Chapter 17 #2
Pride rolled through me and I felt a crooked smile tug at my lips. With Jasper's cock in my face, I couldn't resist one more lick, making Jasper laugh.
“Scoot back, Daddy. Against the headboard.”
Grateful for the guidance, I did as he said, and sat with my back against the headboard. “Here?”
He grinned. “Perfect.”
Jasper crawled onto the bed, opening the side table drawer and pulled out the lube he'd stashed there. How many times had my attention drifted to it, thinking about it in there, and wondering when it might appear again? My heart kicked up with anticipation. Fuck, this was happening.
He straddled my lap, sitting on my very eager dick, which bucked with excitement as his ass cheeks hugged it.
Jasper kissed me hard and deep, his tongue probing into me.
My hands rounded over his perky ass, squeezing him, and pulling him closer.
The motion caused him to slide along my shaft, making me groan into his mouth.
Breaking the kiss, Jasper locked his eyes onto mine, with a serious expression. “Gio?”
“Yes?” My nerves were kicking up again. Maybe this wouldn't be happening, which would be completely fine. I didn't need it. I'd lived a long time without partnered sex, and I could survive if we needed to slow down.
“Do you want to use a condom?”
“Oh.” Okay. We weren't stopping, merely pausing. My anxiety lowered and I brushed his hair out of his face, grateful for the consideration. “I think maybe yes. It might give me less to worry about if I knew we were being safe. At least, for now. Is that okay?”
Jasper leaned in and kissed me again. It wasn't deep and probing this time, but it was full of affection. I melted into him, loving the way his chest felt against mine, and the way it felt to hold his weight.
“It's okay, Daddy. It's more than okay.” He gave me another quick peck and leaned over to open the drawer, which to my knowledge, didn't have any condoms in it, but then I'd been too afraid to open it since knowing the lube was in there, as if it would bite me.
Blessedly, Jasper produced a foil wrapper and dropped it on the bed beside me.
Without saying another word, he smashed his mouth into mine again.
Our tongues tangled together as he grabbed one of my hands and put the lube in it.
I almost couldn't open it with how distracted I was by the way our mouths moved together.
Jasper's hard cock was pressing into my belly, squished between us, and my brain was having a hard time coming up with what to do.
Jasper mumbled against my lips, “Get me ready, Gio.”
He lifted his ass, sitting high above my thighs, and giving me room to work.
With the lube, I slicked up my fingers, and reached between his thighs, gliding a finger past his balls and finding his hole.
Jasper gasped and pushed higher, encouraging the motion.
I circled the rim, loving the feeling of it.
My own dick was aching with need and anticipation as I pushed inside.
A loud moan passed from Jasper to me, as he continued kissing me. Pushing in, I felt his hot body envelop my finger. I slid in and out, mesmerized by the sensation. I'd played with myself on occasion, but damn, it didn't feel like this.
“More. Please, Daddy. I need more,” Jasper hissed against me.
When I pulled my finger out, I pushed back in, adding a second, loving the sharp inhale from Jasper.
He broke the kiss and threw his head back as he pushed against my hand.
I worked my fingers in him, stretching him.
I simultaneously never wanted to stop, loving the way he felt, and needed to do more, to feel his body around me.
A thought that nearly had me losing control.
“Jasper, beautiful, I don't think I can wait much longer.”
“Thank fuck, me neither.”
“Are you sure you're ready?” I needed him, needed to be surrounded by his heat, but I needed to make sure I wouldn't hurt him.
“I'm ready enough. You can stretch me more with your cock. I need you inside me, Daddy. Please!”
Oh, damn, how could I possibly resist when he begged me like that. Except… when I grabbed the condom, my desperation and eagerness had my hands shaking. “Do you think you can help me? I'm a little, uh, unsteady.”
He gave me the sweetest smile. “I'll take care of you, don't you worry.”
Jasper sat back on my thighs, giving him access to my aching cock. Taking the condom wrapper, he ripped it open, and removed the condom. I watched, entranced, as he placed it on my crown and slowly slid it down, his hand gripping around me as he covered me.
“Holy shit,” I murmured, feeling a little overwhelmed and a lot excited.
“Mmhmm,” Jasper hummed as he kissed me.
He popped the tube open again and coated the condom with an extra layer of the water-based lube. With a toss, he chucked the tube on the bed, and scooted closer until he was centered over me.
Jasper met my gaze with a mix of hunger and adoration. “Are you ready, Daddy?”
My heart lodged in my throat, blocking my ability to speak, so I grunted my response, making him smirk. He lifted up and reached behind him, grabbing my cock, and guiding it to his entrance. Jasper held me in place as he lowered himself slightly, pausing as the tip pressed inside.
A gasp tore from me at the sensation and my hands went to Jasper’s hips needing to hold onto him. I fought every urge to push up, trying to allow him to adjust around me. Slowly, so slowly, he lowered down, enveloping me with his hot body.
“Oh, shit. Fuck, shit,” I mumbled as he continued down. I had to breathe slow and deep when he sat fully in an effort not to blow my load right away. The feeling of him around me was overwhelming.
Jasper stayed in place for a moment and kissed me, distracting me from the need to move. His tongue swept across my lips and I parted them, tangling my tongue with his. Jasper lifted and lowered again, as he captured the moan that rolled through me with his kiss.
His head fell back, exposing his long neck, and I leaned forward, sucking on the curve to his shoulder and he let out a delicious sound.
Jasper shifted, leaning back with one hand pressing against my chest, and the other gripping my thigh behind him.
The change in position took me deeper into him, making me curse at the tightness around my cock.
It was all I could do to hold onto his hips and let him move.
And damn, did he move. He bounced up and down, his ass slapping against my thighs, his cock smacking against my stomach, and his hair flying wildly.
The sounds of our bodies and the sight of him on me was the most erotic moment I’d ever experienced.
“Damn, you are gorgeous, Jasper,” I rasped out.
“Mmm,” he hummed and smiled. “You, too. And you feel so fucking good.”
He met my gaze with lust-darkened eyes and smiled, increasing his speed, and driving me wild. When he spoke, his voice was thick and so very sexy. “Touch me, I need your hands on me.”
I released my hold on his hip and found his bouncing cock, wrapping my fingers around him. “Oh, God, yes!” he panted.
With him in my hand, stroking him quickly, trying to match the rhythm he set with his body, and the way he slid up and down my cock, it was all too much. Too many sensations at once, and I felt tension building. “I can’t. Fuck, Jasper. I can’t hold on.”
“Don’t, Daddy. Let go. I want to feel you let go.”
At that, the dam burst, and I exploded inside him, my vision going white as I came.
Another string of words fell from my lips that I had no control over.
My hand stopped its motion, unable to do anything, but Jasper pumped into it.
The upward thrust had his ass clench around me with the movement, and I gripped his hips with both hands, letting go of his cock.
My breaths were coming rapidly as my dick grew extra sensitive.
Jasper lifted slightly, allowing my dick to slide out of him, bringing both relief from the overwhelming sensations, and regret that I was no longer encased in his warmth.
He stayed straddled on me and began jerking himself.
I couldn’t tear my eyes away as I watched his hand move in a frenzy until Jasper shouted and spurts shot out of him, coating my chest.
His arms went around my neck, and he collapsed against me, panting. I slid my arms up, folding around his waist and held him tight. It took us a while to come down from the effort, but as our breathing slowed, Jasper sank against me, resting his head on my shoulder.
In the silence, I began to overthink, worried about what he thought, having to take the lead as much as he did. “Was that okay? I’m sorry I wasn’t able to help more.”
Jasper kissed the side of my neck. “Shh. Nonsense. You were perfect, and you felt so fucking good.”
“So did you. I still can’t feel my toes,” I whispered.
“Mmm. Good, then I did my job. Only now, I don’t want to move.”
I kissed the top of his head. “I know. I don’t want to either, but I have to take care of the condom.”
“Fuck,” Jasper murmured. Slowly, he slid off me and collapsed on the bed beside me.
Taking in the sight of him looking spent and happy, my heart felt like it would take flight with the bees and soar over the farm, existing outside of my body.
As my gaze trailed over him, I caught the glistening of the streaks smeared on his chest, and I reached over and trailed a finger through it, mesmerized by it.
“We’re a mess. A beautiful mess, but a mess, nonetheless.”
“I think that sums us up pretty well,” Jasper said with a blissful grin.
“That it does.” I met his smile, feeling happier than I could remember ever feeling, and it wasn’t just because I was having sex again after so long without.
It was him. Jasper. Jasper had walked right into my open heart and made it his own.
Those words I wasn’t ready to say, wasn’t ready to define, damn, if I didn’t feel them in every fiber of my being.