Solemn Vows
H eat from the stove flushed my face as I opened the door and peered inside.
A round, red ham glistened within, unleashing its honey sweet smell.
The two days since Kit kissed me for the first time—since we kissed each other—had seen a change in the tone of the tiny house.
We went about our duties as before: we worked together in the smithy until I took leave in the afternoons to bake with Rosie.
But when I returned home each night to prepare dinner, I found myself consumed with anticipation, watching the front door for Kit’s return, planning when I might get close to him again.
In the evenings, he was distracted with the journals.
His father’s work demanded so much of his attention that I was almost envious of them.
Though now, when he insisted we study them together, we sat side by side, and he rested his hand on my knee or played with my hair.
I got the feeling he liked that it was getting longer.
If that were the case, I might never cut it again.
That night, I’d decided I would make another advance.
The memory of Kit's hungry lips on mine and the warmth of his body pressed against me was still vibrant, and I couldn’t let it fade.
Also, with each day the pain from our initiation brands lessened, so we didn’t need to be as careful about how and where we touched.
When the front door latch clicked, I bolted upright and slammed the iron oven shut.
My cheeks were no doubt pink from the heat, but another kind of blush flooded them when I saw Kit paused in the entry, tugging off his boots and untying his cloak from around his neck.
We’d been living together for weeks, but lately I'd taken to imagining we were married men building a life together.
Of course, I could never have imagined I would be building any sort of life within the confines of a cult’s hidden encampment, so far from my family and the farm where I grew up.
I wrung my hands as Kit approached. Sweat made his pale skin glisten and pasted his shirt to the muscles of his arms and chest. He was dusted with soot the same color as the curls that tumbled over his brow as he met my eyes.
Before I could speak, he cupped a calloused hand to my cheek, then drew me in for the kiss that had become part of our nightly routine. I smiled against his lips until he pulled away, leaving me leaning heavily into the space he left behind.
“That smells wonderful.” He nodded toward the stove. “I assume dinner’s underway?”
The meat in the oven and the pot of potatoes simmering on top of it made for one of my more extravagant efforts since we arrived in Ashpoint. Still, I looked toward the stove with a measure of remorse when I recalled placing the order with the local butcher.
“It’s a ham,” I told Kit. “I’ve always been fond of pigs, so it makes me a bit sad to eat them. They’re clever creatures, you know. ”
Kit frowned. “Why make a ham, then?”
It felt silly admitting to the thoughts that had driven me into town the day before.
As close as Kit and I had become, there were others who wanted to be as near to him as I did.
Despite his admission that he fancied me, I couldn’t shake the knowing that one woman in particular had made her bid for his attentions and was lying in wait.
“I’ve been thinking of Tessa bragging about how succulent hers was.” I wrung my hands again. “Then I wondered if you’d been thinking of it, too.”
Kit’s lips quirked the beginning of a smile. “Penny,” he said on a long breath, but I cut him off.
“If you’re going to think about anyone’s ham, Kit, it should be mine.”
It felt tenuous, this thing between us. So much of my life had changed in recent weeks, and I found myself clinging to the few familiar things I had here. Kit was one of those. His was a constant and comforting presence, and the thought of some woman wooing him with a cooked pig galled me.
After a moment’s pause, Kit nodded slowly. It looked as though he was fighting a grin.
“This may surprise you,” he said, “but I’d forgotten completely about Tessa’s ham.”
I blushed fiercely as he chuckled.
He brushed a lock of blond hair behind my ear, then held it there. “I don't think about her at all, honestly.” With another quick kiss to my forehead, he moved past me to retrieve the wooden spoon from the stove and give the potatoes a stir.
“Well…” Something hung in my throat, and I coughed to clear it. “I hope you enjoy the meal. Someone should.”
“I’m sure I will. And Reimond and Thoma will no doubt appreciate your efforts, as well. ”
He swirled the spoon around the pot casually and sounded so equally at ease that I almost missed the meaning of his statement.
“Reimond and Thoma?” I echoed, recalling our fellow initiate and his beau, a couple I’d immediately envied upon meeting them a few weeks prior.
In my hometown of Eastcliff, I was a member of a scarce minority.
I’d confessed to Kit during our early days together how perplexed my parents had been when trying to convince me to wed.
They’d foisted me off on every young woman in town, only to find none of them to my liking.
As the heir to a modest farm, I had plenty to offer as a suitor, and my mother assured me I would make a fine husband one day.
But none of my own visions for my future involved a wife.
Kit gave no further explanation until I prompted, “What about them?”
“I invited them over.” He tapped the spoon on the edge of the cast iron pot, then set it aside. “They should be here in a few minutes.”
I glanced at the door as though the couple would stride in that very moment, arm in arm. I was wholly unprepared for company with my sleeves rolled up and my apron splattered with glaze from the ham. Tugging the apron off over my head, I wadded it into a ball and dropped it in the sink basin.
“You should have warned me!” I exclaimed as I moved on to other worries. “What if there’s not enough food?”
Kit crossed his arms and leaned against the counter. “You always make plenty, Pen.” He gestured to the closed oven as evidence. “A whole ham? For just the two of us?”
He looked happy. More so every day and, if I’d thought him dashing before with his forehead constantly furrowed and his mouth sternly set, it was because I didn’t know how handsome he could be when he smiled.
His good humor bled onto me, and I stopped my flurry of movement with a sigh. “There’s bread as well. It’s cooling.”
The loaf rested on the open windowsill in its clay dish. Kit tracked my glance toward it, then nodded.
“No one will leave hungry,” he said.
Pushing away from the counter, he turned to the upper cabinet and opened it. I remembered the bottle of poison stowed inside, and my lip curled.
“Can’t that wait?” I asked. “You never want to eat afterwards.”
When Kit spun around again, he held a stack of dishes instead of the foul, green liquid. “Don’t worry,” he said. “I intend to eat my fill of your succulent ham.”
He smirked, and I knew I was blushing again.
As he moved to the dining table in the corner of the room, he added, “But we will need to take if after our company leaves. We don’t have enough days until the third Oath to miss one.”
Four plates and sets of cutlery exhausted our supply, but it made the little table look a bit cheerier. Growing up in a crowded farmhouse, I was used to more company and commotion than we ever had in Kit’s cottage. It would be nice to have a full house again.
I retrieved tin cups from the hooks below the cabinet and added them to the places Kit had set.
“Why did you invite them?” I asked. “Is there some occasion?”
Kit bounced his broad shoulders. “You all seem to get along. I thought you might like the chance to visit without Anders interrupting. ”
Something tickled the back of my throat again. I tried and failed to clear it.
Taking one of the cups, I went to the faucet and pumped it full of water. I guzzled the drink while Kit looked on with a quirked brow, but he didn’t question it.
“I could have sought them out myself, you know,” I told him. “They’re often at the stables.”
Kit frowned, and I got the sense he wasn’t being entirely forthcoming. He was typically reserved, but this air of secrecy prompted me to press.
“Not that I mind them coming here, but I assumed you would.” I pumped more water into the cup, then took another sip.
“I don’t mind.” He bent over the table and straightened one of the forks. “They seem like decent folk.”
I snorted. “A bold statement coming from you.”
Kit paused with his hand on another fork, fiddling it into a perfectly straight line. He cast a sideways glance at me. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Kit had spent the bulk of our early days in Ashpoint lecturing me and issuing endless, dire warnings.
I knew our mission was dangerous but, to hear him tell it, we stood in the maw of a beast, waiting for its teeth to crush us.
Everyone was an enemy, every encounter an opportunity to have our intentions sniffed out.
I’d been wary at first, but without much evidence to support Kit's claims, I’d lowered my guard.
The most dangerous thing in Ashpoint seemed to be my half-brother, Merrick.
If I’d survived him for the twenty-two years of my life, I could continue to do so.
I grabbed a towel from the counter and wrapped it around my hands before tugging open the oven door. “First Rosie, now Reimond and Thoma? I dare say, Kit, you may actually like the people here. ”
He made a grumbling sound. “I’ll admit there are a few who aren’t as awful as the rest.”
I gripped the sides of the roasting pan and pulled it from the oven, then bumped the door with my hip to swing it closed. Setting the ham atop the stove beside the potatoes, I discarded the towel at the same moment a knock came from the front door.
“I’ll get it,” I announced, rushing past Kit and through the living room.