23. Eli #2
Brady’s arm hooks around my body, his hand pressing low on my stomach, close to where Dakota and I are joined. “Fuck her properly. Make our girl come while you’re getting fucked like a whore.”
I try. God, I try to find a rhythm, but Brady is pounding into me, savage and relentless, and every thrust of his drives me deeper into her whether I intend it or not. I’m a conduit. His dominance flows through me into her pleasure.
Dakota tightens around me, her breathing fracturing. “I’m close. Daddy, you’re making me feel so good.”
“Hear that?” Brady snarls against my ear. “You’re going to make our girl come while I fill this ass. Breed you. Mark your insides so you never forget who did it first. You want that? Want to be claimed by the kid you’re supposed to be coaching?”
Words are gone. Fucked right out of me. I nod, frantic. It’s all I can do.
Dakota comes first. She clenches around me and cries out, my name and Brady’s tangled in the same breath, and the pulse of her orgasm around my cock while Brady hammers that spot inside me is a perfect storm with nowhere to break but through me.
I come with a shout, buried deep in her, my whole body convulsing between them.
“Fuck, yes, fuck.” Brady drives in one final time and empties into me, grinding deep, his voice raw. “Take it, take every inch. Daddy’s mine now, filled up and fucking mine.”
Beside the bed, Cruz groans, his hand tightening around them both, and he and Dante come together, painting each other’s stomachs, foreheads pressed close.
Then nothing but breathing. Five people, one room, harsh, ragged breathing and the occasional aftershock sound nobody bothers to hide.
Brady pulls out of me with care and the emptiness lands hard, an ache where fullness lived a second ago. I stay inside Dakota because my arms are shaking too badly to move and she is the fixed point of my entire world right now.
Her palm finds my cheek. Turns me toward her.
“You did it.” Her eyes are wet and shining. “You were so brave. You were perfect.”
My throat closes around every word I reach for. I nod against her palm and that has to be enough.
When I finally pull out and turn around, Brady is sitting back on his heels, and the satisfaction on his face is curdling into worry as he scans my back, my hips, the finger marks he left. Looking for damage. Looking for the line he might have crossed.
For a moment we look at each other. The coach and the kid. Daddy and the man who just took him apart.
I reach out and pull him into a kiss.
Grateful and claiming at once. When we break apart, my voice comes out wrecked but certain.
“That was exactly what I needed. Every word. Every thrust.”
Relief moves through him, shoulders dropping, breath leaving in a rush.
“You’re sure? You’re okay?”
“More than okay.” I search for the truth of it. “Changed. The way I wanted to be.”
Dakota sits up and wraps herself around me from behind, her chest against my back, chin hooked over my shoulder, grounding me from a new angle. Cruz and Dante abandon the chair and climb onto the bed, and then there are hands everywhere, a pile of warm bodies, everyone touching, everyone here.
I sit in the center of it and let what happened catch up to me.
I surrendered. Completely. Let Brady dominate me, degrade me, use me.
And I’m not broken by it. I’m not less.
I feel more like myself than I ever have. Like finding a room in a house I’ve lived in my whole life and never even opened the door.
Cruz props his chin on his fist and grins at me.
“So. Daddy got his back blown out by the baby of the family. Anybody else need a minute, or just me?”
Dante snorts. Dakota laughs against my shoulder blade, and the sound shakes loose the last of the tension in the room. I huff out a breathless laugh of my own.
Brady’s hand finds my knee and squeezes.
“Really, though. You’re good?”
“I’m grateful that you trusted yourself enough to be that unfiltered with me. Most people wouldn’t have given me that part of themself so honestly.”
“Most people don’t got the balls to ask for it.” Cruz stretches out along my other side. “Respect, boss.”
Dante lies back, one arm behind his head, watching us all with that quiet, assessing gaze of his.
“You know what’s wild? You topped me last night. Bottomed for Brady this morning. Both of those are you. That’s the whole point of what we’re building. Nobody has to be one thing.”
“Complete versions of ourselves,” Dakota murmurs.
“Exactly.”
We stay tangled together for a long time. Nobody rushes to clean up, nobody reaches for a phone or an excuse. Dakota traces slow circles on my chest. Brady’s hand never leaves my knee. Cruz and Dante breathe in sync on my other side, limbs knotted together like they grew that way.
I spent four decades believing I knew exactly who I was.
Dominant. Controlled. The man with the answers.
And in twelve hours I discovered I’m also a man who can be taken, who can give his autonomy to someone else and not be seen as less than, who can find freedom in handing the reins to someone he trusts.
It doesn’t make me weak.
Somehow it makes me whole.
Dakota presses a kiss to my shoulder.
“I’m proud of you, Daddy.”
I close my eyes and let it all in—the soreness, the satisfaction, the vulnerability sitting side by side with the deepest acceptance I’ve ever felt.
This is family. Home. Being fully known, all the way to my core, even the parts I was terrified to let anyone see.
Eventually Cruz declares that he refuses to spend Sunday marinating in this bed, and we migrate to the bathroom, all five of us somehow wedging into a shower built for one reasonable adult.
Elbows knock. Cruz hogs the spray until Dakota shoves him over.
Brady washes my back with hands so gentle it’s hard to believe they left bruises an hour ago, and I let him, standing still under his careful attention while Dante works shampoo through Dakota’s hair and she hums with her eyes closed.
Gentle hands. Warm water. Laughter bouncing off the tile.
We crossed the hard thresholds. This is the other half of it, the aftercare, the tenderness, the proof we can be soft with each other too.
Sunday afternoon stretches out ahead of us, wide open.
For the first time in forty years, I feel free.