Chapter 10 TONI ROC #2
“Toni…” he whispered, his voice low and hurt while he kept his strokes slow, the tip movin’ just soft enough to drive me crazy. “Don’t leave me, baby. Please don’t ever leave me.”
The way he said it made my heart hurt, but the way he rubbed me made my legs shake even harder.
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and pulled him closer ‘cause every slow pass of his tip made my whole body ache for him. I could feel how warm he was, how thick he felt even before he went inside, and the tease was makin’ my hips jump like I was tryna guide him in myself.
He ain’t push in, and he ain’t speed up.
He just kept rubbin’ the tip of his dick against my clit slow and deep enough to make me whisper his name.
“‘Lo… please…” I breathed out ‘cause the build-up was too much and not enough at the same time. I wanted him inside me so bad my voice came out all soft and shaky, like I couldn’t hold none of that need in no more.
He kissed me again, slow and emotional, and whispered, “I’m right here, baby,” while he slid his tip across me one more time, makin’ my whole body jerk from how good it felt.
“Baby I love you so much,” he whispered, his voice low and broken as he held himself right at my openin’, barely pushin’ in but just enough to make my stomach twist. “I can’t lose you. You not leavin’ me. You hear me? You not walkin’ out my life.”
The second those words left his mouth, he pushed into me deep enough to make my hips jump off the mattress. It was deep enough to make a cry break outta me before I could even hold it back. It was deep enough to make my nails dig into his back while my whole body jerked.
He groaned in my ear when he felt my pussy grip around him, and his hips pressed down heavier like he needed to bury himself all the way inside me so I could feel how real he was.
“Baby…” I gasped ‘cause the way he slid in felt like he was pushin’ every fear and every promise inside me at the same time.
He kissed my cheek slow and emotional, then whispered right against my mouth, “You belong right here with me. I’m not lettin’ you go. You not goin’ nowhere.”
His voice broke again, and his dick pulsed deep inside me, makin’ my body jerk one more time.
I wrapped my arms around him and rubbed the back of his head just like he liked, slow and soft, and the second my nails touched his scalp he let out this deep sound in my ear that came straight from his chest, like he been holdin’ that noise in and my touch finally dragged it out of him.
His whole body dropped heavier on top of mine like he couldn’t hold his own weight no more.
He was warm and sweaty and shakin’ with everything he felt for me.
He pressed his chest against mine and I felt his heart hittin’ hard against my skin, beatin’ fast like he was scared to death of losin’ me, and that alone made my tears fall even harder.
He kissed the side of my face slow and messy, lickin’ every tear before it could slide down to my jaw, and the way his mouth moved felt like he was tryna drink all the pain right out of me.
His lips dragged along my cheek. His tears was fallin’ too, warm drops landin’ on my skin while he pushed his dick deeper into me like he needed our bodies connected to calm whatever storm was still inside him.
His hands slid up my back and grabbed me harder, holdin’ me in place like he couldn’t risk me movin’ even an inch. His hips rolled slow and deep, makin’ my stomach twist and my legs shake around him, and the heat from his body soaked into mine until I couldn’t even think straight.
“Damn, Toni,” he whispered, his voice low and heavy. “You feel like home. You make me feel like I can breathe again. Don’t ever let go of me.”
He kissed me again, even closer to my mouth this time, and his lips trembled against my skin.
His tongue touched the corner of my mouth before he finally kissed me full on the lips.
The kiss tasted like sweat and tears and love all mixed into one, and when he pulled back just enough to breathe, his lips brushed mine while he whispered my name soft and broken.
His tears dropped onto my face again, and I wiped them with my thumbs even while my own was still fallin’. He pushed into me deeper, his body tremblin’ from the emotion instead of the sex, and he kissed me again, this one even slower.
“Baby…” he breathed out, the word shakin’ in his throat while he slid his hands down to my waist and pulled me up into him. “I need you. I need you so bad.”
His voice had this thick ache in it, and the way he was lookin’ at me made my whole body weak.
Sweat slid down the side of his face and dropped onto my neck as he kissed his way across my cheek again, then down to my jaw, then back to my lips like he couldn’t stay away from my mouth for more than a second.
And every time he kissed me, he rolled his hips deeper.
It was slow enough to feel it everywhere, deep enough to make my toes curl and my throat tighten with another cry.
“Baby please,” he whispered while his hips rolled deeper, hittin’ a place inside me that made my legs lift higher without me even meanin’ to. “I need you to say it. Baby I need to hear it. Tell me you love me.”
His voice was so hurt and so raw that it made my chest cave in.
I grabbed his face with both hands and pulled him into a kiss so deep I felt it all the way in my stomach.
His tears was fallin’ on my cheeks and mine was fallin’ on his lips, and the taste of all that emotion mixed with the way he was movin’ that dick inside me made me feel like my whole body was open and soft and tied to him in ways I couldn’t even describe.
“I love you,” I whispered against his lips, and he let out the softest whimper.
The moment the words left my mouth, he pushed deeper.
It was slow but so deep that my back arched up off the mattress.
He reached behind my thighs and lifted my legs higher, bendin’ them back so far my knees brushed the bed on each sides of my head.
The position opened me up in a way that made my breath leave my chest all at once.
The size of his dick stretched me in a way that felt like love and pressure and pain and pleasure all mixed together, and his hips pushed into mine in deep, long strokes that made my whole body tremble.
“Baby look at me,” he said, his voice thick like he been cryin’ for hours. “I need your eyes on me while I’m inside you.”
I opened my eyes and his face was right above mine, red and wet and full of love and fear and everything else he ain’t never say out loud.
He kissed me again then slid his lips down to my neck, suckin’ on the side while he rolled his hips slow, hittin’ the deepest spot inside me over and over.
My hands grabbed at his back, slid down all that hard muscle, then came up to the back of his head again ‘cause he always softened when I touched that part of him.
“I need you so bad,” he whispered into my neck. “You hear me, Toni? I need you so bad, baby.”
His words broke somethin’ in me. My tears came harder and I pulled him in closer, holdin’ him so tight my arms started to shake.
His body was covered in sweat and his chest was slidin’ against mine with every stroke, and the wet heat from his skin made every nerve in me feel alive.
His hips kept movin’, nice and slow but deep enough to make me whine, and he moaned every time he hit my pussy deeper.
“‘Lo…” I cried out, my voice crackin’ ‘cause the way he was lovin’ me didn’t feel like sex no more. It felt like he was tryin’ to fix everything inside both of us with the way he moved inside me.
He lifted his head and looked down at me, and the tears in his eyes made me furrow my brows, and bite my lip. His face was inches from mine and his voice dropped to this soft, shaky whisper.
“I’mma fight for us.”
He kissed me again, and his tongue slid into my mouth right when he pushed into me harder.
The bed shook under us, and his body pressed me deeper into the mattress with each stroke.
My legs was bent back, my toes curlin’, and my whole dam body tremblin’ ‘cause he was strokin’ me like he was tryna pour every apology he ever owed me into my body.
His sweat dripped onto my chest and slid down between my titties, and the heat of it mixed with the way he was movin’ made me cry even harder. He kissed my cheeks, my forehead, my lips, then my neck again, and every kiss felt like he was tellin’ me he was sorry without sayin’ the actual words.
“I love you,” he whispered against my mouth between thrusts. “I love you so much it hurt.”
I grabbed the sides of his face and pulled him into another kiss, and he moaned into my mouth like the sound broke out before he could stop it.
His hips picked up a lil’ more speed, and now his body was startin’ to shake with every stroke.
His arms was under my legs now, holdin’ them back while he thrust into me with this heavy, emotional pressure that made my whole lower body ache in the best way.
“‘Lo… I’m cumin’…” I whispered, my voice shaky ‘cause my stomach was tight and my thighs was tremblin’ around him.
He kissed me again, then whispered against my lips, “Baby cum for me. Let me feel what I almost lost. Cum right here on me.”
His words pushed me right over the edge.
My back arched and my mouth opened and my hips lifted into his, and I came so fuckin’ hard the tears rolled straight down the sides of my face.
The second the orgasm hit me, I got so wet it slid him even deeper, and he caught my face and kissed me deep, his tongue all in my mouth while he kept poundin’ me and hittin’ that same spot over and over.
He stayed inside me real deep, draggin’ every stroke right where I needed it while the orgasm ripped through me, and the wetter I got, the harder he pushed into me like he felt it all.
I could barely breathe through how good it felt, and he kept kissin’ me through the whole orgasm.
He groaned loud in my ear when he felt my pussy tighten, and his hips pushed deeper, then deeper again.
I was so wet he sunk all the way in, and every thrust made him let out this deep moan that vibrated through my whole body.
His breathin’ turned rough and fast, and I could feel him losin’ control right on top of me, his chest shakin’ every time he drove into me and hit that same spot that made my legs shake.
“Fuck… baby…” he moaned again. He held my legs back with both hands and started strokin’ even deeper. His hips kept rollin’ into me, and every time he pushed forward, another moan fell out of him like he couldn’t hold it back.
“I’m right here, baby,” he whispered, his voice breakin’ all over again. “I’m right here with you.”
He thrust into me one more time, shakin’ and then he came hard.
His body jerked and his hips pressed hard into mine as he let out a sound that came from the bottom of his chest. His forehead dropped to mine and his breath hit my face and I felt his release deep inside me while his arms wrapped around me.
He stayed inside me, still kissin’ me, still rubbin’ his face against mine, and still whisperin’ lil’ pieces of love into my ear.
He ain’t move, and he ain’t let go.
He just stayed pressed against me, inside me, breathin’ hard and kissin’ me soft while both our tears soaked into the pillow.
“I love you, Toni,” he whispered again, his voice tired and full of emotion.
I rubbed the back of his head slow, feelin’ his hair under my fingertips, and pulled him even closer.
“I love you so much, ‘Lo,” I whispered. “I’m right here.”
And he held me like that promise saved him.