Chapter 6
Allister
Her scent has turned me into someone I barely recognize. Something new has come awake in me, one that wants my teeth on her. That wants my marks on the softest parts of her body. That wants my cum on her, in her, seeping out of every hole because they all belong to me.
They're mine to do with as I please.
And I please.
I want my face lodged between her thighs until she understands what the word 'claimed' means. It's not what she thinks, I guarantee it. Because with me, it's permanent. It's an imprint on us both that will never be undone.
"I'm going to take care of you, Leah. You're giving me a gift, a precious gift, and I'm going to make you feel so good, baby."
I want her to know how much I honor what she's about to let me do to her. It's perfect. She's perfect.
Inside my head, an animal is up and pacing. I want her hard and fast, but I'll hold on to the civilized part of me, because her first time should be gentle. That's what she deserves. But I can't promise they will all be this way. She's unleashed something in me I can barely contain.
My need to be inside her pounds like a second pulse.
She's so small, I'm not sure it'll work.
But when the time comes, I'll take whatever her tiny body can give me.
Shit, if all I ever get inside her is the head of my cock, I'll die the happiest man alive.
But right now, it's my tongue I want in there, and I can't wait another second.
"Tongue first," I growl, and I sink the thick length of my tongue between her dripping folds, driving it into her with one thrust. My hands wrap around her upper thighs and lift, until only her shoulders rest on the bed and her pussy is fitted to my mouth.
She's hot and wet, and the first taste of her sends me reeling. She's sweet, with a tang underneath, a flavor made just and only for me, and I swallow hard as it spreads over my tongue and down my throat, making her part of me forever.
Her arms fly wide as I push into her virgin opening, but I go deeper.
I have to. My tongue barely fits, and I watch her fist the white duvet as I fuck her slowly with my mouth.
Her membrane gives against my tongue, and I swirl around the smallest part of her, memorizing her virginity in my mouth.
I want to keep this, to carry it with me for the rest of my life.
I moan along with her yelps, pushing my face as far into her pussy as it'll go, tasting the deepest parts of her. Her walls have a texture, tiny flickering petals that tighten and loosen as I rub my face over her.
The pleasure of her arousal on my tongue is almost too much.
This is the best and proudest moment of my life, knowing she chose to give me this.
My dick punches upward, fighting to get at her, my need a sharp, stinging thing.
It twists low in my gut. But I won't take her like that today. It's not time, not yet.
My boxers are already soaked, and another one's building. I want this moment to be all for her, but that won't stop me going full horny teenager and coming in my pants again, because she tastes better than anything my cock could feel right now.
I love the little bit of dark hair she's left on her pussy.
Just enough to tickle my lips and hold her wetness for me to suck off.
I move up, drawing my tongue from her opening to lick her slow, flicking over every contour and fold until I find her hard nub, already swollen and ripe from our dry-humping earlier.
"Leah." I pause for a moment, then repeat it. "Leah."
She doesn't respond, but I need her to listen, so I settle her beautiful ass lower onto the bed. I want all her attention, forever, but right now I just need her to hear me. She gazes down her body, the peach dress rumpled and caught around her waist.
"What?" She's breathless, her eyes wide and questioning.
"This, what we're doing, this means something to me.
Okay? I need you to know that. Right now, I won't let you go.
I can't. I'm in this for the long haul, Leah.
I may sound crazy, but I don't care. Just tell me you're here with me.
That you won't change your mind. Because if you try to get away from me, I'll chase you down.
I'll bring you back to me, Leah, because in my heart, you belong to me already. You think I'm crazy, don't you?"
It's odd, the position we're in, her legs open, my face already damp with her juices. She's looking down, and I hold my breath, waiting, half sure she'll burst out laughing at what I just said. But if she's not sure, I need to know now, because after this, I could never let her go.
"I don't think you're crazy. Everything you're saying makes sense." She pauses, holding my eyes like she can see straight through me. "But you have to promise me something."
"Anything, baby. I want to give you everything you want in this world."
"Just don't ever lie to me, okay? Don't make me feel silly or used. I'd die if that ever happened. It's so hard to trust anyone, but for some wild reason, I trust you. Please, just don't hurt me. Don't betray that trust."
"Never, baby. I won't hurt you. I couldn't. And anyone who does, I'll be there to take care of them. Give it all to me, Leah. I want all of you. You deserve to be taken care of, and I want to be the one who gets that honor."
I kiss her clit, my tongue lapping slow at first, the skin there impossibly soft. It's nothing like I expected. It's a million times better. I've found my holy place, and it's right here, my face between her thighs, my mouth on her. And her orgasm in my ears.
I suck and nip until her body tightens and her legs fall open and off my shoulders. As she spreads herself for me to devour and worship, I can do nothing but obey. I breathe her in, her scent becoming part of me along with her flavor, and revel in the luxury of her.
My cock throbs and aches. He wants what my mouth has right now. But he'll have to wait, because she needs to know her pleasure always comes first.
I'm already on the edge of insanity when she starts to call my name.
"Allister. Oh God, oh my God… Allister."
"Come, baby, give it to me." I groan into her open pussy, sucking her clit, and slip one finger into her tight opening, fucking her gently while my mouth rides the roll of her hips.
I make love to her with my tongue and finger, and when her sweetness bursts over my face, it's the most satisfying moment I've ever known. I suck it in, slurping and groaning with her as she calls my name again, and her orgasm seals her fate.
Her hot cream drips down my chin, and my only regret is that I can't swallow all of it, because I should. It's mine, and I'm reluctant to let any of it slip away.
Her opening clutches around my finger as her thighs smack closed on the sides of my head, squeezing me between them until my ears rush with sound. I don't care, this is it for me, everything I've ever wanted.
I lap it all up, locking my lips on her clit, pulling more of the orgasm out of her until her hands find my head and her hips grind on my face.
It's beautiful, the most beautiful thing that's ever happened to me, and I finally come myself, my balls heaving out another round into my pants, which no dry cleaner alive could save.
When her body softens and goes still, I kiss my way up her thighs, easing them down over the edge of the bed. I take a few calming breaths, then crawl up until I'm caged over her, looking down at the sweetest smile God ever put on a woman's lips.
Her eyes meet mine, and she struggles to focus, then looks concerned. "What about you? Shouldn't I do something for you?"
Her sweetness amazes me. That she's offering herself, that she thinks she's the only one getting something out of this… for a moment, I'm dumbfounded.
Her face goes red. "Not that I know what to do, mind you."
That innocence of hers, paired with the matter-of-fact way she says the most amazing things… it has my head spinning.
"Oh, trust me, you've already done more than enough, Leah. More than you could possibly know." I lower my head and give her a long, slow kiss, my tongue deep in her mouth. Sharing her release with her, on my tongue, is more arousing than anything I can name.
"Wow."
"Yeah, wow." I nibble at her neck until a couple of purple marks rise on her ivory flesh.
Her sable hair swirls in soft halos on the snow-white bedding.
"You're the most stunning woman I've ever seen, Leah.
How did I get so lucky? This is happening fast, I know, but don't be afraid.
In my gut, I know this is right. More right than anything I've ever had.
I just need you to always trust me. I'll never do anything to hurt you, you have to know that.
I want to be the one who protects you, takes care of you, shows you the good in the world.
I'll show you just how good a man can be. "
A blush climbs her cheeks, and she works her arms across her chest, shyness creeping in. But I can't allow that.
"Don't cover yourself. Please, Leah, don't ever keep yourself from me in any way. You'll break my heart. Only you have that power, because I've never given anyone my heart before you."
I kiss her forehead and take a deep breath, because those words are truer than I want them to be. She could shatter me, and that terrifies me.
She obeys, moving her hands away, creeping them up my forearms instead, until they wrap around the back of my neck.
"I still can't believe this is happening."
"Oh, baby, it's happening. And there's more to come. But for now, let's get out of here. I want you back at my place. We can figure out what's next. You want to go out somewhere tonight? I can take you to a nice dinner, a movie. I know you haven't gotten out much. You deserve to be spoiled."
I stand, take her hands, and pull her up to sit on the bed, then straighten her dress for her. Then I pick up her crutches and help her fit her arms into them so she can pull herself onto her feet.
"Allister." She bites her lip and looks up at me, and my hands move to smooth her silky hair down over her shoulders.
"What, baby?" I'll give her anything she wants right now.
"There are a few things I'd like to get. You know, from back at the house. Do you think you could take me there later?"
My chest tightens. The thought of her going back there doesn't sit well with me. What if she decides she wants to stay? The picture of her tied up in that basement still turns my stomach.
"Sure, baby. We can do that. Let's get you set up back at my place first, then we can take a ride. I need a shower before we go anywhere. And if I'm lucky, I'll get you to join me. The cum in my boxers is getting uncomfortable right about now."
Her giggle warms me, and I drape my arm over her shoulders as we move together toward the front door. It's so natural, so right, like we were made for this. I want her to know all of me, my history, even as she becomes my future.
"I need to run over and check on my mom later, too. I'd love to introduce you."
"I'd love to meet your mom."
"Well, she's sweet, but I won't lie. We've had our troubles." I open the door to the metallic gray Suburban and help her into the passenger seat, reaching over to buckle her in. "But I'm all she's got, and I try my best to take care of her."
My voice hardens, even as I say it. I love my mother, and I want Leah to be part of that.
"You seem to like to take care of people. I think it's something I can get used to."
"You'd better, because like it or not, you're signed up for more care than you bargained for, precious."
With that, I climb into the driver's seat and lace our fingers together as we pull out of Decker's driveway and head toward my place.
Our place.