NICOLE
Callum was all-encompassing and even things that shouldn’t make me so hot, did. In the past, we had discussed anal but up to this point, he hadn’t pressed the issue.
“I don’t know—” I started to say before he pressed two wet fingers to my lips.
“It’s time, Nicole. I want every part of you to be mine.”
And little did he know, it already was. I loved this man. For some inexplicable reason, I’d discarded everything my mother had told me about how a man should love me. Instead of being treated like a princess, I ended up the play toy of a Titan, but if given the chance I’d do it all over again. Tonight would be our last one together, and I wanted to walk away with no regrets. If that meant allowing him to take me where no man ever had, so be it. In another world and time, Callum would be my soulmate. In this one, he was my heartbreaker instead.
His fingers were still pressed to my lips, so I ran my tongue over them. I watched his eyes as I slowly sucked those long digits into my mouth like I would his cock. Callum loved when I gave him a blow job, and my mouth was truly watering to do so now. When I pulled away, his dark gaze was hooded, and I dropped to my knees. I wasn’t sure if it was my dress or the remnants of his shirt that I landed on, but it didn’t matter. I needed to taste him... to pleasure him... to make him come as hard as he’d made me a few minutes ago.
He knew what I planned to do, and even helped me out by shedding his pants, boxers, and socks. The two of us were now completely naked at this point other than the heels I had on my feet. I grabbed his cock in my hand and ran my tongue over the tip. He growled, but otherwise let me tease him for a few more seconds. I covered the tip of him with my mouth, then began to work him to my throat. I quickly pulled away and let it fall from my lips before I grabbed his shaft again. This time, I started to run my tongue over the long vein on the underside. I even scraped my teeth against him, earning a growl for my efforts. When I was all alone at night, the deep rasp of it would haunt me, but I didn’t care. I would hold nothing back from him, and I didn’t want him to hold anything back from me, either,
“Nicole,” he warned. I savored the strained sound of his voice because it would be the last time I heard it... at least, like this...
I returned to sucking him, but this time squeezed and massaged his balls as I took him repeatedly to my throat and swallowed. Callum was gripping my hair and had wrapped it around his fist like he so often did, but I wouldn’t let him control this right now.
I ignored the pain as he tried to hold my head still, the sensation shooting straight from my head to my core. I was aching to feel him inside of me, but I knew once I allowed him to do that, he would follow through on his promise for the other. When his cock swelled and pulsed in my mouth, I knew he was getting close .
“Fuck, the way you suck my dick, Nicole. Yes, just like that,” he instructed as I pulled my hands down to tug on his balls, and I swallowed around him at the same time.
Seconds later, he growled as his release shot from the tip to coat my throat. I raised my gaze to his, loving the way he looked when climaxing himself. His eyes were closed and his head thrown back. This too would be an image I would have to save to memory.
Finally, I let his shaft fall from my lips with a wet pop, then used the back of my hand to wipe my mouth. He untangled his hand from my hair, then offered it to me. Once I was pulled up onto my feet, he crushed me against him and his mouth came down on mine again. This time, I was the aggressor as I slipped my tongue between his lips. Everything in this moment felt so right. I was in the arms of the man I loved, but one I could never have. I truly felt like Daisy in some modern retelling of ‘The Great Gatsby.’
Callum cupped my face between his hands and deepened the kiss while I clung to his biceps. Everywhere I touched was nothing but hard muscle. I loosened my grip and spent the next several seconds running my hands up and down his chest, relishing the feel of his muscles bunching beneath my palms. I affected him in some way, even if it wasn’t the same way he did me.
I believed he wanted me, and that he often thought about fucking me, but what I didn’t believe was that this secret relationship was anything more than temporary. I’d eventually graduate, and nothing would change between us. I’d be too far gone at that point to move on, and I’d end up relegated to the side piece when he found someone worthier. It was almost comical to think that the daughter of a Titan wouldn’t be enough for him, but it wasn’t because of money. Both of our families were very affluent, so the issue lay somewhere else, and it was in that traitorous organ thudding rapidly in my chest .
Eventually, Callum broke the kiss off and I quickly sucked air back into my lungs because it would only be a matter of time before he stole my breath once more. As I did, he picked me up so lovingly, then tossed me onto the bed like a pillow. I went to roll over, but he was on me. His hard body covered mine as he buried his head between my neck and shoulder. I was about to ask him what he was waiting on until he rose up onto his knees and straddled me.
“I don’t want you to be scared, Nicole. I’m going to make this so damn good for you,” he told me before rocking back onto his heels.
I watched as he got off the bed, then walked over to his suitcase to retrieve a bottle, along with a box of condoms. A shiver raced down my spine and my core and ass both now clenched in anticipation. He tossed the lube and it landed beside me. I froze momentarily until I felt his hands on one of my feet.
“I’m not going to hurt you.”
I had to resist choking back a sob because that was all he’d done since the day he took me in his office. At first, I’d been so blinded by his sexual prowess, but now, I was finally starting to clear the haze from my head, and what I saw did more than hurt me. It terrified me. I’d given my heart to this man, and he’d never even know it, because his own was something he could never give to me.
I didn’t care if others knew about us, and while I could see his point when it came to his career, there were other places we could go and things we could do. Nothing ever happened because he’d gotten comfortable using me to satisfy his sexual appetite, then leaving me broken when he walked away. Sure, I got multiple orgasms, and the most mind-blowing ones at that, but they no longer eased the ache in my chest.
Callum untied the strap to one heel, then slid it off my foot before doing the same with the other. They hit the floor with a resounding thud, and it brought me back to the present. I watched as he sheathed his cock, and my tongue darted out to trace my lips. I could still taste him. He was as hard as he’d been before I went down on him. He was very sexual and if nothing else, I’d reaped the benefits of it up until now. The end was coming, and likely even sooner than he realized.
“Fuck me,” I pleaded with both my eyes and mouth.
Callum climbed up the bed and my legs fell apart on reflex. He spread them even wider, then positioned his cock where I wanted to feel it most. With a single thrust, he buried his shaft to the hilt which drew a ragged cry from me. He was long and thick, and even through the condom, I could feel him twitch inside of me until he began to move. He started to drive into me with the same rhythm he usually did, and I had to admit that being with him felt a lot like being home. When he was fucking me like this, there was no other place I’d rather be.
Callum groaned a few times, the raspish sounds causing goosebumps to rise on my skin. I was so close to the edge, and when he leaned forward and buried his head in my neck once more, I nearly came. I wanted to make this last longer, so I relented even though it was a feat to do.
He slid his hands under my back as I arched my chest against him. Skin to skin, his warmth infused the rapidly cooling parts of me. I gripped his shoulders, then dragged my nails down his back as he changed the angle of penetration and began fucking me even harder.
“I can’t hold off on any longer,” I warned.
“Don’t, Nicole. Come for me.”
His words set off a nuclear reaction inside of me as I exploded for him. The orgasm was stronger than any I remembered having with him, and over the course of the last few months, there had been too many to count. Callum felt so good that I wanted to wrap my entire body around him and never let go. I had to, though. And that time was near. For now, I allowed him to continue to drive into me before he untangled my limbs and flipped me over onto my stomach.
I went to move onto my knees, but his hand on my back stopped me. “Hold still. I need to prepare you so it won’t hurt so bad.”
Little did he know, nothing he found in that tube or did with his cock would make the inevitable hurt any less. I was the worst kind of person for actually having sex with him now knowing I’d be leaving him for good afterward. It gave new meaning to the words ‘one for the road’ and that filled me with as much shame as knowing I’d always be his dirty little secret.
Something wet and warm dripped onto my ass and trickled between my cheeks. He was holding them open with one hand and squeezing the lube with the other. I heard the bottle hit the floor right as he inserted one finger into my ass. It didn’t feel terrible, but I knew that would change in a few minutes. Still, I pushed my ass out toward him as he slowly added a second, then third, and began to stretch my inner walls from all angles. He slowly thrust them in and out and it was so much like torture that I was close to begging him to just take me.
Callum knew the signs of my body which I was sure came from experience. In fact, I know it did. My uncle told me about his reputation, and that of the other Titans that resided in Chicago. I’d kept my interest in the Titans minimal, but thankfully neither my aunt nor uncle noticed. I heard about the conquests between New York and Illinois, and how he was neck and neck with Noah Capshaw for the biggest manwhore of them all. If anyone would recognize one, it would be him. My mother would too, which was likely the cause of her concern earlier tonight. She’d tamed my father, or so it appeared, but I’d have no such luck with this one.
He pulled his fingers out, then raised just my ass. I got on my knees but kept my face flush to the pillow. I gripped a handful of bedsheets in each fist and when he pressed his cock against me, I tried my best not to tense up. It was easier said than done, but he slowly worked his cock in there until I was filled completely, then he paused.
“Just breathe. It’s going to feel really fucking good,” he promised me which made me relax.
Callum pulled out and slowly worked his way back inside of me, repeating that a few more times before he started to fuck me harder. At first, it did hurt like hell, but as I acclimated to his size, it got a lot better. It helped that one of his hands was furiously rubbing my clit. It wasn’t long until I was about to come again. I could feel the rush of adrenaline, but he removed his hand and brought it to my shoulder. He then drove into me, pausing on occasion to roll his hips, but never slowing his rhythm.
“Your ass is so damn tight, Nicole. I could ride it for hours.”
“C-Callum,” I cried out, especially when he smacked one of the cheeks hard. It stung, but the fiery heat from his blow lessened rapidly.
He continued pounding into me, and I could do nothing more than take what he gave. My grip on the bedsheets never loosened, even as I listened to his words of encouragement. It wasn’t long before he drove me to the edge, then another hard thrust sent me catapulting off of it. I cried out his name, chanting it like a mantra until I felt him tense. I knew he’d just come so when he pulled out of my ass, I collapsed against the bed.
A short while later, I was lying in his arms. Moments like this used to make everything worth it, but I knew it wouldn’t any longer. I still cherished this last bit of time with him. The end was here, but I clung to him even harder as he lazily trailed his hand up and down my back. My head was flush to his chest, and the rhythmic sound of his heart beating was nearly enough to lull me to sleep .
I stayed awake though because I didn’t want to waste these last precious moments. My own heart was not nearly as steady as his, no matter how much I tried to calm myself down. We lay like that for over an hour until I slowly untangled my body from his.
He had drifted off, but woke up as I got out of bed. There was a beam of moonlight shining through the large windows, and when I turned toward the bed, I could see him watching me get dressed. When he sat up, I knew he was about to say something.
“Where are you going? You don’t have to leave right now.”
“I do,” I said softly, then cleared my throat. “In fact, I’m going away for good. This with you... I can’t do it anymore, Callum. It’s over.”
“Over? What the hell are you talking about? Is this because of what we just did?”
Callum was now sitting upright, and I knew he intended to get up. If he touched me, my resolve would very well disintegrate, then we’d be back here again. I shook my head and also verbally responded. “No, it didn’t. I’d made up my mind before you ever even stepped foot in this room. It has to be this way, so please don’t try to stop me.”
“I’m not going to give you up, Nicole. You’re mine, and you always will be.” I ignored the fresh onslaught of tears and hurried to the door. “If you walk out of this room right now, you’re going to make the biggest mistake of your life.”