Chapter 5 – June
CHAPTER FIVE
JUNE
“ God .”
I gasp, clenching around Theo’s fingers as he looks up at me from between my thighs. His thick tongue slides over my clit repeatedly, making me whine while I tug on his hair and arch into him. His fingers curl just so , and I feel my body wind itself tight, all thought leaving me in lieu of mindless pleasure.
He grins, and I swear it makes him harder when I can’t think — can’t function .
Shrieking, I throw an arm over my face as I come again , his fingers stroking the spot that Seth showed him hours ago. My body shakes as slick drips out of me, breathless as Theo sucks it up and then peppers small kisses across my lower stomach.
“More, princess?”
“No,” I moan, shivering from the rush. “For the first time in days , please no more.”
Theo laughs as he works his way up my body, his lips grazing a breast as he hums, “Hear that, Seth?”
“I do,” Seth murmurs lazily, running his fingers over my shoulders as I sink into his warmth behind me. “I guess you finally hit your limit, which is good for us, I was about to die between your thighs, June. They were going to have to pull my carcass away with my tongue still fluttering inside you.”
I laugh, turning my face into his skin, inhaling lungfuls of fudge as I sigh, “God, I’m so tired.”
Theo’s hands glide over my thighs. “But you feel better?”
I nod, pulling my head back just enough to glance down at him, taking in his mussed blond hair, his own soft and concerned smile. “I do, it only took the thousandth orgasm to break it.”
Theo grins. “Or just little old me.”
“Shut up.” I plant my hand on his forehead, pushing him away halfheartedly, breaking out into laughter when Seth holds me down and Theo grabs onto my legs, tangling us together as he kisses every inch of skin his lips can find.
The door to the nest creaks, and I turn my head, smiling wide when Arin appears, Bennett half a step behind him, both laden with bags of take-out. I remember eating soup sometime yesterday, in a haze with Bennett spoon-feeding me, but my stomach rumbles finally with true hunger . The lucid moment with Theo didn’t last long, just long enough for him to drag me back into the nest and knot me and fuck me and then knot me again, just like he promised. I’d passed out and slept like the dead for a handful of hours, waking up enough to eat, before sliding my lips down Seth’s chest to seek out the taste of him.
Honestly, I don’t remember much, just filthy flashes. Every bit of research warned me that it would be like this — but I’m grateful that I felt safe the entire time.
Fidgeting between Seth’s legs, I try to ignore the dull ache of want that thrums through me at the sight of the other two alphas.
Arin’s eyes find mine. “How are you?”
Licking my lips, I focus on him. “I’m finally hungry.”
Bennett smiles wide. “Good, because we ordered the whole fucking menu.”
Seth shifts, resting a hand on my side as he perks up. “Did you get extra spring rolls?”
“Always.” Bennett shuffles the bags as he climbs into the nest with Arin, holding out a take-out container.
I laugh, shuffling to the side as Seth scrambles out from behind me to crawl across the nest and grab the spring rolls for himself. My eyes fall over his semi-naked body, heat crawling across my skin as Theo leans in, wrapping a blanket around my shoulders. He kisses the side of my head, adjusting me so I can sit up comfortably against him, my braid flopping over one shoulder.
He did that for me — and even though it’s a wreck with strands falling out, my hair is nowhere near the mess it was before he washed it. Pulling the blanket closer, I hide my grin against the palm of his hand, kissing the skin there that smells like petrichor and honey.
Bennett settles across from us with Seth by his side, pulling items out of the bags as Arin lingers outside the nest. I pat the empty spot next to me.
Arin’s smile is gentle. “You want me over there?”
“Yes, always.” Seth offers a spring roll to me across the nest, stretching his arm out. Plucking it from his fingers, I take a bite, groaning loudly as my eyes widen. “Oh my god , that’s so good.” Covering my mouth, I chew fast, shoving the rest in as Arin sinks into the empty place. The nausea is gone. Every bite is better than the last as Bennett hands me a fork and roots through the boxes.
“Go slow, you don’t want to get sick.” Theo’s hand on my back makes me ease up from my little goblin crouch over the spring roll container. My arm brushes Arin’s as I settle between the pair of them, taking a container of fried rice from Bennett and digging into it like an animal.
Seth laughs loudly, shoving his own spring roll into his mouth as he leans into Bennett’s side. “I told you she’d like this place.” His happiness is infectious. “We eat it nonstop when we’re here in London.”
“ You eat it nonstop.” Bennett shakes his head. “And Arin. Theo can at least make himself dinner if he’s hungry instead of ordering enough takeout for an army.”
“I’m fine with takeout,” I mutter through a mouthful of rice, shrugging. “I mean your cooking is delicious, Bennett, but this is so good. What the fuck did they put in it?”
Arin chuckles, rubbing my arm. “Juniper, you’re starving. You’ve barely eaten for a week.”
“No, it’s definitely the food.” I shoot Seth a look. “You’re right, it’s the best.”
The beta’s grin widens, splitting his face. “See? She’s saying I’m right, listen to our omega.”
“Great, now there’s two of them.” Theo mutters the words under his breath as I laugh, watching Arin pick up his own food.
Bennett rolls his eyes at our antics, but there’s a little smile lifting the edges of his lips as he looks between Seth and I. A pang rocks my chest. Bennett knows how Seth is feeling right now, intrinsically, from the silver scarred bite on Seth’s neck that I’ve brushed my lips over multiple times in the last few days.
Vulnerability rears its ugly head as I survey the four men around me.
They let me stay here. No forced bonds, no following the standard expectation that I would be theirs — other than my single promise to Arin that I’d let myself be open. It wasn’t a hard vow to make, because it meant having this .
Arin glances over at me, putting his fork down. His hand rests on my forearm as I clutch the takeout container with white knuckles. “Are you alright?”
I sink back into Theo’s chest, seeking its comfort and warmth. Something about him eases the tangle of anxiety, making the words easier to utter. “I was just thinking.” Swallowing, I let the food rest in my lap. “I’m really happy this is where I am. Thank you for being nice to me and letting me stay.”
“ June .” Bennett’s voice cracks as he puts his food to the side, leaning over the middle of the nest just to grab my hand. “There was no other option, you were leaving with us that day at the center. Seth will agree.”
Seth’s shiny hazel eyes find mine. “I wasn’t leaving you there for one more damn minute. You know that, baby.”
One of Theo’s thick arms wraps around my waist from behind and I glance up as his head tilts slightly, his expression serious. “This is the bare minimum that you deserve. Do you hear me?”
My mouth goes dry as I risk a glance at Arin. He clears his throat, putting his food to the side, plucking mine out of my lap as his stern eyes find mine. “What did I say, Juniper?”
A shiver crawls over me, feeling scolded and small.
“You are safe with this pack.” His stare is unwavering. “No running, because none of this is temporary. Nothing that has happened in the last few days has changed my mind.”
Theo’s hand tightens on my stomach.
“I don’t think we made it clear enough, alpha.” His voice makes me tremble as my chin jerks to look back at the man behind me. Hearing alpha from him reignites the ache between my thighs. Theo runs his tongue over his lips. “I think we need to prove it to her.”
Bennett clears the food from the center of the nest, catching my eye as he makes a noise of agreement. “We must have not done our job to satisfy her if she’s questioning all three of her alphas.”
Heat licks up my spine as every eye in the nest focuses on me, but mine find Seth, breathing out in a sharp exhale when I find him staring at the blanket haphazardly hanging on my naked body, like he can see right through it.
“What do you say, June?” Seth rubs a thumb over his lower lip. “Are you going to let us all show you how much you belong here?”
The air pulls tight, like a rubber band about to snap, and my heart kicks. Yes .
My lips part, eyes locking on Seth’s. “How do you want me?”
Seth’s answering grin is wicked. “Bend over for me, baby. I want to look my fill while Theo and Arin fuck you senseless.”
I gasp as Theo turns me, cupping my face with a wide palm as he kisses me deeply. Movement behind me is my only warning before Arin’s hands tugs the blanket away, baring me to them. I scramble, free from the fabric to straddle Theo, my nose brushing his as I kiss him harder, breathing out as I tangle my fingers in his hair. He’s so solid , stacked muscle hidden under layers of soft skin that feels like a cushion.
Sinking lower, my lips pull away from his as I move down, kissing and puffing out little breaths across his chest, lower and lower until my nose nudges his erection tenting the front of his sweatpants. It would make me a bad omega to leave him wanting.
Theo’s hand slides over the braid, and then slips the tie free. The rest of my hair falls free, joining the strands already around my face. He tangles his fingers in it, his voice low. “You don’t like any of this and you dig your nails into me, okay?” His nails press against my scalp, a tease. “I’ll stop it and kick them all out.”
I smile as I kiss over his erection, glancing up from under my lashes. “Yes, alpha.”
Lips brush the curve of my ass as I bend over, my eyes fluttering as I push back into the touch. Soft, long fingers open me up until a tongue finds the slick dripping between my thighs. Moaning, I focus on Theo in front of me, pulling his sweatpants down far enough for my lips to find the soft skin of him, kissing and running my tongue over the length of his cock.
The tongue behind me teases until I wrap my lips around the head of Theo’s dick, and only then does it pull back. I feel Arin notch at my entrance, already wet and ready. Theo’s hand in my hair guides my mouth as I take him down my throat, moaning around him as Arin thrusts in from behind, making my legs shake from the full feeling of having two holes filled.
Single-minded, I use my hand to grip Theo’s base, strangling his knot as I bob up and down, clenching around Arin as he slowly pushes into me, then stops. Pulling back with a little gasp, I glance to the side, searching for what I already know I’ll find.
Seth is leaned back against the nest wall, lounging like a goddamn king. His hand wraps around his cock, stroking lazily, eyes hooded as Bennett sheds his pajama pants beside him. Seth’s lips twitch, tongue running over them as he watches me. “You shouldn’t ignore Theo, baby, he needs your mouth.”
Just as I return to my task, my skin heats with the thought of being watched. It’s filthy, but it makes me suck harder as spit suddenly hits me from behind, mixing with slick. Arin’s hips rock into me deep, plunging roughly as his spit trickles over my ass. I cry out around Theo as Arin’s finger teases the tight hole, opening me up.
“Who should have you here, Juniper? I’ll be a good prime and let you pick.”
Fuck .
I switch to flattening my tongue along Theo’s length as I whine and press back against Arin, my head blanking as I say the first name that comes to mind, “Theo.”
The alpha in question lets out a groan so loud it shakes over my skin. He’s so thick my fingers don’t even meet around his swollen knot, but the idea of him buried inside me makes me want to climb on top of him and sink my teeth into his throat.
Before I can ask him if it’s okay, he tugs me up and away from his lap. Theo kisses me heatedly as Arin slips out of me. The alpha in front of me manhandles me for a moment, lifting me with two hands, pure strength as he tugs me against his chest, feverish in his touches. Gasping, I cling to him, clenching on nothing as I just let him throw me around.
“Turn around.” Theo’s voice is hoarse as he pulls back. “And bend the fuck over.”
I squeak, scrambling with a little laugh as I pull away from him and do as he says. Arin’s lips twitch as he looks down at me, gloriously naked in front of me as I bend over for Theo, reversing our positions. Arin’s dick shines with my slick and I reach out for him, whining when I’m immediately pulled back, just shy of touching.
Theo’s hand rubs over my hip, his voice softer. “Gotta get myself wet with you, princess. I don’t want to hurt you.” He thrusts in without preamble and my eyes close as I suck in a breath, the stretch and difference from Arin making my brain go fuzzy as a hand strokes through my hair.
“He’s going to start fucking you.” Arin’s voice is gentle, but firm, baring no argument. “And when he’s ready, he’ll take your ass and then I’ll lift you onto me.”
Just as he says it, Theo pulls out and switches to rubbing his head against my ass. My body relaxes, almost instinctively, and I exhale as he breaches the entrance with only slight resistance. I was made for this .
Theo’s moan cuts off, partially strangled as his hands grip my hips. “ Fuck , she’s so tight, oh fuck, such a good omega taking me here.”
Pleasure whites out my brain as he bottoms out. We both exhale, the sound of heavy breathing echoing in the nest. Arin’s hand stills on my head, murmuring softly, “Are you okay, Juniper?”
“Yes,” I slur the word, nodding as I look up at my prime, eyes only for him. “Please, I want you too.”
Arin’s hair is slightly mussed, his eyes dark as he strokes my head once before leaning down and lifting me up just enough to push me back against Theo’s chest. When he does, Theo’s hands spread my legs wide, my ass sinking back against him, feeling full as Arin drops to his chest in front of me, his mouth attaching itself to my clit as Theo thrusts up lazily from behind.
“You’re doing so well for us, omega, you deserve an orgasm.”
I cry out, clinging to Theo’s arms banded around me as I clench on nothing, Arin’s beard grazes my thighs as he eats me out while Theo thrusts. Seth strokes himself across from us, Bennett palming himself and caressing his own knot, his eyes focused on the sight between my legs.
Arin thrusts a finger into me, wiggling it slowly, his voice dripping sin. “Are you ready for me, Juniper? Do you want us both?”
“Yes.” I gasp as he lingers on my clit, suckling it before Theo shifts me to lean back a little more. His large hands move, cupping handfuls of my chest, palms wide enough to hold most of my breasts, making the sight obscene when I glance down and see my cleavage spilling out over the top of his fingers.
My back bows as Arin leans up, one hand landing near Theo’s shoulder on the nest wall as he bends closer, capturing my lips and thrusting into me in one firm stroke.
I see stars .
Crying out, I hold onto Arin’s shoulder with one hand, my other dropping to Theo’s thigh, clinging to him as the fullness takes the air right out of my lungs. The stretch makes me curse, gasping as Arin kisses me, Theo’s knot bumping against Arin’s.
Theo moans as Arin rocks forward, breathless as he grunts. “Fuck, I can feel you, alpha.” I shiver as his hips punch up under me, bouncing me once. Theo’s voice slurs in my ear. “I can feel you clenching around him, princess. I can feel Arin’s knot rubbing mine.”
It’s all I can do to cling to them both as they take turns thrusting into me, fucking me back and forth, rocking my overstimulated body between them. A quiet gasp makes my eyes flutter as I’m rewarded with the sight of Bennett bent into Seth’s lap, sucking on his cock messily, spit dripping off his lips as he pulls back just enough to ask. “Do they feel good, darling?”
I sob out an unintelligible confirmation as Arin rocks forward, his knot teasing me again. One of Theo’s hands stops massaging my chest, toying with my nipples. It drops to my clit, rubbing in tight little circles. My head drops back against Theo’s shoulder as I bite my tongue, trying to hold in my shriek as I come without warning, my body shaking between the two of them as I clench and flutter around Arin.
Arin curses, his head dropping to my chest, his lips running over my bare breast before he rocks deeper, his bark powerful as he commands, “ Don’t stop coming .”
The feeling of it rocks through my body, all my muscles shaking as I keep spasming around him, it wringing out the orgasm until I can’t think, just feel as I clench rhythmically. Theo shakes under me, and then thrusts up harder, chasing his own orgasm before I feel him explode, filling me.
Arin snarls, his teeth just barely grazing my nipple as he slams into me hard enough that his knot breaches me, even with my ass full of Theo. As he comes with a ragged shout, I twitch, my muscles giving out as I sink back into Theo’s solid embrace, heart pounding as I take it, punch-drunk from the pleasure.
After a moment, Arin’s head lifts as he kisses me deeply, making sparks ricochet over my skin. His fingers press between us, then a finger carefully pushes where we’re joined — slipping into me despite his knot. I let out a shocked breath as he releases himself from me, knot sliding free, leaving a mess between my thighs as he lifts me off Theo’s spent chest.
“Bennett, she’s yours.”
There’s a small part of my brain that doesn’t know if I can take it, but the forefront of my mind moves faster, needing Bennett too, needing Seth to hold onto me as his own alpha takes me after I’m already covered and used.
Bennett lifts away from Seth’s cock, his grin feral as Arin’s hand cups my cunt, two fingers pushing his cum back into me before he guides me over to Bennett and Seth.
Seth’s eyes lock on mine, a flicker of concern for a brief moment. “Still okay?”
“Mhm.” I drop down, replacing Bennett’s mouth with my own as I suck Seth down my throat, having a much easier time taking him all the way until my nose brushes his pelvis. Seth curses above me, his hand grabbing the back of my head as Bennett rubs against me from behind.
I moan, lifting up in an unspoken beg for him to take me. Bennett’s hand braces on my hip before he thrusts into the mess Arin made of me, the length of him stroking every inch of me from inside, his knot slipping into me with ease before he pulls it right back out and begins to fuck me steadily, knotting and unknotting me.
Holy shit . I didn’t know my body could feel this good, but I never want it to stop .
Crying out around Seth, his hand tugs on my hair, his hips punching up into my mouth as Bennett sets a brutal pace, grabbing handfuls of my ass. “I’m not going to last, I need you to come again for us, darling. Can you give us one more? I bet Arin would make you give it to us.”
My veins are pure fire as Arin’s voice makes my head spin. “You heard him, Juniper.” He pauses long enough for my eyes to meet his before his bark grabs ahold of the last shreds of my sanity. “ Come .”
My body gives out, the orgasm overtaking my senses as I hold onto Seth, feeling him release into the back of my throat at the same time Bennett slams into me, his knot swelling as he falls apart.
Slumping, I do my best to swallow, but Seth lifts me off him, letting me breathe raggedly as my cheek drops to rest against his thigh.
“Do you believe us now?” Arin’s voice is soft as he runs a hand over my back. Bennett slips free after a moment, and my body is so well-used that I can’t think, I just let Theo lift me up into his arms. Someone wraps a blanket around me, and then I’m tucked into Arin’s chest, his hand idly stroking my sweaty hair back from my forehead as he stares at me. A damp washcloth smoothes over my skin and my eyes water as I stare up at Arin. He wipes my face off with a look of pure devotion.
“You’re ours. No running.”
My heart rests heavy in my throat, finding Theo’s warm gaze just to the side, Bennett’s hooded eyes meeting mine. Finally, I meet Seth’s gaze full of so much affection, it chokes me.
Emotion clogs my throat as I rasp the promise, “No running.”