Chapter 33 Mee Noi
Chapter Thirty-three: Mee Noi
Bang Saen beach is in Chonburi, less than a two-hour car drive from Bangkok. Just seeing the blue skies and swaying palms brings me a peace I wasn’t aware I needed. We arrive late Friday afternoon and check into our hotel.
When we get to our room, I’m stunned when I see the large bed covered with rose petals.
“Did you accidentally book the honeymoon suite?” I ask, setting my bag on the table.
Sud shrugs, looking endearingly shy. “I wanted it to be special.”
“Thank you,” I say, giving him a sniff kiss on his cheek.
He smiles back and we stare at each other until the room heats up and the front of my pants get tight.
“Let’s take a swim while it’s still light,” he says.
I guess my dick will have to wait.
We play in the ocean for a couple of hours, then shower and change for dinner.
Sud made reservations at a nearby restaurant, where we eat by candlelight.
It’s so romantic, my heart melts a little.
When he takes me for a moonlit stroll on the beach and holds my hand as we walk barefoot in the surf, it melts some more.
Then Sud kisses me, soft and slow, and there’s nothing left in my chest but a puddle.
“It will be better this time,” Sud promises when we get back in the hotel room.
“I know,” I say.
Sud begins unbuttoning my shirt while planting butterfly kisses along my neck.
We kiss, and as our tongues touch, a shiver of pleasure runs through me.
Sud peels off my shirt and tastes the bare skin between my neck and shoulders.
Our breathing is loud in the quiet room.
We kiss again, and I stand on my toes, fingers in his hair, loving the way his mouth moves over mine with so much assurance.
I wonder if Sud likes the way I kiss. I hope so.
After a few minutes of sensuous open-mouthed kissing, we fall backward onto the bed, Sud on his back and me on top.
It reminds me of our love scene in the series, only without the people watching from three feet away.
Needing to feel him, I begin grinding against the hardness behind his zipper.
Sud’s resulting moan makes me grind harder.
I don’t know what turns me on more, Sud touching me or Sud’s reactions when I touch him.
Releasing his lips, I’m breathing hard as I move down his body and free his cock. I don’t think, I just wrap my lips around the head and suck gently. I don’t know what I’m doing, exactly, but I know I would like it done to me.
Sud moans loudly, his cock growing in my mouth.
Confidence fueled, I suck fervently for a few moments, before running my tongue over his shaft and then pulling back, saliva forming a bridge between his hard cock and my bottom lip as I stare up at him.
Sud’s eyes are a deep green, cheeks flushed and hair a mess from my fingers clutching it earlier as he looks down at me.
I help him out of his pants while he strips off his shirt.
Then he helps me out of my clothes. Naked, we fall onto the bed with me sprawled on top of him again, skin to skin.
His cock, wet from my mouth, slides against mine as we nip and suck at each other’s lips.
I can’t get enough of Sud’s tongue in my mouth; I’m sure I could come from it alone, given some time.
“Go ahead,” he says breathlessly. “Come. We’ve got all night, and it will loosen you up.”
Rising up on my hands, I look down into Sud’s eyes as we grind our lower bodies together.
He grabs my ass cheeks while raising his hips, rhythmically stroking us together over and over, pleasure rising higher, blooming outward and intensifying until I’m breathing hard and fast, arms shaking so hard I can’t hold myself up anymore and sag against him.
Sud flips me onto my back and begins thrusting his hard cock against mine, the roughness of his pubic hair against my balls making my breath stutter.
I cry out as my body seizes in pleasure and shoots cum between us.
Before I can catch my breath, Sud pushes my legs toward my head, and the next thing I know, his soft, wet tongue flickers over my asshole, something I never imagined could feel as good as it does.
“Sud!” I gasp when he doubles the assault. My still half-hard cock twitches when Sud pushes his tongue inside me. He leaves me for a minute, and I let out a sob.
He returns with a bottle of lube, and, heavy-lidded, I watch as he pours some on his fingers and then reaches between us.
I’m already feeling loose and relaxed, so when he pushes a finger inside me, it’s only mildly uncomfortable.
He twists his finger this way and I groan when a spark of pleasure shoots through me.
“Good?” He does it again.
I can only nod. Sud pulls his finger out, applies more lube, and pushes two fingers inside me. Before long, my cock’s standing lewdly at attention.
Sud takes me into his mouth, and I can’t hold in my shout of pleasure. My eyes roll back in my head as Sud bobs over me, making me high with pleasure. I can’t help but pump into the hot wetness.
By the time he sheaths his cock with the condom, I’m clenching the sheets, legs spread wide open.
Sud’s eyes meet mine and he begins pushing inside me.
The pressure is intense but feels good. So good.
The little bit of pain that comes with it is nothing like the last time.
In fact, it adds to my pleasure. I push up, hips meeting his, and he lets out a moan.
“It’s good, Sud. It feels really good. Please, fuck me,” I beg shamelessly when he pauses a moment, breathing hard.
Our eyes meet, and I don’t know what he sees, but, as though suddenly released from restraints, Sud begins vigorously pumping in and out of me, his balls smacking my ass on each hard thrust. I yank him down for a kiss, our tongues touching before our lips do.
“Oh, oh, oh,” my voice shakes with each thrust. “F-fuck me, Sud. Fuck me. Oh, shit, fuck me!”
Sud groans again.
“I never thought you’d be so filthy mouthed when I finally took you to bed.”
That just turns me on more, and I grab his ass. “Deeper!”
Suddenly, my legs are on his shoulders and he’s driving into me.
On almost every thrust, he hits that place inside me he touched with his fingers earlier, making me cry out in pleasure.
I believed this time would be better, but I didn’t know it was going to be like this.
I didn’t even know it could be like this.
We move in unison, rose petals sticking to our sweaty skin.
“Are you close?” Sud asks breathlessly. He looks like he’s in pain.
“I dunno. Don’t wait for me.”
Sud begins rotating his hips, and I let out a wail I know I’ll be embarrassed about later, but for now I dig my fingers into Sud’s ass hard enough to leave bruises.
“Make me come, Sud. Make me come!” I’m balanced on a tight wire, nearly there but not quite able to reach the prize, and I need it, need it, need it.
Sud pulls out and urges me onto my stomach and up on my knees before pushing back inside me. The position is animalistic, and I love it. Dropping to my elbow, I begin stroking my dick.
“Oh fuck, Noi, fuck, youfeelsogood, fuck!”
Sud fucks me hard and fast, the room filling with squelching and slapping noises as my face smashes repeatedly into the mattress with each thrust. It doesn’t take long until the wave of pleasure swells and hits me, and I let out a keen like a wild animal in heat, my ass tightening around Sud’s cock, slowing his movements.
Sud links our fingers on the bed, breathing hard, waiting for me to let up the vise grip I have on him. When I do, he begins frantically pumping into me until he shouts my name, body stiffening against my back.
I open my eyes. Did I fall asleep or pass out? Sud’s still inside me, pumping lazily now, pushing my dick against the bed, slowly bringing it back to life.
“No,” I moan even as I raise my ass to meet his, pleasure blooming inside me. I sob through a third orgasm in I don’t know how long because I’ve lost track of time. This one is smooth and subtle, rippling through my body before slowly receding.
I barely register Sud’s grunts of completion, I’m so exhausted.
I wake in the middle of the night. Sud’s long, naked body rests beside me. His skin glows in the moonlight from the open curtains.
Feeling sticky with cum, I get up and go to the bathroom, using the bidet on my sore bottom before stepping into the shower. Even though I hurt a little, I feel empty, like I want to be filled again.
When Sud joins me moment later, I say, “You’ve turned me into a slut. I feel like I’m not whole when I don’t have your cock in my ass.”
Behind me, naked body pressed against my back, he groans.
“You’re killing me with this dirty mouth you’ve suddenly got. What happened to my innocent Noi?” Kissing my neck, he mutters something complimentary about my ass.
I lean my head back on his shoulder, enjoying his lips moving up my neck.
“I want to feel your cum dripping out of me,” I say.
He moans into my shoulder.
“Have you ever done it without a condom?” I turn in his arms, and we kiss under the spray of water.
“No. Never. You were my first ass-fuck, too, in case you were wondering.”
I wrinkle my nose. “I wasn’t wondering,” I lie. “Anyway, I don’t want to hear about your sexcapades.” I try to wiggle past him, but he won’t let me.
Pulling me back against his chest, Sud says, “What we just did…it was phenomenal. I’ve never felt so connected to someone in my life.” The way he says it leaves no doubt in my mind that he means every word, and my heart swells.
“Better than it’s ever been before?” I ask, because even though I believe him, a small part of me is still afraid he’ll get tired of me and want to go back to girls.
“I thought you didn’t want to hear about my sexcapades,” he teases, jerking back when I try to hit him. “Seriously, though. Yes. So much better. And I know it’s because it’s you and me.”
“I feel the same,” I say, leaning closer.
We kiss for a long time, until the water grows cold and we have to wash quickly and get out. Then we go back to bed for more sleep.
In the morning, we have an enormous breakfast in the hotel dining room then head down to the beach for more sun and fun.
The whole weekend passes this way—walking and playing on the beach, fucking in our room like there’s no tomorrow. We keep using the condoms because Sud insists, but I’m planning on getting rid of them when we get back to Bangkok.
But as it turns out, by that time, I’m sore as hell and can’t do it at all the entire time Tao and Ford are gone. We do other things, of course, but I want to feel Sud inside me again, and I want to feel him without anything between us.
When I’m finally ready, it’s late at night after a long day. Tao’s out with his girlfriend and Ford’s been asleep for hours.
We’re lying in bed, naked and sweaty, both of us hard.
“No condom,” I tell Sud when we break apart.
“Are you sure?” Sud asks.
“I don’t know why you’re being so resistant. I can’t get pregnant, you know.” I bite his shoulder playfully.
Sud chuckles. “I know. But maybe I should be tested again. It’s been a while. I don’t want to put you in harm’s way. I actually made an appointment for last week but had to cancel it when my professor changed the day of the test.”
My eyes meet his. I’ve been idly rubbing my fingers over Sud’s arm while we talk. “You said you always used condoms.”
“I have. But they’re not one hundred percent.”
I meet his eyes. “When was the last time you…were with someone?” Jealousy surges through me just thinking about it.
Sud hesitates before saying, “About a month after we got to Bangkok.”
I think back, remembering that Sud got together with a girl for a while during our first few months as first-year students. I can’t recall her name and don’t want to recall it. Just the thought of him fucking someone else makes me crazy.
I roll away from him to stare at the wall.
“Noi. I can’t change the past. I never thought this would happen between us.”
“Let’s just go to sleep, okay?” I say. “I’m tired.”
Sud sighs. “That’s unfair. You know, you may worry about me and girls, but I have my own worries, too. I’m your first. That means you may one day want to date other people.”
“I will not!” I say, flipping over so fast, it startles him, and he pulls back.
“You can’t know how you’ll feel in five years.”
Sitting up, I say, “Oh, so this relationship isn’t ‘it’ for you. We’re just a temporary thing, like all your other relationships.”
“Noi.” Sud’s voice turns sharp.
I know I’m being silly and unfair, but I can’t help it. Miserable, I mumble, “I’m sorry.”
We’re silent a few minutes. Sud’s probably angry with him. He’s a mellow guy, but I pushed his limits.
“I really am sorry,” I finally say, this time a little more heart-felt. “I think…I think I’m going to make an appointment with a therapist through the school.”
Leaning against the headboard, Sud opens his arms to me, and I gratefully crawl in.
“Why do you think you need a therapist?” he asks before pressing a kiss onto my head.
“I have this fear. Of losing you. It’s the same fear behind the nightmares.”
Rubbing my back softly as I lie on his chest, Sud says, “I don’t think that’s unreasonable considering your issues with your parents.”
“Yeah, but I need help to overcome it. I can’t do it alone.” I look up at him. “Will you make another appointment at the clinic? And I’ll make one with a therapist.”
“Okay, he agrees, smiling softly before kissing me.