Chapter 31
‘Lo Motion Customs
It wasn’t even a damn hour since Echo left my shop and Toni was already goin’ off on me, sendin’ me screenshots of the messages that dumbass girl slid in her inbox.
My phone lit up back to back like Toni was tryna burn the battery out with how fast she was textin’ me, and every message got my blood boilin’ more ‘cause Echo really had the fuckin’ nerve to go from poppin’ up at my shop to lyin’ on my name in Toni’s DMs like she was somebody important in my life.
Toni: So you still fuckin’ her?
Toni: Why the fuck she in my inbox talkin’ bout y’all fuckin’? Why she sayin’ you not comin’ up off her?
Me: Toni chill out, I ain’t fuckin’ with that girl.
Toni: Then why the fuck she say y’all been fuckin’? Who lyin’?
Me: She is, baby. Bitches lie everyday over dumb shit.
Toni: That mean you gave her somethin’ to lie about.
I threw my head back and dragged my hand down my face ‘cause I was tired as hell of Echo tryna squeeze meanin’ out of somethin’ that ain’t mean shit, and I was even more tired of Toni thinkin’ I was still givin’ that girl any kinda damn attention.
I finally hit Toni’s call button ‘cause the texts wasn’t movin’ nowhere but towards her cussin’ me out harder.
She answered quick and I could hear how tight her voice was.
“What Kay’Lo?”
“Man, I ain’t got shit goin’ on with her,” I said, feelin’ exhausted as fuck. “I ain’t talked to her. I ain’t seen her. I ain’t touched her… in weeks!”
“But why she sayin’ it then?” Toni fired back. “If y’all not fuckin’, why the fuck she so comfortable lyin’ on yo’ dick?”
“‘Cause she weird,” I snapped. “And she mad I’m not answerin’ her calls. That’s all this is. She tryna get a reaction outta me or you or whoever. I ain’t fuckin’ with her. I been told you I was done with her. Block her ass.”
She was quiet for a second, like she was tryna decide if she believed me or not.
“Whatever, Kay’Lo.”
“Nah,” I said, sittin’ up. “I’m comin’ to the crib. We not doin’ this bullshit over the phone.”
“Uh huh,” she muttered, then hung up right in my face.
I stared at the phone, shook my head, and grabbed my keys ‘cause this was my damn life. Toni get mad, I clean it up. Same loop, different fuckin’ day.
I drove through the island fast, barely blinkin’, and the whole time my chest was tight as hell ‘cause I knew Toni was mad, but underneath all that anger she was still hurt, and I hated when she was hurt behind some shit that didn’t even fuckin’ matter to me.
When I hit the gates, they opened quick like they already knew my car. I pulled up in the driveway, hopped out, and saw Toni out front standin’ with her arms folded and her attitude sittin’ on her shoulders like a second outfit.
She was waitin’ on me. She was mad and she was fine as fuck.
I walked right up to her, not breakin’ eye contact, and I let my chest touch hers until her back hit the door. She sucked in a breath even though she tried to hide it. I could feel the heat rollin’ off her body, the tension, the frustration and the want she was tryna pretend wasn’t there.
“Baby,” I said, leanin’ down over her so my breath brushed her neck. “I ain’t fuckin’ with her. She lyin’. You want my phone? You know the code. You can go through that whole bitch.”
“I don’t wanna see your phone,” she said, her voice a mix of attitude and somethin’ softer she couldn’t bury fast enough.
“Then why you trippin’?”
“I’m not trippin’.”
“You are,” I murmured, pressin’ my body closer against hers. “Ya voice shakin’. Ya hands shakin’. You mad as hell and you don’t even know why no more.”
“I know why,” she snapped, but her voice cracked, and that’s when I knew she was fightin’ the same shit I was.
It had been months of not touchin’ her, months of wantin’ her so bad my body felt empty without her, months of missin’ the only woman who could get in my head and in my heart at the same time, and all that build-up was sittin’ right here between us now, hot and loud and impossible to ignore.
I reached down and grabbed her hand, slidin’ my fingers between hers, and before she could pull away, I pushed her hand straight down the front of my pants.
She gasped, her eyes goin’ wide as her palm wrapped around how hard I was.
“You feel that?” I asked, my voice low and gritty.
“That’s for you, Toni. Only you. Can’t no other bitch get me like this.
You the only woman I’ve ever fucked raw, without a condom in my life.
Ain’t nobody else I want touchin’ me. You got me walkin’ around this island hard as fuck behind you and you actin’ crazy with a nigga. ”
Her fingers trembled around my dick, squeezin’ a lil’, and I guided her hand, makin’ her feel the veins runnin’ along my shit until her knees damn near buckled.
“‘Lo…” she whispered, tryna pull back but not really movin’ at all.
“Nah,” I said, slidin’ my other hand to her waist and pullin’ her closer. “Stop lyin’ to yourself. You want me just like I want you. You ain’t come out here in this short ass dress for nothin’.”
Her breathin’ got uneven and her lips parted when I lifted her up off the ground. Her legs wrapped around me before she even realized what she was doin’.
As soon as she was in my arms, pressed tight against me, I pressed her back against the door, put my mouth on her neck and dragged my tongue along her skin. She let out the softest whimper, holdin’ onto me, her head fallin’ back as I sucked along the curve of her throat.
Her hands was in my caressin’ the back of my neck, clingin’ to me like she was losin’ herself and findin’ herself at the same time.
My name slipped from her lips mixed with a moan, and I felt that shit down my spine.
I kissed her again, lower this time, lettin’ my tongue trace her pulse.
The tension between us was hot enough to spark a damn fire.
Her voice shook when she whispered, “Kay’Lo…”
I pulled back just enough to look her in her eyes, still holdin’ her up.
“You not goin’ nowhere,” I said soft, my voice rough with all the months I held back. “And I ain’t either.”
Her fingers tightened on my shoulders, and her whole body melted against mine as I kissed her neck again, suckin’ her skin until she moaned for me. We was both moanin’, and both givin’ in after fightin’ for months.
While I sucked on her neck, I slid my hands down to her ass and gripped her like I owned every inch of her, ‘cause I did. I whispered against her skin, “I’on give a fuck what kinda attitude you got. I’m takin’ my pussy, so stop actin’ like you ain’t been wantin’ this dick just as bad as I been wantin’ to give it to you, baby. ”
My dick was so damn hard it hurt, and my hands was shakin’ tryna get my pants down fast enough.
She was breathin’ all heavy in my mouth, lettin’ me kiss her like she hated me and needed me in the same breath.
Soon as I freed my dick from my briefs, I lifted her dress a lil’ more and pushed her panties to the side.
The second I slid in her warm pussy, both of us moaned into each other like we been starvin’ for this shit.
“Fuck, baby,” I groaned, my voice crackin’ ‘cause feelin’ her again tore my soul open. “Damn… you wet like you been missin’ me.”
She wrapped her arms around my neck tighter and rolled her hips like her body ain’t remember she was supposed to be mad at me.
I fucked her harder against the door, kissin’ her everywhere I could reach, bitin’ her bottom lip, suckin’ on her tongue and lettin’ her feel exactly what months of holdin’ back did to me.
I lifted her up by her thighs and whispered in her ear, “Bounce on that shit. Come on, baby. Show me you still mine.”
She started movin’ up and down my dick, her breath gettin’ shaky and her moans gettin’ louder, and that shit lit me up from the inside.
“Kay’Lo…” she whimpered, tryna hold on but losin’ it.
“Yes, baby? Talk to Daddy.” I slid my tongue in her ear and felt her whole body shake like she was about to melt in my hands.
Her nails tore into my neck and shoulders while I fucked her up against the door, our mouths crashin’, our moans hittin’ and both of us soundin’ like we needed this to breathe.
Then I felt that gush hit my dick like a warm wave, and I damn near lost my knees.
“Aww yeah, baby… that’s my shit right there,” I whispered, fuckin’ her deeper. “Cream on my dick. Give Daddy that nut you been holdin’ in for months. Let all that shit out on me.”
She was cryin’ and moanin’ at the same time, her voice breakin’ as she gripped my back. “I’m cumin’… I’m cumin’ on ya dick… Kay’Lo, I’m cumin’…”
I bit her neck and licked over it slow while she shook around me, her pussy clenchin’ so tight I could feel the pressure. I grabbed her ass harder and held her in place ‘cause I felt my nut climbin’ fast as hell.
“Baby…” I moaned, losin’ my breath. “Can I nut in my pussy? Please? Let me give it to you.”
“Yes,” she cried, holdin’ on to me like she needed it too.
“A’ight… a’ight…” I moaned, fuckin’ her harder. “I’m bout to nut, baby… I’m bout to fill this pussy up… fuck…”
I came so damn hard my whole body jerked, and all I could do was groan into her mouth. It was messy and loud and raw as fuck. It felt like a nut that had been sittin’ in my body since the night she put me out. I held her against me until both of us was shakin’ and tryna catch our breath.
When the world finally stopped spinnin’, she slid off me slow and pulled her panties back in place.
I watched her adjust her dress, still breathin’ hard, and still lookin’ like the only woman I ever lost my mind over.
I pulled my pants up, stepped close enough to kiss her lips, and let that shit sit there for a second so she felt everything I wasn’t sayin’.
Then I walked away, but she ain’t stop me.
Toni was sick of my shit, and I was sick of hers, and I came over here to show her just how sick of it I was.
TRILL-LAND, JUNGLE ESTATE
Three nights later…
You would think that after fuckin’ Toni’s brains out by the front door that everything would be settled but life with my wife never been that simple, and I should’ve known that nut wasn’t gon’ fix a damn thing when Echo kept runnin’ her mouth online like she had a death wish and Toni kept sendin’ me screenshots like she wanted me to magically control a bitch I wasn’t even dealin’ with no more.
So here I was in the game room with Pressure and Renza, playin’ cards and smokin’, tryna take my mind off the bullshit.
The room was loud with shit-talkin’, music in the background, and the smoke was circlin’ above us while I stared at my cards and wondered how the fuck my life turned into this circus.
Renza tossed a card on the table and grinned at me like he already knew I was irritated. “Nigga, you damn near jugglin’ two women at this point,” he said, laughin’ under his breath.
I cut him a look that should’ve shut a normal nigga up, but this was Renza and he ain’t never had normal in his vocabulary.
“Man, I ain’t jugglin’ shit but Toni and whatever the fuck she feel like cussin’ me out for that day,” I muttered, draggin’ on my blunt.
“I told her to block Echo’s dumb ass. For some reason she won’t, and now she mad at me like I’m the one makin’ that girl watch her damn stories. ”
Pressure snorted. “Yeah, well, you the nigga who stuck ya dick in her.”
“That was after Toni shut down on me for weeks,” I shot back.
“And even then I told Echo from the jump that we was just chillin’.
I ain’t promise that girl shit. If I knew she was gon’ act like this, I would’ve never put that dick on her, not even a sample.
I can only imagine how she’d act if I would’ve fucked raw. ”
Renza laughed so hard he almost dropped his cards. “Shit, that Mensah dick slap different on hoes. You know how many bitches done lost they mind behind this family?”
Pressure nodded slow like he was reminiscin’ about his own demons. “Real shit. Kashmere almost took me out the game. Women get crazy behind the wrong dick, and y’all niggas be actin’ like y’all don’t know y’all cursed.”
I shook my head and rubbed my face. “Well Echo better sit her ass down somewhere ‘cause she clearly don’t know what type of nigga she dealin’ with. I don’t give a fuck who she think she is. She keep pushin’, she gon’ learn.”
Renza threw his cards down dramatic as hell and pointed at me. “Exactly. Keep playin’ and you gon’ run through every nigga in her family. That’s what she don’t peep. They think you soft ‘cause you quiet but you the most unhinged nigga outta all us.”
Pressure laughed, deep and amused. “Facts. Niggas see you calm and think you harmless. Meanwhile Toni the only person who got yo’ ass trained.”
“Trained my ass,” I said, but even I smirked a lil’ ‘cause I knew I wasn’t foolin’ nobody.
“I’m just tired, man. I’m tired of this shit.
Me and Toni finally had a moment, finally connected again, and now it feel like we right back where we started ‘cause ol’ girl won’t leave her alone.
She keep postin’ stupid shit, and Toni keep reactin’, and I can’t even blame my wife for bein’ pissed ‘cause she already went through hell with me.”
Pressure picked up his cards and leaned back. “She gon’ come around, but you gotta handle yo’ part too. You fucked Echo, she feel played, Toni feel disrespected, and now you caught in the middle of emotions you created. You gotta clean that shit up.”
“I been tryin’,” I muttered. “It just felt easier when Toni let me touch her again. I thought maybe that was the start of us findin’ our way back.”
Pressure cut his eyes at me. “One nut don’t erase war, nigga.”
Renza laughed. “But it damn sure heal temporary wounds.”
“Nigga, shut up,” I said, but it made me laugh low ‘cause neither of these niggas was wrong.
We played cards for another hour and the smoke settled into my clothes. My mind kept driftin’ back to Toni, her moans, her softness, her hands on me, and then her anger right after. It was like bein’ pulled in opposite directions at once, and I could feel myself crackin’ under it.
By the time we cashed out the last round, I knew I wasn’t goin’ back to the penthouse. I ain’t even feel like drivin’. I walked out the game room, down the hall, and went to my old room on my side of the mansion.
I stripped down to my briefs, tossed my clothes in a chair, and sank into the bed.
I put my arm over my eyes and let the silence take me. All I could think was that I hoped tomorrow brought somethin’ different.