Chapter J
Haha! I never once wondered if you were my brother. He graduated two years ago and is currently spending a year studying in Italy.
Thank you for your words about my mother.
She was a beautiful person. When she wrapped her arms around me, it felt like I was hugging the sun.
Now the world is just dark and cold. At times, I do feel like she took a piece of my soul with her.
I watched the life drain from her eyes right in front of me.
It’s been difficult, but I try to live for her as much as possible now.
Something no one else knows about me, though? Hmm…
I like to sing. I sing quietly in my bedroom or in the shower, but I mostly sing in the mornings when I lay in bed with my earbuds in, listening to music.
I’m a fairly outgoing person when it comes to my social life, but those moments in the morning, before everyone else wakes up, are mine.
It’s like existing in a bubble. A bubble of my own making.
Oh, and one more thing… you aren’t insane. I’m falling for you, too.
Yours, J