Chapter 15
Palmer
If I had to guess, I’d say Ferris had no idea how he felt about the cuffs. Considering everything, though, I thought that was a good starting point with something new. The hard part was trying to decide if I needed to let him process or distract him.
Giving him a few more moments, I was glad when he finally looked up from the cuffs and frowned at me. “What could you do with them?”
Going with the assumption it was a neutral question, I started with something easy and pointed out the small loops on the cuffs.
“These will make it easy for me to restrain your arms in a variety of ways. One would be if I was to attach them to the bed. I could also hook them together behind your back. Depending on the way your arms are positioned that could be done short term or long term.”
Head cocking, he studied my face for a moment before his attention went back to the cuffs.
Brain still clearly processing, he crossed his wrists in front of him before moving them behind his back.
Since he seemed to be exploring how it would feel, I reached around him and held his wrists tight so he would feel more trapped.
“Oh.” His slightly surprised sound made me think we’d slid toward the good side of neutral, so I ran my other hand over his chest.
“You’d look sexy kneeling like this where I could use your mouth or flog your chest.” Keeping my touch firm, I increased the pressure on his chest getting a soft sigh.
“You wouldn’t be able to do anything in this position, and I think even getting up from a kneeling position would be very difficult. ”
Letting out a deep breath, I could see Ferris settling into the idea and it slid further into positive territory. “This could be something we use when you need to be completely helpless or I want you completely helpless.”
“I...” He closed his eyes as he relaxed even more. “I need to think about the differences.”
“Between needing to be helpless and wanting to be helpless?” When he nodded but didn’t give me any verbal or physical pushback, I kissed his head and kept my tight hold on him. “That’s a very smart idea, but not right now. I’m ready to get my kisses and give you more cuddles.”
“Not now.” His head gave a tiny jerk that might’ve been a nod. “We know you’re getting kisses and you’re going to touch me because you like that.”
“Correct.” He didn’t seem ready to move, so I kept up the firm pressure. “And you’re already caged for me and I can’t wait to run my hands over your ass.”
His clean ass.
Part of me wanted to question him on how that had gone, but distracting him with practical topics was not the plan.
Ferris forced his eyes open but it was a struggle. “We’re going to see how I like that, but it’s okay for it to be neutral.”
He must’ve had a lot of people who hadn’t understood that come into his life for him to think I needed another reminder.
So far, we’d talked about that more than almost anything else.
“Because neutral is good information.” It wasn’t stressful or negative. “We’re also going to remember I’m thoroughly enjoying what we’re doing so far. Even if our research shows you don’t like something, that’s good information.”
“I saw...” Blinking as I slowly released his hands, he paused before he got his words back on track. “Something.”
It’d definitely been online, but we’d try to find that thought later.
“Right now I think you want to see my cock.” It wasn’t subtle as far as distractions went, but Ferris didn’t work well with subtle. His foggy headspace would’ve made it frustrating for him, so I made what I was doing obvious as I reached for my belt. “Are you ready to give me kisses?”
His arms twitched but he kept them behind his back as he nodded. “Yes. I was good and I even tried something new.”
“That was very important and you did a wonderful job telling me how it felt.” Giving him a quick peck, I continued to get undressed and laid my clothes at the bottom of the bed. “You made it very easy for me to understand what you were thinking.”
And feeling emotionally but I wasn’t sure that was the right word to use at the moment.
I was fairly certain his emotions were confusing and he needed time to process them, so I let that go as I got down to just my boxer briefs. By that point he was wonderfully distracted again and I could see his whole body lighting up.
He might not be able to identify his sexual preferences yet, but he found the idea of being able to study my dick to be very positive.
Sitting up on his knees, his cuffs were completely forgotten as he looked a bit like an eager pup.
“Are you waiting to make sure I still consent to seeing your penis or is this teasing? I think it’s both but teasing me seems to be the bigger part because I was very clear about being green with this activity. ”
He was green and adorable.
“I like seeing you get excited, so yes, waiting was mostly teasing.” The way he blinked and cocked his head said he really didn’t understand my response, but it didn’t surprise him. “It’s making me feel very desired and I like it when we find things you’re curious about.”
“Oh.” Nodding slowly, he looked down at himself thoughtfully. “I guess I am excited but that’s okay because you like it.”
“I really like it, boy.” Inching the waistband down slowly, I leaned over and kissed his head. “I really like it when I get to see what makes you curious and it’s me.”
Ferris gave me a small smile like he thought my ridiculousness was cute. “It’s definitely you.”
And my penis.
We weren’t going to forget that, so I finished pulling my underwear down and let them fall to the floor. I was just going to leave them there, but his gaze flicked to the pile of clothes at the end of the bed and he frowned.
Got it.
Clothes stuck together.
Pretending like I hadn’t noticed, I leaned over and wiggled my ass. “Mine isn’t as cute as yours.”
Oh, that was a good distraction alright.
As I straightened and put them with the rest of my clothes, he was back to studying me and I could see him trying to decide how to respond.
Tackling it head-on, I kissed his cheek as I climbed up on the head of the bed.
“You could tell me that your favorite part is my dick so that doesn’t matter.
If you looked at my cock like you were ready to play with it and excited, that would make me feel good.
You could also try to tease me and wiggle your own ass and tell me that I already said yours was perfect. ”
Ferris gave me a huff and glared at me. “Teasing is difficult.”
“Then just tell me you’re not an ass man but you think I look very nice.” It’d work for a variety of situations in the long run and it was honest. Ferris was going to be a cock man and there was no doubt about it.
He couldn’t keep his eyes away from my erection and his fingers were twitching like they were itching to explore me. “Then you could tell me something you like about my cock. That would be a very good way to shift the conversation.”
Looking less like he wanted to stomp and pout, he crawled between my legs and lowered his chest so he could keep focus on the new toy better. “It’s a very classic example of an erection and it’s well-proportioned for your size.”
Adorable.
Me and my dick both thought so too because he jumped as I tried not to smile. “Thank you. From both of us.”
That got a quiet laugh from him but nothing short of the apocalypse was going to distract him. “You’re welcome.”
Something about the situation shifted for him because he relaxed and was just suddenly more himself again, emotionally neutral but fully engaged in exploring his new passion. “The internet was very clear that with the right preparation nearly any-sized penis will fit in a rectum.”
“I want to say something negative about the internet, but in this situation they’re correct.” He found that funny too because he actually looked up at my face and smiled. “I’m proportional for my size, and as long as your muscles are typical, the mechanics of it will work.”
Nodding slowly, he looked down at my cock and went back to studying it from a variety of angles. “Some bodies are not typical for a variety of reasons but I have every reason to assume my muscles will do what we need them to.”
“Then if we explore anal sex, we won’t have to worry about it being too painful or your body struggling to stretch.” I hadn’t run into that situation before, but I knew a guy who had and they’d made their relationship work just fine. “We’ll focus on sensations and submission.”
Reaching out, he gently ran one finger around the head of my erection. “Some people find being penetrated to be a submissive act but others find it neutral.”
“You’re right.” Relaxing back against the pillows, I made a soft pleased sound and spread my legs wider to invite his touch. “In a situation where I’m the bottom, I don’t find it submissive. It’s neutral for me.”
“Because you’re a Dom and the way you said it originally implied you don’t switch.” As I nodded, he ran the pad of his finger over my slit, sending a shiver through me. Precum slicked the tip of his finger causing him to pause before glancing back at me.
I knew that look.
He had cum questions.
“You can ask me anything, boy. You’re my sub and we’re helping you to understand what parts of intimacy that you like.” I probably needed to reinforce that more often, but for the moment he relaxed again.
“Have you tried your own?” He frowned as he glanced between my face and his finger. “The men online seemed to either easily admit they had or get offended by the question in ways I don’t understand.”
Ah.
“They probably don’t know why they’re offended either.” And I wasn’t going to guess. “Some men act out when they get confused. We’re not like that, though.”
“No.” He scrunched up his face before deliberately relaxing it. “But not knowing something is frustrating.”
And it made some guys want to stomp their feet and glare at everyone.
“I agree.” Wrapping my hand around my cock, I gave it a slow squeeze and forced more precum to the tip. “But yes, I have tasted mine. I’m a very curious person. It was slightly bitter and that satisfied my curiosity.”
Nodding slowly, he kept studying the situation and I could see his mind whirling.
Was he stuck again?
It felt a bit like the sitting on my lap issue, so I ran my finger over my slit and brought a bead of precum up to his lips.
“Try it. If it’s negative for you, we’ll base kissing time around the outside of my shaft.
You might like licking my balls and using your hand to manipulate the rest of my cock. ”
Going still, he flicked his tongue out and licked my finger, tasting my cum and my skin. He seemed to need processing time because he didn’t move and kept a very neutral expression even for Ferris.
Waiting for a few moments, I added in more penis information for him to consider. “There are also toys that imitate mouths or anuses that we could play with, and I can always rub my cock against your body to get enough stimulation to orgasm.”
“You can fuck the space between my thighs. I saw that online.” Being able to give me information seemed to put his brain back in the right headspace because his shoulders relaxed and he curled over to watch my cock again. “There are a variety of ways to do that as well.”
As his hand wrapped around my cock, he softly started stroking me just enough to keep me hard. I thought we were moving in a positive direction, so I pushed my questions aside for the moment. “Doggy style or with you on your back and your legs in the air are the ones that come to mind.”
“You’d like doggy style because you like my ass.” That was a mostly neutral response, so I didn’t worry about nodding. “You could even play with my anus in that position.”
“That would be fun.” I wasn’t sure he understood how much of an understatement that was, but I didn’t think it was necessary to point out at the moment. “This is fun too.”
His smile lit up his whole face, but he didn’t look away from my erection. “I’m glad. I want you to enjoy this.”
His experiment?
His adventure?
His playtime with his new toy?
His own cock clearly didn’t interest him in the slightest but mine was like a fascinating new toy. It made me feel good about the scene because this was really a reward for him, but it left me wondering how to steer the situation.
“I have my sexy boy naked and caged between my legs. I have his hands on my body and I know I’m going to get to come. I am thoroughly enjoying everything about this situation.” And I couldn’t wait to see what he’d do next.
Once he decided what that would be.
The only thing that could’ve made the scene better would’ve been a window into what had to be a captivating internal monologue about my erection.
To have said I was curious about that would’ve been the biggest understatement in history.