This Is War - Chapter 31 - My One Desire
I dragged Tanner off stage. This was it. He was finally going to be mine. All. Mine.
The second we were off stage and away from prying eyes, I jumped on Tanner and kissed him. Deeply. Passionately. I kissed him like I had before I’d messed everything up and told him I’d loved him the first time three months ago. God, I missed his lips. I’d missed everything about him.
I attacked his face as I squeezed my legs around his torso.
For a few moments, everything melted away.
All I cared about was the taste of his tongue on mine.
The scruff of his face tickling my upper lip.
His manhood pressing against me. He was huge.
Maybe he was even bigger than Diablo and Angel. And I was about to find out for sure.
“Ash,” he groaned into my mouth.
His groan drove me even crazier. I kissed him harder, my hands clawing at his strong back. I wanted to tear his clothes off and take him right there in the forest.
So I did. Because he’d told me I could do anything. And what I wanted to do was him .
I had never been one to have long nails, but they were long enough to rip into his cheap Emerald Oasis t-shirt. The fabric was no match for my horniness.
I threw the ruined shirt on the ground and jumped off of him. God, his torso was even better than I remembered.
“Did you spend the last three months working out nonstop?” I asked as I ran my fingers down his six pack.
How had I been living without him this whole time?
Don’t say I love you. Don’t you dare say it.
If I could just keep my mouth under control, I could have him.
Maybe I’ll just shove his dick in my mouth to prevent me from saying those three words that ruined everything.
“I tend to work out more when I’m stressed.”
“Are you stressed right now?”
“No…”
“Well that’s a shame. Because I’m about to give you one hell of a workout.” My fingers traced along his Adonis belt and stopped at the hem of his pants. I started undoing the button, but he put his hand on mine.
“Ash, we can’t.”
“Why not?”
“I’ve told you. I have a flaming genie penis.”
I laughed and reached back for his pants. But he grabbed my hand. “I’m serious.”
I glared at him. “Are you kidding me right now? I’m so horny I’m about to explode. Quit messing with me and fuck me.”
“I can’t do that. But I can take care of your needs in other ways.” He licked his lips to show me exactly how he planned to take care of my needs.
Just the thought made my legs feel weak. As much as I wanted that, I wanted something else more. “No. I need your cock.”
“Believe me, I want nothing more than to ravish your beautiful body right this instant. But I really can’t.” Tanner slid his hand between my thighs. “Like I said…there are other ways that I can please you.” His hand slid higher.
“That’s not the same,” I said. But the moan that escaped my lips told a very different story.
His hand stopped. There was a cocky smile on his face. “So does that mean you don’t want it?”
“No! Of course I want it. I want you.” I’d take him any way I could get him. I’d been dreaming of this moment. Dying for it.
“There’s only one condition.”
“What’s that?” I asked.
“You have to tell me exactly what you want. After all…you’re the princess.”
I didn’t need another second to think about it. “I want your tongue.” I’d already had his fingers. But I needed to know what it felt like for him to devour me like Chastity had been devoured. That would be enough. Anything he could offer me would be enough as long as I had him.
He stuck out his tongue.
“Not like that. Put that away, son.”
He laughed. “Not like that, huh?”
“No, I want your tongue inside of me.”
He leaned in and kissed me, his tongue probing my mouth. I kissed him back for a second and then pushed him off.
“Not like that either.” Although that was a really good kiss. “I want you to lick my pussy.” The words sounded weird on my lips. But I didn’t care. I needed him more than I’d ever needed anything in my entire life.
“Well why didn’t you say so?” He trailed kisses down my neck, across my collar bone, between my breasts. All while his fingers expertly undid the laces and buckles keeping my dress in place. The whole process was torturously slow.
God, hurry up! I pushed on his head to try to get him to go down faster, but his body was an unmovable mass of muscle, which just made me even wetter. He could move at whatever speed he wanted, and there wasn’t a damned thing I could do about it. I was completely at his mercy.
The crisscrossed strings holding my top together were the first to go. My breasts sprung free from the tight material. Tanner took one my nipples into his mouth, slowly clamping down with his teeth.
“Oh God,” I muttered.
He bit a little harder and twisted. It was like he had just cast a spell of horniness on me.
“Please,” I gasped.
“I already made you come with my fingers,” he whispered against my breast and kissed down my stomach. “And now I’m going to make you come with my tongue.”
“You’re driving me crazy, Tanner.”
He laughed against my stomach and then pulled back. His eyes locked with mine. “Are you sure you don’t want to go back to the stage? I’ll kneel down right in front of your throne and eat you out in front of the whole camp.”
Holy shit. “No. I just want you. Right here, right now.”
His eyes were filled with desire. He looked like he was going to devour my body. Which was good, because that was exactly what I wanted.
But then he looked over my shoulder and his expression changed. I couldn’t quite tell what it was. Surprise? Excitement? It was as if he’d had some sort of epiphany.
“I’m so sorry, Ash. But I have to go.”
“What?”
“I just saw…” He shook his head. “No time to explain. I have to go.” He planted a big kiss on my lips and ran off.
I squinted to try to see what he had seen, but it looked like the forest was empty.
What the hell had he seen?
I swallowed down the lump in my throat. I’d told him I wanted just him. That wasn’t the same as saying that I loved him.
I could feel the tears biting at my eyes as I threw my arms over my exposed breasts. He’d left me. Again. And I still wanted him. I let the tears fall down my cheeks. Why did I still want him so desperately when he kept leaving me?