Rad asked as he gently tugged on the hardened nub.
I grinned. "Oh yeah." Hell, it felt frigging fantastic. I was panting and ready within seconds.
Rad locked eyes with me and then lowered his head, flicking his tongue out to lap at the nipple. I was lost in the sight as Rad tugged on the nipple with his teeth. My cock throbbed painfully, ready to explode, but I fought the need to come as I watched Rad explore me.
"You're teasing me," I said with a whimper, twisting in the grip of an erotic heat that was burning me alive. "Don't tease me, Rad, please."
A wicked smile formed on Rad's gorgeous face. "You have to learn patience, mate."
To hell with patience. I wanted to be fucked.
But it seemed my begging hadn't hurried Rad along. If anything, the man seemed to slow down. His licks were slower, tracing from one nipple to the next as he teased the flesh with his teeth.
I wasn't going to survive.
Rad traced over my skin with his hands. The gentle caress caused a surge of heat to rise within me. The man seemed to want to explore every inch of my body at his leisure.
Rad was sweating, his skin flushed as he stared at me with golden eyes. "Turn over, mate."
As I turned over, I wondered if I had bitten off more than I could chew. Rad looked like a man possessed. His golden eyes were so sensually filled that I could almost feel the heat scorching my skin.
When Rad's fingers slid between my ass cheeks and grazed my hole, I spread my legs. I wasn't able to push my butt up much, but the feeling of Rad's finger pressing against my tight ring of muscles more than made up for that.
"Rad, please," I begged. My balls were drawn up so tight against my body, I was afraid they would stay that way.
"What do you need, mate?" Rad stroked his hands over the curve of my ass cheek. "Do you need to come, Ajag? Is that what you need?"
"Yes." I panted heavily. "Please."
I yelped when I was lifted up and swung around. While there was still arousal burning in Rad's eyes, there was also determination, and a touch of anxiety.
Rad grabbed the lube and then popped the top and poured a healthy amount out on his fingers before tossing the bottle down onto the sleeping bag next to us. "Are you ready?"
I just groaned.
When a wet finger touched my hole, I couldn't help but rise to my hands and knees, rocking against the finger. I was losing my mind, and waiting on Rad to move was going to make me insane.
When Rad slid his lubed finger inside me, my eyes crossed. The man had nailed my sweet spot on the first try. Lowering my shoulders to the ground, I whimpered.
"Am I hurting you, Ajag?" Rad asked, stilling.
"No," I said as I panted. I shoved my ass onto the thick digit again, groaning. Rad seemed to catch on because he started using his finger as if it were his dick, fucking my ass in earnest. "Another… Give me another."
I was so begging.
Rad pulled the first finger free and then slid it back in, the second finger right next to it. He was killing me, killing me with pleasure, building, increasing, and threatening to make me cry out.
So I did.
"Feel good?" Rad asked as he slipped a third finger into my needy hole.
"Yes!" I wasn't even sure how I was forming words, not when Rad was making my world tilt on its axis. I was mindless now, mewling and writhing, pushing back as Rad pushed forward.
And then the fingers were gone.
I whimpered in protest.
Rad settled behind me a moment later, gripped my hips, and then slowly began to split me in half. He slowly eased inside me as if he was afraid he would hurt me. This time, I didn't beg the man to rush. I was lost in what Rad was doing to me, praying it lasted forever.
My body tightened, my heart thudded, and my mind grew frantic with a need so primitive and sensual it threatened to make a slave out of me.
"Ajag." I heard the shattered whisper as Rad seated himself fully inside my body. "Fuck, Ajag, mate."
My cock hardened to steel at the needy tone to Rad's voice. Moaning, I wiggled my hips to take the swollen shaft deeper inside of me. Sweat slid down my back as I arched into Rad, who had blanketed my body, running his mouth over my shoulder, his teeth scraping my skin.
Rad's cock sank into my ass before pulling out most of the way, stretching me to the limits. My body tingled with a need to come, but I fought against my release. I didn't want this to end…ever.
"You feel like you were made for my cock."
I shivered at Rad's words.
"I was," I whispered into the dark as Rad wrapped an arm around me, grabbed my cock, and gave my shaft slow, torturous strokes.
With steadfast determination, I began to thrust back against Rad, pounding my ass into the man's groin, demanding he take me harder, faster, and rougher.
"Is that what you want?" Rad asked as he pulled back and gripped my hips tightly.
"Yes!" I nearly snarled the words.
Rad took me at my word. He began to batter my ass with his thick cock. I curled my fingers into the blankets, meeting Rad thrust for thrust.
"Harder!" I shouted as Rad began to pound into me with fervor. I felt my climax cresting as Rad continued to drive into my ass. I reached underneath my body and grabbed my cock, and then stroked the swollen flesh in time with Rad's movements.
Stroking my dick harder, I bowed my back, crying out as my seed was ripped from my body. I jerked, shuddered, and gasped for air as Rad's movements became uncoordinated.
"Mate!" Rad shouted as his cock began to pulse, hot spurts of seed my ass. The end of his cock thickened, lodging into place deep inside of me. Sharp fangs sank into the soft flesh of my shoulder.
When Rad finally pulled his teeth free, he laid his head between my shoulder blades, panting heavily. “You still need to bite me, Ajag."
"I will." I just couldn't at the moment, not until the knot lodged in my ass went down. If I moved now, it would hurt both of us.
I was still reeling from the orgasm that had racked my body, hitting every nerve and taking me to heights of ecstasy I had never known before. My muscles felt as if I had run a marathon and my heart thundered in my chest.
My breath stuttered when Rad grabbed me by the back of the neck and turned my head just until our lips could meet. I might have forgotten how to breathe when his lips settled over mine. I grabbed onto his hips when he deepened the kiss, his tongue pressing between my lips.
I groaned with wanton lust. It was a needy sound, but I didn't care. Ze'ev was kissing me, touching me. He was holding me tight against his muscular body.
I groaned when the knot inside of me deflated and Rad pulled out of me. Before I could protest the loss, he flipped me around and pressed my face against his neck. "Claim me, mate."
My teeth sank into Rad's shoulder without hesitation, easily breaking the skin. I shuddered as a coppery taste filled my mouth. There was an explosion of white light behind my eyeballs.
Something inside of me felt as if it had ripped away and joined Rad, leaving me feeling as though no other man besides Rad would ever satisfy me.
My wolf howled with delight.
I retracted my fangs and lifted my head to stare up at Rad in wonder. "Mate," I whispered.
Rad grinned. "Mate."
"You're really mine."
"Did you doubt me?"
"No, but..." My brow flickered. "I guess I just never thought I'd meet my mate. It always seemed like a fantasy, you know?"
"How do you think I feel?" Rad sat down on the ground next to me, pulling me to his side. "I'd always been taught that dire wolves don't get mates. Our sole purpose in life was to protect our pack, except I didn't have one until I joined Ze'ev's."
I frowned as I glanced at Rad. "Why didn't you have a pack?"
"My pack was wiped out when I was thirteen. I was the only survivor. After that I just never wanted to belong to a pack again."
"Then why join Ze'ev's pack?"
Rad snickered. "He asked."
I wasn't sure that was a good enough reason to join a pack.
"You're really good friends, aren't you?"
"We are," Rad replied. "We've all known each other for years and we've been through a lot together. I know without a doubt that any of them would give their lives for mine if the situation ever presented itself."
"And you think they will do the same thing for me?"
"I know they will because you're my mate and that means you are important to them. Just not as important as you are to me." Rad leaned in to give me a quick peck on the lips. "You're my world, Ajag."
That was good because I was pretty sure he was going to be mine.