12. Chapter 11
Before
Dear Bradford,
I hated leaving you in that hotel room. I wanted to stay more than anything, but knew how things would end.
Can I see the future? No, but in the end we wouldn’t have worked and probably would have hated each other if we’d given it a shot and failed.
Or at least you’d have resented me. Our lives are just headed in two different directions, and deep down I know I’m not good enough for you.
I’ll screw things up eventually, so it makes more sense to spare you all of that and get out now.
All the things I never told you, but wanted to—you’re the best person I’ve ever known, so giving to your friends and anyone you add to your circle.
And I know you’re selective, so I’m honored that you included me in yours, even for a limited time.
I know we’ll never be right together, no matter how much I want you.
I never even thought chemistry like that was possible, but you knocked me off my feet in more ways than one.
I won’t be sending this letter, but I hope you go on to meet someone incredible. And while the most selfish part of me hates that you’ll be moving on with someone who is not me, it’s for the best.
You have a big heart and so much to give and you deserve all the happiness. I love you.
All my love, Hope