Chapter One
Noel Bradford never believed himself to be a coward, a weakling who gave up in troubled times, a man whose shoulders were so narrow they couldn’t bear misfortune.
He was wrong.
Four days ago, when the police had knocked on his door to give him the horrifying news that his parents and their driver, his only brother, had all been killed in a car accident, he’d thought nothing could get worse.
Because the weather had deteriorated in that area, preventing him from travelling there and visiting the scene himself, he’d been forced to accept the news from the officials who were kind, but adamant, that his family was gone.
In that moment, his life had spiraled out of control. Fighting his way through the pain and guilt associated with having refused their invitation to join them had been excruciating.
Exhausted from a long, drawn out battle in a New York court where the jury had taken longer than was predicted, he’d finally won his case and would be paid millions for his fees from the settlement. Relieved, but totally bushed, he’d bowed out from leaving with them that day.
Instead, he’d teased his mom back into a good mood and wished them a fabulous trip, promising he’d join them within forty-eight hours. Content that he still intended to come, they’d agreed he needed some down time and left him with good-natured hugs.
He’d stayed home with his warm slippers, a satisfying nightcap and wrapped in a blanket on his deckchair to watch the rare snowstorm. Occupying the penthouse garden was a favorite pastime, a place to think, to recuperate from the battles of trial and to thank God for his wonderful life.
He’d imagined his family having a fun time, driving to their lodgings and relishing their skiing the next day.
His brother Harry, who happened to also be his best friend, would take the loving older couple to a late dinner at a nearby expensive steak restaurant that night after they’d arrived.
It was what they always did the first day.
They considered it a well-deserved treat before the Christmas festivities hit them full-on in a few weeks.
Though his airline ticket would be useless, he’d decided to be out the money rather than be a cranky party-pooper and spoil their fun by falling asleep and snoring throughout the meal or grouching about the road conditions.
Therefore, he’d been home in his penthouse apartment on Fifth Avenue when the police had rung his bell to inform him of the tragedy and leave him with more tears to shed than he’d ever thought possible.
And that news would have been enough to bring any good man to his knees.
What devastated him to the point where he now stood on a dark bridge in the snow, contemplating suicide, was finding out that months ago his father had bankrupted one of his companies, had stolen huge amounts from his stockholders and his brother was in cahoots.
His father’s most trusted friend and business partner in their firm, James Lauer, had personally visited to share the terrible news. James had explained that the factory had all but closed, while their workers faced unemployment at the very worst time of the year.
Heart sore, Noel had gone to Bedford Falls, a few hours outside of New York, to investigate the impact on the town himself.
Boarded buildings and sad faces were seen everywhere.
It had increased his misery to such an intolerable level; he didn’t think he could survive.
Everything he’d held dear all his life had been destroyed - crushed under a depression that broke his heart.
After the grueling months of working his last case and being drawn into the cruel depths that humanity displayed in that courtroom - the lying and terrible underhanded practices of their rivals - he’d gotten the feeling he’d never feel clean again.
During that intense time, he’d clung to his own wonderful family, their happiness and normality.
And now…
How all this had happened right under his nose, he still didn’t know.
His family hadn’t talked about it. They’d kept him in the dark.
It was that nightmare that had deflated him, had taken every ounce of caring from his lost soul.
Just today, he’d seen the proof of their deviousness, and it had led him to the point of jumping to eliminate the pain.
Poised on the bridge, leaning over the railing, uncontrollable tears streaming, he prayed, “Lord, if you can hear me, send me a sign. Help me! I’m at the end of what’s tolerable.
I can’t bear anymore.” He wiped his eyes and stiffened his backbone.
He waited, and nothing happened, no internal messages to bring solace.
A long while later, he sighed and stopped fighting his fate. He took off his shoes and lifted one leg over the steel barrier. That’s when he heard it… a loud scream. To his right, he watched an older man flailing around in the water, panicking and begging for help.
What choice did he have?
He jumped.