Chapter 31 Operating Lease
Operating Lease
Sara
I wake up alone in Tom’s bed. Stretching, I stare at the ceiling. Last night feels like a dream, but I know it wasn’t. None of it was.
I grab my phone from the nightstand where someone put it on the charging block.
There are a few new texts from Drew.
Drew:
Still up, princess?
Guess not.
Got an interesting invite to do brunch at the guys’ apartment.
See you soon.
That’s news to me. What the hell is going on?
I stumble into the bathroom and take a quick shower. When I look through the clothes I brought with me, I look over the pale green dress I’d planned to wear this morning to my brunch date with Drew.
I guess I still have a brunch date with Drew, it’s just being taken over by the guys I’m living with. A smile touches my lips. Wanting to be prepared, I slip on a sexy pair of panties and leave my bra off. The dress wraps around me.
After I put on a little lip gloss, I curl my hair. If I’m not going out, I’m not doing a full face of makeup. I make a note to call my mom later today. Caitlyn needs to fill me in on everything she’s seen and done overseas.
Taking a deep breath, I look at myself in the mirror. I’m ready for whatever they have to throw at me this morning. Wyatt might be into something really weird that I can’t get on board with. If so, what will that mean?
I don’t want to think about losing him entirely. I don’t even know if we’re talking about a relationship or just fucking. Damn. I should know that.
Finn and Dante haven’t been talking to me about dating, just fucking. Drew wants to date me. I’m not sure where Wyatt’s head is at. So I need to know which side of the fence I’m on. Do I need a relationship with these men or do I just want to fuck them and figure it out later?
When I asked Drew out, I wasn’t looking for a relationship. But all these years I was hoping for one with Wyatt. Can I boil this attraction down to just sex? Can I experiment with these four men and come back with my heart intact?
I guess there’s only one way to find out and it’s through that door.
After straightening my skirt and pushing my hair behind my shoulder, I open the door and step barefoot out into the living room. The smell of bacon and eggs makes my stomach growl. The sound of men’s voices stops as they all turn to look at me.
Dante, Drew, and Wyatt sit on the sectional with coffee mugs in their hands, while Finn stands at the stove making breakfast.
“I was just going to send in a search party, flower.” Finn winks before turning back to the stove. “Breakfast is almost ready.”
Drew stands and sets his mug on the coffee table. He walks toward me with a smile.
“How are you, princess?” His hands settle on my upper arms and he draws me in for a brief kiss. His brown eyes search mine.
“I’m good.” Why would I be bad? Did they tell him I was sick? Or just how drunk I was last night?
“You look beautiful this morning.” He holds me back as he takes in my dress. His eyes burn with heat when they meet mine. “I thought about you last night.”
My cheeks flush, knowing the others hear his every word. “Thank you.”
He leads me over to the couch and Finn brings me a cup of coffee. He leans in and kisses me before I have time to anticipate his move. My eyes widen, but his green eyes just twinkle mischievously.
“Morning, flower.”
“Finn.” I don’t know what else to say. He’s kissed me in front of Dante before, but not Drew and definitely not Wyatt. I lower to the couch, not meeting anyone’s eyes.
Dante sits on my other side. He brushes a lock of hair behind my ear, sending little shivers through me. Walking out that door I thought I knew how this would feel. But, wow, was I wrong.
I glance up at Wyatt through my lashes, but he’s sitting back taking it all in. Last night, he said he wants me. I don’t know if he still feels that way this morning. He leans forward and grabs something off the coffee table.
He moves in front of me. “Creamer, trouble?”
My gaze jerks up to his as my mouth falls open in an O. Whatever conversation they had this morning must have been a good one.
He smirks as he adds some creamer to my mug. His dark eyes hold mine.
My heart tumbles over itself. I don’t know what to think or what to say. When Wyatt resumes his seat, I take a sip of my coffee.
“All done.” Finn claps his hands.
I stand and walk around the guys to the table before anyone else can kiss me. Not that I don’t want their kisses. It’s just really early and I wasn’t ready for this kind of attention. Finn holds out a chair for me.
“Thank you.” When I sit, he pushes me in.
The others join me at the table and Finn brings over the eggs, bacon, potatoes, and toast.
“Sorry it’s not a full brunch spread, but I was making do with what we have.” Finn takes his seat and passes the potatoes to Drew.
“This smells and looks great.” Drew passes me the serving dish and I put some on my plate.
Before long, I have a full plate and it’s time to eat. I should lead this discussion. After all, it’s my body. But also I’m the person with the least amount of experience at this table. How do I even start this?
Drew’s hand stills my bouncing knee. “So I assume everyone is now on board with giving Sara exactly what she wants?”
He casually takes a bite of his egg as he looks at everyone else while I stare at him. A slow smile spreads on my face. I knew I liked Drew Young for a reason. He makes everything so easy and simple.
Finn coughs to cover his laugh and my gaze darts to his green eyes. “Mostly we need to discuss what our expectations are.”
“Especially if we’re all in on this,” Dante says.
I tighten my thighs at the thought of all of them in. I should have talked more with Madison about exactly how this works with four guys. Are there positions or stretches I need to know or do ahead of time?
Wyatt clears his throat and I lift my eyes to his dark ones. His focus is on me again and it’s disconcerting. My heart throbs and my hands shake on my utensils.
“There are things we need to discuss and have clarity on before we can start.” His gaze sweeps to Finn and Dante. “From the sounds coming from the kitchen last night, I’m sure you two warmed Sara up nicely.”
My insides heat and I squirm on my seat. I’m sure my face is red by now.
“She gets restless.” Dante smirks. “She can’t sleep without a good orgasm. Or a few.”
Finn chuckles.
“What all have you done, trouble?” When Finn opens his mouth, Wyatt holds up his hand. “This is the time Sara talks. If we’re going to have any kind of sexual relationship, both of you said she needs to lead. So Sara, what all have you done?”
I cross my legs under the table and put my utensils down. Now isn’t the time to pretend to be shy. I put my elbows on the table and join my hands. “I’ve masturbated with my fingers. Oral sex, given and received. Also, both at the same time. Been finger fucked.”
I tap my lips trying to think of what else.
“Oh, I’ve jerked Dante off.”
Finn chuckles again, but Wyatt gives him a stern look.
“Anyone besides the guys at this table?” Wyatt cocks his head a little.
I shake my head. “No.”
He lifts his coffee to his lips and takes a sip while holding my gaze. It’s intense and disarming. It’s everything I always wanted from him.
When he sets his mug down, he turns to Drew. “If we’re all sharing, that means no sex outside this arrangement. The three of us have discussed it, but is that what you want?”
I turn to look at Drew. He promised me he was only interested in me, but that was before this all came out. Maybe he feels differently now that he knows they’re willing to cross the line. I swallow.
Drew turns to me and cups my jaw. “I’m all in, princess. However long you need to be ready.”
Fuck, I’m ready now. For a second, I contemplate pushing everything on the table off and offering myself to them, but this conversation is just beginning.
“Good.” I give him a smile before turning back to Wyatt.
Wyatt leans forward and his gaze dips down to my cleavage before returning to my eyes. My breasts grow heavy with desire. Please don’t be into pony play. I really don’t think I could pretend to be a horse for him.
Maybe? I mean, it’s still sex play.
“We need to discuss kinks, because I’m not the only one with a kink that will play with you.” Wyatt glances at both Dante and Finn.
My eyes widen. Oh. But everything we’ve done is so vanilla. Besides both of them at the same time and watching each other. Which are kinks in themselves.
Drew laughs. “You look so surprised, princess. You shouldn’t be. There’s a reason we’re drawn to you and it isn’t your innocence.”
“Then why?”
“You’re curious and open. Frankly, I’m surprised you didn’t experiment more in high school and college. But I can tell you were holding out for more.” His gaze flicks to Wyatt before returning to me. “You already know I like to play in public. I also like to watch.”
Falling into his brown eyes, I wet my lips.
“I’m open to most kinks.” He takes his phone out and taps on a few things.
My phone buzzes from where I left it in the living room. Finn’s phone buzzes too.
“There’s an app. It’s pretty extensive, but it goes through a consent form. You can choose what you’re curious to try and what your hard limits and soft limits are.”
Suddenly, I want to run to my phone and figure it out.
“We should all enter our information into it. It’s a good way to confirm the arrangement.” Drew glances around. “I only have Finn’s number so he can send it to both of you.”
“After breakfast.” Finn points to my plate. “Eat, flower.”
“We should still discuss our kinks.” Wyatt arches an eyebrow at Drew, who just smirks back at him. “But going through a list would be helpful, if Sara had experience.”
I bite my lip. “That shouldn’t be an issue though.”
“It just means you’ll have a lot of curious about and may not know what your limits are until you’re in the moment.” Wyatt takes a bite of his bacon.