Chapter 26 – Geralynn
Chapter Twenty-Six
Geralynn
Ishould have never pushed him like this.
Renzo wants to punish me for sneaking into his bed and making the situation between us even more confusing than it was originally.
His contract gave us both closure that tied up the loose ends in a pretty knot.
Climbing into his bed and sucking his cock changes everything about our dynamic and might even prompt him to ask more.
My face presses into the luxurious down pillow that always smells like fresh laundry and Renzo’s lightly spicy shampoo.
I don’t want to enjoy the way he pins me to the bed but the gushing between my thighs intensifies.
Juices drip along with Renzo’s first load of cum.
His hips cup my ass cheeks as they nestle in Renzo’s thick patch of pubic hair.
I feel how wet I got him from riding him along with his cock steadily growing with arousal… again.
I didn’t expect him to recover this quickly and I am absolutely fucked because my pussy has definitely not recovered from Renzo’s massive cock.
I rode him until I came by following a dark, instinctive urge.
I didn’t think about what would happen when Renzo was done filling me up with his cum.
More of his seed trickles out of me and my ass perks out to meet the thatch of pubic hair between his legs.
If he gets too dark tonight, I can always beg for mercy… right?
“You broke the rules, Geralynn,” he murmurs, trapping me beneath the covers and beneath his body so I can barely breathe.
I wish I wasn’t fucked up enough to enjoy it.
He’s careful not to hurt the baby while maintaining complete physical control over my body.
You would think our size difference would disappear when we’re horizontal, but it only gives Renzo more control to pin me to the bed.
I couldn’t move away from him, even if I wanted to.
His cock continues to grow against my ass cheeks as I wriggle beneath Renzo’s grasp making soft pathetic grunts as I struggle for oxygen.
I shouldn’t expect him to pity me… and he doesn’t.
Renzo made it clear that signing his new contract would release me from every burden to him including sex.
Even if he pins me to the bed and presses his cock against my ass, I can’t admit to either of us why I’m here.
I can’t admit to anyone how deeply fucked up it is that I fell for Renzo Taviani out of all the people in my life that I’ve met.
Why did it have to be the man who called me ‘mop girl’?
Who made me feel so impossibly small before Nicki shook the fuck out of our dynamic?
Renzo’s grasp on my hips tightens. I cry out in fear and my pussy leaks some more of his cum into a nice little wet patch on the bed.
Renzo chuckles with excitement from the justification he now has to enact his most depraved desires on me.
That’s what I assume from his low, evil-sounding laugh.
My efforts to struggle away from his grasp don’t work at all and he loves every second of it.
Complete control over my body is exactly what he wants from me.
“We both signed the contract and now… you made me fuck your pussy full of my cum the first night I let you go. Almost like you couldn’t live without me.”
His cock throbs impatiently against my ass cheeks. Ready again and this time, I’m guessing he’s ready for more.
There’s an impossible lump in my throat that won’t move.
What does Renzo want me to say? He has a dick big enough to drive a sane woman crazy.
It’s not just that. It’s the banter between us.
The way he improved my LSAT practice scores.
The way he made me feel beautiful with his sketches, even while he outwardly denied seeing my beauty.
“I can live without you just fine,” I say, struggling to breathe as I lie through my teeth to the strong Italian man who has me spread apart and pinned to his bed.
I can’t pin any of this on Nicki now. Renzo set me free, so my words don’t sound convincing now that I’m beneath him again and especially since I placed myself in this fucked up position.
“I can’t live without you,” Renzo whispers.
His breath smells like mints and is so fucking warm.
I want his lips closer and hate myself for wanting him.
He’s never going to be perfect and I’m never going to stop loving him…
I know it’s wrong and I know that I should be strong enough to follow the contract that I signed.
But I’m not.
“You’ll get used to it,” I tell him, squirming beneath him nervously as I feel Renzo’s cock growing again. Seriously? How can he fuck me again so soon and how can he get hard when we’re basically in the middle of an argument?
“The more you deny me, the more I want you,” he says. “I even gave you freedom when all I wanted was to tie you up naked in my basement with a plug up your ass that keeps you full until I’m ready to use you for the day.”
It’s not sexy that he wants to kidnap me and use my body as an object for his pleasure, but something about his brazen confession of his kinkiness gets me instantly wet. It won’t take Renzo long to discover my wetness.
Fuck.
“Renzo…” I gasp as I feel him spreading my ass cheeks apart. Yelling his name only encourages him. I feel his thumb pressing against my asshole and there isn’t nearly enough lubrication for him to enter me.
“I’m going to take your ass tonight,” he says. “It’s up to you how much it hurts.”
I don’t want pain. I can’t admit to either of us that I came into Renzo’s bed because I knew it would hurt to be with him again. I don’t know what I was thinking. I wasn’t thinking. I have a profoundly stupid physical need for this man but we said fuck the contract and now I’m spiraling.
The good thing is this spiral has a natural end point.
I’ll have the baby. I’ll disappear. Once I’m not stuck within Renzo’s grasp all day and night, he’ll quickly find a distraction.
He’s an insanely hot white guy with a commanding aura whenever he enters a room.
I can’t imagine this keeping Renzo down for long.
When I’m alone looking after our baby, he’ll be ten inches (or more) deep inside some other girl.
It’s a good thing. I need to get over him and remind myself that there is nothing to romanticize about a man who demeaned me verbally. Who fucked my ass with a wine bottle. Who was the first to ever tell me that he loves me…
“No…” I whimper.
Renzo chuckles. “You knew what you were signing up for by sneaking into my bed. I’ll be careful with our little one.”
My traitorous pussy throbs, making me feel like a complete slut for how hot I feel when Renzo refers to the baby as our little one.
I don’t want to acknowledge the part of my lizard brain that feels so fucking good having him physically dominate me and get completely possessive over my body because of our mutual interest in the baby growing within me.
“What do you want in your ass?” he asks as his finger circles the skin on my puckered asshole. “If you take my cock, I’ll forgive you for sneaking into my bed tonight… and I’ll use lube.”
Renzo exhales warm air on the back of my neck and the hair stands on end. He knows exactly how to scare the shit out of me while getting me disturbingly wet. My body trembles in fear as
“If you take my finger,” he continues. “I’ll punish you for teasing me.”
He pushes against my asshole to tease me and test me. I cry out in pain as he forces in just the first knuckle. Fuck. A man as big as Renzo has big hands and a big dick. This is only a choice in Renzo’s fucked up view of the world.
He won’t let me get away with it.
“You’re too quiet,” he murmurs. “Do you want my cock or my finger, Geralynn? It’s a simple question.”