Chapter 9
Foster
Today has been the epitome of perfect. I’ve never had a better experience being Little around someone. Especially not for such a long period of time.
Daddy takes care of me, even as we get back to the room. We go into the room, then strip right at the front door.
I giggle a bit when we both wind up naked.
“It’s important to keep the sand contained, little one,” he says with a wink.
That sobers me enough to be guided into the bathroom. Daddy makes sure the shower is warm before holding out a hand for me to join him.
This is very different from the last time I saw him in the shower. Back then, I wished for my chance to join him. And now I’m here.
“Get clean?” I ask him innocently as my eyes track over his form.
He nods, squeezing some soap on a loofah. I watch as he brings the fluffy ball over to me and trails the cloth over my shoulder. It’s both soft and scratchy, which makes me giggle.
“Ticklish?”
I shake my head. “No, Daddy.”
He smiles, though he doesn’t slow his motion. I keep still while he cleans me, my eyes closing as I soak in the attention. It’s relaxing in a way I can’t explain.
The longer he goes, the less I feel like big me.
Soft.
Soapy.
Feel good.
Daddy.
Happy.
“All done, little one,” Daddy tells me.
Daddy good.
So nice.
“Lift your arms, please.”
Up. Up.
Arms go up.
Blankie go on.
Big blankie.
Cover body.
Rub tummy.
Blankie on tummy.
Daddy on floor.
“Lift your leg, little one. Let’s get your jammies on.”
Leg.
Leg.
Lift your leg.
I giggle.
Daddy silly.
Jammies go on.
Jammie time fun.
I wiggle.
Daddy kisses me.
I like Daddy kisses.
“Time to get in the bed. Do you want a story?”
I nod.
Thumb time.
Taste good.
Sucky suck.
Thumb to suck.
Daddy wrap me up.
Tight in hug.
Love Daddy hug.
Love Daddy.
Too soon.
Not too soon.
Cuddle.
Daddy read book.
Dragons.
A princess.
I want to be a princess.
And a dragon.
A dragon princess?
Daddy laughs.
I curl into him.
I is comfy.
Tired now.
Daddy is best ever.
Sweepy.
Need to sweep.
Daddy be ok if I sweep.
I close eyes.
“Night night, little one.”
I wake up to find it’s still dark outside. The windows aren’t covered, which gives me a glimpse of the amazing night view of the beach. A reflection of the moon moves with the waves of the ocean. It’s a hypnotizing sight.
Why am I awake?
It’s then I feel it. My bladder is near bursting.
I rush to the bathroom, making it just in time. It’s embarrassing how long I let it go.
It wouldn’t matter if you had something you could use in your sleep.
The Little side of me taunts the big me. I push down the thought with a pout as I move back into the bedroom.
I stop when I find DD sitting up in bed. “Everything ok?” he asks me.
“Yeah,” I reply shyly. “Just had to use the potty.”
He doesn’t say anything else as I climb in the bed. I’m not sure if he’s thinking of something else or if he’s simply settling back into sleep.
The room is quiet as we move back together. It’s not until I’m in DD’s arms that he speaks again.
“I don’t want to upset you, little one, but I want to ask if you might be interested in something. It might help prevent you from having to get out of bed at night.”
Tilting my head back, I wait for him to continue. I suspect I already know what he’s going to say.
“Have you ever tried diapers when you’re Little?”
I shake my head.
“Would you want to?”
I pause for a moment, then nod slowly.
DD’s smile makes me feel all warm inside. “Then we can see about finding some tomorrow. I’ll call Edward for the best place to grab them while we’re here. I didn’t bring any with me.”
I slip my thumb between my lips again, dozing off as he hums softly. I can tell he’s happy with my answer, and if I’m honest, I’m happy about it too.