Chapter 33
We come down from the fall together. —Noah Hardaway
It’s amazing how many things you can do in one day that scare you.
Less than twenty minutes ago, I took two of the scariest risks I could imagine: the risks of hurting Milo and losing my father.
I trust Milo’s mother implicitly, but I haven’t been able to fully trust my father recently.
And Ezra? There’s nothing to trust there.
But I shared that recording anyway. I took the leap to believe that maybe, just maybe, Milo and I can both still find our way to happiness together.
Whatever happens in this conversation Lilah and my father are about to have, I’ll always owe her a debt of gratitude for offering to approach Uncle Stan on behalf of me and Milo.
Now I’m in a strange hotel room telling Milo Warner some of my kinkiest, most secret fantasies. And because he’s Milo, and because nothing I do or say is ever too much for him, he’s now standing above me next to the bed, ready to give me everything I’ve asked for.
“Omega,” he says. “It was my honor to rescue you from, uh, the Asshole Pack. Now I’m here for my reward.” He draws a finger across my ankle, making me shiver. “I’ve been promised your body, Omega. Do you surrender yourself to me?”
“Yes,” I tell him. “Yes, Alpha. I want you to take me. All of me. Breed me, Alpha.”
I don’t miss the way he draws himself up taller when I call him Alpha.
“Are you sure you’re ready to take all of me, Omega?”
Wow. He’s playing this game even better than I’ve ever imagined.
Every muscle in my body is cramped with tension, my dick hard as a rock.
“I’m not sure,” I finally tell him softly.
“You’re so big, Alpha. The leader of our pack.
I’m not sure I’m ready for your breeding.
” I catch his eye and hold onto his gaze.
“But I’m ready to do my duty,” I go on. I glance over at the side table where he’s dropped a bottle of lube and condoms. And just like that, I decide to ask for one more thing I want.
“Are you really going to breed me with nothing between us?”
Milo’s eyes widen, and I sense that he might be about to break character. But somehow he holds onto the scene. “I trust that you,” he says, “as an omega, have held to your pack vows of celibacy. And as an alpha wolf, so have I. Our medical reports have both been negative, Omega.”
Dang, it’s harder than I realized to have a conversation about safe sex without breaking character.
But I like to think I’m pulling the challenge off.
I watch him make the calculations in his head.
I know he’s safe. He told me I’m the only one he’s been with in a long time, and that he was tested before he came to Devon Falls.
He knows that I was pretty inexperienced sexually when we met, and that I had a clean bill of health too when I came to Devon Falls.
He frowns and sets his hands on his hips. “You will be the first wolf I’ve ever bred bare, Omega,” he finally says.
Whoa. Really? But that makes sense, I guess. Dr. Milo Warner doesn’t take unnecessary risks. And as hot as this whole entire scene is right now, maybe that’s going to be the hottest thing about it: knowing I’m the first person to have him inside me like that.
I reach for his hand, and he takes it. “Breed me, Alpha,” I tell him. “I’m ready to take all of you inside me.”
That’s when Milo goes feral.
He falls across my body like a man possessed, just like the alpha wolf I asked him to become. He covers me with his body and pushes a finger against my hole with just enough pressure to make me gasp.
“I’m going to take you now, my omega,” he whispers. “I’m going to own your body. You understand that, don’t you?”
“Yes, Alpha.” I whisper. “Yes. I’m ready for you to own my body.”
He sits up just enough to find the lube bottle, and I watch, mesmerized as he dribbles the clear liquid across the fingers of his right hand. “Mine,” he growls. And then he thrusts a finger inside me.
I bend my legs, pulling them back against my body as he plays a symphony inside me with first one finger, then two, then three.
Each movement is gentle, then harsh. Dark, then light.
He gives me just enough time to push back and adjust to each sensation before he shifts again, keeping my toes curling in surprise as he finds new nerve endings. “Mine,” he whispers again.
“Yours,” I tell him, eyes closed as I sink into the feeling of pleasure mixed with pain. “Yours. I never thought I’d see you again…”
My cock’s only half hard now as it rides the waves of sensation Milo’s giving me, but it comes back to attention quickly when he teases the first finger of his other hand across the tip. “I was always going to come rescue you, Omega. Always.”
That’s when he hits that spot, the one I’ve only just recently learned existed, and I arch off the bed. “Take me, Alpha. I need you. Need to know I’ll never lose you again.”
He pulls his fingers out of me then, and I gasp as the sudden feeling of emptiness takes over. “You will never, ever lose me, Omega. I’ll never let you get away from me again. Let me show you just how much I own you, my omega.”
He lifts my legs up then, and sets them on his shoulders as he twirls a finger around my hole again. “Did anyone dare touch you here?” he asks. “While you were held captive by that pack?”
I nearly laugh, which would definitely break the character work we have going here, but I manage to hold it in.
“No, Alpha. No one has ever touched me there except for you.”
“Good.” He teases my hole with one finger and drifts another one up to trace it slowly up and down my cock. I let out a yell and pray the walls of this hotel are soundproof. “That’s because everyone knows you’re mine, Omega. Every inch of you belongs to me. Especially your breeding hole.”
And that’s when I feel him push his cock just inside me. “Mine,” he whispers again.
I gasp out against the fullness as I push back down and hold on through the burn.
Pain and pleasure weave together again, and I don’t ever want it to end.
“More, Alpha,” I whisper as I cling to him.
“Can’t wait for you to breed me.” I decide to add a little something to the game. “I’m in heat, you know.”
Milo lets out a snort, but he holds onto the roleplay. “Of course you are. You’re seeing me for the first time in days. Your body knows it belongs to me. You’re so wet for me here, Omega. So ready for me to take your body entirely.”
“Am I, Milo? I mean Alpha,” I correct myself. Next time we do a scene like this, I’ll practice the titles first. “Will you fit the rest of the way, Alpha?” I ask him. “Will you fit all the way inside me?”
Milo gives me a look that’s somehow soft, wicked, and loving all at the same time. I melt into the care and passion there as he says, “Of course, Omega. Your body was made for me.”
That’s when he pushes all the way in.
The yell I let out probably isn’t very omega-like, but it takes a long moment for me to adjust to the fullness. He’s so big. Milo, of course, stills inside me, and looks just panicked enough to break character. “Noah?” he asks quickly. “Yellow, green, red? You okay?”
“Green,” I whisper, as I breathe through the adjustment and let myself lean fully into the sensation of having him all the way inside me.
My cock’s flagged just slightly, but then Milo shifts, punching up against that bundle of nerves, and it starts to rise again.
“Green, green, green. I’m ready for my breeding now, Alpha.
” I arch an eyebrow. “If you don’t do it soon, you know, the heat will overtake me. I won’t be able to control myself.”
His eyes widen. “Oh yeah, Omega? Well. We certainly can’t have you losing control.” He licks his lips and thrusts inside me.
“Yes, Alpha!” I cry out the words. “Love the feel of you in me. Breeding me,” I add, and that’s when Milo goes all in on that part of the fantasy.
He takes hold of my legs, pulling them back against him, wraps one hand around my cock, and pulls all the way out of me before he thrusts back inside without warning.
For a moment the whole room is reduced to the feeling of Milo’s body moving in and out of mine, and he takes total control of every part of me.
“Mine,” he whispers. “Mine. Mine. Mine.” Again and again and again, like he’s branding me with words, reminding me that after everything that’s happened, his heart owns all of mine.
I’m so close now. So close to the edge. “Can't wait to feel you inside me, Alpha,” I tell him. “I can’t wait to have your seed inside me.”
“It’s going to fill you for days,” he murmurs as he moves harder, faster. “I’m going to leave it all inside you after we’re done, Omega. Push your legs up to make sure it all stays as deeply inside you as it can. You’re going to feel me for hours, days, weeks.”
So close. The edge is right there, within reach, and all I want is to fall over it with Milo.
“I’m going to keep you like that,” he tells me.
“Every morning, I’ll breed you like this, Omega.
Remind the world that you belong to me. I might even start putting plugs in you after I breed you, just to make sure you’re holding that seed inside you all day long.
Do you hear me, Omega Noah? Do you understand how much you belong to me? How much I belong to you?”
Omega Noah. Alpha Milo. They’re random names in this roleplay, but there’s also so much power to them. So much power in the trust we’ve developed in the short time we’ve known each other. It’s the kind of power that I want to hold onto forever.
“Yours, Alpha!” I call out. “Yours forever!”
And that’s when I fall completely off the edge, thrusting up fast against Milo while I spill across his hand. I can feel the stops and starts of his body as he falls with me. One, two, three. And then he’s coming apart inside me, filling me up, breeding me, just like he promised.
We come down from the fall together, breathing hard, and Milo holds onto me as he rolls us over onto our sides, pushing my legs up while he stays inside me, just like he promised. The position should be awkward, but when he wraps his arms around me again, all I feel is rightness.
“Mine,” I tell him. “Mine. Forever.”
He laughs as he kisses me across the forehead.
“Yours, Noah. Forever and always.”
Neither of us says the missing line from the roleplay. Neither of us needs to. This moment, today, has solidified the mission in front of us. We won’t be separating again, and the next moves we make will be together. Milo and I will be together. Forever. I’m convinced of that now.
We just have to make sure the rival alpha wolf really has been destroyed.